iRegret what's happening.

The next day

Sam's POV:

I was sitting on the bench in the corridor of the school. Carly was trying to know some history to my brain. We were gonna have a history test in a few minutes. Of course I hadn't bothered to read, not like I had the time either.

The bell rang, and we went to class. When we got there, we got the papers to our test at once, and started. I looked at the questions, answered with some stupid sentences, and fell asleep at the table.

Carly woke me up a few minutes later, by poking me. She gave me a look that said you-have-to-take-this-test. I mimed "fine". And took another look at the paper, yawned and tried my best.

After the class finished, it was lunch hour which was the best thing about school!

Me and Carly got some from the cafeteria, she paid for me. She couldn't resist after I gave her my "please" look.

When we sat down at one of the tables, I saw Freddie coming, he saw me and Carly and walked straight to us.

I really didn't want to face him, I couldn't really tell him I can never be seen alone with him, cause I'm engaged to a psychopath. But I would have to tell him something, and alone.

He sat down, "hey ladies"

"hey" Carly replied. I just looked at my food while eating it.

"glad to see, something will never change" Freddie said.

I drooped the food I was holding, and chewed the rest I had in my mouth.

"Freddie can I talk to you?" I said.

"sure, what's up?"

"privet"

Freddie looked at Carly for a sec, I looked at her too, than back at Freddie. I grabbed his wrist, and said. "arrrh, just come already!"

We took to steps to the door, but I went back to get the rest of my food.

We went outside to talk. I looked around to see if my uncle, or someone working for him was around. I didn't see any.

"so?" Freddie said.

"Freddie, remember when we where at the groovie smoothies the other day?

"yeah of course, what about it?"

"well, when we where there. I realised something"

"what?"

"I hate you"

"right."

"I'm not kidding Freddie. You and me could never be. I'm not into you"

"than why'd you kiss me?"

"I thought I liked you."

There was a little awkward silence. Freddie actually looked hurt.

"sorry" I said.

"it's cool. If you and me ever ended up, we probably not last for a week anyways, so"

"right, I knew you'd understand" I faked smiled. I was really hurt, I didn't want to do this. The truth was, I could see my self being with him, not that I could even confess it though.

"so, shall we go back in side?" I asked.

"right, sure" Freddie said, starring at the ground.

We walked back inside. I really regret doing this, I hated doing this. It made me realise what's happening with my uncle, is really happening. It felt like I was saying goodbye to love.

Freddie's POV:

Sam just broke up with me! Before we even went out and did something special. I just can't believe it. I think I was falling for her, and know I'll never get the change to be with her.

We walked beside each other, which was a really awkward walk. We met Carly on the way back, she and I went together to class, Sam had to go to the principals office, and discus what she'd done wrong this week.

For the first time ever, I couldn't pay attention to the teacher. I was only thinking about Sam. I should've noticed Sam, how special she is, in a weird way. Pretty, fun to be with, funny. But almost since the day I got to know her and Carly, I only had eyes for Carly. If only, I'd see how wrong she is for me, before I saved her life, and we had a thing.

Maybe Sam could be mine by now, if I had just realised how I feel sooner.

A door closed behind me, a lot of the students turned around, it was Sam. She gave me a half smile, and went over to the teacher to give him a note. Probably from Ted, telling she's been excused. After, she sat down in the chair in front of me. Suddenly something popped in my head, Sam's friend, who died. When I had seen them together, it seemed intense.

"Sam?" I whispered.

"yeah" she whispered back.

"that friend of your, who died. was there ever something between you two?"

"WHAT!" Sam said a little to load, so everyone turned around.

"I just don't understand what's your talking about" Sam said to the teacher.

"right, well I'll tell it one more time, this is a difficult subject." The teacher started telling whatever he was talking about over again.

"what do you mean" Sam whispered to me

"Well, since what you told me earlier. I thought maybe it had something to do with him"

"Freddie, No it's nothing to do with him, and he's like 30 years old, that would be disgusting. I didn't even know him that well, he was a friend of my uncle. "

"oh, so you really don't like me than? More as a friend?"

Sam didn't answer my question, I thought maybe she didn't hear it, or maybe she didn't want to hurt me again. Well that would be weird; Sam has never cared if she hurt anyone, so guess she didn't hear it.

Sam's POV

The school day was finally over. This day have lasted forever! I stood by my locker, putting my books in. Than somebody walk up behind me "Hey Samantha, I wanted to…." He didn't finish that sentence. I freak out, when I heard him call me Samantha, I couldn't take it. My Uncle had ruined my life, and now he's here at school! I hit the man, he went to the ground. That's when I saw it wasn't my Uncle; it was Mr. Armstrong the math teacher. People started to gather around. Carly and Freddie where two of them, I didn't know what to do. I just ran out of there, out of school, and away. I couldn't believe I just hit a teacher! I found a quiet place, sat down and I started to cry. To much was happening and I couldn't take it.

I cried for what felt like hours, my hands caught the tears out of my eyes. Awhile later, I stopped crying, I was still an emotional mess, but I kept my self together. I walked home, which was no good idea. My mom was home! The school had of course called her, and she was yelling at me. I didn't respond to her, because truly I couldn't make out what she said. I sat in the couch, while she stood over me. "disappointed… More like your sister…. How could you…. Better daughter… arrested… you're suspended." Was the things I registered in my brain. When she finally stopped yelling, I went to my room. I packed some stuff, and went out my window, cause I did not want to be home right now. I didn't want to be anywhere right now.

I looked at the clock on my ipod. (I left my phone at home, cause I knew people would be trying to reach me.) The was 10 am, I was really tiered, I'd been walking for god knows how long. I saw a bench, and sat down, slowly I fell down in a laying position. I found a jacket in my bag, and took it over me to give some heath, it didn't work that good, cause soon the rain started to fall. It took ages, but I feel asleep there, in that cold, uncomfortable place.

Hey everyone, this is the last chapter I will put up, until I come back hope from my vacation. Which will be in two weeks. Just so you know.

The next chapter will be super long! Sam will confess some secrets.