A/N: Yay chapter 8! Sorry it's been a couple of weeks but you know life gets in the way. This one is extra long to make up for the wait and this one is definitely rated M, so if you don't like smut you might want to leave lol. Although if it isn't your thing, you wouldn't have gotten this far in the story anyway lol. Thanks for all the reviews, I appreciate them so much. Hope you lovelies like this one. It was actually my first time writing smut so I hope it's okay. Please review, its what keeps me going. Also, I checked and rechecked but sorry if there is any errors. Enjoy!
Disclaimer: Still don't own them…Dammit.
Chapter 8
Harry's POV
I wasn't able to tell the guys anymore about my run in because we had been called to the stage but I saw a weird look cross Dougie's face. I would have to ask him about it later. Maybe he thought I was just trying to have fling again.
The first show was amazing beyond words. We loved performing for our fans and rocking out and jumping around the stage. It's one of the best feelings being up there and being so full of energy and hearing the audience sing our songs back to us. We finished off the night with The Heart Never Lies which is always a crowd pleaser and for some reason tends to make the fans cry.
We threw our towels out into the audience and ran off stage heading to the dressing room. We decided to hang out for a while and shower and wait for the crowds to leave. We showered and pulled pranks on each other and I started chasing the guys with a wet towel and snapping them. After a couple of hours we went and got loaded onto the bus to head to our next destination.
We sat around playing FIFA for a while and I decided to head upstairs to the bunks to try and get some sleep. I changed into some sweats and took my shirt off and crawled under the duvet. I'm not sure how long I had been asleep but I was being lightly shaken awake.
"Harry…Harry.." a voice whispered.
"What's wrong Dougie?" I asked sleepily trying to open my eyes.
"I can't sleep."
I pulled the duvet back and scooted over motioning for him to get in. He slid in and made himself comfortable before I covered him up and laid my head back down on the pillow. I was too tired to analyze the situation like I would have if I had been fully awake. This wasn't out of the norm for us, before when he couldn't sleep he would come to me and I would do the same when I couldn't sleep. Thankfully after all the drama recently he still felt comfortable enough to share a bed with me.
I turned my head to look at Dougie and found he had already fallen asleep. That was fast. I turned on my side to face him and lifted my hand to caress his cheek but stopped myself. I didn't want to startle him or scare him off. I settled with gazing at his beautiful features that I could make out in the darkness of the bunk. There is this beautiful creature, who doesn't realize how incredible he is, laying next to me. If I can't have anything else from him, I am thankful that I at least have these moments to cherish.
I stretched my arms above me, trying to settle into sleep. A soon as I lifted my arms, Dougie, in his slumber, snuggled right up to me and buried his face in my chest. I could feel my heartbeat speed up but I didn't have the will power to move away or wake him up so I just gently rested my arm around his shoulders and closed my eyes.
I became aware of something touching my cheek. I wanted to open my eyes but I was so drained that I couldn't find the strength yet. I tried to keep my breathing steady as I continued to feel something slide softly across my cheek over and over again. My breathing hitched and the touching stopped abruptly. Maybe I had been dreaming it. I looked over to find Dougie still laying there and he had his eyes closed. I began to move a little and he opened his eyes and smiled at me.
"Good morning."
"Morning." I smiled back.
"Thanks for letting me crash in here, I slept really well."
"Yea, sure, anytime." I said softly.
I looked at my watch and saw that it was still really early.
"Well we better get up and see how close we are to the hotel." I said.
We were going to the next city to stay in a hotel before doing a gig the next day and I really wanted to get to my room. I needed breather from Dougie before I did something stupid.
"Sorry guys," said Fletch, "there has been a mix up and they only booked us four rooms. I can look for another hotel unless two of you don't mind sharing."
"Harry and I will share." Piped up Dougie.
My eyes widened at the thought but I quickly covered up my look of surprise. So much for getting a breather.
"I mean…unless you don't want to." he said turning to me.
"No, umm, that's okay." I answered, it's not like I could just refuse him.
We all went to our rooms to drop off our stuff and then we were going to meet for breakfast. Dougie put the key card in the door and opened it and I followed him. The first thing I noticed was there was only one bed, it was a king size, but still it was only one. Obviously sharing a bed wasn't a big deal, we just slept in my bunk together last night and that was a lot smaller. I just knew it was going to be that much more difficult for me being in a room alone with him.
"Sorry for just deciding for you earlier," said Dougie, "if you want I can go share with Danny or Tom."
He looked a little worried, like he had offended me in some way.
"No, no, This is fine. It doesn't bother me." I assured him.
His face lit up a little bit after that and after we situated our stuff we went back downstairs to meet the others.
"So whatever happened with that one girl, Harry?" Danny asked looking at me.
I nearly choked on my food and had to take a quick drink of my tea.
"Umm nothing, I only met her last night. I'm sure I'll see her again, she is a part of our road crew."
