A/N: Sorry for rushing that chapter, guess you could say I was in a Big Time Rush? No? Ahh my humour is wasted on you people! OK, lame pun over, I'll just write the story like you want me to. Also, I'll try and slow it down and not leave any massive plot holes.

The lovely disclaimer that everyone loves and finds completely necessary: I don't own Big Time Rush because if I did, I would not be writing this, I would be making them fight gladiator style with a coliseum and everything. Obviously not to the death... human rights and all.


James awoke from the same position he had been all night, sitting leaning on the sofa in front of the coffee table. His head was throbbing and so was his neck from sleeping at an awkward angle. He moaned a little from the pain as he got up, wobbling a little. James's hazel eyes scanned the room as his hands ran through his hair. He saw that he was alone and assumed everyone was in bed. James tried walking, then tripped and fell over and landed on the sofa. He moaned once again whilst considering to actually get up. He had never felt this bad in his life. His stomach ached a considerable amount and he had a pounding headache, he felt like Carlos was shouting in his ears constantly.

James finally made the decision to get up, after laying on the sofa for a small amount of time. As he stood up, he noticed how lying on his stomach was not the best of ideas as he gagged. James ran to the bathroom, each footstep sending shooting pains in his head. He burst open the door to find a passed out Kendall slouched in the bathtub. James tried to turn around and go back out, leaving Kendall to sleep, but he was impeded by a horrible feeling is his stomach. The next thing he knew, James was bent over the toilet bowel spewing up his insides. Amongst the groans and the, "Oh God!" James was occasionally cursing to himself, Kendall slowly opened his eyes to witness the events in front of him. He too rubbed his head and felt a searing pain.

"Oh God!" he said, mimicking James unintentionally.

James spun his head round to find a now awoken Kendall staring at him.

"K-K-Kendall?" he asked, but before he could add anymore, James turned back to the toilet bowl and continued throwing up his insides.

"Good..." Kendall checked his watch, "afternoon to you!"

James, feeling sufficient in the fact his anatomy was in the toilet and he was not a hollow shell, flushed the chain and rested up against the wall. He let out a long sigh while Kendall chuckled. After staring at the ceiling trying to settle his stomach, James's eyes shot wide open as a sudden realisation hit him.

"James, are you gonna throw up again?" Kendall asked while getting out of the bathtub.

"K-Kendall," he stammered, "you kissed me!"

"Er, James," Kendall replied, "we kissed everyone."

"That was in a game... this wasn't!"

James watched Kendall as he brushed himself down. He gave out a hand to James who willingly accepted. As Kendall pulled James up, he fell straight into the blond. Their foreheads were pressed together, which caused Kendall to blush. As James adjusted himself, eyes closed, and leant in for a kiss, he realised he fell into nothing. When he opened his eyes, he saw Kendall stood a few feet back.

"Oh." James said disappointedly.

Kendall just stared at James's upset face and felt tears fall down his cheeks. Kendall rubbed his eyes and walked out the bathroom. James just stood there, realising the reality of things. James sighed loudly and looked into the mirror. He sighed even more at how much of a mess he looked. He decided to shower, and locked the bathroom door.


Kendall slowly opened the door to his and Logan's shared bedroom. The room was dark, and it didn't help as tears still filled Kendall's eyes. Blindly, Kendall found his bed and laid down with tears flowing more freely now. He was being as quiet as possibly as he heard Logan snore beside him. He also heard the water splashing down and knew James was showering. How Kendall wished he could be in there with him. His crying became more frustrated as he cursed society for their biased views in his head.

A loud scream from the bathroom insinuated that James also felt the same way.

"What's going on?" Logan sprang up, "Oh God, my head!" he moaned as he sprung back down with another "Ow!" when his head violently made contact with the pillow.

Kendall just ignored him as his frustrated cries pained his chest and his head. Logan turned and noticed his friend in this emotional stranglehold he had on himself.

"Kendall, what's up?" Logan inquired.

"It's James!" Kendall sobbed.

"What about him?"

