Esme's point of view

You do realize when you love someone so much that you can't bear it. You have to feel some kind of connection to them. With Edward, it was his music. His music that I would never hear again. I would never see his face, never hear him speak again. A mother's love was not limited hugs and kisses. It wasn't limited to "I love you" or "I will miss you". No a mothers love was limited to dying for her child. But I couldn't die even if I tried. The rest of my family wouldn't bear to lose anymore loved ones.

When Alice had broken the news to us about Edward, and how she had cried. It left us all dumbfounded. How we could not see it coming. That Edward would kill himself this time. For it was a fact and not petty idea that his true love was dead. His first true love. Dead. Poor Bella, and poor Edward. Dead. Forever.