Sorry I'm late.....Reallly late, the test and homework have kept me busy for a loooonnnggg while T^T. I still need to figure out the pets of Yaya, Kairi, and Rima. Kukai is now a snake and Nagehiko is the liziard XD.
Playin Around With Hair: Can't Live Without You
*Kiss on the Neck; We belong together
*Kiss on the Lips; I love you.
I slowly rose to my feet as Rima waited, biting her bottom lip. A million thoughts rushed through my mind as I walked towards the closet. My hands shook uncontrolably, as they barley touched the handle. My breathing became heavier as I turned the knob. Ikuto opened the door quickly without hesitation, throwing me to the floor.
Rima stood watching as Ikuto caught me threw open air.
"Are you alright, Amu?" He asked, staring down with caring eyes.
"Y-yeah, I'm fine," I regained my balance, remebering Rima was still there. "Thanks." I turned my back against him. I didn't want to seem so hopeless in front of Rima. A long strange current filled the room as Rima's large honey pools sucked Ikuto in. She obseverved him, walking around him as if he was her pray. Each step she took caused a shiver run down my back.
Rima stood in front of him and stared into his calm midnight blue eyes. She brought his chin down to her level and unexpectedly licked his cheek. I stood in shock as a strange flame of jealousy burned in the pit of stomach. I suddenly felt the urge to take Ikuto away and smack Rima. She pulled away and inspected my reaction.
"I like him." she stated simply. I gasped, rethinking her words in my mind.
"Y-you l-l-li-"
"Not that way but he has something interesting about him. He look somewhat weird though....."
"I'm right here you know." Commented Ikuto trying to gain some attetion.
"And he's cute." Rima added ignoring Ikuto commpletely. He seemed somewhat annoyed at that point. Rima's phone rang suddenly as she skipped towards the window. Her mood changed drasticly as she saw her caller ID."See you, I have to meet up with...someone."
"Your leaving already?"
"Yeah, it's improtant."
"Oh..uh ok bye."
"Bye."
With that she disappered with a lightened smile. I was confused by her attitude changed but happy for her joyful expression. I was brought back to earth when I heard a slight growl. I turned back to see Ikuto placing his hand over his stomach. I had forgotten to feed him. Now I feel that I'm taking care of a cat instead of a beautiful face.
I had made him some simple onigiri as lunch. They dissolved from the plate into his stomach in a split second. I was surprised to see Ikuto act normal for once, it was different. We were back in my room soon with the fear of getting caught. As usual we watched television as he held my hands, playing with my fingers. We were watching ToraDora (I do not own this anime i just love it XD). Soon enough I made some dinner for Ikuto, ignoring the odd looks from the maids, and got my equipment prepared for practice.
My phone rang a few hours later, it was Kukai.
"Hello?"
"Ready for practice?"
"Yepperz!"
"Okay, see you outside."
"Alright." I slipped on my jacket and pulled my bag over my sholders. My hair was tied in a knot, as my bangs slightly covered my face. I was ready, I began to walk towards the door as I felt arms snake around my waist and a face cuddle upon my shoulder. My heart and breathe stopped for a split second as I felt his breathe blow across my ear.
"Where are you going?"
"I'm going to practice."
"What practice?" He nuzzled his face closer to mine.
"Kick boxing. I need to keep in shape."
"Your bea-uti-ful to me. Your perfectly lovely."
"I need to go now." I said, trying to stay as calm as possible. He turned my face to his, placing his hand on eachside of my head. I balance myself against the door, hopint that it would keep me stable. My muscles tightened, causing my breathe to become thick and hard to inhale.
"Did the kiss...." He trailed off as I tryed to catch my breath. It felt as if a cork was shoved down my throat."Did it mean nothing to you?" I was taken by surprise. What lie was he convinceing himself of. Anything he said in this question was nowhere near true.
"No, it was- it was incomprehensible, I've never felt or..." I silenced myself as I drew my face closer to his,"tasted anything like it before." I carefully placed his face in my hands and drew him dangerously close."I want to kiss you more..." I confessed stareing into his painfilled eyes.
"Don't lie to me." He huskly choked out.
"I'm not. It's true, I....I want you to kiss me." It was nervwrecking, affirming my feelings and having them shot down. It made my heart began to peirce needles within itself.
He brought his head down, probably contradicting hinself wether to believe me or not. "I'm not...lying to you." I tried to make him understand.
" I was....just-" I grabbed his face. My sanity was going to leave completey if I didn't change my course of action rught away. I brushed my lips against his, begging he woudn't reject my kiss. He press his against mine, pulling me close. My air became thick syrup, I attempeted to inhale as much air as I could before his lips found their way back to mine. My hands swept through his dark shining blue locks while his hands pulled my waist closer to his.
I felt my thigh vibrate and began to make noise. Kukai was calling no doubt. I thought of throwing my phone to the florr for a while but, what if he came in?
"I really h-have to go n-now." I gasped. Ikuto seemed unsatisfied as he walk across the room and laid down to sleep. The bags underneath his eyes were there since he had first came. I also have kept him up all night.
"Bye beautiful." he murmered as I closed the door slowly behind me.
I released my confusion on the the bag that hung before me. Was he lying? Does he really like? These questions took different forms as I punched and kicked harder and fiercer. Sweat rained down my face as I kicked the bag, causing it to move around in circles. I caught my breathe as Kukai's words drained out from my thoughts. I took my water and devoured every drop. I draped a towel over my head and headed for the refreshing showers.
I slowly striped of my clothing as I walked to my locker. Noone was there this late at noght so I wasn't scared or self concious about any part of me. When there was only sweat to gget rid of, I stepped toward the shower and losened my hair.