I could see Dougie start to get fidgety next to me as Danny kept chattering on about the woman and wondering if I was going to ask her out. I couldn't tell what was up with Dougie but he definitely was acting strange.
After breakfast I decided to go back to the room and take a short nap before we decided what to do for the day. Danny, Tom and Dougie went to go look at some shops while I headed upstairs. I walked through the door and kicked my shoes off before pulling the duvet back from the bed. I climbed in and laid my head down on the pillows. I was so exhausted but my mind kept racing, thinking about Dougie and thinking about this new girl. I knew I wanted to see her again but this was new to me. For so long it had been Dougie who clouded my mind so it was weird thinking about someone else.
I was able to finally fall asleep and a couple of hours later I woke up too Dougie's face in front of me.
"Hello sleepyhead."
"Hi." I yawned and stretched.
"So you want to go exploring the city, maybe go see a movie later with the guys?" he asked.
"Sure, just let me get ready." I climbed off the bed and went into the bathroom to freshen up.
I walked out and saw that Dougie was waiting by the door and holding my wallet for me. I smiled at him as I took them and Dougie put his hand on the small of my back, guiding me out the door. I instantly felt a shiver go up my spine but tried to ignore it as we left.
We went shopping, ran into a few fans and took some pictures and walked around downtown. We stopped for lunch at a little café and slipped into a booth. Danny and Tom were on one side and Dougie and I on the other. Dougie was being really friendly with me, kept touching my leg under the table or resting his hand on my arm lightly. I was trying not to read into it but it just felt so damn good being this close with him.
The afternoon turned into evening and we found a theater to watch a movie. We decided on a horror movie and went and found our seats. The whole time my heart was beating fast. Dougie kept grabbing my hand when a scary part would come up or he would hide his face in my shoulder. I kept chuckling at him but I was loving every minute of it. After the movie, we walked out arm in arm and hailed a cab to take us back to our hotel.
"Well lads it's been fun but I'm heading to bed." announced Danny.
"Me too." added Tom
"And then there were two." chuckled Dougie.
"Want to get a drink?" I asked.
"Yea but lets just get something from the mini bar in our room."
"oh okay."
We got into the room and set all of our stuff down that we had acquired throughout the day. I walked over to the mini bar and began pulling out little bottles of liquor and juice. I was feeling nervous to say the least. I didn't want to get drunk and end up saying or doing something stupid.
I mixed our drinks and handed one to Dougie and then chugged mine, trying to alleviate my nerves. We were sitting on the floor after a while, still drinking and decided to make it more interesting by playing drinking games. We sat there for a couple hours playing cards and I Never and a few others until we were both smashed. I was having a blast with him but now my judgment was becoming seriously impaired and by the looks of it so was Dougie's. I didn't give a shit though, I was totally wasted and totally awake.
"I'm trashed." slurred Dougie, laughing.
"Me too but I'm so awake. I want to do something." I said.
"Like what?" he hiccupped.
"I don't know, just something. I feel really wired."
I crawled on the floor to the bed and leaned my back against it and Dougie did the same thing sitting next to me. I could tell he wanted to say something but he was hesitating. If were about to have one of "those" conversations I wasn't up for it. We were in not in our right minds right now to discuss anything.
"Are you going to ask that girl out?" Dougie asked softly.
I wasn't expecting that question. I hadn't even thought about her today, I had been to blinded by Dougie and how handsy he had been.
"I'm not sure, I think I'd like too."
"Oh." was all he said.
"Why?" I asked, not sure what type of answer I was looking for.
"Just wondering," he sighed, "Do….you…do you still think about me?
My breathing hitched. Why would he ask me this? Of course I do but I'm supposed to be moving past him. I wasn't sure what to say but I figured honesty was the best way to go. I had already made a mess of our friendship before, I wasn't going to make it worse by lying.
"Yea." I said looking down at my hands in my lap.
He just sat there staring at the floor fidgeting with his thumbs.
"Dougie, you asked. Please don't get upset." I said with fear.
"I'm not upset." he said as he slowly placed his hand on my thigh.
I felt a stirring deep inside me, afraid of where this was going but starting to get turned on at the same time. Damn alcohol.
He started massaging my thigh with his fingertips and I could feel an ache in my groin.
"Dougie.." I half warned and half whimpered.
"Can I just try something?" he asked softly.
I had no vocabulary, my mind was completely shutting down and forgetting every word in the English language. I knew I shouldn't because we were drunk but I couldn't stop myself from nodding my head.
With his hand still on my thigh he leaned over and gently brushed his lips across mine. I was not prepared for this feeling. My insides were aching for his touch and when his lips met mine it felt as if everything else disappeared and it was just me and him. He pulled back and stared into my eyes.
"How was that?" he breathed out.
"Nice." was all I could come up with as I stared directly back into his eyes.
He leaned forward again and slid his tongue out and ran it across my bottom lip. I couldn't help but groan at the feeling. I had dreamt so many times of feeling his tongue on me and now it was really happening.
