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Chapter 8

A beautiful piano was playing while I looked at my reflection. My face has gotten paler than normal, my brown eyes slowly having red in it, and my hair was starting to become lighter. This whole ordeal doesn't make any sense and I'm simply starting to get scared.

The beautiful piano was still playing and it got me curious to who was playing it. I exited my room to follow that music down this hallway. Once I open the door to that room, I saw Laito playing on this piano with a smile on his face.

"Lai-chan?" I questioned.

He continued playing, but replied, "Why, hello there, Akira-chan. I'm thrilled that we ran into each other here."

I narrowed my eyes at this familiar tone, when a song entered my head. This song didn't sound like anything from Laito's piano, so why am I remembering this song at all. I moved forward to touch the piano closing my eyes, and before I knew it... I was singing.

"Sweet dreams are made of this

Who am I to disagree?

Travel the world and the seven seas

Everbody's looking for something

Some of them want to use you

Some of them want to get used by you

Some of them want to abuse you

Some of them want to be abused"

I stop singing to slowly open my eyes to be greeted with three pairs staring at me. I didn't even notice that Kanato and Ayato were even here, or that Laito stop playing the music.

"Kana-chan, Aya-chan, Lai-chan," I spoke softly to ask, "I must ask, who is the woman in the purple and black dress?"

Their eyes widen even more to look down sadly besides Ayato, who continue staring at me.

"You first start remembering a song for so long, and now you suddenly ask about her," He spoke hatefully talking about that woman.

"Cordelia-mama!"

I must know more about her. I want to know what happened to her, and maybe she can help me find my memories.

I looked up at Ayato narrowing my eyes, "Please tell me. I must know what happened to her. If anything, she can help me find my memories-"

"She can't!" Kanato shouted suddenly.

"I'm sorry, Akira, but she can't help you. For she is..." Ayato looked at me seriously, "Dead."

In those words, my whole vision changed and I'm seeing something I wish I never had.

*Vision*

"Ahhhhhh!" The lady, Cordelia-mama, was screaming with blood coming out of her chest, "Ayato."

The dress was staining her dress to back up the stairs glaring at Ayato. Ayato was smiling to look over at his clothes.

"What a shame, it's ruined now," Ayato states, not caring at all, "And I really like this shirt too. It's soaked in your blood, mom," Ayato moved his hand that was covered in his Cordelia's blood to his mouth, "Your blood tastes so sweet, but...Akira's was better."

My eyes widen as I looked at this scene to have Cordelia whisper, "Akira..."

"Though, I suppose for now, yours is delicious, "Ayato moved his hand from his face to show blood going down his chin and his green eyes glowing, "I want more."

Cordelia looked scared to quickly turn around running up the stairs with Ayato's laughter in the background. I followed her to see her lean against the hallway wall with blood on it. Every step she took just showed a trailed of blood on the floor or on the wall. She slammed the doors open for me to hear piano music.

"Laito...Laito..." Cordelia says in pain reaching for him.

"Oh no," Laito replied, still playing the piano, "What's the matter?"

"It's Ayato," Cordelia spoke hatefully, "He's torturing me! Even remind me of the lost Akira!"

"Akira-chan..." Laito whispered to ignore it, "Wow, really? Well, I knew this would happen sooner or later."

"Laito, I command you to help me!" Cordelia commands scared.

There was sounds from the window to scare Cordelia looking around the room.

"Ayato has come for me. He has come to kill me!" Cordelia says with eyes of fear.

"That isn't Ayato. That's just the wind." Laito confirms.

They were looking at window to see a branch just harmlessly banging on the glass. Laito's and Cordelia's connected for him to smile.

"I'll keep you safe," Laito states.

My vision changed to see that I was in the room when I first saved Yui. The woman was leaning against the balcony looking up at the red moon as before. Laito entered the room to have Cordelia turn to look at him.

"Have you driven Ayato away from me?" Cordelia asked softly.

"Yes. He's gone," Laito replies with smile on his face.

"I knew I could depend on you, Laito," Cordelia spoke happily, "Say Laito, do you know a girl named Akira."

"Akira?" Laito questioned, narrowing his eyes at her.

"I can still remember the way she is, everything about her. That child was brought her by your father, and she was given a title. A title that even her mother. I really do love that little girl." Cordelia smiled remembering the little girl, "Her smile was like my own light." She smiled to lean closer to Laito, "Thought, its not the same kind of love with you, Laito."

"Do you love me more than anyone else?" Laito asked moving towards her.

"Yes," Cordelia says without hesitation.

She moved her bloody hand to Laito with her usual smile.

"You never change, do you?" Laito says helplessly.

He was finally in front of her, grabbing her hand looking straight down at her.

"Laito, I love you," Cordelia spoke softly, "I mean that."

Laito's eyes narrowed to surprise me by the sudden shove he gave to her. I watched as she fall all the way down on a bush filled with roses. They were know all stained with her blood.

"Now you are mine, for eternity, and...you won't hurt Akira-chan," Laito whispered walking away.

