Me: DAMN, THIS STORY GOT POPULAR!
Levi: Don't get your panties in a bunch. 50 Shades is the most popular. You just need to update it again.
Me: Oh yea... *huffs* forgot about that.
Eren: We're reminding you.
Me: Anyway...I know I angered quite a few people last chapter, and I am here to tell you...THE WAS JUST THE TIP OF THE ICEBERG! Haha!
Armin: Neko, you are so evil.
Me: *smirks wickedly* Yea. I've been told.
Eren: *shakes head*
Me: I want to reply to a few comments, then we will start!
Lissa Sage:Thank you! And I plan to make that happen, and yea :P
Sasuke'sLittleSakura:Thanks! And yea, the first part of your brain is right. *eats pocky* Thanks!
Cheezysan:Yea...you would be quite upset of you read the others, but thank you!
Hijikata100:Yea, but I can easily fix that. *smirks wickedly* and Im glad you love the story!
Annie the Gamer: Nope Lol! And I'm working it, but think...if I am dead (because you wrote my name in the death note) no more updates. No one will ever get an ending, and thank you! *looks over at closet because Zero is STILL locked in there* maybe I should let him out?
Me: Alas, its true *dramatically puts hand to forehead* only like...2 people got it right. I've been a smut writer since I was 11. Lmao, On to the chapter!
Armin: Neko hopes you enjoy, she-
Hanji: *runs in* Neko!
Me: *turns slowly*
Hanji: Please explain why I have found such explicit things in you browser history? *holds up my phone*
Me: *snatches phone back* Uh...I have no idea what you are talking about! There is nothing wrong with my browser history! *sweatdrops as I frantically try to clear history*
Hanji: Then why is it when I type 'M' the website for yaoi doujinshis pop up?
Me: Um...
Armin: Uh... She loves ya. Bye?
Song of the chapter: Young and Beautiful - Lana Del Rey
(Warning: You will cry. I assure so. I cried writing this. Seriously, listen to the song and try to picture what I wrote)
Levi stared at Eren's stomach while folding his wings back in, he was speechless. Eren was pregnant? With that asshole's baby?! As much as Levi didn't want it to be true, it was. Levi had to get him to the hospital immediately.
"Eren? Eren, open your eyes." Levi softly ran his thumb across Eren's cheek, wiping a tear away. Eren slowly opened his eyes but kept them low.
"Eren, you are pregnant and we have to get you to the hospital to save you and this baby." Levi was about to pick Eren up when the male gripped his shirt and shook his head. Eren slowly opened his mouth and tried to speak.
"S-stay...here...die..." Eren mumbled, blood trickling down his cheel. He couldn't do it anymore. Everytime he thought things would get better, they didn't and it only left him more hurt, more used, more blamed. He didn't want to move, he wanted to stay there and die.
Levi wasn't taking that as an answer. "Eren, you are not dying. I refuse to let you. All the shit you put me through, and you expect me to let you die here? You really never changed, you shitty brat." Levi chucked. That was the only way to hold back his anger. To hold back his sadness. To hold back his guilt. He chuckled to keep himself sane.
He picked up Eren's phone and hung up Mikasa's call and quickly called Hanji. "Pick up, damn four eyes!" Levi growled into the receiver.
"Hello~? Dr. Zoë speaking~"
"Hanji! I need you to help me get Eren into the hospital! Derek hit him with a car and Eren is pregnant!" Levi picked up Eren and softly kissed his forehead, trying to decided if he should fly Eren there and risk trouble with God, or run and risk the chance of Eren dying from blood loss.
"Eren is pregnant?! How do you know?!" Levi heard as Hanji got up and shuffled around.
"I sense souls, dipshit, and I shouldn't sense two from Eren. He's pregnant and we need to help him!" Levi growled into the phone. Eren was losing a lot of blood, and quickly.
"Alright! Listen...I may be able to sneak you guys through the back, but you have to hurry." Hanji said. She sounded serious and a but of fear could be heard in her voice. Eren coughed harshly and more blood trickled down his cheek. Levi cursed and came to his decision, he relaxed his back and let his wings flap back out. He stretched and bent them, but he loathed the whiteish-gray wings but that wasn't the focus. He needed to get Eren to the hospital.
