It's been almost a month since I confronted Jacob at school, a month since Jane and I got into that fight and a month since that night with Jacob. I haven't been myself in the last few months, mom doesn't like it very much and dad thinks I'm depressed and now bulimia because I'm throwing up anything I eat. It's not by choice though, I just haven't been able to keep anything down for weeks now. Dad's made me an appointment with the hospital therapist in Forks today after school so after schools over moms driving us down to Forks and we are going to spend the night at Nana and Papa's.

My morning didn't start out very good. I woke up to the smell of bacon and instantly was struck with the feeling of vomit. I almost didn't make it to the bathroom before I emptied everything in my stomach, which wasn't much since I had also thrown-up before I had gone to bed. If that was a great start to the morning Abby spilt her yogurt on my only clean pair of jeans so I had to change my outfit which made me late because I also ended up throwing up my breakfast and got it onto my new outfit which I had to change again.

So now that I was late and just made it to homeroom in the nick of time, we got a new seating arrangement today because Mr. Thompson was sick of the kids in the back not paying attention in class and guess who I'm stuck sitting next to. Snake. There was no way I was going to spent the rest of the semester sitting next to him.

"Great, just great," Snake said sitting next to me. I ignored him the rest of the class untill he started drumming his pen on his desktop.

"Can you stop please, that's just annoying," I whispered annoyed.

"What's the matter Sammy, can't handle a little noise, you'd think a whore like you would love noice," Snake said. I don't know what overcame me but I stood up.

"Ms. Cullen, is there a problem here?" Mr. Thompson asked.

It all happened so suddenly. I reached my arm back and punched Snake in the face. The crunch the followed was almost satisfying, blood when everywhere and kids started to freak out. Mr. Thompson had grabbed my arms and was dragging me out of the class while he yelled at the teacher's aid to make sure Snake was taken to the nurse. He dragged me out into the hallway and let me go once the door shut behind us.

"Mr. Thompson what's going on?" Mr. Montro asked. I turned to see him looking at us with worry.

"Ms. Cullen felt the need to punch Sullivan Jackson in the nose," Mr. Thompson said. Mr. Montro turned to look at me with disappointment.

"I'll take Ms. Cullen to my office, you make sure Sullivan is taken care of," Mr. Montro said. I followed him to his office and sat in the chair across from his desk, looking down at the blood that had now dried on my knuckles. "What's going on Sam, I know you're a good kid but it seems these few months you're slipping. Your grades are going down, you've skipped classes, and now you're fighting in class, tell me what did Mr. Jackson do to get punched?".

"He called me a whore," I whispered.

"What was that Ms. Cullen?" He asked.

"He called me a whore, just like every kids in this school has been doing for the last month," I yelled. He looked stunned at my outrage. "Since it got out that I slept with Jacob Black everyone had been calling me a whore,". Tears began to fall from my eyes as I said this.

"Why didn't you tell anyone?" He asked.

"Oh yeah let's throw tattle tale on top of whore, slut and freak," I laughed humorlessly.

"I think I'm going to have your mom come get you Sam," Mr. Monro said.

"Yeah, give her another reason to worry about me, cause I'm not already going to see a therapist today," I spoke sadly and then sat in silence as he called my mom.

"Go to the bathroom and wash the blood of your hands and then come back here," He told me while shaking his head and not looking at me. I did as he was told and went to the bathroom. As I walked out after washing my hands I was shoved into the wall, hitting my head as I fell. I look up to see none other than Jane standing above me.

"What the hell, you stupid whore, why the hell would you brake Snake's nose," She barked. I didn't say anything. "Answer me you stupid fucking whore,". She pulled my hair so I stood up and then she shoved me into the wall again. I felt the blood rushing down the back my neck before the smell hit me. I started to feel dizzy and then threw up on the floor beside me.

Mrs. Nellie must have heard all the noise because she walked out of her classroom and screamed at us, this caused Mr. Russo to also come out of his classroom. He saw me on the floor and Jane standing above me and called for his teacher's assistant. He grabbed Jane's arm and started leading her towards the office. Mrs. Nellie told me to stay where I was as the teachers aid was calling the nurse.

"SAM!," I heard mom yelled and groaned. "Sam what happened?,". That was the last thing I heard before everything went black.

