Sorry this took too long guys!

I sat in third period, finding it pretty damn hard to focus on Factoring Polynomials in my current condition. After shoving every box in Ezra's car and a few pieces of Ella's best jewelry, fuck you I deserved it, I told him I needed to get away from all of it for a few hours and asked him to drop me off at school. I still couldn't believe Ella kicked me out. Over a man. Regardless, that man was Ezra, but still. I had never realized till this point what a weak whore my mother was.

"How are you?" He had eased in the car.

I sniffed lightly, "Numb . . ." I answered easily, turning to him, "I don't know if I can do this. This is the craziest thing I've ever done. It was hot and wild at first and now . . . now I'm just sick."

Ezra reached over and lightly stroked the back of my hand. A shuddered back from his touch, even though inside I craved it. "Please forgive me, Aria. If I hadn't come into your life . . ."

"If you hadn't come into my life, I might not have ever known this feeling. Don't denote yourself of that. Ever. Okay?" He forced an impish grin on his face and nodded. I called Byron, told him the whole story, and he told me he would come soon.

"Dad, don't worry about it. I'm staying with a friend for a few days. No rush, okay?" I had sighed.

"Well . . . okay sweetie. But I'll try to work something out. I can't believe this."

Tears swelled in my eyes, "Daddy, don't hate me, please."

I heard him scoff on the other end, "Aria, I couldn't be any degree of mad at you for this. I love you so much, Pookie Bear."

I laughed at the nick name and, for thirteen milliseconds, forgot everything. "Love you, too, daddy."

I'm snapped back to the present when Hanna nudges me and I looked over at her. 'What happened?' she mouthed. I waved her off. She could wait till lunch. Brrriiinnggg . . . Okay, so now. "Ari?" she tapped my elbow as I speed-walked to my locker. "Damn it! What is going on with you?" Hanna whisper-yelled, super pissed. I pressed my forehead against the metal door, letting the cold spread around me.

"My mom kicked me out." I breathed.

It was very quiet and I had assumed Hanna left but I just glanced at her to see her mouth opening and closing like a fish. "Because of Ezra?" No 'I'm so sorry' or 'what a bitch!', just a 'Because of Ezra?'. What loyalty she exuberates.

I sniffed and nodded. "My life is shit Hanna. My mom kicked me out and I'm living with Ezra right now but my da-"

"You can't do that!" Hanna's voice rose several octaves. I glared at her, beyond furious she was trying to tell me what to do at a moment like this.

"Why not?" I shot back. She rolled her eyes.

"Aria it's bad enough you got with your mom's boyfriend in the first place, but now you're living with him? Not only is that semi-illegal but now you will NEVER get back in her good graces!"

I'm sure my eye color went from violet to red as a shook with violent rage, "First of all, who the FUCK are you to tell me how to live my life? You bulimic, bleach blonde slut! And second, I don't give to shits what my mother wants, let alone the she wasn't good enough for Ezra. You are the one person I expected to understand me but I can see even you aren't going to be there for me. Goodbye, Hanna." Tears sliding down my cheeks, I ran out of the door's back exit.

I slid hard against the brick foundation, ragged breaths ripping from my chest, and fumbled for my cell. I thought about Ezra. The unofficial love of my life. But what really was he. Was he worth losing my world. As I stared at the phone's hard shell I realized whether he was or not, I had indeed lost that world which had been so sacred to me. I closed my eyes and dialed the all too familiar number.

"Daddy? I know what I said but I really need you right now. Please . . . just pick me up at the Jersey Transit in Hamilton. About three hours from now, okay? I love you, too." Like I said, my life is shit.

I know this was really bad but I am losing touch with this story! IDEAS PLEASIES THAKIES!