A few starter flaps, and Levi was off the ground with Eren in his arms. "Don't die, Eren."
"Fuck!" Levi growled as he hit the ground hard, but he made sure Eren wasn't touched. Hanji quickly ran over to him and Eren. Eyes wide as she looked at the bruised and bloody pair.
"Its Eren's blood," Levi slowly stood again, letting his wings disappear as he began walking to the back door that Hanji had went to open. As soon as he walked in, he was hit with a sense of dread. He didn't want Eren back in here, he was tired of the white walls and matching tile. Free from any color, and Levi hated it. It was no different from an asylum, and that didn't sit well with Levi either. Sadly, the only color he was getting was red, from the trail of blood dripping from some part if Eren.
"Bring him in here, I need to go get my assistant." Hanji said while motioning the two into a room farthest from the front door. Levi carefully set Eren down on the bed and kissed all over his face, coaxing him to wake back up. Hanji ran down the hall in search for help.
"Eren? Eren, baby, please wake up." Levi carfully unzipped Eren's blood soaked jacket and and removed it from the brunet. Levi went to take off his shoes when Eren spoke.
"Don't...touch me..." Eren cried softly, trembling harshly. Levi cursed under his breath as he dropped the brunet's shoes and socks to the floor, Eren was terrified.
Levi stopped. What else could he do? Eren didn't want any help, he completely gave up. Levi sat on his knees by Eren and softly held his hand. It was so cold, like touching ice itself.
"I've seen the world, done it all. Had my cake now. Diamonds, brilliant. In Bel Air now. Hot summer nights, mid July. When you and I were forever one. The crazy days, city lights. The way you'd play with me like a child. Will you still love me when Im no longer young and beautiful? Will you still love me when I've got nothing but my aching soul? I know you will, I know you will, I now that you will. Will you still love me when Im no longer beautiful?" Levi sung slowly and softly to Eren while running his hand down Eren's arm and leg, instantly healing the broken bones as Hanji came in with her assistant. He didn't even notice Levi sitting there as he began to run an analysis on Eren. Hanji motioned the shorter male out of the room.
"What the hell happened?" Hanji said once they were out in the hall. She looked furious and down right scary.
Levi slid down the wall and sat on the floor. "Eren went to Derek's house to tell him to leave him alone. They fought for awhile and then Eren got away, but Derek came and hit him with a fucking car! No better, Annie tried to take him away." Just thinking about the blonde made his blood boil.
"Annie? Isn't she dead?" Hanji sat down on the floor from across from him. He shook his head and began to explain everything. From him dying all the way up to his last encounter with Annie, afterwards, Hanji shared the same murderous hate toward Annie.
"Hanji, he's awake and stabilized now. So you may talk to him. Though he has no memory of anything after being hit with the car. So please be careful what you say." Moblit said while looking down at the doctor who was in tears. She lifted her glasses and wiped her eyes before standing. So looked at Levi and motioned with her eyes for him to follow. They walked in the room to see Eren staring lazily and longingly at the window.
"Eren? Are you alright?" Eren turned his head to Hanji, his expression showing his sadness.
"You got hit by a car. Do you remember?" He nodded.
"Okay. You did bleed quite a lot, that's why you have an IV in your arm, its giving you more blood. We also have more news, and its kind of bad. Eren, right now you are pregnant, and that hit with the car has out you in a very compromising situation. If you keep this baby, you will die in childbirth, but if you choose to...get rid of the baby, you will live, but we don't have much time for you to decide." Hanji spoke softly in the silent room. Eren's face quickly changed from sadness to fear at the realization of what had happened. Then, his face went blank as he lifted his hand and motioned the doctor over. She walked to him and leaned down so he could whisper in her ear, but the two words he said shattered Levi's world.
"Kill. Me." Hanji looked over at the brunet, but his face held no emotion. Not sadness, not anger, not regret. Just a blank expression. Hanji turned and walked out of the room, Levi quickly following behind her. She closed the door and began to pace the hall. What was she going to do?
"Shit!" She kicked the wall hard enough to break her foot through it. She pulled her foot out and began to pace again occasionally looking at Levi pleasingly, as if the male could solve the current issue. Mid step, she turned to Levi and said,
"You decide."
