A/N: Here is to tell you that this chapter is the last... one of Can't we any further? But, after this, it will be a new beginning. Can't you wait for me? is on its way coming to you...

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Chapter Eight

L.A., a place I've heard of but never been to. That would be a great addition to my experiences in my life, though I've live 17 years. This year, I would be a singer, not the clumsy Bella anymore. I don't want people to know me as Isabella Swan, nor Bella. Maybe I will have to change both my first name and last name. Izzy, sometimes people call me that, I think that is cool enough. I will have to get a surname afterwards, I can't use my old one, I don't want people to judge me like a Swan again. I am not that Bella Swan anymore. I will be IZZY from now on.

I get up and go down the stairs. I find Rose and Ali already there. It must be Charlie who let them in.

"Good morning! Girls, this is the last day we will be together before we united again. Pls stay happy and enjoy it." I said.

"Yes, ma'm."

I get the bag Alice is holding. Inside, is a blue tube dress, with a pair of black skinny jeans, 3-inches high heels, and all the other stuff that I need.

"Are you kidding me, 3-inches? I am afraid I would fall and be in the hospital before I am in the airport." I said.

Rose giggles and said, "Bella, you are going to be a star, you should now start practicing wearing high-heels."

I know she is correct, if I were to become a star, I would have to practice from now on. Although I don't want to admit it, but she is really a genius, in clothing.

I go back to my room and get change, but most importantly, I have to write a letter to Edward, I can't face him. Giving a letter to Alice and ask her to give it to Edward will express how I feel, but I will give a phone call to Edward first when I am on the plane.

I find a paper and a pen to start writing. I have been thinking what I should write yesterday night.


Dear Edward,

By the time you receive my letter, I would be going to L.A. You might be so angry with me that you do not even want to be friends with me anymore. Sorry, I did not tell you before, I cannot face you, and that is why you are the last to know this.

You might wonder why I am going to L.A., right. I have been in love with you for years, Edward, if you have not notice that why I was so strange when you are with Tanya. However, probably Tanya does, that is why she was always a bitch to me. I have always thought that you might be just playing around, but when I knew that you are bringing her to see Carlisle and Esme, I knew you are not anymore, you are settling on a particular girl. I cannot stand being there seeing you together happily after. I have to do something, and this is what I think I should do. I have a chance to get to L.A. to become a singer. I have never thought of being one, but after the school anniversary last year, I found that I love singing. I write songs, and sing them. What I sing last year is how I felt for you.

I will be back a year after, I hope you have a happy life with Tanya, although it hurts so much.

I love you,

Bella Swan


I come down stairs after grabbing all the stuffs I need to bring to L.A. I get a bag that Edward has gotten me for the 15' b-day for me to travel to Florida to stay with my mom.

I turn around to look at my bedroom again, the place which contains many memory of the Cullens and I, I will not come back a year after. I will really miss them all.

Charlie has agreed to meet me at the airport. Emmett and Jasper will give me a ride.

When we arrive to the airport, I see Charlie, and go to give him a hug.

"Bells, remember to contact me, when you landed. And phone at least once a week. I will miss you." Charlie said. I am a lot alike to him, always can't express myself clearly. So having Charlie saying something like this makes me happy.

"Bella, We will miss you too, phone us or e-mail us everyday." Alice said.

Rose smiled and said," I will not cry, I will send you away with a smile"

"THz, Rose. Love you."

"Izzy Bee, I will miss you so much, not having you will be a great loss to our family. You are always a Cullen, Bella Cullen." Em says.

I smile, but I knew I would never be a real Cullen. "THz"

Jasper gives me a hug. and whispered to my ear," I will miss you too; you are like a sister to me."

"THz, I don't know what to say except Thanks, you all will me a family to me. Alice, can you do me something, before I go .?" I ask. I have to ask someone to give the letter to Edward.

"Sure, what do you want me to do?"

I hand her the letter, she immediately understand, "Edward's, right?"

I nod my head. "Pls hand it to him, but I will give him a phone call when I am on the plane."

"Okay, I'll help you give it to him."

"Fight 4XXX will be leaving in 30 min," it announced.

"I think it's time to go. Goodbye, I'll see you a year after."

I give them all a hug and leave. I can't glance at them one more time, I am afraid, I would break down. I should stay strong, from now on, I would be myself.

Once I am on the plane, I get out my phone, and breathe heavily before dialing that number, calling to the one person whom I want to see but afraid to see.

"Hi" the velvety sound came into my ears,

I response, " Hi, Edward~"


Haha, hoep you like this chapter... I 've been working on this for a long long time, cus I dunno much of how to write an ending..

As I said, Can't you wait for me? is on its way, it will be a new beginning, EPOV this time. hope you wil still support me.

I am thinking of continuing posting the next part in this story(then I will change the title to"Can't") , but what do you think? or should I begin a new story? I am here thanking all of you who have review. I knew my english is extremely poor!

And to the anonymous reader, thz for what you've told me. I truely like it and thank you from my heart. but pls, can you tell me exactly which part of my english poor? becoz of the grammar? anyway, thank you!!