I would like to thank Sparklespire so much for the views that you have given me. I really want to thank you for everything you've said and all the input you've had. I'm taking your ideas on board, and that goes for yours LailaCullen. You have both given me awesome reviews and I love you so much for that. As a prezzie, this chapter is dedicated to you two, and ok, no rebellious stage. But he shall meet Bella. Spoilers so I'll stop there. But Sparklespire is there any chance of you getting an account, because you are super duper awesome and deserve thanks from me in typing. But I can't forget ShatteredAndLostInHerOwnLittleWorld you to have been great reviewing, and so thank you loads. I did find it strange how all of your reviews were the same…however I don't care coz I love that you had such opinions on the matter.
And because you three the best reviews, your characters are going into the story – Sparklespire you have a tribute in this chapter!! : D same for you ShatteredAndLostInHerOwnLittleWorld,
p.s. you three have all messed up my predictions *sticks tongue out at you* so Edward needs to leave, because Sydney…SPOILERS!! He he.
Edward did lay off kissing me after the few little talks he had with Carlisle, though I dare say he had got more compassionate since then. He certainly found manners from somewhere. He was starting to form the Edward that I knew from the future, and maybe that was a bad thing. The more he changed, the more I missed him, the real him, the carefree him. I was almost grieving for my loss of my Edward when Carlisle went hunting for two days.
"Will you two be alright for a few days if I went hunting?" he asked. I rolled my eyes. "Carlisle I'm over 200 years old, I'm pretty sure that I'll manage" and Edward stifled a laugh under a cough. Nice going bozo, vampires don't need to cough. A pillow hit my head and he turned the other way whistling.
"Lizzle, Edward is getting distraught in the house, so we'll need to move soon, so that we can all go outside. Eddie boy needs to perfect his self control" I purposefully used the name he hated most. Another pillow hit me, but this time he didn't walk away. He just stared.
"Well as I was saying I'm off hunting. But we'll discuss plans when I get back ok." I still hadn't broken eye contact with Edwards orange eyes. I saw Carlisle go out of the corner of my eye. As soon as I was sure he was out of hearing distance I said icily
"I don't need a baby sitter. You can go too"
His eyes went straight to black, and oddly enough I had missed that black. He leapt for me and I was knocked off the sofa, but wasn't harmed. I was in an iron cage in his arms, and my mouth spread to a big smile and I was pretty sure some laughter came out.
"I've missed that, the sound of your laughter. Carlisle told me to go leave you be for a few weeks so that I could practice restraint, but I've missed you." My heart warmed at his sincere words and I burst out of the cage and hugged his waist. He hugged me back and swung us around.
We ended up on the sofa hugged like we did on the first day that he kissed me and I found that I didn't care what Carlisle said, I was technically older and could do what I want. Edward was what I wanted. He was my best friend, well closer really and it killed to be away from him.
"It killed me too. I came into your room every night though" he said matter-of-factly.
"Thanks" I said and turned around to peck his lips. He knew what I was doing and met me half way. I smiled when I pulled out of it, and turned to my side so I could snuggle in to him more. He was like a hard been bag that you love to snuggle with. He laughed at my analogy.
He stood us up and turned on the radio. He pulled me close and we decided to dance. When a more upbeat song came on, he lifted me onto his feet and he danced us at vampire speed all around the house. It was amazing. I smiled all night and whatever we did, we did together. When he played the piano, I laid on top of it, trying to distract him. It didn't work, but one day, one day.
When I went to bed, it felt nice to have him back in my arms as I slept. It was irrational, but I knew when I met Bel- prediction 7 I would feel strong emotions to h- that prediction. I wanted to care for Edward and make sure that he was ok. Always. But that's what sibling love is right? Making sure your family and siblings are all ok. I dreamt happy dreams of bunnies that night. But then in came Edward and he drank them. Well I guess you can't have it all.
I woke up this morning and the sun was shining bright and bouncing. I saw that Edward was lying next to me with his eyes closed and his mouth smiling. The sunlight was on him and his face was doing the whole sparkly thing. He was my own little Sparklespire. He snorted.
"Sparklespire?" he quizzed. I shrugged.
"Well you're a vampire and you sparkle, do the math" he looked amused and the kissed my cheek. I smiled.
"What were you thinking? You seemed pretty deep in thought." I said softly.
"Nothing much, I was just shattered and lost in my own little world. You're prone to that" he said laughing.
"Time for shopping, so you're confounded to the house, you got me?"
"Yes sir, I mean mam" he said and I threw a pillow at him. He easily dodged it. He left finally when I mentioned matches and I got dressed. It was a lovely little black dress and stockings with black heels. It really suited my hair.
I went down stairs and heard a low whistle. He came and stood in front of the door and wouldn't let me pass.
"I can't let you out like that." He said plainly. What the? Why?