I was trying to not make any noises but I couldn't hold back a moan when I felt his tongue slide into my mouth. He started massaging my tongue softly with his own and reached up with his hand to place it on the side of my face, caressing my cheek. I could feel his other hand still rubbing my thigh, getting closer and closer to my crotch. I reached over and placed my hands on his hips making his shirt ride up a little so I could touch his bare skin. We both stood up at the same time, not breaking our kiss and landed down on the bed with him on top of me. I kept rubbing my hands up and down his sides as he ground down into me.
"Ohh, fuck." I let out. It felt so fucking good.
He broke our kiss again to start kissing and sucking down my neck and then lifted us both up to rip my shirt off over my head. He kept kissing down, sucking one of my nipples into his mouth and all I could do was pant and whimper. I pulled his shirt off of him and ran my hands over his chest taking time to run my fingers over his erect nipples, rubbing and squeezing them as he threw his head back and moaned. He was sitting up and still straddling me so I took the opportunity to reach up and lick one of his nipples softly, swirling my tongue around it, relishing in the taste of skin.
"God you are so fucking sexy." I said, breathing heavily.
He leaned down again and smashed his lips on mine, both fighting for dominance. Our hands were everywhere, all over each other. I watched as he slid his hand down to the button on my jeans and slowly unbuttoned and unzipped them, his eyes never leaving mine. My breath caught in my throat as he pushed his hands inside my jeans and boxers and grabbed my length. I let out a hiss as immense pleasure washed over me. Dougie was actually touching me right now, in the place he touched me only in my dreams and fantasies.
After giving me a few pumps he jumped up and tore my jeans off me before kicking off his own trousers and crawled back on top of me in nothing but his boxers. We started kissing again and he pushed his crotch down onto mine and moved back and forth. The friction that was being created was such an amazing feeling, especially with such thin fabric separating us.
I wanted to touch him but I was hesitant, I wasn't really sure of what I was doing.
Dougie must have picked up on it though because he moaned "Please Harry, just do it."
I didn't need anymore coaxing. I flipped us over so I was on top and pulled his boxers down a little bit to free his already hard member. I grazed my fingertips over it and just stared at it in awe. I never in a million years thought I would be doing this but here I am, making Dougie squirm underneath.
"Fuck Harry, just touch me."
I wrapped my hand around him and started pumping while he was writhing and whimpering beneath me, trying to grab at any part of me. He put his hand on my neck and yanked me down, devouring my mouth while I continued pumping. At this rate, seeing him like this, I knew I wasn't going to last long. I pulled my hand away from him and took off his boxers before discarding mine. I straddled him again and ground my erection onto his with our chests touching. Dougie slid his hands down back to my ass and squeezed pushing me into him more and wrapped his legs around me. It was like we were trying to melt into one body. I kept thrusting into his groin, rubbing our dicks together faster and faster. I could feel the heat building up inside me and Dougie was losing more and more control, thrashing around under me, a sheen of sweat visible on his face.
"Oh god, Dougie…I'm gonna…"
"Me too, keep going, don't fucking stop." yelled Dougie.
Our pace quickened and I reached a hand between us and started pumping us together, harder and faster. I couldn't hold back anymore and let out a loud grown as I reached my climax and stream after stream of my seed landed on Dougie's thighs and stomach. Dougie soon followed, with the sexiest grunt I had ever heard. He kept releasing over and over again onto my chest. I don't think I had ever seen a person have such huge orgasm before but it was so fucking sexy.
He was slightly shaking beneath me, both of us coming down from our high. I was still laying on top of him and was rubbing his cheek and pushing the hair off of his forehead. I leaned down and softly pushed my lips onto his, basking in this moment, never wanting it to end.
Dougie just laid there staring at me, running his hands softly up and down my back.
"I think that was the best orgasm I have ever had." he said, his cheeks turning even more red from blushing.
"It was amazing," I agreed, " You are so beautiful Dougs."
I just kept gazing into eyes, getting lost and never wanting to be found.
"I'll be right back." I said. I ran into the bathroom and cleaned myself off and then brought a washcloth out and cleaned Dougie off. I slid the rag slowly and softly across his stomach and thighs as he watched me silently. I threw the rag back threw the open bathroom door and laid back down next to Dougie, pulling the duvet up over us.
"Harry…I…"
"No, not tonight. We can deal with this when the real world comes back tomorrow. Can we please just stay in this world tonight?" I pleaded.
"Okay." he responded.
I opened my arms up for him and he leaned over into me placing his head on my chest and wrapped his arms around me. I maneuvered my legs around so I could tangle them with his and rested one hand on his back and the other on his head so I could run my fingers through his hair.
"This is nice." purred Dougie.
"Yea, it is." I replied.
I had no idea what the morning would bring but tonight was the best night of my life so far. I wasn't going to let anything ruin it. I would deal with the consequences tomorrow. I closed my eyes and fell into a deep sleep holding onto the person I cherish most on this earth.
