Title- Lost In the World
Summary- She was hurt by all the ones she loved and abused by the man she trusted so she ran away. Ending up in front of a certain mans house who helps her threw it.
Ch 8: Upsetting Encounter
Kikyo felt her heart drop and her lungs not working. She didn't… couldn't, believe what was happening. First she has a fight with Sesshoumaru and she couldn't help but feel doubtful about coming here during her date, then she thinks Bankotsu may think he didn't treat her right, and now finally Naraku is back!
Naraku was sitting by the back door looking out onto the pool. She could tell he was smiling as he pondered. She backed up but her heel broke off her shoe. She tripped and it made Naraku turn to her. He smiled the same old lustful smile he always has. He inched closer and Kikyo couldn't help but be stunned and not able to move. Her eyes were wide and filled with fear.
He kneeled by her and she could only stare, even her breath had left her body. Naraku brushed away the loose strands of her hair from her face. He leaned in closer his breath on her lips.
"Stop," she was finally able to whisper.
"Stop! Stop! Stop! STOP!" she screamed.
He snickered, "My, my Kikyo."
He grabbed her head full of hair and forced a hard kiss on her lips. She pushed against him, but no matter what she wasn't able to stop him. He picked her up, still caught in her lips, bringing her to the couch. He dropped her on it. He started to unbutton his shirt and she jumped up to get away.
He smacked her across the face. She could feel the heat come along with the red mark on her left cheek. It stung. Naraku ripped his shirt off and jumped on Kikyo cradling her hips between his knees. Tears poured out of her eyes. She would keep resisting and struggling but it wouldn't help.
Naraku roughly tore off her dress. He rubbed the side of her thighs with his rough hands. She could feel her mascara and eyeliner run down her face. He placed slobbery kisses down her waist up to her chest and around her cleavage. He jerked at her bra and it came off after three tugs.
Kikyo had big breast and Naraku starred intensely at them. He gripped her nipple in his mouth. Nipping at them and grasping them in his hands. Kikyo winced in pain when he bit down on one. She could swear he made it bleed and he did. It was like a small cut, but bled. He chuckled, "You're very fragile."
Without a reply he frowned, "You've stopped struggling…"
She turned away from his gaze. He chuckled once more before she could hear him take off his belt and then pants. She then struggled again. This turned him on, "There's my frightened Kikyo."
He smacked her again causing blood to trickle down her lip. She felt numb and hopeless. Naraku, on the other hand, was enjoying it. He pulled off her panties to her surprise. He would usually rip them off. He opened her legs to get a quick taste of her before lodging three fingers in her. She shrieked in agonizing pain.
He kept taking them out and shoving them back in, it felt worst then what hell could ever feel like. He stopped soon after just to thrust his member into womb. Kikyo cringed and soon after just let him move in and out. After what seemed like eternity, 30 min of him in her, he stopped, literally halted.
He removed his being from Kikyo and grabbed his boxer and pants. Kikyo was all sore and couldn't move. She was confused though. Naraku grabbed his shirt and through it on without buttoning it. He sat on the edge of the couch by Kikyo. He kissed her forcing his tongue in. He then enjoyed a few nibbles on her nipples. He played with them on his tongue and all Kikyo could do was cry. He even slashed her stomach. A thin line of blood leaked through.
The front door opened and Kikyo's attention followed. Sesshoumaru stood in the doorway with Kagura, her hands wrapped around his waist. Kikyo could only help but cry more. Sesshoumaru was in the door way with Kagura and on top of that he just witnessed Naraku rape Kikyo.
Sesshoumaru could not believe what happened. He just opened the door and his eyes turned red. His fangs barred and he snarled. Kagura let go of him. Sesshoumaru darted towards Naraku. Naraku jumped back as the fierce demon attacked. The couch and Kikyo's violated form was the only thing stopping him from doing any bad damage.
Naraku opened the back door and escaped from there, knowing if he stayed longer he wouldn't live more than three seconds more. Sesshoumaru turned to Kagura his eyes still flaming with hatred and lust to kill. Kagura's eyes softened, "Sesshoumaru…"
He growled, "Leave."