"You are far to tempting and I don't want my little girl attracting any unwanted attention."
"Who said it's unwanted" I laughed and he laughed along. The door was opened and I stepped out to what I thought would be a pleasant walk. How I was wrong.
When I came back it was raining. I didn't care. I was soaked, my hair dripping and my self confidence shaken. Their words had hit home. It made me look back over the past century and it sunk in. I'd always been happy, complete, but now I wasn't sure. I really wasn't sure. As I walked home I could feel the rain affecting me and my skin tightening, but I didn't care. The thunder storm meant no one would be looking at my shrinking hair.
I was about a mile from home, when someone's shoulder was under my stomach. I had nothing left to complain with. I soon found myself in a familiar room though. It was my home, in the living room and the fire was starting up. Edward had brought me home when he had heard my thoughts. I looked down to find that my black dress was on the floor in shreds. I noticed I was in my underwear by the fire, but with a thick blanket around my shoulders. Edward was pacing.
"E-e-Edward" I shivered. He was with me in an instant and I leant in to him. He put his arms around me and warmed my by rubbing his hand up and down mine.
"How much did you hear?" I asked barely audibly. He heard me of course.
"All the way through your mental play through." He growled. I didn't have the heart to tell him to stop acting like a dog. "Sydney angel, what happened?" he asked lovingly.
*
I was walking down when there was a tap on my shoulder.
"You're err Russia Cullen right?" said a tall girl. I had seen her around some where.
"Yes, that's me, you're err Laila right?" I added with a smile.
"Yeah, just wanted to say, well your old man's a freak." She laughed and the bitches with her laughed too.
"I beg your pardon" I asked coldly.
"He's a freak. He's got all the women under a spell. And you're no better. You don't have a mummy" she mimicked cried.
"What I don't have is nothing to do with you." I said angrily.
"Well it is, because your mum was a wench" and the girls all burst out laughing.
"Well at least she doesn't screw the milkman." Her face went red. "Yeah, wonder why she always gets free milk and free meat" thank god for Edward. "SO I'd think before you call my mother a whore, just look at your own. She doesn't even know who your father is does she?" I sneered. She was boiling now.
"YOU'RE A FREAK. NO ONE WILL LOVE YOU AND YOU'LL DIE ALONE. THE ONLY THING ANY MAN WILL WANT FROM YOU IS HALF AN HOUR" and she stormed off.
*
I was on his lap and he was rocking me. Her words stung me deep about my mother, and it got me thinking, will I die alone. Will I die? I'd been from place to place not caring when people didn't take interest, but maybe that's a bad sign.
"No, that's a lie. And besides I'd at least take an hour" he joked trying to lighten the mood. It worked for a while, I smiled and kissed him. But my mood soon took over me again. Edward really did look murderous. His eyes were pitch black.
"I am" he confessed. "But I won't do anything. You need me too much." He joked and I smiled. I buried my face into his chest and sighed. It was this time that Carlisle chose to make his re appearance, and he wasn't a happy bunny seeing my in my underwear and a blanket in Edwards lap, my dress on the floor.
He didn't know what to say. I felt Edward's chest moving so I guess that he was explaining at super speed. I also thought about how my skin got tighter in the rain. Guess I don't need a pool after all. But somewhere rainy.
The night went slowly, and Carlisle asked me about the rain and my skin. A new theory to keep him occupied for a few days or so, so all is good. My mood was slowly getting better too, and so we decided that tomorrow we would leave for Alaska. Great. Tanya trying to get Edward and I being surrounded in snow. I don't mind it, but to live in it for 3 years??
Hmm. Well I guess what will be, will be.
I woke up the following morning and there was a note on my dressing table from Edward.
Sydney,
Honey, I'm sorry. I'm going to be a little longer here then planned. My mothers stuff, my inheritance, had been trashed and I'm going to get it all back. I don't know how long I'll be, so don't wait. I'll catch up with you.
Edward x
He…left. He left me a note…but didn't say goodbye. Not once in the letter did it say good bye. He promised me that if he ever left me he'd say goodbye. THAT MONSTER! That a-hole, that jack a*s, that AGGGHHHH! The last word was screamed and an understanding Carlisle came in.
"It's time to go" he said slowly and left the room. All of last night he packed up everything and ran to Alaska and back. The rest had been shipped over there and would arrive a few days later. I folded up the note and put it in my jacket pocket.
*12 hours later*
We arrived at a little house in the snowy mountains, and we saw a neighboring house, that Carlisle said was inhabited by vampires like themselves- veggies. I had known this but was still so fuming that the snow would have melted if I had touched it. We got moved in and everyone came around to introduce themselves. Everyone was how the book described them, and I felt slightly spiteful towards Irina, because of Breaking Dawn.
I knew then that the next three years would be hard.