Levi instantly looked at her as if she grew a second head. "You want me to decide?! I can't. I can't choose between Eren and an unborn child! Only Eren can decide!"
"Eren wants to die! We both know we can't let him! Or else Annie will get him. Levi...you have to." She finished with a sad look in her face. It pained her to push the choice on him, but what else could they do?
Levi slid back to the floor and looked at the cold, white tile under his feet. He could let Eren live and risk the chance of Derek showing up again and actually killing Eren, or choose to let the baby live and risk Eren dying in child birth. Both choices were nerve racking and scary.
"I need to talk to Eren. To see what's going through his mind." Hanji nodded and went back to the room. As soon as the door was open the doctor sprinted in the room and yelled,
"Eren's gone!"
Levi quickly stood and ran in, and surely enough the brunet was gone. The window was open and a fresh trail of blood led out of it. Levi ran to the window and looked around, but Eren was nowhere in sight. There was a crash of thunder and it started pour down rain.
Eren watched as Hanji left after what he said. He instantly felt guilty for saying that, but he couldn't take it anymore. Nothing else seemed to work, but he couldn't believe he was pregnant with Derek's baby. Eren's brain started to panic at the situation he was in and his brain couldn't think of any possible way out. His heart began to race, his eyes began to shift and blur his vision, the white walls made him mad. He couldn't stay in this room any longer. He carfully reached to remove the IV from his arm. As soon as he did blood began to trickle down his arm at an alarming rate. He quickly located the gauze and skillfully wrapped his arm, but blood still dripped down his fingers as he opened the window and looked down. The jump wasn't too high, even though he was on the first floor and it was elevated. He grabbed his blood soaked jacket and tossed back on and zipped it up before he climbed through the window and held on to the edge as his feet dangled above the ground. If he did this right, he wouldn't break anything. He took a deep breath and let go, falling on his back. He laid there for a moment, unsure if he had died. When he opened his eyes and realized he wasn't dead, he quickly got up and began running. He didn't know where he was going and he didn't know why he wanted to go there, but he needed to get away.
He ran as fast as his feet could carry. Out of the parking lot and down the street, sprinting like a mad man. A clap of thunder rang and rain started pouring down and Eren was instantly drenched. The only thing that ran through his head was his life. How it all got worse and worse. How Derek always smiled and kissed him, then how Derek punched and kicked him. Eren's eyes welled with tears, but he kept going. His bare feet slapped against the concrete as he continued to run. He felt a sharp pain in his stomach that made him abruptly stop, causing him to trip over his foot and fall harshly on the ground.
"Fuck, just make it all stop! Please!" Eren gripped his stomach and slowly stood, leaning on a building wall for support. He started running again, only for the same thing to happen. He couldn't bring him self to get back up so he slowly crawled into an alley and pressed his back against the wall. He wrapped both arms around his stomach as it began to hurt more. Water poured on him nonstop as he sat it the dark alley, crying softly. He hoped something or someone would help or kill him, he just couldn't do it anymore. Eren winced when he felt a sharp pain between his legs. He looked down and saw a forming puddle of blood, another sharp stomach pain, and he realized what was happening...he was losing the baby.
"No, no, no!" Eren fell over on his side and cried loudly as the pain intensified, racking over his body. He rolled on his stomach and lifted his body so he was on his elbows and knees, his face buried in the sleeves of his sweater as he screamed in pain, but no one showed. No cars drove by, no people were out walking, Eren was alone. He fell down again, this time turning on his back, staring at the dark clouds and the droplets of water falling down. Everything around him was quiet as he watched raindrops fall. The pain stopped, but Eren was still hurt. His first child, and he lost it. The tears that welled in his eyes had finally slid down his cold cheeks, warming them against the cold night air. Eren slowly sat up and unzipped his jacket before taking it off and setting him next to him. He then unzipped his pants with shaking hands, already knowing what he was going to see, but refusing to see it. The embryo of his child. He couldn't bring himself to do it, so he wrapped it in his jacket and kissed the blood soaked garment. He pulled his pants back up and zipped it up before standing, holding his jacket to his chest as he walked to the dumpster.