My eyes widen to face Laito's back, but was moved again to be facing Kanato's back. He was holding a candelabra with purple fire on.

"Mother, what's wrong?" Kanato ask looking down at her holding Teddy, "There's a hole in your chest, Mother."

A hole?

Kanato lean down putting the candelabra on the ground, "Wake up, mother," He touched her hair, "I wonder where your hair went? Help me look for it. C'mon. Are you dead, mother?" He touched her forehead leaning even closer, "You're so cold...and so wet. Mother, you must be freezing. I'll warm you up."

Kanato grabbed the candelabra and pointed the fire on Cordelia having her burn. My hands went to my mouth watching her burn with purple fire.

"Now, doesn't that feel warm, mother? C'mon, tell me you're getting warmer," Kanato started laughing watching her burn, "You deserve this mother! I won't let you speak ill of Akira or hurt her!"

Kanato's laughter made me realize one thing and the thought that I have makes me hate knowing. They all killed her to...protect me.

*end vision*

My tears were streaming down my cheeks with my hand on my mouth. I step back to look at Sakamaki triplets for all of this was getting too much. Why? I turned around running away to hear them shout my name.

I didn't care for all of this was too much.

The one person who I thought can help me is dead. The one person to get my memories is dead. The one person who changes everything is dead.

I continued running, not caring anymore, not worrying anymore.

All this sadness, all this pain, how can they handle this? How can they do this? All I want are my memories, but I'm so terrified that I won't get them. If that one person is dead, then I shouldn't be here.

Through my feeling and thoughts, I bumped into someone to look up seeing Subaru.

"Suba..."

I stop saying his name for when his eyes connected with mine. He figured out that I knew what the triplets have done to Cordelia. I chuckled to look down as more tears start going down.

"You knew...you knew the whole time. The one person who can actually help with my memories dead! You spoke nothing about it!" I shouted at him.

"Akira..." Subaru spoke surprised.

"Why did you give me that knife," I cut him off, "That knife kills vampires and not only that...I am a vampire," Subaru walk away but I stopped him by grabbing his hand.

In seconds he slapped my hand off of him to glare straight at me.

"Stay away from me! Come any step closer and I'll destroy you," Subaru spoke with narrowed eyes.

"No, I don't believe that," I spoke softly glaring at him.

"Yes I will, Akira!" Subaru shouted at me, "You haven't been here for a long time so what do you know? I will not only break your body, but your mind as well!"

Subaru punched a bush having the white rose's petals in the air. I look at the white petals to remember that woman in the high tower and the memory of me hugging Subaru. My eyes connected back to his to walk forward for him to get confused.

"The way you say is like you trying to tell yourself that," His eyes widen when I spoke, "Even at this very moment, all I can see his the kind heart that you have."

I stopped in front of Subaru to look up at him without any hesitation of what I'm gonna say.

"You are no evil. You are not polluted. You are not hideous. You are you," I raised my arms to wrap them around his waist, hugging him, "I might not know what have happened in the years I have gone, but what I say is the truth. What I am doing is my own free will? Do you understand, Suba-chan?"

I released my hold on him slightly to look back at his eyes for him to rub head and hug me back. His head was on shoulder, one hand intertwine with my hair, and the other on my back pulling me to him.

"Akira..." Subaru whispered moving his head to my neck.

"Suba-chan, you haven't answered my questioned. Why did you give that knife?" I ask seriously for Subaru to lick my neck.

My eyes widen as I stared at Subaru from the corner for him to smirk.

"It's so that when the time comes, I want you to stab me with it," Subaru finally replied.

My eyes widen to fully release him from a hug and try to push him away.

"Akira..." Subaru noticed my pushing to push me back in the hug, "That knife can also be used to kill yourself or someone that you want to save."

As Subaru was talking all I can do was trying to push him away from me because this is insane.

He gave me the knife to kill anyone, even me. Not only that Kana-chan, Lai-chan, and Aya-chan killed their mother. The only woman that has any answers to find my memory.

Before I knew it, my struggles with Subaru ended with him putting me to sleep from drinking my blood without warning. When my eyes open again I felt warmth and breathe on my neck. I turned around to see red hair, closed eyes, and peaceful looking expression on his face.

Aya-chan?

I sit up to stare at Ayato to look around seeing as I'm in my own room. When I look back at Ayato my hand subconsciously rub his head for him to lean into my hand. At that moment, I knew that my heart forgave Ayato, Laito, and Kanato whether I like it or not. My heart probably forgave everyone else for what they have done to Yui and myself, but doesn't mean that I will forget.

I sighed from sadness of having to wait for my own mind to remember. I wonder how much longer will that take.

I am confused about one thing.

I looked down at Ayato to narrow my eyes slightly.

Why is Aya-chan sleeping on my bed?

I'm so sorry for this late chapter. School has become very busy for me and has been taking my 100% attention for this is, again, the biggest year of my life. I will be busier than normal, so please be patient on upcoming chapters and more.

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