He he. There now I think I'll give this to them as a little present. Hmm? Yes indeed.
What on Earth was wrong with him? I can't believe this. Ciel was dressed as a girl. He swore he would never do so after Viscount Druitt's ball. Yet here he was smiling in welcome. A warm smile, a smile I had been trying to coax from him. A smile that I thought never to see again after what I had done. Why was he not angry at me?
"My lord?" I asked in wonder. Drat, it came out almost squeakish betraying my apprehension. Too late now.
"Ah Sebastian, you're back!" He ran to me and grabbed my hands swinging me as Lady Elizabeth did to him once spotting him. Really, what had happened while I was away? "I missed you so much!"
My mouth fell open and I was completely helpless from stopping it. Where was my lord? Who was this imposter, this…this…? Lady Elizabeth must be here. Oh God let her be the cause of this. If this was the result of what I had done, let it be undone, let me turn back time to undo it. I missed him, the cold personality that tried to hide his warm blood. That I understood. This…what have I done? Well hopefully it was Lady Elizabeth., the girl whom I hated above all. The threat to the possibility of Ciel being mine. It certainly would be a good excuse to use to kill her but that would not be quite fair, their marriage was arranged but perhaps they were too much like siblings for it to truly work.
"My Lord, is Lady Elizabeth here?"
"No silly, I just felt like having a tea party. And now that you're here I can put you in some cute clothes I bought for you."
Oh sweet hell. Was it…? Did he think…perhaps he thought that I desired him as a girl or…I've made quite the muck of things? Was I really that much of a pedophile? Wait…I don't think I want that answered. Odd, for a demon like me to care so much for something,… besides getting a soul. And of course it had everything to do with how long I'd been in the human world; it was simply rubbing off on me nothing more.
"Are you feeling alright, master?" Please be some drug.
"I'm perfectly fine, Sebastian. Now it's time for you to wear those cute clothes. They're in your room. Go put them on.
Of course going in there I found a lovely outfit. Surprising it was quite nice, both to my tastes and no doubt Lady Elizabeth's. It was much like my own current outfit but in red, such a lovely color, with faux red roses. Normally the roses would have been so…wrong on something for a male but on this they made such perfect sense. Kudos to whoever had created it.
And back out I came dressed to perfection. I could see the way my master looked at me, see the desire running behind those precious eyes. Ah why was I a demon trying to be noble? It simply made no sense but it would be this way. Be this way until I was sure that it was not some pesky hormones or…or something else. I would not let him make a split second decision on something so ultimately important.
Ciel seemed to shake himself out of it, and putting on the brightest smile he had said," Sebastian you look so cuuuuute!"
I could barely hold the shiver back, or maybe I wasn't quite so successful. One part horror and one part amusement. My, my, I'm surprised my lord nearly mimicked Lady Elizabeth's voice exactly.
"My Lord…" From there I remember nothing but a shadow and Ciel's wide eyes, the expression on them nothing quite short of surprised horror.