I placed on my clothes and walked out. Kukai waited for me outside the doors, patiently. He was staring at the moon from an open window. Kukai wasn't the type of person to daydream, he was the person to act. So what was he doing? I lightly tapped his shoulder, making him gasp slightly.
"I'm sorry, Kukai..."
"No, it was my fault, I was lost." I quickly decided it was late and he was probably tired, nothing more.
"Okay, well than let's go."
I slowly walked in my living room window, snaking through the stairs. If I awoke the maids, they would surley scold me and taddle like five year olds. I creaked open the door, afraid that if I opened too quickly Ikuto would awake or would not be there.
I peeked in to see a handsom figure that had his moonlit face in perfect beauty. His mouth was slightly open as drool oozed slowly. His eyes were closed, and he was facing the ceiling. A perfect Kodak moment....(I don't own kodak). I memorized his features, his body, his calming atmoshere.....Does he really like me??.....My fists clenched as I softly stomped in. I threw my bag to the couch swiftly and observed the sleeping man in front of me.....Was he lying?.......My teeth grinded together. I walked to his side and sat slowly on the side. I stroked his face caringly and he dug and moaned into my touch.
My spine shivered, my eyes widened. That adicting sound was the last thing to hit my ears before I found myself sitting above his chest. My desire hovered over him as my breathe quickened with every passing second. I leaned in as my heart clenched and kept my blood pumping throught my cold body. I froze at his lips...Was I doing the right thing?....Will he wake up? ..... I opened my fearfilled eyes to see the bags beneath his sleeping eyes. This is a good chance, but is it okay? I decided to decline. But before I had the chance to move,words peirced through my eardrum...
"What are you doing?" My breathe and heart quickened to the same rythem..
"I'm sorry I-" My fists clentched to the bedspread as I tried to gain the courage to allow my feelings to be spoken." I c- can't...I can't do it anymore!" I yelled as droplettes of emotion spilled down my cheeks.
He stared for a second, and tugged on my shoulders. I understood and prepared to leave, but he kept me still and pushed me around until I was below his acheing eyes."Neither can I..." He exhaled on my lips, tempting me to come attack.
His hands kept me from moving as he softly bit my bottom lip. My throat closed as I struggled to keep me breathe in a normal pace. I failed with no hesitation in a few seconds. I couldn't take his teasing so I pulled him into my lips, Kissing him as feircely as I possibly could. I didn't need or want to breathe I just wanted to stay connect to his lips for as long as possible.
I felt his tongue brush upon my bottom lip and I allowed his entrance with no regret. He led my tongue out from my mouth, as they eroticly danced. I tried my best to keep calm, but small groans escaped from my throat. Everytime, Ikuto would not quit until he heard it again. Our mouths connected once again, as he licked the sides of my mouth and soon began to kiss my jaw. I moaned as he traced his saliva down my jaw line. Moans and squeaks escaped my mouth as Ikuto went on. Sucking on my neck as I allowed him to go on.
I wanted to stop the embarrassing noises that came from my inner feelings. Ikuto protested and bit down on my skin. He would do so when I paused for a long period of time. Annoyed, I pushed him off and took the position on top. I pinned him down and desperately kissed the beautiful face. His hands caressed my legs as I pulled his shirt to bring him closer. I earned moans from him as I smirked victoriously. My veins filled with energy and my heart began to leap from my chest. He sat up and kissed me softly once.
"I'm sorry..I can't do this..." He spoke softly and delicatley lifted me down. I was silenced by the pain drilling through my chest. Rejection..? He settled down to rest once again as tears again rolled down my reddening cheeks. I was fed up with having to deal with his rules of when we can and can't kiss. This desire was not going away until I was connected with him. I began to sob and regained the courage to confront him.
"Why a-are you so...so cruel?! You only kiss me when you want to and stop when you don't! You're always teasing me and never, not once, told me how you felt!!" The tears rushed down, soaking my bed."Why did you leave, why did lie to me saying you liked me and-" He pulled me into his arms and held me close. He lightly tapped his lips against my forehead.
"I'm so sorry for ever hurting you. I never meant to leave you, I had to go on a trip for my boss. I just wanted to tell you before I left. I couldn't take the thought of leaving you without having some hope you would wait for me. I don't want to hurt you anymore Amu. Which is why we can't be together." He said monotone. My eyes widened to show fear that he would leave.
"You have to leave again...don't you?" I hid my face in his arms.
"Yes. I can't allow you to live with a lie."
"What lie?"
"The lie of us being together. We can't."
"Why not?!" I released from his embrace. He looked away."Why not?!?! Am I not good enough?! Am I to ugly?!Why-"
"Stop!" He turned to face me with weakened eyes."Your perfect! I'm the messed up one!!"
"How!?"
"I've been lying to you! I'm not even supposed to be here!"
"Why not....why?"
"I ran away so I didn't have to go on another trip." His words stoked my heart.
"Why didn't you want to go?"
"I wanted to stay here...with you."
".....you......you d-did?"
"Yes....I still do..." I took his face into my hands and gently smiled. I embrace him so hard I felt I would break him.
"Please don't leave me again!" I dug my nails into his back for support.
"Alright...." We layed in each others arms. When he felt I was asleep he kissed me sweetly and then slept. Holding me tight.
Yayz finished! I wasn't very inspired for a long time although I knew what I was going to right. I had to feel it. Then when I started getting inspired and writing....Tests.....homework.....and fucking mean ass teachers harshed my marshmellow....-_-
Please don't forget to send me ideas about the pets!!
Plz R&R