Kagura turn and ran away from the deadly man, shutting the door, she had deep feelings for. She ran next door and opened her door to get away from the horror. She looked at her couch. It was Naraku. His elbows on his knees holding his hands. She was going to get a lashing and she knew it…
Kikyo turned to get up without moving so much to hurt badly. Sesshoumaru noticed her and his eyes turned back to the molten gold orbs. He jumped over the couch to her side holding her still, "Don't."
"Sesshoumaru, stop. I don't want to deal with you."
She tried to push past him but she was forced into a light and gentle hug. Kikyo gasped and started to cry, "What's wrong with you?"
Sesshoumaru gazed into her eyes, "Kikyo, stop. Please. I don't know what's wrong or why you're mad at me, but please… let me help you."
Kikyo looked away from him. His worried eyes were just too much for her. He grabbed her chin and forced her to look at him. He wiped away her tears from her cheeks.
He stood up and turned on the light. He was actually able to see what he did to Kikyo. She was truly beaten up. Bruises were everywhere; both her sore nipples were bleeding, her cheek red and bruised, her ripped lip, and the slash on her stomach.
"Oh god," he whispered.
Kikyo heard him and grabbed a pillow to hide her tortured body. He shook his head, "No, Kikyo stop."
He removed the pillow to look at her slash on her stomach. He sighed and picked her up bridal style and carried her to his room. He laid her down on his silky red sheets. He went into the bathroom and came back out with bandages, ointment, wet cloth, and other items.
He sat at the edge of the bed. He gently washed away the dried blood on her breast, stomach, and lips. She had a small tint of red, blushing, but no one would notice.
Sesshoumaru rubbed some Neosporin on the slash on her stomach, and then wrapped the bandage around her stomach. He put the stuff on the ground and Kikyo sat up. She barely smiled as she locked eyes with the man who stole her heart without them actually ever doing anything together.
Sesshoumaru couldn't help himself, next time he saw Naraku he won't be able to live to say Kikyo's name, nor breathe. He was so furious. Kikyo put a hand on his shoulder, "Don't do anything."
He couldn't understand Kikyo. She was just raped, in his house, and she was so calm. He looked up at her. Her eyes showed her broken heart. He frowned. He wrapped his arms around her waist and passionately kissed her. Kikyo was surprised.
He broke off and whispered in her ear, "I won't let anything happen to you again."
He kissed her again, but this time Kikyo wrapped her arms around his neck and melted into the kiss. Her back touched the silky sheets and her bare front touched Sesshoumaru's shirt. His pressure, though, not on her. She gripped the collar of his shirt and dragged him onto the bed on top of her.
She slid his arms out of the sleeves and tossed his shirt on the floor. Sesshoumaru continued to shower Kikyo in kisses while she undressed him, but when he kissed Kikyo's cheek she winced. He stopped.
Kikyo looked at him with confusion, "What?"
He rolled off of her and layed down. Kikyo rolled on top of him trying to get him back in the mood, "Sesshoumaru."
Sesshoumaru sat up, gently pushing Kikyo off, "No, you were just raped."
Kikyo could feel a tug of pain in her heart, "I don't care."
He stared at her with icy eyes, "I do. I'm not just going to do that to you."
He took off his shoes (Kikyo couldn't reach them and he's in just boxers) and jumped under the blankets. Kikyo frowned, "Sesshoumaru."
He turned to look over to her, but looked away. Her sad eyes were too much for him. He turned back to her and grabbed her in a hug and took her under the blankets so she wouldn't become cold. He caressed her back and kissed her forehead.
"I just don't want to hurt you."
Kikyo smiled and pecked him on the lips, "Like it could be any worse than what's already happened."
Sesshoumaru sighed, "Let's go to bed."
He turned out the light and him and Kikyo fell asleep in each others arms.
