A|N: hello's, after it read a review i realized how much more I could do with this story and I was super inspired to write this chapter. WARNING: this chapter contains a serious amount of SMUTTTTTTT! So yea enjoy (:

PS: I don't own boondock saints and all that jazz xP


The relationship I had with Connor and the one I had with Murphy were too entirely different things. The love each of the gave me were very different. Connor was more comfort and fun. While Murphy was more compassion and kindness. If I couldn't find something in one brother I knew I could find it in the other.

And I knew eventually they would want something from me in return.


It had been two weeks since we've got home from Ireland. The boys had went back to their business and life was back to normal. Connor and Romeo had left early that day to take care of some 'business'. Emily decided it would be the perfect opportunity for more alone time with Murphy.

Murphy had been in the shower. Emily; dressed in her pajama shorts and a t-shirt, was cleaning up the speakeasy as she waited for him to go out. The plan that they made had been to go out to lunch together. When he finally finished showering he came back to the speakeasy with nothing but a towel around his waist, still drenched from head to toe. "Hey Em do we have more towels? I'm still soaked." Murphy rummaged around the room looking for another towel.

From the corner of her eye she watched him move around in only his towel. She finished cleaning the few dishes she had been working on and went to help him out. "Yeah there should be one around here somewhere." Emily walked over to Murphy to show him were the towels were. As she approached him she could pick up weird vibe from him. There was a feeling in the room she's never noticed before. Murphy's eyes were glued to Emily as she moved. She found him another towel and brought it to him. She got right in front of him as she handed him the towel. "Here." Her eyes wandered from his face down to the tattoo on his chest, then down to the towel he was already wearing. She noticed then water that still trickled down his chest down to his waist. Emily could feel her heart pounding faster as she watched the water drip down his body. This was a sensation she hadn't felt before when she was alone with one brother.

"Thanks." Murphy slowly reached out for the towel and when he grabbed it he felt that he had unintentionally grabbed Emily's hand as well. His eyes had been stuck on Emily's lips. Ever since that night at the bar he hadn't been able to keep his eyes off them.

There was a powerful tension in the room that they could both feel. They stood there stared at each other for a while. Then as Murphy took the towel from Emily's hand the one tied behind his was dropped to the floor. Soaked from all the water it had been absorbing. Emily couldn't help herself but look down to below Murphy's waist where the towel was no longer. Murphy watched her eyes wander down his body down to the source of his tension. After a few minutes Emily's cheeks got red once she realized she'd been staring, and as her eyes made her way back up Murphy's body she awkwardly coughed to clear her throat. "Guess you should put the towel-."

Before she could continue her sentence Murphy had leaned forward and his lips had found their way to hers. He dropped the towel she had gave him and slowly moved his hand to her face. Moving it from her cheek to the back behind her head and pulled her closer, trying not to break the kiss they were both still lost in. He moved his body as close as he could as he let his second hand move from her thigh slowly up to her waist. Emily could feel him throbbing threw her pajama shorts as he pushed his body against hers. When he finally pulled away to catch his breath, Murphy was staring intently into Emily's eyes as he watched her try to catch her breath. He rested his forehead against hers as he whispered to her softly. "I need you."

"Are you sure?" Emily asked through her heavy breathing. She had been lost in his blues since he let go of the kiss, trying to figure out where it came from.

Murphy raised an eye brow to her response, "I love ye Em, don't I? Besides if yer our girl I don't see why not."

"And Connor?" Emily's look grew serious. She didn't want to ruin her relationship with the boys but it didn't take away from the fact that she's never really been with any of them, and It had been too long since the last time a man made her feel good.

His smug smile was complemented by a scoff, "He'll get his chance." Murphy's hand slipped down her neck to her back and into her shorts as he pulled her closer by her bare skin. "But today yer mine." Murphy moved in again for another kiss and this one had felt much more passionate. It was like he was trying to steal her breath away by the way he pulled her into it. Emily moved both her hands behind her neck as she pulled him closer. Every kiss he gave her made it harder for Emily to breath. She could start to feel her knees giving up and her body become weak. Without really thinking about it he lead her back to their bed. He moved his hands out of her shorts and into her shirt as he started to pull it up and off her body. He dropped her shirt to the floor by the bed as he leaned her slowly on to the bed and climbing on top of her. Emily wasted no time pulling her bra over her head and throwing it on the floor. Murphy moved back in for another kiss, purposely pushing his body on hers. He knew she could feel his growing hardness as he pushed his body as close as he could to hers.

Emily tried to catch her breath between every kiss as she tried to wrap her mind around what exactly was going on. Murphy placed a single kiss n Emily's neck and then started to trail his tongue slowly down her neck down to her chest. His fingers dug into her waist as his tongue met the space between her breast. As her his tongue moved lower Emily couldn't help but to let out a moan. Knowing Connor and Romeo could very well come home at anytime, Emily reached her hand down and pulled her shorts off taking her underwear with them. It had been a too long since she had been naked in a bed with him. Once they were off she moved her hand to Murphy's face and pulled him back up her body. As her eyes met his blues she gave his another quick kiss followed by a smile. "If you don't mind, maybe we can cut to the chase?"

He could feel the corner of his mouth just slightly. "Bossy aren't ye?" Murphy wasted no time finding his way in her and being he was still wet from his shower made the task all the more easier. He dug his head into her shoulder as he thrusted into her, moving in and out slowly. He was teasing her with ever motion of his hips as he moved farther away and then back in much closer then before. Emily bit down on her lip almost hard enough to make her self bleed. Her tightened arms around his back while her fingers dug into the tattoos he had back there. She moved her legs wrapped around his was and then suddenly could feel herself reaching her climax. Her moans getting louder with every movement of Murphy's body into hers.

Then once she felt her body couldn't take it anymore: she released. The moment he could feel her wetness he started to move into her faster. Slamming his body more into her with every thrust. She could feel his hardness throbbing inside of her. Murphy's heavy breathing was a clear sign he was getting closer to his breaking point. His arms wrapped around her back pulling her body as close as he could to his as he pushed in for one more good thrust and with that his breaking point was reached. He fell on top of her panting. Both of them trying hard to regain their breath. Murphy lifted his head up over hers and moved in for one more kiss. He could feel her mouth form a smile as they let the kiss linger for a few minutes. When he broke away, Emily's smile grew bigger. "Well...that was quite impressive. What came over you today?"

"Ye weren't so bad yer self." Murphy chuckled as Emily reached around to hit the backside of his head. "And ye know I didn't have to do that. I was feeling quite spontaneous today."

Her eyebrows scrunched as she looked intensely at him, "You started it you can' be complaining about it now."

Murphy laid his head on her chest as he pulled a sheet over the both of them, "I'm not complaining. Ye were definitely worth every moment of it."

"And what do we tell Connor?" Emily asked him making him raise his head up again.

Murphy could only shrug his shoulders. "Nothin'. He'll get his time with ye soon enough. And knowing him he'll figure it out eventually."

Emily wrapped her arms around Murphy as their legs intertwined. She smiled as she gave his a kiss on his forehead. "I love you."

"I love ye too Em. Now let us sleep, please?" Murphy grumbled as he put his head back down and closed his eyes, leaving the both of them to drifted off to sleep.


Love knows no boundaries. This goes double for the love I have for Connor and Murphy. Sometimes I worry how people would look at me or try to judge me if they would see the relationship I had with these boys. Still they are my boys, I can't help but to love them both. This bond that we all share is priceless and it is what I live for. I love my boys and they love me. That is final.