"Last night... after you left. W-we kissed!"

"We kissed everyone... multiple times" Logan shuddered.

"Yes but I never kissed James. T-this wasn't spin the bottle... this was... me."

"Oh..." Logan trailed off. "What did he do?"

"Passed out."

"Oh. What did you do after?"

"Well, I cried in the bathroom and felt really tired and instead of coming up here, I thought it would be fun to sleep in the bathtub like on the music videos."

Kendall's tears never ceased. Logan got out of bed, rubbing his temples and scrunching his face in pain as he made it to Kendall's bed. Kendall sat up next to him with Logan rubbing his back supportively.

"What you gonna do about it then, buddy?"

"What can I do?"

"Well, you could talk to him. I mean, he's gay, he'll understand."

"What if he doesn't like me... like that!" the tears stopped coming out of Kendall's eyes and dried on his cheeks.

"You never know... either way, I'm here for you buddy. Always."

Kendall gave a half-attempted smile and hugged his best friend.

"I have to do it." Kendall said.

"Do what?" Logan asked.

"I'm going to tell James how I feel." he said, getting up.

"When?"

"When I can. I mean I can't exactly burst into his shower and go 'I LOVE YOU!' can I?" Kendall raised an eyebrow and smiled suspiciously.

"NO!" Logan ordered.

Kendall sat back down and slouched on his bed. He hated the waited game. The sound of water was all that Kendall heard seemed to last for hours. Really, it was for only another ten more minutes. As soon as Kendall heard the shower stopped, he leapt to his feet and went head first down the slide. He got up and adjusted his already dirty clothes that he was yet to change out of. Logan saw what Kendall was up to and shot him a, 'I can't believe you're doing this now!' look. Kendall didn't care. He marched towards the bathroom door and waited outside. As soon as it opened, Kendall put his hand out, pushing James back into the bathroom, ignoring the screams of shock coming from James, who was not expecting to see anyone standing waiting for him, let alone shoving their hand in his face.

Kendall looked James up and down. He just had a towel wrapped around his waist. Kendall bit his bottom lip as he saw the tones muscles glistening with the light reflecting the water that still covered him.

"Um, Kendall! First of all: I'm up here! Second of all: what the hell are you doing? I don't really want to talk to you right now!"

James tried to walk out, but Kendall stopped him. James was still angry at Kendall, sending him mixed messages with no explanation. He didn't like being toyed with and stopped anyone before they got ahead of themselves. This hurt Kendall more than it should.

"Look, James, I'm really sorry. I mean, the kiss, the not kissing. It's just I wasn't sure of myself. Of you. But I'm sure now. I love you James Diamond. I love you a lot! I hate keeping this to myself. I just thought you wanted to know."

James stood there staring at Kendall. He kept one hand on his towel. He didn't know what to make of any of this. Yes his dream came true. Yes this is all real. But it didn't feel right to James.

"James, I can tell that you didn't want to hear this. I'll leave you alone. For a long time."

Kendall turned to open the door. He was beating himself up on the inside. 'Why am I such an idiot?'

"I LOVE YOU TOO!"

Kendall froze. Did he really hear those words escape James's lips or was his brain making things up to make him feel better? He turned around to find James with tears rolling down his cheeks, and a huge grin on his face.

"You do?"

"Yes Kendall, of course I do!"

James walked up to Kendall and kissed him. This was a lot more passionate than last time. It lasted longer. James bit the bottom of Kendall's lip. Kendall opened his mouth as each boy battled for dominance with their tongues. James won as Kendall was still too shocked by what was happening.

They broke apart, and stared into each other's eyes.

"I love you Kendall Knight. And I am very conscious of the fact I am pretty much naked."

They both chuckled as James blushed.

"I like it." Kendall said, winking at James.


A/N: Well, I liked that a bit more than the other too, I must say. I realised I have to write all relationshippy type things... I'm not good at the whole 'emotion' writing. Well I guess it'll be a bit of a roller coaster ride won't it?

Well I thought this was an improvement, but what did you guys think?