"There was some swelling but it went down before she arrived here, we think she passed out due to low blood sugar," A voice said as I finally came too.

"Is she going to be okay," Mom's voice asked.

"Yes, now there are a few other things that we are worried about but I think that it would be better if I talked to Samantha about them first," The voice spoke again. "Now I think it's best if you go wait in the waiting room with your family,". I heard the door open and close and then the unknown voice, who I'm guessing was my doctor, sighed. "Alright Sam I know you're up,". I slowly opened my eyes and was blinded my the bright lights of the room.

"What's going on?" I asked.

"You passed out due to low blood sugar and your body was going into shock, it was probably due to the lack of food you've been able to keep in your body," She told me.

"I'm not bulimia if that's what you think, I want to eat but nothing stays down," I defended.

"I know Sam," She said. "Sam I'm guessing you don't know this but you're pregnant,".

"Wait what?," I asked. What does she mean I'm pregnant, I've only ever had sex the one time and we used protection.

"Now Sam, there are many options, but I think the first thing we need to do is tell your parents," The doctor said.

"I can't be pregnant, we used protection, we were safe," I argued.

"Condoms break Sam, and I'm guessing that you weren't on birth control at that time," She told me.

Oh god. I could not become a mother at 16. I was already being called a whore at school, there was no way I could show my face at school ever again. What was I going to tell Jacob? There was no way in hell I was ever going to have an abortion, but what if I couldn't put it up for adoption after carrying it for nine months. What was I going to do?

"Can you go get my parents?" I asked her. I wanted to have my doctor there when I told them, maybe dad wouldn't freak out as badly.

"I'll be right back, try to relax a little before we come back, stress isn't good for the baby," She told me and then left the room. I layed back on the bed and took a few deep breaths. A baby...a living, breathing human being is growing inside of me at this very moment, and there was no way I was ready to be a mom at 16.

"Oh Sammy, honey are you okay, does your head hurt, I'm sure they can give you something for the pain," Mom said as she walked into the room and over to my bed, putting her hands on my cheeks.

"Mom, I'm fine," I said. Well I guess as fine as I can be after finding out I'm going to have a baby.

"I always knew that that Jane girl was trouble," Dad said standing behind mom also looking me over.

"Can we just move on from that," I said getting a little annoyed.

"Of course honey, Dr. Parker says there's something that we need to talk about," Mom said looking between me and the doctor. Dr. Parker gave me a questioning look and I nodded for her to continue.

"It seems that Sam has gotten herself into a little trouble," She said handing mom a small square. It was a sonogram picture. Mom gasped and covered her mouth with her free hand. Dad looked over her shoulder and gave me a questioning look. I nodded slowly and a sigh escaped from him. I felt my own tears begin to well up in my eyes, feeling the disappointment rolling off of mom and dad.

"Sam how could you let this happen?" Dad asked as he hugged a teary eyed mom to his chest.

"It was the one time and we used protection I swear," I cried, trying to make him understand.

"Who's is it?" Mom asked her voice cracking, showing the sign that she was holding back her tears.

"Jacob Black's," I whispered.

"Oh Samantha," Mom whispered.

"I'm not having an abortion, no matter what you say there is no way that I will ever kill an innocent baby," I said.

"I think this has been enough excitement for one day, Sam needs to get some more rest, and I think you two need to think about a few things, collect your thoughts so to say," Dr. Parker said. "You can come back tomorrow morning and we can discuss further treatment from there,".

Both mom and dad kissed my head before they left, saying they'd be back first thing tomorrow morning. Dr. Parker had stayed back while mom and dad left to give me some more pain medication for the headache that was starting to develope and told me that she'd be back in a few hours to check on me.

I lied in bed that evening thinking about what I was going to do. I couldn't have an abortion, I couldn't kill an innocent baby for mine and Jacob's mistake. But what would happen in a few months when I'd start showing, I wouldn't be able to go back to school and face all those people, but I didn't want to leave Alec in the dust all alone since he refused to hang out with Snake and his posse. As I looked at the sonogram that Dr. Parker had shown my parents I knew I couldn't let this innocent baby die, not when there could be a loving family for it somewhere out there.