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Kikyo awoke up around 4:30 am. She yawned and reached out for Sesshoumaru, but he wasn't there. She got up and grabbed his red silk robe from the bathroom. She walked out and made her way upstairs where she found the door opened. She walked into the halls and at the end she found another opened door. She was curious. It was the same room that Sesshoumaru didn't want her to go in.
She grabbed the door knob and pushed it open, but before her eyes could see they were covered by a hand. She struggled not knowing who it was. She could hear the door close.
"Stop!" she screamed.
The other hand covered her mouth and dragged her downstairs while shutting and locking the door that gave access upstairs. She was dropped on the couch where she was no longer bound. Her eyes followed the form and made out Sesshoumaru through the dark.
"Why?" she asked.
He sat down by her, "Why what?"
"Why can't I see the room?"
She could hear him sigh, "I have certain reasons."
Kikyo respected his privacy so she decided to drop the subject, "Why did you leave me?"
"I didn't expect you to wake up… sorry."
Kikyo smiled, "You might be forgiven."
She gained a chuckle from her friend, "Oh really," he mused.
"Yes, you're going to have to convince me."
Sesshoumaru kissed her fiercely on the lips gaining a small moan from Kikyo, "May I be forgiven now?"
"I suppose…"
Sesshoumaru kissed her on her forehead and picked her up bridal style back to his room. They both sat there under the covers talking for hours until Kikyo drifted to sleep.
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Kikyo woke up, but this time Sesshoumaru was there sleeping. She brushed the bangs out of his eyes and kissed him on the lips. She was about to retreat back when a pair of arms grabbed her. She gasped, "Oh."
Sesshoumaru had pulled her into another kiss, "I wasn't sleeping."
She smiled, "I can tell."
Sesshoumaru got out of the bed and went to take a shower; Kikyo got up and went to take a shower as well in her bathroom.
"Where are you going?"
Kikyo turned around and saw Sesshoumaru's head poking out of the bathroom door, "To take a shower."
Sesshoumaru gave her a 'are you serious' look, "You do know I have a shower?"
Kikyo blushed, "Yes, but you're using it."
Sesshoumaru smirked, "So… you're point."
Kikyo scratched the back of her neck, "So……"
Sesshoumaru held his hand out for her, "Come on."
Kikyo's face turned red as she walked towards the man she fell madly in love with. He snickered as he pulled her into the bathroom with him. The shower was already started and he was already in.
Kikyo hesitated taking off her robe, "Uh, are you sure?"
Sesshoumaru sighed, "If you're really this doubtful about it, then you can go take a shower in your room."
"No, no, I'm fine…"
She let the robe slide off her shoulders and she jumped into the shower with him. She was surprised but there was completely enough room for both of them. She smiled and bathed herself to get rid of Naraku's smell.
After about a couple minutes they were finished. None of them talked or anything. Sesshoumaru got out got ready for work and Kikyo made him breakfast. She wasn't allowed to go to work today so she would find something to do.
She sat on the couch and waited for Sesshoumaru to come out to eat. He came out a few minutes later looking at his phone. He frowned, "Hey."
Kikyo frowned, "What?"
"I have to work really late today; I hope you can occupy yourself some how?"
"I think so."
He smiled slightly, "Yea…"
He grabbed his food and sat down by Kikyo on the couch. They ate in silence, until Sesshoumaru brought up something, "So how was your date?"
"Sesshoumaru?"
"I need to know."
Kikyo sighed, "We just talked and stuff."
He growled, "Kikyo."
His phone went off, she sighed. He turned back to her, "I have to leave. Thanks for the breakfast."
He stood up and Kikyo took his plate. She walked to the door with him. He stared at her, "We'll finish the talk later."
She nodded. He opened the door and left, but a couple minutes later he came back in. Kikyo was confused, "Forget something?"
"Yea, this."
He captured her soft lips on his. Kikyo wrapped her arms around his neck. They parted, "Bye."
Sesshoumaru left…"
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Hahaha, yes it's finally done. I lost this chapter, so I had to redo it. Sorry for taking so long. Reviews welcomed.
