A/N: My college is on spring breeeaaaak which means I have all the time in the world to write (im so lying im lazy as fuck) But again your reviews *sniffle* hit me right in the feels! And the favs and follows! Ooh I love you guys so much! Ok im done babbling like an idiot! Here's the next chappy sorry in advance if it's bad! Also I've changed my Tumblr name to rivailles-bitchbaby, yes yes…I've reached the impossibru to this fandom lmfao!
Normal POV (for this chapter)
"Hook him up to an IV, you, get some blood tests and get me an X-Ray on the double. Get him into a gown first!" Hanji scrambled about the busy medic room shouting orders to the team while cleaning up any remains of Eren's puke from her body. Eren's eyes had a hard time keeping up with the many people running about hooking him up to IV's and the hands hurriedly undressing him and then replacing the clothes with a hospital gown not even two seconds after. Really was all of this even necessary? He was still fuzzy from turning into a titan and had no time to recollect anything before being rushed into the medic wing. What exactly went wrong during the test? What if…he injured someone during it!? No, no if that was the case then he'd be dead, not brought up to the doctors unless, they were going to kill him there…yeah better to just think positive. The snapping of gloves brought Eren out of his morbid trance and he turned over slowly to see Hanji walking up to him with a flashlight. She shined it on both his eyes and hummed in appreciation before instructing him to open his mouth really wide. Unsurely, he opened it and Hanji put a metal clasp device into his mouth that kept his mouth in place and impossible to close. She stuck a Popsicle stick in his mouth and moved his tongue around and peered over deeper into his mouth.
"Hanji…you might want to take a look at this." One of the medics rushed into the room out of breath with a stack of papers. Hanji held out her hands but didn't stop her task until the papers were in her hand. She skimmed over the paper, hey eyes bulging at every new piece of information.
"How can this be…?" Hanji breathed out in awe. Eren looked between Hanji and the papers. How can what be?!
"We were wondering the same thing. We ran some tests and well maybe it's just a side effect from the titan ability—"
"Everyone please leave. And not a word to anyone got it." She said sharply, her eyes narrowed and promising death to anyone who went against her order. Maybe she should be corporal. Everyone nodded and quickly walked out of the hospital room leaving only Hanji and Eren as the only occupants. She sighed deeply, running a hand through her hair.
"Wgats wong wiff hee?" Eren tried to ask through the constriction in his mouth. Hanji raised an eyebrow but then remembered why he was talking like that. She apologized as she quickly detached it from the roots of his mouth.
"Sorry, sorry you ok?"
"Yeah but what's going on Hanji?" Eren was scared that maybe his fears were really true and that he had done something really bad during the test. Hanji didn't look at Eren, instead going about cleaning the room. Eren narrowed his eyes, as if this didn't just smell like trouble. Hanji definitely never cleaned her offices.
"Eren, have you ever thought of having a family?" The random question threw Eren off. A…Family? He laid back on the bed and actually thought it through.
"I've never really given it much thought, you know with everything that's going on im more so thinking of surviving then thinking of a family." He explained. Hanji nodded her head and took a seat beside his bed. She crossed her arms on the bed and laid her head down on them, giving Eren a sympathetic look.
"That's understandable but well in this moment in time, now that you have time to think what's your idea of a perfect family?"
"Im not understanding why this is so important…"
"Eren, please." Her pleading voice stopped any retort he was about to make.
"Well…a perfect family to me is living together with a nice girl who I love and who loves me with a child and maybe a pet, and we live in a peaceful house out by the ocean. I've never seen the ocean but from what I heard, it's very peaceful and quiet minus the sounds of water crashing onto rocks but still I guess that's my idea of how I'd have a perfect family." Eren was imagining this in his head and it brought a soft smile to his face. Instead against his better will, the girl was actually his asshole of a commander, Rivaille. But, again this was all just a silly little dream and the thought of him and Levi ever having a family made him laugh sadly. Hanji didn't say anything for a while, she just laid on her hands and made patterns in the bed sheets with her fingers mindlessly. Eren knew she was hiding something and it really was killing him to be kept in the dark like this especially since all of this started happening right after he had transformed. He gulped.
"Did I…mess up during the test?" he asked softly. This broke Hani out of her trance and she quickly sat up shaking her head back and forth quickly.
"No no no! You actually did very well, you screamed randomly but you didn't even go on a rampage and you even let Rivaille pet your nose." She smiled cheerfully while demonstrating. Eren blushed deeply at that information. He let him pet himself?! Actually the thought of Rivaille petting anything made him in even more disbelief. While Eren was mentally shooting himself for being this into the guy Hanji continued her explanation.
