I hardly paid attention to Naruto's 'fight' against Kiba, the results were basically the same, which made me think about just how blessed a fart could be honestly. I had spent most of it, ignoring the odd looks being thrown my way by everyone else, besides Kakashi who was being his usual self, and talking to my sister, who had just awoken from her KO earlier.

"Jeez, are you sure you haven't been going easy on me, Lil' sis?" Tenten said to me and bumping her shoulder against mine and I felt that warm rush of affection I would always have for her. My beloved elder sister, I would kill for her, and I hoped my message of that rung loud and clear to Temari, as well as anyone who would even dare to think about talking trash about my Nee-chan.

Regardless, I was also sneaking looks at Lee, praying that Gaara would die of sudden heart failure of or something, which was cruel of me, I know, since he was eventually a good guy. But I knew it would tear my heart up to see Lee be toyed with and ripped apart like that, and that's hoping events play out similar to 'canon', and not worse.

"Ne, are you okay?" Tenten said when I had suddenly grown too quiet and distracted. I gave her a weak smile but shook my head, "No, I'm not. The last three Leaf-Nin left, and one will have to go against that monster. He enjoys bloodlust, I can practically taste it, almost inhuman..." I said my eyes narrowing and zeroing in on Gaara, "I'm worried, Nee-chan, that someone I know will die today." I finished, grabbing her hand in mine and trying to keep back my tears, wondering when exactly I had become such a crybaby. Twice in one day, not even an hour between each 'cry'.

"Hey, hey! It'll be alright! Both Lee and Neji are tough guys, as much as it pains me to admit that." My sister said, chuckling to herself and placing her other hand on my shoulder. Still, this didn't soothe me at all, I knew what sort of fights were laid ahead of all left over combatants.

At the base of these thoughts were, all of the remaining contestants were taijutsu users, going up against Gaara whose sand could easily crush limbs from a distance. Lee survived in canon due to hid speed and the gates, as well as some luck. Neji would survive a bit since he might've had rotation at this point in time, even if he could only do it once and badly, the memories of his knowledge at this point in the story were hazy; I only remembered Nee-chan train with him during the month break. Hinata...Hinata would be obliterated by Gaara. The 'Hinata' she would end up being and the 'Hinata' she currently was were very different people, and their levels of strength was obvious, honestly Lee would be the easiest going opponent for her to go up against in this. Lee would probably just be able to knock her out fairly quickly, because he wouldn't have to use even a 10th of his skills to beat her in her current state.

"Next, Hinata Hyuuga vs Neji Hyuuga, both of Konohagakure." The proctor announced and both Nee-chan and I froze, we both knew how bad this could be. I even moreso than Nee-chan.

"W-Well," She began a cold sweat breaking out for us both, "Th-this will be bad..."

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In my previous life, when I had read and watched this part of the series, I had always thought that there had been no need for Neji to be such an ass, even with all of this issues. I had thought that perhaps that due to him being him my beloved sister's teammate that I would feel different in this life.

In this life I was...Disgusted.

This is the boy whom my sister trusts with her life on missions?! This is the boy Lee trusts, and Gai?!

Even knowing the man he'd become, how precious of a person he'd become to my sister and even Naruto, I was absolutely disgusted by the person he just showed himself to be. How petty, cruel and stupid he was.

"He's a fool." I whispered as I heard him go on about destiny, and nearly jumped out of my skin when Tenten pinched my arm. She gave me a look, one that she had often shared with me before, and it simply meant to drop the Neji stuff.

I stayed in my place as Naruto jumped over the rails but joined Lee in getting between him and Neji. I stood silently, glaring at Neji as they rushed Hinata out of the arena and Naruto made his vow to beat Neji, and joined him on his way back.

When Lee's name showed up on the screen as going up against Gaara and I felt my heart stop for a moment and it must've shown on my face since Gai went to comfort me, "Do not worry, young Rui-chan! Lee will not let his journey end here today!"

