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Ashley's P.O.V.-

I don't know what the hell I was thinking!

I knew I wanted to become friends with Spencer, but to almost kiss her!!

I'm losing my freakin' mind! I have no idea what I'm doing now.

She was soo sexy under me though, eughh, what I would give to have that again.

What?, nooo what am I thinking!, I just want to be friends with her right now. Nothing more

Then I can maybe figure out if I can handle more.

I think its pretty obvious Spencer wants me. I mean the look on her face said enough, and then the way she had been acting too.

Although I better not push my luck because anything can/could happen.

Whatever, I have to get my head together.

David has been glancing at me every five seconds trying to figure out what's wrong.

We walked back out into our( meaning Kyla and I, and of course Christine) big ass living room and sat on the couch near the bar.

The bar is in the far back by a couch and then there's three other couches against the wall on the opposite side.

There was a big ass Flat screen in here but we took it out so it wouldn't get destroyed during the party.

The DJ set is currently taking its place. And then there's large space for the dance floor, which is filling up fast because the party is beginning now.

This should be fun, I love to see my sister happy, I haven't seen her smile like this in awhile, Well besides the fact that I was gone for a couple years.

"Hey, babe you okay? You have been quiet since we came out the kitchen." Dave questions me.

"Yeah, I'm fine, just thinking about the years I've missed because of my stupidity." I say back to him, as I notice Spencer walking into the room, looking very beautiful with some other girl.

Hmm, I hope she's just a friend.

What am I saying?, I'm not even friends with her yet and I'm acting like a jealous ex boyfriend.

I can't help it though, she's so intoxicating.

Now the girls hand is very low on Spencer's back guiding her over here towards me and Dave.

They must be going to the bar.

I notice Spencer never looks at me just like in class, damn I guess that means she's not happy about something.

And I know what that something is, maybe I should try talking to her before things get out of hand.

But, before I can Dave is asking me to dance.

I oblige because I cant really say no to him, he is my boyfriend after all.

As we make our way over to the dance floor with a bunch of the other kids I recognize some of the kids from my classes.

Glen, Aiden well of course he's here, then there's Clay and Chelsea she was so nice to me.

I had her the first year I was here.

I turn my head to the left a little to see Spencer and this unknown girl now dancing together.

If I was drunk I would have missed Spencer staring at me with what looked like want.

But I am not drunk and I know that look had been full of want and something else, I'm not sure of.

Then it hits me, I cant keep doing this. Leading Spencer on and wanting her like crazy but then at the end of the day I'm either alone or with David.

He's a great guy but he's not for me, and I realize that now.

I want Spencer Carlin, but I'm not ready to go head first into all of this.

Maybe I have to explain this to her.

We barely know each other, but I feel something and I don't think its going to go away soon.

I need to talk to her, and then if everything works out I'll break up with David because I can't keep doing this to him.

Gosh, I'm such a bad girlfriend, he's deserves better, a girl that cares and loves for him deeply. And I'm not that girl.

Alright, you can do this! Ha what am I talking about?, of course I can!

I'm Ashley Freakin' Davies!

I excuse myself from Dave and thenhead over to Spence and this unknown girl.

I notice that they are dancing pretty close, but I ignore it and ask Spencer if I can talk to her for a minute.

She looks up completely surprised but says yes and also excuse herself from…ooo that's her name, Carmen.

I take her hand and lead the way towards my bedroom.

I need somewhere quiet because if we get interrupted I don't think I can say this again.

I open the door and she walks in and stands awkwardly by my bed.

She's too cute.

"Take a seat." I tell her in a gentle tone, like in any minute she might jump up and leave.

"Why…Why'd you want to talk to me?"

Aww man what did I want to tell her?, how am I supposed to say this?

"Spencer, umm, I don't know how to say this."

"Say what, what's wrong?, is everything ok?"

"yea, yea nothings wrong., its just that umm..I…I.."

She's currently standing in front of me with a worried look on her face and I can't speak at all right now.

"Ash?"

Wow, I'm really speechless right now.

"Huh?, what do you mean?"

Ooo shit I said that out loud? dammit.

Fuck it, I can't take this.

I lean into her and before I know it, she's all over me pressed against with my back on the door.

God, this is so hot.

Spencer Carlin is kissing me, in my bedroom!!!

I push her back until she's lying on my bed and then I straddle her and begin to kiss her again as she moans my name.

Just hearing that could make me come right now.

"Ashley!?, where are you? You can't just ditch your boyfriend downstairs, during your sisters party at that!" Christine's voice yells behind the door.

Eughhh, I'm so glad I locked the door.

I rest my head against Spencer's to try and catch my breath, and then slowly raise my body off of hers.

She stands up too but she doesn't look at me.

Ooook,this couldn't get any weirder.

"I should..I should go, see you later."

Before I can say anything, she's out the door and I'm left looking at a startled and confused Christine.

Great now I have to deal with questions, shit I don't even know what happened.

I'm confused myself.

Damn, what am I going to do now?