"And then you threw up so we brought you back here." Wait threw up?
"I threw up? While still in the titan form!?" He shrieked. Hanji face palmed herself. Why must she get so carried away in her stories that she doesn't know how to shut her mouth? Eren stared at her in incredulous shock. She sighed.
"Yeah, all over everyone. Should a seen Ravioli's expression." She laughed loudly.
"Then he cut you out and we rushed you here urgently to the medic wing. Has this puking been going on for a while Eren?" Her glasses were tilted down and her eyes were dead locked in work mode. Eren sat up on the bed and decided it really was no use lying about it now. He nodded his head meekly.
"For a few days...but I assumed maybe I was over working or perhaps I ate something bad or maybe even stress—"
"Stress? From the whole Levi situation right?"
"Hanji…I think I don't know how I feel about him anymore but…not being with him hurts a lot…" He said softly. He brought his knees close to his chest and huddled in to himself. Why was he so randomly emotional? He truly was sounding like a love stricken girl. Hanji studied him closely.
"Eren when I tell you this you have to promise to believe me no matter how ludicrous it might sound and you have to swear not to tell another soul unless the time seems fit." She leaned in close and rubbed small reassuring circles on the brunette's back. He peeked from his knees and nodded his head unsurely. This definitely didn't sound good. What if he was dying?!
"Eren…well uh how do I say this in a good way uhhh oh I know!" She stood up and opened her arms wide, moving her hands in a jazz hands fashion.
"Congratulations! You're expecting a child!"
Expecting a what now? Eren stared for a bit, then looked down at his hands and then back up at Hanji who hadn't moved from her position and then he started to laugh. He held his sides as he continued to laugh.
"Ok that cheered me up but really what did you need to tell me?" he wiped the corners of his eyes and tried to stifle anymore laughter. Hanji put her hands down, staring at Eren with serious eyes. Eren felt a bead of sweat make its way down his back. His laughter soon turned into labored breathing and he kicked the blankets off of him and stood shakily on his two feet, pointing a finger at his stomach.
"Please…please tell me this is a joke?"
"Eren—"
"Please tell me this isn't that man's child!? Actually I've never heard of a guy getting pregnant! So you're calculations must have been wrong somewhere down the line." He threw a hopeful stare at the titan loving girl. She rubbed the back of her head.
"Eren…just sit down and I'll tell you." She pulled back her chair and sat down. Eren became outraged. He knew she was weird but to act so normally over this cruel joke!? A joke…that was slowly crumbling to sound like reality.
"Hanji please! This can't be I mean I don't—"
"Eren sit the hell down so I can explain!" She snapped at him, instantly shutting his mouth with an audible snap. He reluctantly sat down at the farthest edge of the bed. Hanji cleared her throat.
"I understand this must seem strange but indeed the signs are there. You're emotional, more so than usual."
"Hey!"
"You're puking for random reasons and at the most random moments, and the weird activity I saw going around in your abdomen that I couldn't figure out must have been because of the titan abilities covering up any signs of the child forming. You're not a titan at least not fully. You weren't born a titan but you were injected with a virus that gave you the ability. Which makes sense a bit as to why this would occur. You understand that titans have no reproductive organs whatsoever correct?" She explained. Eren tried his best to keep up with her but the last part he did understand and that was true. Every titan had nothing in the area where a reproductive organ should be, especially considering most of the titans looked like guys. So then how did they reproduce?
"Your face is so easy to read Eren. We have no idea how the titans reproduce, in fact if we knew that we might actually have a way to stop them from ever existing. But, what we can tell from you is that the shot mixed in with your bloodstream giving you capabilities of a titan while still keeping your human body. From that my guess is that in some way the titans can impregnate themselves…how they do it is still a mystery but in your case, Levi was the donator. To put it simply the shot must have given you traits close to a women and when sperm is in you—"
"Ok ok I get it! I understand how pregnancy works! B-b-but I don't have any women parts and when we had s-sex it went through m-m-my—"
"Ass? Yeah I know but you're not normal Eren and the shot just messed with your insides a little but you're lucky we can perform a C-section and get the baby out!" Hanji clapped her hands happily. Eren held up his hands.
"Who said I was going to keep the baby?" He questioned suddenly. Hanji stopped dead in her tracks. She turned towards Eren swiftly with a horrified expression.
"Why wouldn't you?" Eren caught the sharp offending tone in Hanji's voice. She stood up abruptly, knocking the chair down in the process.
