A/N: Hey guys! So sorry for keeping you guys waiting for so long! Summer was craaaaaazy. This isn't a very long chapter, and I'm pretty sure most of the story is rushed. Sorry, I was in a bit of a hurry finishing this! But I promise that chapter 9 will be soooooo much better! (I hope.) Ok, enjoy!
You knocked on your brother's bedroom door. Yes. Jack. Your brother. Elsa let him stay in the castle after annoying her with so many apologies. "Jack? Can I come in? Hanna's with me. I think we should tell her."
Hanna, who ran up next to you, cocked one of her eyebrows. "If you're gonna tell me that Jack raped you just like that piece of shit, Prince Damien did, I'm gonna have to just start calling you a motherfucking slut, Y/N!"
"Ya nasty, Hanna!" Jack yelled from the other side of the door. "But yea, come on it! Y/N, make sure Hanna doesn't have any weapons, okay?"
You turned around to face your younger sister and held your hand for her sword. "You're gonna regret saying those words, Hanna."
She moved her sword out of your reach. "Okay, now I'm really scared to give my sword to you. What are you dipshits planning to do to me?" she demanded.
"Hey, are you guys coming in or not?" the prince shouted.
Sighing, you give your sister a pleading look. She hesitantly dropped her sword in your open palm and slowly entered Jack's room.
As you enter behind her. Jack opens his arms welcomingly, and grinned. "Welcome to my room, ladies! Make yourselves at home!" he exclaimed.
You roll our eyes at his stupidity, and laughed.
"Quiet, fuckboy! Why'd you bring me in here?" She looked curiously around the room.
You stood next to your brother, nervously. "Hanna, me and Jack have to tell you something…"
Her eyes widen suddenly in realization. "Oh, hell no! Don't tell me you're pregnant with Jack's baby! I know he's good- looking and all, but that gives you absolutely no right to cheat on Els-!"
Jack cut her off. "I am your blood-related brother, Hanna!"
There was a moment of silence, until your sister ran over to you. "Y/N! Give me my sword back right now! This little bitch is lying!"
You grab her face, holding her in place as she continues to reach and swipe for her sword. "He's telling the truth! He's who dad called the 'Hero of Groveswood!"
She quickly stopped, and began to stare at you. "Are you serious? Fine, then tell me Y/N. Why don't I remember anything about having a little brother? I thought I was the youngest!"
"I don't know. Maybe our memories were erased by someone. I only remembered the day I fought Jack. Speaking of the fight, sorry for trying to decapitate you, Jack."
He waved it off, chuckling.
"This is insane." Hanna walked over to the bed and sat down. "Really, Really crazy." She soon began to see a resemblance between the three of you. You and Jack had blue eyes from you're father, while Hanna had a pair of hazel eyes from your mother. Hell, you all had the same temper as your father, but the same kindness as your mother. Jack looked a lot like you guys' father, while you and Hanna looked like you mother. "Ok, I believe you guys." Hanna finally said.
You and Jack sighed in relief. "Thank the gods, I thought you were gonna tear our heads off." The prince collapsed on the bed next to Hanne, and wiped imaginary sweat from his brow.
The young princess rubbed her temples. "Damn, this is a lot to take in."
You take one last sad look at your siblings before you exited the room.
*Line Break*
"Y/N! We have to go to the kitchen soon," Anna walked into your room and leaned on the door frame.
"Ever heard of knocking, feisty-pants?"
The princess knocked on the door frame and said. "Y/N, we have to go to the kitchen soon."
You scoff and rolled your eyes. "You are unbelievable. Why do we have to go to the kitchen?"
"Elsa wants to give the chefs a day off, and make some food. Olaf and Kristoff are already there, so we have to hurry!"
You wave her away, "Go on without me, I'll meet you guys in a few minutes."
"Okay! But hurry up!"