"Im sorry. Im so sorry." Eren cried softly, his hands trembling as he held the jacket. He gave the garment one last kiss before dropping it in the dumpster. He stood for a moment, silently looking at his bloody hands before turning and walking out off he alley and back on the sidewalk. He turned and began off in the direction of his house. He was so tired. He just wanted to sleep. Forever.
Eren always loved his bathtub. It was really wide and really deep, so as soon as he made it home he began to strip himself of his wet and bloody clothes and dropped them as he made his way to the stairs before he pulled off his green shirt before tossing it of the floor. He walked up the stairs and down the hall before unbuttoning his jeans and pulling his legs out of them. He walked to the bathroom and turned on the hot water, before adding a bit of cold water in. He walked back into the room and picked up the pictures of him and Derek before walking to the balcony of the stairs and throwing them down. He walked back and took all the pictures of them off the wall and repeated the action. He took deep breaths to calm his oncoming rage as he walked to the closet in search of any of Derek's belongings to throw, but he stopped when he saw it. His bear that he had, the one with an 'L' stitched in it on the left foot. He hadn't seen this bear in so long. He picked up the bear and hugged it before falling to his knees, accepting the small comfort. Here he was, in his closet hugging his bear in his underwear, yet he couldn't bring himself to care. This bear had meaning to him, and though he couldn't remember it, he knew it was from someone special. He set the bear down neatly on his bed before going back and turning off his bath water. He stripped himself of his boxers and sunk down into the warm embrace of his water. He took a deep breath and sunk down farther until his head went under the water, engulfing his entire being in warmth. He sat there for a moment before opening his eyes and looking around his tub. Nothing ran through his mind, a thought couldn't get in his brain and one couldn't escape. After a few more seconds his lungs strained for air, but Eren didn't budge. He continued to stare at his hands as the blood turned his water a weird reddish pink color. Once again his lungs strained for air making his chest heave without any water getting in. Eren felt his vision get hazy and he began to get light headed. He had been under water for over 45 seconds, and he didn't know how much more he could take, but he didn't move. His eyes began to flutter as things began to go dark, but right before his eyes closed, he saw two pale arms go into the water before they wrapped around him and pulled him up and out of the water.
"Eren! Are you alright?!" Hanji said as Eren coughed and wheezed. Mikasa and Armin were behind the doctor as she began to pat Eren's back.
"The arms...the pale arms..." Eren looked around, but all three had on sleeves, the arms that pulled him out did not. Eren was beyond confused.
"Lack of oxygen, hon. You probably imagined them." Hanji said though Levi was actually the one who pulled Eren up and out of the water. She didn't know how, but Levi was able to physically interact with Eren. Hanji was about to stand to get Eren a towel, but the brunet gripped her sleeve. She turned to him, but he didn't meet her gaze. He couldn't. He slowly opened his mouth and spoke. It was so quiet that if someone wasn't paying attention, they wouldn't have caught it.
"Im so sorry, Hanji. I lost the baby."
The room instantly became silent, not even a breath could be heard. No one knew what to say, and the brunet didn't have anything to add.
"Eren," Armin started.
"What baby?" Mikasa asked, trying to obviously hold back the series of emotions that threatened to break free. Hanji nodded silently and stood, letting Eren drop his hand back down.
"Eren was pregnant with Derek's baby, and has been for quite a few weeks. Earlier this night, Derek had hit Eren with his car. Eren suffered some injuries and suffered quite some blood loss, but both him and the baby were put into a compromising situation. If Eren decided to have the baby, he would have died in child birth. If he had decided to..." Hanji stopped when she noticed how hurt Eren's expression was. What really had happened from the time Eren left the room to now?
"Eren, tell me what happened." Hanji said quietly as Eren moved his hand through his strangely colored water. He laid hid head back on the wall and sunk down so only his head was out of the water.
"I don't know what I was thinking. Everything was just too much. Before I knew it, I had jumped out the window and ran. I ran until my stomach hurt, then I had crawled into an alley as it got worse. I realized what was happening, but it was already too late." Hanji sighed and sat back down by the brunet, but he just silently stared into the bloody water. They all just sat silently, left to their own thoughts, but all Eren could think about was his child, and how he failed to keep it.
