Hello dearies,

Sorry this is a bit late, I had other things on my plate and I wanted to keep the mood on this one.

The tone of my stories relays heavily on my state of mind...

Trigger warning for this one so be warned my dears.


My head was throbbing and my vision was black. My eyes refused to open and my ears were humming. I felt scared, like I was a little girl again. A whimper escaped my mouth and my hand griped what felt like sheets.

"Calm down," I heard from somewhere beside me. Calm down? Calm down! I could feel my breathing become rapid. Flashes and bits of memories flew by so fast I couldn't breathe. My instincts were to start thrashing. It didn't last long. Strong hands pinned my wrists and ankles down. I screamed out a loud 'no please don't!' as my most feared scene unfolded before me.

-Flash back-

I was young, about 12, my body barely begun maturing. I lay naked; bruises covered my body at various stages of healing. A dark figure stood before me. He too was naked. I whimpered as one of his large hands held my wrists up above my head. He forced his way between my legs and I let out a blood curdling scream as he took the only thing I had left to break.

-End flash back-

My eyes blinked open and I saw white above me. The room was cold. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. All seemed calm and silent. I liked that. Slowly I let out the breath I took and opened my eyes as I set up. The door opened just as I looked up to it. A maid jumped slightly before closing the door again. I heard running and the door opened again. A doctor entered along with the queen. She closed the door behind her as the doctor took a look at me. Elisabeth slowly made her way towards me. I felt the doctor examine my hands and feet.

"All seems well my queen," he said and moved out the way so she could stand before me.

"Good, now leave and close the door behind you," she said and he did as told.

"Elsa, are you alright?" I blinked at hearing my name.

"I was not aware that you knew me real name Elisabeth," I said and she sighed moving to sit beside me.

"I know a lot of things," she whispered and my skin crawled with unease.

"You gave my daughter quite a fright, she seems to care a lot for you," I sensed venom in her soft voice. I felt like I'd been stripped bare, a mere pawn in front the merciless queen. We stood in front the other, I could not move, she had the upper hand. I felt the back of her fingers brush against my cheek.

"I know so much, it would frighten you," she whispered and I willed myself not to flinch as she kissed my temple, her hand gripping my head, forcing me closer.

"I know everything about you," she purred and I closed my eyes. I dreaded that.

"I knew the man that damaged you," my eyes flew open and I stared at her. I saw that darkness again. My body moved on its own. I gripped the sheets and moved away from her as fast as I could, my breathing rapid again. The room got even colder. I saw it now. After three years of denying it, I saw it now. The eyes, they do not lie. It was unmistakable, how could I have been so blind?

"He was my brother," she said and I covered my ears. I didn't want to hear this. I didn't want to know.

"Granted, we were never fond of one another, so I don't blame you for killing him. His methods were unnecessary," I could feel the room get even colder as snowflakes started to fall.

"He let his perverted side dominate him, all he had to do was put you in your place so you would do as the royal family said. Use your ice powers to enhance battle in war," she said and I shook my head, the bed slowly getting covered in ice. She stood and I cowered.

"You will do as I say Elsa, no matter what it is. Do it for your son, he is my nephew after all," she turned and walked out the room, leaving me to break down into sobbing as the room started turning into a blizzard.

It took hours before I was all cried out. My body so tired that the ice melted away. I had managed to crawl back in under the covers and curl up. I did not sleep, but my body was forced to rest. I knew it too good to be true, that I would be so easily rid of my hell. I stood and dressed myself once my energy was back. I'm only doing this for Sven. He deserves the best even if that means his mother needs to become a monster.

If that is what it takes, I will do it.

Setting a stern face and clenching my jaw, I walked to where I knew Elisabeth would be waiting for me.

The library.

I opened the door and she turned look at me.

"For the sake of my son, I will do as you say," my voice was devoid of emotion as I bowed down onto one knee in front of her. My head hung low as I held a fist against my chest.

"I am yours to command as you will," I said and she stroked her fingers through my hair.

"Good, the time will come when I ask you to strike, but till that time presents itself, you are to pretend all is well," she said and I nodded before standing.

"As you wish my queen," I almost hissed and she pressed herself up against me.

"Don't be so sour Sir Ivar," she purred and kissed me. I gripped her back pulling her close. A thin layer of sharp ice grew from my palm behind her. I could end her now; spare the pain in the future.

"Mother?" We pulled apart and I retracted the ice blade. In the door way stood Princess Anna.

"Ah Anna, glad you made it," Anna refused to look me in the eyes. My heart hurt and I knew this was part of the queen's plan. We both knew Anna possessed none of her and that man's darkness. She was an innocent like the king and Kristoff. I let my eyes drop.

"I will go check on the preparations on my armour," I said and walked past them both.

Nothing is ever easy in this world.


There ya have it!

Some secrets revealed!

Shout out to...

Lord West Gordon - I do try haha and now you can see how even more evil she is. I try to keep some things the same as their actual plots. I like Hiccup I think I'll use him as witty banter for Merida...also...dragons...no magical story is complete without dragons...hint hint...

BlossomCharms - People that really know me are conserned that I have a crush on an animation...screw them not my fault she perfect...Yes Hiccup is in the story and I do have plans with him *coughs* dragons *coughs* Yes that guy is a huge sicko and I hate it too, nothing breaks my heart more...

Well till next time!

X3