*Line Break*
"Okay, guys, I'm here! What are we gonna cook-!?" God damn…"
Elsa turned around, giving you a smile. She was wearing a white apron over a light blue sailor dress with a small chef's hat resting on the side of her head. "Hello, Y/N! Glad you can join us."
You tear your eyes away from her, blushing. "Me, too…"
"Hi, Y/N!" Kristoff tries to stop a pot from boiling over unsuccessfully.
Hanna and Jack walks in. "Ha!" Hanna points at Kristoff. "That's you trying to get your fucking life together!"
Kristoff just sticks his tongue out at her.
You roll your eyes and walk over to the queen, who was mixing chocolate batter in a bowl. "So, what am I cooking up?"
Anna answered for her. "Pasta!"
"Okay." You grab a pot from the cabinet, and began filling water into it. Jack handed you a box of pasta and a spoon. As you wait for the water to boil, you began to think. What if your father was the one that erased our memories? Maybe he didn't want us to know about him. It makes sense right? Jack probably misses his real family, and father gave him the opportunity to be in it again. You look up to see Jack playfully slapping Hanna in the face with some lettuce, and she quickly retaliated by conjuring up some snowballs and shoving it down his pants. The others, Anna, Kristoff, and Olaf flick chocolate batter at each other as Elsa tries to stop them by throwing snowballs in their faces.
These people are having their lives put on the line because of you. They could die. You didn't know what you would do if all of this disappeared. It would be caused by your father. That greedy asshole that could ruin all of this for you.
Suddenly, your anger begins to rise up, and your fist clenches together.
You loved them more than anything, including Dante, and the people of Arendelle. This war was definitely happening. One wrong move, and all of this will be gone. Your eyes turned crimson. You couldn't stop yourself from thinking. What if he uses the rest of the country for his wrong-doing. It would be your entire fault for not defeating him!
A few drops of hot water splatters on your skin, and out of reaction, you slap the boiling pot of water off the stove. It slams to the ground with a clang, and all eyes were on you. "Y/N? Are you okay?" Elsa hesitantly walks over to you, knowing full well that you're very dangerous when you are angry about something. "Y/N? What's wrong? Look at me."
You couldn't. You try and hide your eyes from the queen. You can't let them know that they are in danger at this moment, you didn't want them to worry about you. Jack was right. You didn't feel like yourself. Darkness was taking over you. Slowly, you shake your head and wave her away. "It's fine. It's something that happens every once and a while on a normal bases. No worries."
They all just nod, but before continuing with what they were doing, they give you worried looks. You look up and see Jack still staring at you, catching you with your crimson eyes and watching it fade. You raise finger to you lips, telling him that it's just between you and him.
*Line Break*
"Y/N!"
You turn around at the call of your name, and see Olaf running towards you. Kneeling down, you hug the little snowman. "What is it, Olaf?"
"So, you know that little outburst you had in the kitchen?"
You nod.
"Well, everyone else, including me, kinda brushed it off, and taking what you said as truth. Jack kind greed with us, but we knew he was lying, but… Elsa thinks there's something wrong with you. She's worried about you, Y/N."
"What exactly are you telling me?"
"That maybe you should go talk to Elsa. Like, away from the castle. Somewhere quiet, with no distractions. So she can focus on what you're saying."
You run a hand through your hair and sigh. "Fine. I'll get a boat ready."
*Line Break*
"Where are you taking me, Y/N?"
"A quiet place to talk." You and the blond finally arrive at the docks. You get in the boat and hold your hand out to the queen.
She stares at your hand and quickly shakes her head. "I…I can't."
"Excuse me?"
"I'm scared."
You gave her a weird look. "Um… it's boat…"
Tears streamed down her face. "My mother and father died in a boat, Y/N!"
You were startled by her sudden outburst. You ran out of the boat and grabbed the queen's hand, staring straight into her eyes. "Elsa. Elsa! Listen to me. I can't reverse what happened to your parents. I'm sorry about what happened to them, but you need to know that I made a promise when I met you. That I would protect you and keep you safe no matter how big or small the situation is. I won't let you have the same fate as your parents."