I stayed silent even as has placed one of his hands on my shoulder and my Nee-chan sidled up next to me and grabbed my hand, "Gai-sensei, that guy he's going up against, is no regular genin though. Something is terribly wrong with him..." I said quietly as Lee and Gaara started their match.

"C'mon, Rui this is Lee we're talking about! He'll be fine!" Nee-chan said and I just gripped her hand tighter. I remained silent throughout the beginning of the match as exposition was given about Lee's 'condition' and when Lee dropped his weights. I was shaking slightly with only my Nee-chan truly noticing and comforting me, but it was her teammate's life on the line, not mine.

"His face-!" someone said and I watched as Gaara's sand amour was chipped away from his face by Lee. I felt TenTen stiffen besides me and she tugged my hand to get my attention.

"Sis, that guy...How dangerous is he really?" she asked me, now understanding my worry wasn't just me being a worry wart about Lee (Which I've been known to do...)(1)

"He's a monster in human skin, Nee-chan." I said gazing at the match, my sharp eyes barely keeping up with Lee's speed. I heard Gai's encouragement and coaching but even then I shook my head, "That guy isn't the type to simply view this as a match, he's in this to kill anyone who goes against him."

Lee was being knocked all around the arena by now, his body suffering from the use of of his lotus technique, and then he opened his gates.

"Even with those he won't win..." I said and Tenten squeezed my hand.

"To hear someone like you say that is... it's not good..." she murmured turning her attention back to Lee just in time for him to finish what I knew would be his final Lotus...

We were helpless to stop the damage done to Lee, only Gai was fast and strong enough to get there in time and disperse the attack meant to end Lee's life.I felt my sister drop my hand to go to run to see to her teammate's health, and I wiped away what tears were in my eyes.

"Lee-Nii..." I said when I heard the words of the medics. I knew that one day he would recover, Kishimoto and the Kami willing, but I was never so more glad of his unconsciousness than at that moment. The news would destroy him either way, but at least I wouldn't have to see it. It was already tearing me apart knowing all of this being unable to have helped ANYONE.

'What use is this knowledge if nothing can truly be done about the situation? All i managed to do this entire time was make sure Naruto had access to his chakra!' I thought waiting for my turn to draw a card. The congratulations we received felt hollow to me, I just felt...Shitty.

"I will now reveal to you all the final matches!" The Hokage said, as Ibiki turned over the chart he had just filled in.

All of the match-ups seemed to be the same from what I remembered, though I couldn't remember the match up orders besides Neji vs Naruto was first and Sasuke vs Gaara was last, Dosu got the buy-out as opposed to Temari though, and I ended up being against-

"Heh, looks like I'll make you pay for what you did to Sachi-chi, Runt!" The only remaining Kumo-nin said, with just a bit of Ki leaking into his aura. His name was Okuda Koichi, the swordsman who had soundly beat and then played with Ino from before. I took in his 'intimidating' grin, before turning my back to him coolly.

"See you there, lover-boy." I said and heard him begin to shift and do something but Naruto bumped into him before then.

"Ne, Rui-chan, where do you think kakashi-sensei went?" he asked me, and I shrugged but suggested going to the hospital.

"I think he's there, and so is my sister...probably..."

"Oh right! She's teammates with Bushy-Brows and..." he said before scowling and going silent. I chuckled to myself at his attitude as we made our way out of the arena and towards the exit.

After a few moments I heard him give out a gusty sigh, "Rui-chan, do you think Sasuke will be okay? I mean that bite he got from that snake bastard was pretty bad, wasn't it? Even Kakashi-sensei is worried! Do you think they fixed him?"

I remained silent for a few beats trying to figure out just what to say. 'There's no way to get rid of that mark unless Orochimaru decides to get rid of it or some miracle happens.' wasn't something I could say.

"I'm sure he'll be functional, but he might have to take it easy, you know? That mark isn't normal, but he'll live. So there's that?" I said awkwardly, inwardly scolding myself for being so weird with words in this life. Luckily though Naruto seemed to like what I had to say and smiled, "That's right! I wonder if he'll be okay in time for the finals! Hey, I wonder what we're going to do for trainin' this month?" he said and began muttering to himself about how 'Kakashi-sensei better train us, and not just the Teme!' etc until he suddenly stopped walking.