Levi watched as Eren tossed and turned in his sleep. He was surprised Eren even managed to go to sleep, but he knew that Eren was trying to keep himself asleep. Finally Eren stopped and opened his eyes. He slowly sat up and pulled his knees to his chest, he couldn't sleep. Not in his bed. Not anywhere. Eren let out a deep sigh and looked up to see Levi.
"W-who the fuck are you?!" Eren instantly scooted back to the headboard of his bed. Levi sent him a questioning look before looking behind himself and back at the brunet.
"Wait, you're talking to me?" Levi asked. Eren nodded.
"You can see me? Eren, you can really see me?" Levi stood and started walking to Eren. The brunet instantly turned to his dresser on the side his bed before turning back to Levi. The male was right in front of him, but his movements halted when Eren placed the chamber of a gun to his head.
Eren cocked the gun. "Who. Are. You?"
Levi chuckled and backed away, sitting back on his heels. "Our second encounter is much different than our first. Im Levi."
"How did you get into my house and why?" Eren growled. Levi was actually surprised. When they had first met, Eren was so sweet and instantly believed Levi, but after all he had been through...it was no surprise that the brunet was suspicious.
"Im always here, you just couldn't see me until now," Levi then leaned forward, making Eren accidentally fall on his back while Levi towered over him.
"I wonder why that is." Levi said while staring at Eren's eyes, making a blush erupt on his tan cheeks. Eren narrowed his and pushed Levi's chest so they were both sitting up, the gun still to Levi's forehead.
"What the hell do you mean?"
Levi frowned. "You really don't remember? You promised you wouldn't forget me, usagi."
Eren instantly recognized the voice, it was the one who helped him when he was with Derek. Actually, the more he thought about it, the more he remembered about Levi. How Levi would occasionally help him. Eren started remembering him backwards, from the last time they interacted all the way up to the first. He remembered that Levi was the one who gave him the bear, and 'L' was short for 'Levi'. After a few minutes of silence, Eren remembered him.
"Levi?" Eren slowly put the gun back and placed a hand to Levi's cheek, rubbing his thumb across the pale skin. Levi smiled softly as Eren looked at him in remembrance.
"Yes, Eren? Do you remember me now, usagi?" Eren frantically nodded while his eyes brimmed with tears.
"Levi! Levi! I remember you, Levi!" Eren quickly jumped on the male, making them both fall in the floor as Eren takled him in a bear hug.
"Eren, relax. You shouldn't do all that moving." Levi sighed while running his hand along Eren's back, but Eren wasn't moving. Instead, Levi heard loud, shuddering cries from Eren.
"Levi! M-my dad hates me, Derek r-raped me and t-tried to kill me, I lost my b-baby! I can't take it a-anymore!" Levi sat up and pulled Eren into his lap, wrapping his arms tighter around the brunet while softly rocking him.
"I know, Eren. I know. Its going to be okay." Levi cooed softly to Eren. Eren shook his head.
"It won't! Every time I think it will, it doesn't! Levi, please...please kill me. I can't do it anymore." Eren gripped the back of Levi's shirt and buried his face in the crook of the shorter male's neck. Levi couldn't believe it, Eren just asked for his life to be ended at the angel's hands. It broke his heart, the person who he once loved and had once loved him back, the one he counted on, the one he spent all his time and energy with, wanted to die by his hand.
"No, Eren. Stop talking like that," Levi cupped Eren's face softly so they were looking at each other. Eren's face looked tired, bruised, and his cheeks were wet from tears. Eren was truly the image of a broken soul.
"I couldn't kill you even if I wanted to. You and I have too much history. Though it breaks my heart you don't remember that part of our life, it has happened. I refuse to let you die again, Eren. Even if I have to lay down my own life to save yours. You have been saved by higher powers, and I am here to redeem you. Eren, that part of your life is over. You need to move past it, and I will help you, but I will not kill you. I love-" Levi stopped himself and looked over at the floor. He couldn't say that, it would cause too many problems. He sighed deeply and continued.
"I care about you too much to do that. So tomorrow will be the start of your new life." Levi said while using his thumbs to wipe away Eren's tears. His hands moved down to Eren's wrists before he pulled off the several bracelets Eren had on his wrists, showing his faded scars.