The next thing you know, you were helping Elsa into the boat. The boat began to rock slightly, and the blond squeaked and jumped on your back like a certain blonde that you possibly know that lives in the Kingdom of Corona. You got the queen settled down and began rowing the boat. You heard a sound of creaking wood, so you turn around and see Elsa holding on to the sides of the boat for her dear life. You laugh, earning an adorable pout from the blond.
"So, what was so important for you to talk about that you had to drag me on such a deadly contraption?"
Without looking at her, you say, "You think there's something wrong with me."
There was a pause, and finally, she says, "What else am I supposed to think?"
"Exactly what I said. It happens on a normal bases every once and a while."
"Then why haven't I seen you have an outburst like that since I met you?"
You didn't say anything.
"What's wrong, Y/N?"
Something inside you snaps, and your eyes turn red. "Nothing! Nothing is wrong with me, Elsa!"
She jumped at the venom in your tone and scooted to the far back of the boat, suddenly not caring that it was rocking again. "Why aren't you looking at me again? Are you hiding something?"
"Do you not know when to stop!? Do you know how dangerous I am when I'm like this?! Are you trying to get yourself killed!?"
She ignores the bitterness this time and just laughs. "Well, I can't argue with you there. But you did bring me out here to 'talk.'"
Her musical laugh calms you a little bit. But the crimson in your irises didn't fade. "I'm not hiding anything. Like I said, it happens on normal bases."
"That doesn't explain the fact that you're hiding your face every single time you have an outburst, Y/N."
"I can't explain it right now. Please Elsa, just give me some time."
"Alright, I'll give you time." The boat began to rock and she grabbed the sides of boat with a death grip. "Only if you get me out of this boat!"
You burst out laughing and began to reel the both of you back to the kingdom's docks, then helping the queen out of the 'deadly contraption.'
Elsa takes your hands in hers. "Y/N, you need to know that, no matter what happens, the darkness will never take you over fully. You will always have a part of 'you' in there, okay? If this darkness is what's causing these outbursts, you need to tell me!" She slams herself on you, and wraps her arms around your torso. "I don't want to lose you, Y/N!"
You heard her begin to cry. You hug her back, "Elsa, you won't lose me. I promise. I-I love you."
*Line Break* *Elsa's POV*
"How was it?"
"What do you mean, Anna?"
"Did you guys make-out?!"
Elsa jumped back. "Excuse me?"
Anna fell down on the bed in a sitting position. "Oh, come on! She took you on a boat ride to 'talk.' There's got to be more than that! Spill it, Elsa!"
"Well," she grabs the end of her braid, nervously, and just play with it. "She did say, 'I love you.'"
"Holy Arendelle! She said what?! See?! I told you she loved you!"
The queen hushed her, "That doesn't mean she meant it in a romantic way. She probably just said it in a friendly way."
Anna rolled her eyes. "Pfft, as if. It's like you're too scared for someone to love you in that way. Aha! You're just scared that you'll get hurt!"
"I am not!"
The princess giggled. "Suuuuuuure. Whatever you say. But I'm just gonna say, that you're luckier than me to find your first love to be a knight in shining armor. At least yours wasn't some power greedy psycho!"
"Anna! Lower down your voice!"
She ignored her. "Whatever, Elsa. I'm gonna go feed Dante and Glacier." She left but poked her head back in the room. "By the way, I think Y/N is in the library with Jack and Hanna."
A thought popped in the queen's head. "Oh dear, I forgot to give 'Frozen Flame' back to Y/N!" Elsa grabbed the velvet box from a small safe in her closet and headed for the library.
As Elsa gets closer to the library, she begins to hear a singing male voice.
"I am done. I am through. I am just sick of it all. I am sick of everybody always calling me slag!"
She hears Hanna's voice. "Jack! Stop singing that damn depressing song you made up! I'm trying to fucking read!"
