I scream, but nobody can hear me

I cry, but nobody knows

I feel alone in this world

Yet nobody cares

God, please help me from destroying myself

Into shreds and tears

I want to die in this room

The room I have gone crazy in so many times

Cant remember the last time I saw

Something I thought was real

Whether it will be a face of hope

A dream, or just something to hold

Screaming in a pillow

Hoping nobody hears me

Cutting myself

Hoping nobody see's me

Lying in the hospital bed

Thought nobody cared.

But then who are these people?

Crowding around with teary eyes?

Then I realize that these are the people

The people that didnt know

About the time I went crazy, or,

The time I couldnt remember something real

And the time after that, when I was screaming,

Or the time I cut myself

I close my eyes

Falling into a deep sleep

Suddenly I am gone

And at last, everything is all right