"You are blessed to have a child and you want to get rid of it for what? Because of Rivaille?! Because of this world? Because you're scared?! Why get rid of something as precious as a baby!" Her voice was quivering and at some point she had walked over and was now right in his face. Her hands were shaking and her eyes brimming with unshed tears. Eren had nothing to retort back. He had a feeling she wasn't just upset about him wanting to get rid of the baby. She wiped at her eyes, apologizing for raising her voice.
"Hanji…"
"I need a bit of air, Eren please think about it…if you won't keep it just because of this stupid feud with you and Rivaille or if you won't keep it because the world is as fucked up as it is…then you're right, maybe you should get rid of it now, wouldn't want a baby to come into a world where it's not even wanted by its parents.." With that she stormed out of the room, closing the door with a loud bang, rattling some of the test tubes in the room. What was he going to do? Mindlessly he rubbed at his stomach. A baby was growing in their…his and Rivaille's, their one night mistake caused something that is supposed to be special to happen. He felt sick, he wanted to cry and throw stuff but he had no idea if it was because of the pregnancy that he was still having a hard time accepting. It's not every day you learn you can turn into a titan and its most definitely not every day where you learn you have the ability to bear children. He pulled his legs onto the bed and crossed them in an Indian style, putting his elbows upon them and cradling his face in his hands.
"Im scared because this is all happening to fast…" He whispered into the room. Given any other time he admitted to himself he wouldn't mind having a baby even if he was the one having it. Alas he was in the recon corps…the branch that went out into the territory of the enemy to eliminate them, not to mention they were on a mission to get to his basement for whatever was held in there that could possibly help get rid of titans once and for all. Who knows if he'd make it back in one piece and if he died…the baby would as well. And Rivaille, don't even get him started on him, he could just see the look of utter disgust on his face if he ever figured out that Eren was the vessel of his child.
"'Im having a brat with a brat? Don't make me laugh' Yeah he'd say something like that…" Eren mumbled into his hands. It's not even truly about heichou honestly, it's just, wouldn't you want your child to have both parents there? No…his mom was practically a single mother so he could do it. Is what he told himself but still…
"Eren? Hey im really sorry about earlier, I let personal feelings come into play~." Hanji peeked into the room back in her happy go lucky state. Eren smiled sadly. If only he could cover up feelings like she could. A lot of people took her for granted, honestly, she was the strongest of us all. She skipped back over to her seat. She folded her hands in her lap and gave Eren an expectant look with a hint of…hope?
"So you decide what you want to do? It's your body and your life so whatever you decide to do we'll got through with it." She opened the choice completely to him. This was a first, he normally had no choice of his own. He laughed a bit at the irony. Hanji tilted her head.
"I want to keep it—"
"YES!" Hanji jumped out of her chair with her hands high in the air. Eren shook his head in slight amusement.
"But, how am I going to keep this from everyone…im…im not ready to share this you know? I still need time to figure everything out…im only 15…I have no experience with children and how am I going to explain my random sickness!? Im in the recon corps which means I'll have to go out and fight and possibly die and the baby will as well! And oh my god what'll I do when I start to show!?" Eren was becoming frantic. He knew there was no way to explain why he was suddenly getting bigger. There was barely enough food to make someone fat. Hanji giggled softly into her hand.
"You're already sounding like a parent Eren." She gave him a proud smile. He tilted his head in confusion. He was a good parent just by sharing his fears?
"You have so much doubts and questions that a parent would ask themselves before expecting a child when actually all their asking is will I be able to make my child happy." She drawled out. Will he be able to make his child happy? Well, of course he hoped he would make his child happy but he felt Hanji wasn't understanding quite what he was concluding to with his questions. Hanji smiled and leaned over to pat Eren on the head.
"You'll understand in time~"
"Ok but…what am I going to tell the others without giving away that im pregnant." He cringed slightly, not used to the fact that he's fucking pregnant! Hanji giggled mischievously, her glasses fogging up and shielding her eyes. He backed up slowly from the deranged look. Maybe it would be better to just tell everyone the news, the gears in Hanji's head were reeling and that never spoke for any good things to come Eren's way.
"Oh don't worry~ I have a perfect plan for that Jeager~"
Ok this was a little rushed because im not exactly on spring break until like two days from now and I had to rush all of this while still in the college auditorium D: so im sorry! I feel I drag on with my writing...idk I just don't like it but I hope you guys enjoyed it if even just a little bit and tell me if you liked it or not~ yes I had to end it at a cliffhanger like this lmao gomen! But spring break calls for longer chapters : D!
