A Glee Fanfiction - The Affair

Summary: It was never meant to be like this. They were just friends. One mistake lead to the next, with love, secrets and lies, and that what started it all, what started the hurt, heartbreak and betrayal. But most importantly the affair.

(Warnings – Self harming and Talk of Depression in this chapter so if this is not for you then please do not read.)

The Affair – Chapter 8 – Breaking Point

(Monday 3rd March 2019 – 2:00pm in the afternoon – Kurt and Blaine's Place)

Kurt and Blaine's place was lifeless. Kurt was still in bed wide awake, and afraid to move at all. His whole body was in pain and all he kept doing was watching the clock on the side table tick by with each passing minute.

His tummy was rumbling were had only had the mirror wave meal from last night and has had no food since, but he would not go into the kitchen as if he did he knew that it was just scare him even more into thinking Sebastian was back there, and then as usel; like the past couple of days, he would come running back into the bedroom crying his eyes out in till the were blood shot red and there was nothing left to cry out for.

Kurt felt trapped. He was a prison in his own home and he felt well and truly broken. He needed Blaine like he had never needed him before; but he knew that to tell Blaine would mean losing his completely.

At 3:30pm he then chose to try to be brave and at least eat something. So with that he got into his slippers and made his way to the kitchen. He then was able to make himself a slice of toast and a cup of coffee and go sit in the living room for a bit.

But in the back of his head he still could not relax, he was on edge with so many evil though running though his mind. What is Sebastian jumps though the window and kills me in my sleep? What if I get another parcel come though? What if he already told my family and they hate me and then they told Blaine?.

In the end the thoughts got so much for Kurt that he just turned the TV and went back to bed and tried to get some sleep.

But again even the sleep was cut shot as he just couldn't get any. The thoughts were sending his on edge; to the point were he locked his bedroom door and hid in the darkness under the double duvet cover.

Kurt was at a loss he was shaking like a mad man, and his hole body was on fire, and once again he was in tears that could not be stopped. He tried again to keep his mind of things by watching movies for the next two hours and tried calling Blaine.

But again both plans failed. Blaine was not picking up and the other thing were just being cut shot by the way he felt and the thoughts in his head. In the end it all just got to much and Kurt knew what he wanted to do.

So getting up from the bed he got up and went into the side drew to get a pen, some paper and some envelopes to write some letters to his family and his friends.

Once down he then left them on his bedside table, made the bed he and Blaine shared time and time again, and made his way to the bathroom.

He then locked the bathroom door, got the razor blade out and slowly began cutting away at his body, crying as the blood flowed out like a waterfall.

Meanwhile at the Hospital …..

Blaine had just finished his shifts. He was so tied and just couldn't wait to get home and see Kurt's face ; he had missed him so much. In Blaine's mind it was the only down side of the job , he wished he could spend so much more time with his beloved then he did; but at the same time he really did loved his job.

"Back off home to see your beloved?" Blaine's boss Rita called.

"Yeah , I've really missed him" Blaine replied honestly.

"Aww blass, well good job today Blaine and send Kurt my love" She said getting into her car driving him.

"I will" Blaine smiled, and made the journey back home himself.

15 minutes later Blaine was finally home. He opened the door and smiled; it was good to be back he though to himself.

And then he noticed that something was wrong. Usually at this time Kurt was in the living room watching the latest episode in the series of Rupaul Drag race. It must not be on today, he though to himself in confession.

Then then noticed that the kitchen was a complete mess; there was pots and pan everywhere and Kurt's broken laptop on the side.

Now he knew something was defiantly wrong. There was no way on earth that Kurt would leave any room untidy , after all his had OCD and one of the things he hated the most was a dirty room and thing out of place.

So no in a bit of a panic to were or not Kurt was ok, Blaine went to there bedroom to see if Kurt was there.

That's when he sore the letters , with his name being at the top. He knew something was not right and this just added to it so now the only question was were was Kurt?

After 10 minutes of then searching the hole house for him, Blaine sore a light on in the upstairs bathroom and rushed up to it.

When he reached the room he then heard Kurt crying.

"Kurt?" Blaine said softly "Kurt are you ok?" he asked again.

This made Kurt cry even harder, but he did answer. "Please Blaine… Please don't hate me" he said though his sobs.

"How could I even hate you, I love you!" Blaine said smiling on the outside of the door. "Just please come out and tell me you know I hate hearing you cry" he said.

So with that Kurt unlocked the door, letting Blaine in.

When Blaine went in his eyes were in shock and horror from the sight of all of his husband's blood on the floor and in the sink, he then sore Kurt ; and bust on into tears.

His Kurt was covered in bloody deep cuts from head to toe, his wrist were almost sliced all though his arms, and his face had a big red slash in it.

So without thinking next, Blaine picked up Kurt bridled style and took him to the bedroom were for the next 30 minutes no words were spoken. Just Blaine cleaning Kurt's cuts and holding him as close as possible , with Kurt silently crying at how caring his husband was, and how hard it was going to be to tell him the truth.

After an hour Kurt could hold it in any longer and just came out with it.

"Blaine…..I had an affair" he said quietly.

"What?" Blaine said in disbelief.

So with that Kurt took Blaine's hands into his and told him all about his affair was Sebastian Smythe. He said everything , from the first time the two had slept to together, to the horrible abuse Kurt got from him after he had ended it.

And then there was just silence. Until finally Blaine spook up.

"Do you still love him?" Blaine asked chocking on his tears.

"Not at all" Kurt answered truly.

"Ok then" Blaine answered simply.

"What do you mean?" Kurt asked.

"I mean I still love you, and were not breaking up unless you want it. Yes it was horrible of you and so, so wrong! But I love you to pieces Kurt and I can tell how much you regret it so were ok" He smiled

And with that Kurt bust out into a smile a tears "Thank you so much" he said though his sobs again "I promise I will never do that again Blaine I love you so much" he said

"I love you too" Blaine said smiling.

"What we need is a break away" Blaine said.

"Like where, and when?" Kurt asked hugging Blaine tightly, still shell shocked that Blaine had been amazing afford to give him a second chance.

"French" Blaine explained "We can leave tomorrow, Sam give me tickets as a late wedding anniversary for us yesterday; so question is what do you say?" Blaine smiled.

"Yes" Kurt said smiling.

And with that the two then cuddled up and went to sleep, thinking of the amazing time that they were going to have together tomorrow. And Kurt smiling because Blaine forgive him and that meant everything to him.

Finally, things were going back to the way they should.

Hey People! Wow super sorry for a start of for a very late update…. Again. I hope you all enjoyed this chapter though and like how it went, and if you did please review it, I loved to know what you peps are all thinking and if there is things you don't like too . Other then that I will update the next chapter when I can, and then there is only one left . But in till next time thank you for all your support and your kind messages though out, and as always – Keep On Reading – Ohmygleeme23