"Naruto-?" I began before he launched himself at me and grabbed my shoulders and shaking me, "Ohmygodsakurachanisgunnabesomad!" he shouted into my face, making me wince and lean back even though I was stuck in his hold.

"I beg your pardon, but what-?"

"Sakura-chan! She missed out on so much! Oh man she's gunna be mad! She made me promise that I wouldn't get in Sasuke's ways and stuff but oh man!" he finally released me from his clutches (Boy could he hold onto people and shake them, almost as strongly as Nee-chan, who seemed to be a master at it) and went back to muttering worriedly and fidgeting with his hands.

I giggled and said, "Well, I'm sure she'll understand. If she's mad at anyone it should be me."

"Why's that?" Naruto asked, seemingly shocked out of his spiral of worrying by my giggle alone.

"Well, I did technically take her 'place' in her own team for these exams." I said looking down at the ground. I still think this should've been her time to shine but apparently the Kami had different ideas, still.

"That's right! Oh man, she's gunna be reallymad at you! I mean you even touched Sasuke!" he said and guffawed, which made me worry about just what exactly he would tell Sakura and how she would interpret that to mean. I would not put it past the girl to hunt me down after the exams anyways, but if she heard I 'touched' her precious Sasuke it would really be trouble. Naruto seemed to get a real kick out of the idea as he continued to laugh but when he stopped he did seem to have something to say.

"I'm going to miss you, Rui-chan!" he said suddenly and so sincerely I literally stumbled for a second. "You made things really easy to understand! And you taught us those songs and stuff! You really watched out for us in training and even though you're scary sometimes, it was nice to have you on the team!" he went on to say as if it wasn't a big deal.

'Ohmygod! This is THE Uzumaki Naruto noticing me? I got a Naruto™ moment?!' I thought to myself, and began to freak out. 'This almost makes me think I matter. But I don't. I don't. I don't. I don't! Please Kami up above, don't make anything bad happen for this moment to have happened! I swear after this I'll go back to background character status! Please!' I feverishly prayed. (2)

"Th-thanks. You too." is what I ended up replying with, like an idiot. It was less about the words I chose this time and more about the way I said them (Which had been oddly squeaky and panic-y). Still Naruto gave a nod and smiled, before wandering off humming to himself now that we were back in the village proper.

"I think, that almost killed me." I muttered to myself. Please fates, do not harm me or my loved ones for that moment. I know that I'm a background character, I should only be a background to the background of characters, and I don't deserve it but it felt so...nice.

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I had thought that perhaps now that the 'team' part of the Exams had passed I wouldn't be seeing much of Team 7 members until the finals. Instead here I was in my own home listening to Naruto complain to me, heatedly, about how Kakashi assigned Ebisu as trainer for the month.

Blink. Blink. Let me just, sip my tea gracefully, and when I blink after this sip it'll just be a vision. Blink.

No, he's still there in all his orange-y glory. Okay, so this is...

"I'm sure Kakashi-sensei made that choice for a reason?" is all I said, reaching out a trembling hand to grab some Bai Tang Gao(3). Naruto seemed completely at ease with being in my home and eating the tea treats so much you'd think we'd been friends for years. Which scared me because it meant fate was watching this moment and planning my demise while he happily munched on tea treats that my grandpa had made.

"Pfft, he said it was about my chakra control and how Sakura-chan and the Teme have better control! Who cares?! I mean, I sorta get it, but how is that going to help me beat that other bastard?!" he ranted, biting into an egg tart and chewing with his mouth open. I narrowed my eyes, that was a serious pet peeve and yet I shouldn't be surprised he would do it.

"Firstly, please chew with your mouth closed. It's gross. Secondly, did either of them explain why it's important, Naruto-san?" I said slapping his hands from grabbing another tart so he would pay attention to what I was saying.

"S-Sorry!" He said sheepishly, "Your gramps just makes really great food! What was this tea again?" he said, thankfully this time chewing with his mouth closed and quietly.

