Alice could feel the burning in her skin and she wanted nothing more than to claw it out of her. To scream but no sounds could leave her mouth. She could hear someone talking the distant and she knew she would frown a bit at the sounds of their voices, well if she could frown, because they all sounded anxious. She didn't understand why. What's wrong? She wanted to ask but she couldn't and it was pissing her off.
"I do not understand why she isn't moving. Not screaming." Jasper said with a frown as he gently stroked Alice's pale cheek. "I've witnessed plenty of transformations and I never seen this."
Carlisle sighed and ran his fingers through his hair. "Maybe it has to do with the treatments her father gave to her before she was bitten. I am not sure my son but she should be waking up soon. Stop worrying."
"Yeah Jasper. Alice is strong. She's going to be okay." Rosalie said as she rubbed Jasper's shoulder gently.
Jasper. Alice repeated in her head. She liked his name very much. It sounded very familiar. She wanted to open her eyes to see this Jasper. She knew she would like what she saw very much but she couldn't open her eyes. Not just yet. But soon so stop worrying Jasper.
Edward blinked and he laughed a bit. "Well I can hear her now. She said for you stop worrying Jasper." He smirked over at his brother as he held Bella close.
"Of course she did. Hey Ali-Baby." Jasper said with a bright smile as he got her hand.
Ali-Baby? Oh yes. She must be me. I am her. That's an odd name. But he says it nicely so it must be true. Alice thought as she felt the burning diminishing. She knew she was going to open her eyes soon. She was just scared at what was waiting on the other side of them.
Edward frowned a bit as he read Alice's thoughts. "That's weird."
"What's weird, dear?" Esme asked as she came into the room with a full length mirror.
"Alice..she seems well confused." Edward started but before he could say anything he looked to her.
Alice shifted a bit on the bed she had been laid on and she slowly opened her eyes. She hissed a bit at the brightness and clarity of everything but she didn't cover her eyes. She slowly sat up and she smiled at the first person she saw.
"Alice." Jasper breathed out as he watched pixie vampire sit up to look at him.
"Alice." Alice repeated as she tilted her head. "Ali-baby..Jasper." she said as she swung her legs around and stood up on her feet. She smiled even more as she took a little step. "I am Alice."
Jasper frowned as he stood up, he looked to Carlisle and then Edward with an confused expression on his face, he got her hand gently. "Alice. Are you okay?"
Alice felt his hand in her own and she knew it was familiar and it was nice and she liked it very much. "I'm okay." She repeated with a nod of her head. "I am Alice and you..you." she closed her eyes tightly as she struggled to get it. She knew him! She knew him and she knew he was very important to her. "You are.." her bottom lip trembled as she opened her eyes to look at him.
"Carlisle! What's going on?" Rosalie demanded as she looked to her father.
Carlisle held up a hand to her as he moved to Alice and crouched down to her level. "Alice. Honey, tell me what you know." He had a theory but he wasn't sure if he was correct. He was hoping that he wasn't correct.
"I know..I know." Alice rubbed her head and she frowned deeply.
Jasper frowned as he watched her and felt her distress he subtly sent her calming emotions.
Alice relaxed a bit and she looked to Carlisle. "I know I am Alice. Ali-Baby. I know I woke up here and it's rather nice place. I know about Jasper. I know him and I love him very much. I just don't know him." Alice whispered as she looked down to her hands.
Jasper's eyes widen a bit as he looked down to her. "Alice. What do you mean?"
"I can't remember anything. Everything is so dark and lonely and..and.." Alice stopped talking as her whole body tensed and she cried out as she clenched her head and fell to the ground.
"What's happening!" Jasper exclaimed as he picked her up and cradled her to his chest, struggling to send her calming emotions.
"She's having a vision. It's us she's seeing us hunting. It's flashing pretty quickly. Her visions seem to be more intense than when she was human." Edward replied as he studied Alice's head.
Alice calmed in his arms before she jumped up and pressed herself hard against the wall as she stared at the Cullens.
Jasper could sense her fear and he frowned. "Ali-baby it's okay."
"No it's not okay! You drink blood and hurt animals." Alice said in a trembling voice as her eyes darted around the room. "I got to get out of here. I gotta find Jasper. He needs me. I need him." She muttered more to herself than to the others in the room. With a blink of an eye Alice had leapt from the open window and went running.
"Alice!" Jasper called as he rushed over to the window.
"We have to find her and get her before she runs into humans." Esme said worriedly as she rushed towards the window.
Everyone agreed and they jumped out the window and followed her scent.
Jasper ran after her scent and let him focus on that. It was much better than focusing on the fact that his Alice didn't know he was Jasper. She had forgotten him and it hurt. He frowned as he slowed to a stop as he smelt blood. "Oh Alice." He breathed as he got to a campsite.
Alice sat on a bench with her knees to her chest and her clothes covered in blood. She was dry sobbing hard as she clutched a man close to her chest. Two other humans lay on the ground dead and bloody. "I c-couldn't stop myself. I k-killed them." She sobbed as she clutched the dead man close to her chest.
Jasper went over to her and carefully pulled the body from her hands and lifted her up into his arms. "Shh it's okay. It happens sometimes."
Alice buried her face into his chest and continued her dry-sobs.
Jasper looked to his family with slightly wide eyes. He had no clue what to do in this situation.
"Take her home and get her cleaned up. We'll take care of this." Carlisle said gently. "Try and explain this to her. She is going to need a lot of help."
Jasper nods his head slowly before he turned and walked back through the trees and to his house. He sang softly to Alice as he walked through the trees. He listened as she slowly calmed down to just light sniffles. "There, there darlin everything is going to be fine. I'm here and I got ya." He whispered against her head as he got inside the house and went to the bathroom. "I'm going to get ya cleaned off okay?" he said as he sat her on the counter.
"Just don't leave me." Alice whispered as she looked down to her bloody hands.
"Never." Jasper whisper as he kissed her head. He then went about wiping the blood from her skin and changing her into a pair of Esme's jogging pants and one of his t-shirts. He knew Alice wouldn't be caught dead in an outfit like this and the thought alone made him crack a little smile as he changed her as modestly as he could. He snuck in a view glances but did he best to uphold the Southern upbringing he had. Once she was clean and changed he tilted her head up to look into her eyes. "Darlin. Mistakes like those happen all the time. Especially for a newborn like yourself. No one here is going to judge you for it or hold it against you."
Alice nibbled her bottom lip and nods her head as she whispered. "Okay. I'm not human anymore am I?" she wasn't even sure if she was ever human. She hadn't the slightest clue who she was but she hoped this blonde before her could help her figure it out.
(ehehehehehehehe you guys didn't expect this little twist did ya? Lol Because I sure didn't I just started typing and this is what I came up with. So I hope you like it. As always enjoy and review)
(I obviously don't own Twilight….just having a little fun with the characters.)