"I am done. I am through. I am just sick of it all. I am not a perverted slag. I am a man. A Gen. Tle. Men."
Elsa peeks through the door crack, watching you guys argue. She rolls her eyes, seeing you about to have your third outburst that day.
"JACK! SHUT THE FUCK UP, OR ELSE I SWEAR I WILL FREEZE YOUR DICK INTO AN ICECUBE AGAIN!"
Hanna places her hand on your shoulder, whispering for you to calm down. You hide your eyes again, and quickly rubbing it away. Elsa fills with anger, noticing crimson disappearing from your eyes after rubbing it away.
She bursts through the door. "Jack and Hanna. Please leave now."
The siblings gave you a 'be careful' look before rushing out the door.
She places the velvet box on the table and just stands there, with her arms crossed, staring at you with dangerous eyes.
You look at her confusingly. "What?"
Elsa throws her hands up in the air and suddenly, the room went down to chilling temperature. You notice the sudden drop, and quickly using your powers, you raise the temperature. "You know exactly 'what,' Y/N! Why didn't you just tell me!? You said that 'nothing was wrong' with you!"
"I still don't know what you're-."
"You're eyes! I saw you rub the crimson from your eyes when you were yelling at Jack! You lied to me!"
"Everything I said was to keep you from worrying about me!"
"We could have tried to help you out with this situation if you hadn't kept this secret from us!"
You growled, "Well, if I didn't have to defend you every few moments, I wouldn't have to keep secrets from you!"
Elsa was offended, "I don't need you to defend me!"
"Oh, really!?" You shot back. "Wasn't it me who drove Prince Damien off when he was trying to get in bed with you! Wasn't it me who stopped Jack from fucking you when you didn't want to? What about that time I fought my own brother almost to the death to make sure he doesn't tell our father where my location was to protect you and Arendelle?! Oh, and wasn't I the one that saved your damn fucking life when Prince Hans tried to cut your fucking head off! So, are you sure you don't need me to freaking defend you?! Because it sounds like to me that you need me to defend you for everything! Are you at least thankful for that!?"
"At least I'm not a rage directed freak like you!" Elsa instantly regretted what she said. "Oh, I'm sorry. I shouldn't snap at you like that-."
"No!" You scream. "Why do you always push me away when I try to help you?!"
The queen remains silent, completely speechless. You just shake your head, and run out of the library.
*Line Break*
You burst through the gates of the castle and run towards the stables. Dante picks up his head, and looks curiously at you, watching you throw yourself next to him. You breathe heavily, thinking deeply.
A while later, you hear a soft voice. "I'm sorry," it says, but you just shake your head and ignore it, leaning your head against the wooden doorframe, not paying any attention. Someone slowly opens the door and Elsa walks through, sighing, she places her hand on your shoulder.
You quickly shift out of her touch. "I'm not in the mood…"
Dante shoots glances between you two, whimpering and nudging your arm. You once again shift away, silently whispering, "Don't touch me...," and you stand up, walking a few steps away.
Elsa looks at you with wide eyes before softening them, and following you, "You know, I spent thirteen years locked up in room afraid of contact, and I'm not going to let you relive my horrible nightmare," she says before hugging you from behind.
You tense up and try to pull away before hesitantly sinking into her embrace, looking up at her. It was enough to make the blonde smile, and give her hope that you would never change, that not even the darkest temptations could change such a warm-hearted creature.
*Line Break*
"My princess! We are soon to arrive in the Kingdom of Arendelle. Approximately, one to two days from arriving time!"
She nods her head thanking him. Her husband came up from behind her. "You know, blondie, I never got a chance to meet the queen of Arendelle."
She laughs, "No, you haven't. But you will soon. Remember, we aren't here for vacation. We are here to discuss battle plans for the upcoming war. I'm not going to let some freak hurt or kill my cousins." She hold up her frying pan, and examines it closely.
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