"I'll be sure to tell him later, and it's green tea with pear, produced in Sugi Village.(4)" I replied still wrapping my mind around having this Big 3 Shounen Main Character in my home, having tea with me.

"That's so cool! And yeah they did, but I don't really get it and how it'll help me!" He said scowling in frustrated confusion, and I gave him a nod.

"Right, let's put it like this." I said opening up a notebook I had brought out when this all first began. I had been about to write out things I wanted to take a look into before the exams, as per Koto-sensei's orders, but then Naruto arrived and my gramps just LET HIM IN, like the fate of our family didn't depend on me sticking to a 0 life and not a 0-100 life.

"Most people have a set amount of chakra, okay?" I began and drew a large rectangle and began adding lines to it. "Now, this amount changes from person to person," here I began drawing three other identical rectangles, "Some people have very little-" here I filled up one of the rectangles in a little, "-others have a fair amount", again filled one of the three in about half way, "and some even have huge amounts of chakra." I filled in the third rectangle quite a bit. The fourth and first rectangle I had drawn was still blank.

"Now, Naruto-san, can you tell me what happens when you use too much chakra?" I asked him knowing he had an experience with it via Kakashi and the Wave mission.

"Uh, yeah! Kakashi-sensei had that! He like passed out and couldn't move for a while! And I think Sakura-chan said you could die from it!" he said excitedly, the frown vanishing. I gave him a small smile and a nod.

"That's right. That's because chakra is basically the energy source we use to live, and all living things, even plants, have chakra. Maybe not a lot, but they do have some. So when you use too much, your body gives out on you, and you can pass out or die." I said and Naruto looked at me with wide eyes, because apparently he hadn't realized this before even though it was basic academy stuff? Jeeze, this boy really need a brush up on the basic, or, it was more like exposition for the reader, but this was reality and-

I'll stop myself right there...

"So, chakra control is what helps a ninja use the perfect amount of chakra for a technique and not waste any. It's a bit more complicated than that but for you this should do..." I said muttering the second half, no need to get into ying-and-yang energies as separate energies for him since he didn't need to concentrate on that just yet. I took my pen and hovered over the rectangle, "Now, let's say a person has this much chakra." I said and drew a line half way up in.

"Now, this is all they have, so they have to use it well. Say, they use a simple technique like the clones we learned in the academy-" I said and say Naruto leaning and staring at the paper intently as I talked, "so that takes a chunk of their chakra away" here I made a dotted line outlining a small portion.

"So they only have the rest left to use-" here I said motioning, and then bringing my pen down harshly onto the paper, "but, say someone with bad chakra control does it, they may end up using more than needed and it's wasted." here I drew a another line around the portion but a solid one this time. "Either way the chakra was used and dumped out of their body." Here I filled in the boxes.

"Now, say that person keeps using their chakra, soon enough they run out, and-" I said and filled the chakra 'gauge' I had drawn earlier out until nothing was left, "Then their bodies literally cannot function, it's run out of energy like a used battery, and your organs fail and you die." I finished and Naruto gulped dramatically as I set the notebook down, taking a sip of my now chilly tea, gross.

"Chakra control is the basic way of keeping your use of chakra to where it should be, and not wasted. It also means that if you're good at it you can do more with jutsu than someone who is really bad at it!" I practically chirped since Naruto was still stuck on the 'DIE' part of the discussion.

"Hmm, yeah! That makes more sense! Thanks, Rui-chan! But, I still don't get why it had to be Closet-Pervert for my sensei..." He muttered and went back to scowling, or pouting as it was, really.

"It's a basic thing, but it's a lot harder for people with lots of chakra than with smaller amounts of chakra." I said putting the notebook away and placing my tea cup back on the heater I have, a very special gadget made in the land of Hot Water.(5)

"Also, I have no idea why he chose Ebisu-san for you, but maybe he's good at it? I'm unsure. What did he have you do exactly?" I asked waiting for my tea to be re-warm impatiently. I remembered that he would be meeting Jiraya of the Sannin at the hot springs but I was unsure of the timing of events. Not to mention he didn't have the five pronged seal on him in this reality.