"No more of this. Promise me you will stop this, Eren. Its destroying you, and one day...even gauze isn't going to stop the bleeding and no one will be able save you. This needs to stop." Eren pulled his hands to his chest and looked down at his knees. They were ugly scars and he hated seeing them, but he just didn't know how to cope with his situations and it seemed like the only relief.
"I promise you, Levi." Eren spoke softly, not bothering to look at the angel in front of him. He bit his bottom lip to try to hold back the tears that threatened to fall, but Levi saw right through him.
Levi grabbed Eren's hand and pulled the brunet to his chest before wrapping his arms protectively around him. "Its okay to cry, Eren. Im right here. I will comfort you."
Eren starting crying, letting go of everything he bottled up. Of how his class and father disowned him because of his sexuality. He cried at how Derek smiled and called him a cutie, filling his heart and head with nothing but bullshit, just so he could get into his pants. He cried at how Derek made him feel worthless, like he was nothing. He cried at how he lost his child in an alleyway in the rain. He cried everything out until he couldn't cry anymore. He sat silently in Levi's embrace, taking comfort in the familiar arms.
"Its alright, Eren. I will protect you. I promise." Levi picked Eren up bridal style and carried the taller male to his bed. He was about to climb out of bed when Eren had grabbed his shirt. He turned back to the brunet to see Eren staring tiredly at him.
"Please...can you stay with me? In my bed?" Eren's voice was low and he spoke softly. Levi nodded and laid down next to Eren, pulling the brunet closer to his body and wrapping his arms around him. Eren snuggled into Levi's shoulder, sighing contently.
"Levi? Can you sing to me like you did in the hospital?" Eren said while looking at Levi. Levi ran his fingers through Eren's hair before he sung softly.
"I've seen the world, lit it up as my stage now. Channeling, angels in the new age now. Hot summer days, rock in roll. The way you'd play for me at your show, and all the ways I got to know the pretty face and electric soul. Will you still love me when Im no longer young and beautiful? Will you still love me when Ive got nothing but my aching soul? I know you will, I know you will, I know that you will. Will you still love me when Im no longer beautiful?" Levi looked down to see Eren fast asleep. He smiled and kissed Eren's chocolate brown locks of hair. Levi on the other had hated sleeping, because every time he did he was reminded of memories of what used to be. Of Eren and himself and their happy days. He was so tired, so tired of seeing Eren hurt. If only he knew of the happiness they had in their past life. If only Levi could show him. Levi sighed and closed his eyes, welcoming the dreams of a broken past flood back to him.
"Levi?" Eren said softly while laying on Levi, listening to the shorter male's resting heartbeat. Levi hummed in response while he ran his fingers through Eren's hair, his other hand held a book.
"Do you love me?" Eren asked. Levi looked over at the brunet on his chest. What kind of question was that? Of course he loved Eren.
"Yes, Eren. I love you very much." Levi chuckled softly while looking back at his book.
"What if I died? Would you still love me?" Eren said softer this time. Levi furrowed his brows, not understanding the question he was asked.
"I had a dream we died. Both of us. I came back, but I later died again. Levi, it felt so real. Like I really lost you. I was so hurt..." Eren's bottom lip quivered and his voice cracked as his eyes welled with tears. Levi instantly dropped his book in exchange for giving Eren his full attention.
"Hey, hey, no crying. It was just a dream. It wasn't real." Levi said while kissing Eren's forehead.
"Levi, if I asked you to kill me, would you do it? If I died, what would you do?" Eren sat up in Levi's lap and looked down at the shorter male, his face serious. Levi hummed in thought before answering.
"I wouldn't kill you. I can't. I would die. If you died, then I'd kill myself. I have no purpose without you, Eren. I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for that silly little truce that our gangs tried to make. I would have died awhile ago, but a shitty little brat with perfect aim and dopey green eyes had saved me. So Im in debt to him. For the rest of eternity I pledge my mind, body, soul and heart to him." Levi said matter-of-factly. Eren smile softly at Levi. Damn, he loved that smile. It was the most perfect thing he ever saw.
