Hello!
Updates are going to be Tuesdays and Fridays from now on, I need to get this story finished before my son arrives, due date in T minus 11 weeks 4 days.
Also for those interested - Kurt and Sebastians meeting and hook up one shot will be up on Wednesday! It's titled "Nothings Immaculate" Very strict M rating.
Enjoy the Chapter and please review! See you Friday.
October 23 11 weeks and 1 day pregnant
Kurt slipped passed two attractive men exiting Starbucks around noon, scanning the line for Quinn. Apon spotting her he smiled and waved him over.
I'm buying today, Kurt. What are you having?" Kurt thanked her and gave the barista his order and name. They waited for their drinks and pastries before finding a seat by the window.
"So who gave my sonogram to Jacob?" Quinn swallowed a sip of her drink and dabbed her mouth, frowning as her lipstick came off on the napkin.
"Rachel. I cornered Jacob after lunch and told him of he didn't tell me I'd tell coach Sylvester that I caught him peeping in the girls locker room." Kurt quirked his eye brow, Rachel was someone he never really got. She was extremely underhanded and would do anything to get ahead and crush the competition.
"But why? I'm no threat to her. I haven't challenged her in weeks." Quinn shrugged and recrossed her legs.
"I have no idea. But I have Jacob recorded on my cell phone detailing how she approached him. She actually gave him a kiss." Both teens shuddered. The thought of anyone kissing that creep made their skin crawl.
"Well that's sickening. Both the kiss and the fact she tried to pretend like she was my friend."
"Speaking of people pretending to be your friends, there was obviously a lot of talk in the choir room during Glee. The only people who had anything nice to say were Finn, Puck, Brittany and Santana. And obviously myself." Kurt furrowed his brow in confusion,
"Really? Not even Mercedes? What about Sam?" Quinn finished off her skinny latte and took his hand on the table top, Kurt was touched by the gesture; knowing the girl was not big on physical contact.
"Mercedes said she thought you were better than that and that her opinion of you was severely lowered. Sam didn't have anything to say either way. I guess that's better than the others but he didn't stick up for you at all." The two sat in silence for a while, Kurt finishing his drink and wrapping his head around the fact that the people he considered friends were the ones to trash him, or remain quiet and the people he didn't frequently talk to with the exception of Finn were the ones to speak up on his behalf.
"Hey Quinn?"
"Yeah."
"There's something you want to tell me. I can tell." She watched people pass on the side walk as she fiddled with her napkin. Kurt saw her blink away tears,
"Enjoy every moment of this pregnancy. With Beth I just wanted it to be over, I took it for granted. I can't have any more children. Like Shelby there were complications with Beth and it would be extremely dangerous, even life threatening if I were to get pregnant again. So that summer I had a full hysterectomy."
Kurt listened to her tell her story, he couldn't believe she went through that as a teenager. Especially alone. None of the Glee kids contacted her over the summer. Kurt thought back on that summer, he had been doing sets for community theater and shopping. He hadn't been doing anything important, and not once did he think to text Quinn and ask how she was doing.
"Pregnancy is a gift. No matter how old we were when it happened. You're going to be a great dad, Kurt. Don't let anyone bring you down."
Kurt got back home around three, he and Quinn spent time talking and really getting to know eachother. Kurt discovered he had a lot more in common with her than being a teen parent. Kurt let his satchel slip off his aching shoulder and sunk into the couch. He was just about to doze off into a nap when Finn entered the room.
"Hey dude! Where'd you go today? Is Sebastian here?" Kurt opened one eye to focus on his step brother,
"I went for coffee with Quinn."
"Quinn?" Finn sat in the recliner next to the sofa and watched him curiously,
" I didn't know you two were friends." Kurt shrugged and closed his eye again, he could talk or he could watch; he didn't have the energy for both.
"Well we happen to be very similar. And she had something important to tell me."
"Yeah?" Finn turned on the TV and started flipping through channels. Kurt contemplated leaving the conversation where it was, he was sure Finn had no knowledge of what Rachel had done. But something in him said he needed to tell his brother.
"Did you know your girl friend is the one who leaked my sonogram?" Finn was quiet for a few minutes, after a while Kurt opened his eyes and saw a look of complete betrayal on the taller boys face.
"Are you sure?" Kurt sighed, Finn looked completely crushed. Finn had such a good outlook on life, he didn't like to be exposed to the evil in people. Kurt nodded and quietly replied,
"Quinn has it on her phone." Finn sunk deeper into the chair and stared at the floor.
"Dude. I'm so sorry. I don't know why she would do that to you." Kurt stayed quiet and tried to focus on the show that was on, something about a rogue cop. "And I did such a good job of keeping it a secret." Kurt chuckled and nodded,
"You did. Thank you Finn."
Kurt was going through his closet, trying to decide what he should pack and take with him to Dalton. Each boy had his own small closet and four drawer dresser. There were laundry rooms on campus - not that many of the boys did their own laundry, many were wealthy enough to have their house keepers pick up their dirty clothing each week to wash- Kurt however would be using the laundry room because he would only be returning to his home every other weekend.
