She took off her shirt but thats when she realized this was Lucas. Lucas Scott, Brooke's boyfriend. She couldn't do it, even if Brooke was dead she just couldn't do it. She pulled there lips apart, and stared just looked into his crystal blue eyes. They look confused but yet deep down there looked like passions, but there couldn't be passion there she thought. It was too soon after Brooke's death and i am already trying to steal him. Deep down she knew that she wasn't, she wanted this and as far as she could tell so did he but she couldn't admit it to herself yet.
She quickly pushed herself, from under him to the ground. She stay there, with only a bra and pants on, thinking.
Lucas didn't dare say a word, he knew what she was thinking about.
He cleared his throat and started to speak "Pey.." but was quickly cut off by Peyton. "I'm sorry" she said quietly he could tell but the tone of her voice, she was upset again.
"I shouldn't have" she said. "I just got lost.."
"Got Lost?" he asked, placing his arm on her bare shoulder.
She turned her head and glanced up at him, she smiled shyly. "Ya.. in your eyes actually. I just wanted to kiss, so i did. I needed to kiss you, to make it all go away, everything. Just to forget for a little while" she answered truthfully.
Before he could reply she was up and into the bathroom, he knew she wouldn't get out for a while.
He knew everything was going to change now. It would either be very awkward or it would be comfortable and he figured it would be awkward. Why did he kiss her back? he couldn't figure it out. He needed to get out of here for a while. Maybe a walk? he thought to himself.
He walked over to the bathroom door and knocked quietly. "Hey Peyt, i am gonna go for a walk. I will be back" he yelled threw the door hoping she would hear him.
He heard a faint "Okay" come through the door, addressing the question he had just asked.
He walked out the front door, making sure he locked the door behind him and began his walk. He could see the trees in the distance. The wind was cold, but not so cold that you needed a jacket. He sat beside the closet tree, and closed his eyes.
At first he saw the killer, he shook his head, trying to get the figure of that evil human being out of his thoughts but he didn't go anywhere. He opened his eyes and sighed.
Peyton. Peyton Sawyer, the best friend of my dead girlfriend. She kissed me, and i kissed her back. I never felt anything like that with Brooke. It was different with Peyton. Of course a lot of things have changed. I guess ex-girlfriend now? what do i even call her? Brooke Davis, was a funny girl, a playful girl. She was always up for fun. I guess thats what i liked about her
Why did i kiss her back? Why did Brooke get killed? Who was Brooke's killer? Where were they going to go? What was going to happen between him and Peyton? A million questions where running through his head.
The sun was starting to go down, he had been sitting there for about over an hour. Peyton might be getting worried i better head back. He stood up and wiped himself off. When are things going to get easier? he asked himself.
He walked over to their hotel door, and unlocked it. He slowly opened the door and saw Peyton laying on the bed, wearing a pair of his boxers and a shirt. She had tears pouring down her face, the television was on. "You okay?" Lucas asked her, well glancing at the television. "Ya, i just decided to watch a movie and i guess it was a stupid move to watch because there was a funeral in it and it made me think about Brooke. It made me think Luke. We aren't going to be there for her funeral, we aren't going to be there" she cried. He sat down on the bed and pulled her closely into him.
Her head was resting on his lap. She quickly stopped crying. Lucas was drawing little circles on her back, it really helped.
She closed her eyes, and she was scared because she thought she would see him but instead it was just black. She sighed.
"I'm sorry about earlier Luke. Can we just pretend it didn't happen? we can just stay friends, like it has been for the past week" she asked, well trying her head to look at him.
"Anything you want, darling" he replied, well leaning down to kiss her on the forehead.
She smiled. Lucas turned off the light and positioned her up so her head was against the headboard. He lifted the blanket up from under her and put it on top of her.
"Luke, you know i could have done that myself" she told me.
"I know, but i just wanted to do it for you" he replied smiling.
He slowly went under the blankets also. They where face to face. Lucas felt like he should kiss her, so he leaned in and quickly changed his mind and kissed her on the forehead.
"Good night Luke" she said to him in a very low, sleepy voice.
"Good night Peyt" he replied, as he closed his eyes and tried to sleep.
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Peyton was tossing and turning. Every time she would turn she would wake up, it really made her angry. She was sure she would wake up Lucas sooner or later.
She looked over at the clock 4:00 a.m. Wow this sucks she thought.
She had only been sleeping maybe two hours a night since it happened. Sleeping was hard for her. It was either her seeing him when she closed her eyes or she would see her. It was horrible. If she didn't get sleep soon, she would end up sick, she knew that but she couldn't help it.
She sighed as she turned over again, open to face him, his eyes were open. She looked at him in shock to see that his eyes were open.
"can't sleep?" he asked her.
"no" she said well giving him a sad look.
"its gonna be alright right?" she asked him.
"it has to be" he replied.
He reached over and hugged her. They didn't let go this time, they just stayed like that. He smiled as he smelt her hair. God, he loved that scent. He closed his eyes and quickly fell asleep.
She could hear him snoring lightly in her ear. She
giggled a little. She quickly wiggled around and made herself comfortable and fell asleep with her face buried in his chest. He smelt so amazing, that was her last thought before falling asleep.
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