"I wouldn't kill you either, but if you died, I would keep living. For the both of us. I would keep your memory alive by continuing to live. Doesn't mean I won't miss you, it means I care enough to live for us both." Eren said while poking Levi's forehead. Levi laughed and smacked his hand away before grabbing his book and continuing his reading.
Eren's smile faded and he took Levi's book out of his hand. "Im serious, Levi. I really think both of us are not going to live very long. It was so real, Levi. I don't know what I'd do if I lost you."
Levi closed his book and dropped it on the floor this time before tackling Eren on the couch so he towered overthe shorter male. "And if we are doomed to die soon? So what? I got to meet you, and love you. Though I won't get to finish showing you all the beauties of the world, I showed you the most beautiful part of it."
"And what was that?" Eren laughed while running his fingertips down Levi's face.
"You." Levi softly kissed Eren's chocolate brown locks of hair. Eren smiled even brighter before kissing Levi's lips.
"Even if we were to die, I know fate would bring us back together. Even if we are different ages, different genders, different people, we will be together again. We will happily continue our life, but as long as I have you, Im happy." Eren said as he sat up and hugged Levi. Levi smiled and hugged Eren back.
"Yes. As long as we're together, we'll be alright." Levi replied.
Levi opened his eyes to see Eren softly sleeping. His eye was still black and his face was still bruised. He placed a soft kiss on Eren's cheek. As long as they were together, everything would be alright, and Levi was determined to keep his word and keep Eren protected. He failed him once, and he refused to do it again.
"Im sorry, Eren. I will protect you this time. Im promise." Levi hummed softly while closing his eyes again, remembering a faded past of what used to be.
Me: I-
Eren: *crying* Neko, you bastard! This is so sad.
Me: Yea, if I use the song 'Young and Beautiful' in a chapter, expect to cry. I will use it a couple more times in this story.
Hanji: Aw, Neko. Why'd you do this to us.
Me: Because. I want you guys to really experience and feel sorrow for these two. The ending will really get you. I have mixed feelings towards it.
Armin: What is it?!
Me: *looks around* Where is Levi?
Eren: Crying in the bathroom.
Me: Aw, my bad. I really wanted you guys to feel the feels. The song is sad, but its beautiful. So it really sets the mod between Eren being sad, and Levi's memories. Which, I have plans for. This is actually the easiest story to write, and it might actually be my favorite to write.
Levi: *walks in* You are an ass.
Me: *hand him box of tissue* I have been told. Relax people. They will get together in the end. Derek will die. Annie will go away. Things take time, okay? Even wounds. For now, the story will be happy. Only because I don't know how much sadness I can give you guys before someone writes my name in the death note. So, Eren will be happy for a bit, but don't expect it to last very long.
Armin: That's a dick move, Neko.
Me: Yea...Im tired. My sleep is all messed up. Im really convinced I have insomnia. Anyway, which story should be updated next? Wings of Freedom? 50 Shades of Riren? My Ticking Mind? Heartbeats like Drums? One shot book? (Cause I have a bunch of half finished requests that Im too lazy to work on) Oh, and the next chapter of Wings of Freedom will be the last. Now, do you guys want the happy ending or the sad? Or both? Like I write one, then I have another chapter with the other as an alternate.
Hanji: ...what?...
Me: Okay, let me explain. Eren is about to have the baby (btw, should it be a boy/girl? Should there be more than one? Details on the baby! Give em to me!) and the happy ending ends with the kid(s) 4th birthday, and Eren gives a toast at the party, thanking Levi for everything he has done. Sad ending, Levi was dreaming it all. He and Hanji are out of gas and are running from titans. While held up in a building, Levi collapses and dreams that they were reborn and he did those things, but when Hanji wakes him up he realizes its a dream and kills himself. I'll let you guys decide what ending you want. Anyway, My Ticking Mind will most likely be the updated one. So, give me your opinions on this chapter. Of my other stories. Of which ending you want for Wings of Freedom. Etc. Etc.
Armin: That was a lot.
Me: Eh... *stands from chair* I need sleep, or Im going to lose my mind. I would have posted this Saturday, but my phone bill needs to be paid, and I don't have WiFi at my house. *yawns* love y'all. See ya later. I hope you enjoyed. *walks away*