"Okay so I'm going to need lots of underwear and socks, a weeks worth of pajamas-"
"You could just go comando and sleep naked, I don't think anyone would mind." Kurts eyes rolled into the back of his head as Sebastian made his presense known,
"I thought Carole taught Finn not to let creeps into the house." Sebastian laughed and plopped himself down onto Kurts bed, messing up his neatly folded piles of clothing. Kurt glared at him as he raised his hands in mock surrender,
"Your clothing would have been safe of you had a suitable chair for guests." Kurt simply shook his head and threw one of his favorite sweaters at the boys smirky face,
"At least make yourself useful and pack the things I hit you with."
"Or Sebastian can go hang out with Finn and I can help my boyfriend pack." Kurt thumped his head against the wall in his closet and groaned,
"Does NOBODY call ahead these days? I'm just trying to get my shit packed up." Kurt exited the closet to find Blaine glaring at Sebadtian who was fixed on Kurts bed, gently folding clothing.
"I'd be more than happy to have your help folding, Blaine. Or I can fold and you can put them in the suit case." Kurt pursed his lips, he knew Sebastians fake nice voice by now,
"Well Sebastian, I'm not sure I'm comfortable with you touching my boyfriends underwear."
"Wouldn't be the first time-"
"Hey!" Kurt stepped in front of Blaine as he went to lunge at Sebastian, his face firetruck red.
"Blaine, you're not hitting him. Sebastian, don't say things to get yourself hit. How about both of you go find better things to do today, I'll see you tomorrow when I move in."
"Oh yeah here's your key!" Kurt caught the key Sebastian tossed at him, Really? You thought this was a good time? Blaine is going to fucking snap your neck and I'm going to let him.
Blaine turned his head and stared at the key in Kurts hand,
Blaine-"
"Youre rooming with him?" Blaine turned to him in disbelief, crossing his arms over his chest. Kurt understood the other boys irritation, but it didn't change his feelings of needing to stay close to Sebastian.
"I wanted to room with someone I knew. I'm up at weird hours and vomit apon waking. I need someone who's my friend."
"He's your baby daddy Kurt. That's a little different from a friend."
"Can't it be both?" The tension in the room was heavy, Blaine was the first to move. He grabbed his jacket and car keys, leaving the room without another word. Kurt heard the front door slam and watched out his window as Blaines car peeled out of the drive way.
"That went well." Kurt cocked his head at Sebastian who was casually folding t shirts and placing them neatly into his suit case.
"Youre an ass. You're going to break us up."
"Oh Princess I'd be awfully disappointed if he cracked that easily."
"Dont you have a fuck boy to harass?"
"He's at his mom's in Columbus." Kurt rolled his eyes and tossed a few pairs of jeans at him, he really didn't know why Sebastian suddenly had a boyfriend. Kurt had been bothered by it all weekend, for reasons he himself couldn't quite figure out.
"Are you guys serious?" Sebastian looked up from his folding and grinned,
"What's wrong Babe? Jealous?" Kurt shook his head and put some of his tighter jeans in a pile for goodwill,
"Nope. You asked me so I'm asking you." Sebastian watched his face closely, Kurt carefully tried to hide the burning jealousy that he knew was showing in them. He wasn't good at hiding his emotions anymore, especially in his eyes - they seemed to give away everything.
Sebastians demeanor changed and he put down the pants he was folding. He cocked his head,
"Come here." Kurts shoulders dropped and he knew Sebastian could see his insecurity as he walked to him. Sebastian took his hands and pulled him to stand between the athletes legs. Once Kurt was the closeness Sebastian wanted him Sebastian let go of his hands and moved his them to Kurts belly. Sebastians thumbs moved in soothing circles over the slight protrusion.
"You can't really think any guy could make me forget about you two, do you?" Kurt bit his tongue, trying his hardest to swallow the lump in his throat so he could speak.
"But you're not with me. You're with him. You even said you don't do relationships, but now you do? I'm confused." Sebastian nodded, then rested his forehead on Kurts stomach. He knew exactly why he was with Eli and not Kurt. He knew why he tried so hard to keep Kurt at friend status. Eli could hardly be called his boyfriend, they were more like exclusive fuck buddies, all of Sebastians emotional investments were with Kurt, and that's why he wasn't with Kurt. Sebastian tilted his head up, his lips pressed under Kurts navel, and whispered so that Kurt barely heard him.
"There's nothing to lose with Eli."
Sebastian left shortly after his confession to Kurt. Both boys felt drained, neither knowing what to say or do now. Kurt finished packing up the last of his things and sat on his bed. He didn't know what this meant for the two of them, if anything at all. His phone buzzed next to him with another text from Blaine,
Blaine: Okay I'm sorry for how I acted but do you really have to ignore me?
Kurt sighed and typed out his reply before shutting off his phone,
Kurt: Not everything is about you. I don't feel well. Going to bed.
Kurt showered and dressed in his most comfortable pajamas. He did his usual night time ritual of reading, watching NCIS and rubbing moisturizer on his belly.
He crawled under the covers about two hours after turning off his phone. As he shut off his lamp and closed his eyes he realized for the first time since getting back together he didn't tell Blaine that he loved him.