"He made me do the water walking exercise on top of a hot spring! Then he went and did pervy things because he got bored or whatever, but I could do that! I mean, I can do it!"

"For how long and without any sinking?" I asked taking a sip of my now warmed up tea, Naruto pouted again.

"I can stay mostly on the top now, but the water began hurting my feet..."

"Because you kept sinking?"

"...Yeah..." Naruto reluctantly replied taking a slurp from his teacup like a heathen, one of my eyes twitched slightly. Not only was it cold but it was a SLURP for Kami's sake!

"Well, I think there are other things you can try, but unfortunately this is one of those things that comes with experience. You can only do it enough to get it, no shortcuts here..." i said and Naruto seemed to pick up on the shortcut thing and nodded to himself more than anything.

"Yeah! That's right!" He exclaimed and stood up suddenly, almost knocking the small table over, and I about had a heart attack. 'If you had broken my Ume-Revival Set so help me Kami I would've banned you from my home Naruto! And kicked your ass to kingdom come!'

"Thanks for the snacks and tea, Rui-chan! I'm going to get back to trainin'!" he exclaims before dashing out of my home like a whirlwind, nearly knocking over the Pink Jasmine plant we had by the door.

'Okay so, is this going to become a thing? I am going to die horribly at this point! Why did he come to me and not Sakura?! How does he even know where I live?!' My thoughts were panic-y and loud so I decided to get back into what i had originally planned to do.

What I would like to think about going here on forwards in regards to training:

-I will need something to counter my opponent's swords. His reach is farther than mine would be with my taijutsu and I don't think he'll be as sloppy as his teammate.

-unless I have enough speed and force to break through his guard but that seems unlikely and dumb.

-Do research on opponent, like sensei says, 'The more you know the more you can do'

-Do enough research to figure out fighting style and temperament. As well as buttons to push. Always good to know how to mess with an enemy's head

-More work with weaponry? Sensei should have some ideas, or Nee-chan

-My ninjutsu arsenal is pretty much nil.

-I admit I wanna know my element!

"If your little friend gone, lil one?" My gramps suddenly said appearing from seemingly nowhere, breaking my concentration. I hadn't even 'sensed' him or his aura really, but than again this is home where it's pretty much flooded with all of our 'aura's'.

"Naruto-san has left, yes. He apparently knows where I live, and you let him in for whatever reasons." I said giving him a look. He just grinned sweetly at me and shrugged, "He seemed like he needed your help, Gem~! And a friend! You never being any friends over!"

"That's because I don't have any Grandpa." I said and he huffed at me.

"Seems to me like that fella was a friend! Jeeze, lighten up! I know that a lot of others treat that kid badly but I expected better of you, Rui!" He said and I practically slammed my notebook on the table.

"It's not that! I just-! He's just-!"I began, but what could I really say? 'I don't want him to be my friend since he's important, too important to be with me in any capacity beyond comrade'? 'I'm afraid that something terrible will happen if i reach out for anything else than my current way of life'?

He gave me a sad look and heavy sigh,"Listen, I don't know why you always act like having friends is such a terrible thing. It's okay to have more than just you sister and myself-"

"I have both sensei's too!"

"And your sensei's. It's okay to go out there and reach out!" he said, practically pleading me to go make friends, even coming over and kneeling down to cup my hands in his.

"I don't know if you're just scared because making friends is scary, or if it's something else..." he said and I titled my head at him, "I remember when you sister began going to the academy, that first year, you always stayed at home or with me at the bakery. You never went to go hang out with the neighborhood kids. At first I thought it was simply that they were brats and you were simply too out of their league to stoop down to their level." he said settling me down into his side. (6)

"But when you began school, and you still didn't make friends I began to worry. You were always with us, not that it's bad, but it's almost like you were afraid to look away from us. As if, one moment we'd disappear and you wanted to know that you loved us. So, you just used that incredible focus you have on your sister and I. No one could pry us from your grasp, as it were..." he said and I began tearing up.

"We love you, you have to know that we know how much you love us. And, maybe it's something to do with your parents. Both you and TenTen were so young when we lost Xiu and Yuuto(7)! That night was a hell on Earth for us, and maybe, some part of you remembers that feeling of having your parents ripped away from you.

"You always were so much more sensitive to your surroundings than any child I've seen. Could track your father through a wall when you wanted him to come to you, you liked him the best I think. I think you're afraid of that happening again. But nothing like that is for certain, so you need to stop holding on us so tightly, we would never willingly leave you, Gem. Never. It's okay to reach out. We won't think you love us any less if you open up to other people, you know? Silly girl..." He finished hugging me tightly as I cried.

I never thought of it like that, but I was afraid of more than just cursing my existence by trying to reach out beyond what was simply given to me. I still missed my family from my past life; my mother, my father, even my punk of a younger brother. I never forgot about them and I was afraid of it happening again too soon with Gramps and TenTen. Some part of me will always be shouting, "They're my most precious people, they have to know that! Please let them know I love so much! I couldn't say goodbye! Please!" I had never confronted my loss in this life. Sure Death and God has consoled me best they could, but that kind of thing leaves a lasting mark. And in my case even moreso. I remembered my past life.

The name of my first pet. The name of my most hated school teacher. My phone number. My passwords. My parents birthdays. My Grandmother's birthstone. I remember it all. Even how I died...

But I'll never have another Christmas, or birthday or vacation with them ever again. And it hurt.

I won't get peace from it (It wasn't afforded to me like most. I was cursed with memories of my past life for all that it's a blessing in some cases), so I chose not to think about it. But subconsciously I foisted those feelings onto my family in this lifetime. So I cried into my grandfather (I hadn't had one in my past life, both died before I was born).(8)

"It'll be okay, Rui. We love. I love you..."

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(1)- I picture Rui as borderline-mother-henning about Lee, because he's adorable and precious.

(2)- Rui got a bit starstruck, because I mean, imagine Naruto Uzumaki saying this type of shit to you, with all of his sincerity and warmth.

(3)- Bai Tang Gao; White sugar sponge cake- A Chinese pastry. Sweet, sometimes slightly sour. It fluffy but can harden quickly when exposed to the open air and such too long.

(4)- Sugi Village; Cedar Village- An actual canon village. I chose this randomly. It possibly exists within the Land of Fire.

(5)- Tea Heater- IDK man I wanted Rui to have weirdo tea things. SO why not a tea warmer from the Land of Hot Water, they'd know about hot liquids, right?

(6)Neighborhood kids- They were brats and this will be expanded upon later lol~

(7)Xiu and Yuuto- Rui and TenTen's parents names. Xiu, her mother, with name meaning "luxuriant, beautiful, elegant, outstanding". Yuuto, her father, with name meaning "one who helps"

(8)I cried writing this because I put myself in her shoes and, oop, here I go again!

HOOO BOY, I'm so sorry y'all! I know it's been like YEARS but I have been hella busy and stuck. First things first; 2017 was a really bad year for me. There was so much drama and just shit that happened that I was in panic mode the entire year pretty much. And it ended badly.

My cat, a cat I'd only had six years, but since he was a tiny kitten covered in fleas and with worms, passed away. He was basically like my kid, my baby, and he got a urinary blockage and it kept blocking so we had to put him down. He passed on the third of this year. I was really tore up about it, and it made my depression pretty bad for a few weeks. Even thinking too much about it is making me tear up.

So, I had some healing to do this year, with no longer being in panic mode, but losing my Misha was tough. So, I ended up playing a lot of Overwatch to distract myself from all of the shit that happened. I'm currently on a team in an, i really don't qualify it as one, but an E-sports team which has been...Stressful. I'm only a sub but the dynamics are not super great imo.

I was also stuck, with the Chunin Pre-lim matches and such. Like, I've gotten to the point that not only was Rui disassociating during them but I was too lol, so sorry if that is hard to read but it's been sitting like this for MONTHS and I am fed up with it lol.