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CHAPTER 8
JAZZ POV
Even though I expected Bella question, I wasn't sure what exactly to tell her. Yea I had theories but what if I was wrong. Though I knew she needed to hear the end of my story to understand the conclusion I had come to.
"I have a theory about that but you have to let me finish my story first" I said to her.
" OK" she said disappointed.
" Thank you" I replied.
Bella rolled over and looked me straight in the eyes. Letting me know she was listening. When our eyes connected, I was surprised by the depth of her dark brown eyes. It was almost as though they were small windows into her soul. It wasn't only their depth that captivated me, but the way she looked at me. It was a though she was seeing me for the first time. Not just seeing me but seeing through me and into who I truly was inside. No one had ever looked at me like that. Not even Alice because even Alice saw the monster even if she hid it well. I still knew but it didn't matter because I loved her. Bella though she looked at me like she didn't see the horrible things in my past. Like some how she saw good in me and it warmed my frozen heart. After my moment of awe I remembered I was supposed to be finishing my story. She hadn't seemed to noticed my moment of thought, So I continued with my story.
"So after they left , I left in hopes of evading Alice's vision and surprising them. Sometime after I left so did Carlisle and Esme. I didn't know that they were on their way home too. I had just concentrated on evading Alice. So I wasn't running full speed and they beat me home. On the way I had come across your scent in the forest, before I could think about it, I came across Jacobs. Once I realized, Carlisle and Esme beat me home, I knew that my surprised was ruined . I decided to go in anyways and as soon as I opened the door I had my proof. The lust and satisfaction was thick in the air and I knew they had slept together. Even after I knew it was coming it still felt like my heart had been ripped out. It took all my strength not to fall apart. The realization that it was truly over almost destroyed me. I just walked to the back window and looked outside as the pain became almost to much for me to hide.
Then Carlisle asked where you were and he said that you were still with Jacob. Though Esme thought it was too late for you to still be there. He called Jacob but no one answered. That's when I started to worry. Then he asked Alice to look for your future and she saw nothing. Everyone just assumed that it meant you were still with Jacob. For some reason though, I knew something was wrong. So I slipped out the back door and I found your scent again. I knew then that somehow you had seen. So I went after you. I knew that if it had hurt me this much . That you had to be in a lot of pain and that I had to find you. I took off following your scent. It was raining hard and I knew I had to find you before your scent washed away. I ran faster. As I got further into the forest I began to wonder how you had come this far. After about ten miles I started looking in circles knowing that if I got close enough I could feel your emotions. Though I just couldn't seem to be able to find you. At that point I began to wonder if something had happened to you and almost called Carlisle.
I had almost given up when out of no where I was hit with your pain. It was so strong that it took me by surprise but it didn't last long enough for me to pin point where it had come from. I began to search harder and still found nothing. Then I was hit by your pain again and it lasted long enough for me to find you. So that is how I found you . Then after you fell asleep I brought you here because I didn't think you would want to go home. Well At least not yet. All I knew is that I needed to get you warm. So I built a fire and once it was going good I took off to Port Angles to get some supplies. When I got back you were still freezing. I knew you needed out of your wet clothes. So I undressed you and gave you my clothes, Then you finally warmed up and fell into a deep sleep. For what has been about 18 hours now. So that brings us back to now" I said finally coming to the end.
BPOV
After Jasper finally finished his story, I didn't say anything. I just sat there going over all of it in my head. In that moment I never appreciated anyone's presents more in my life than Jaspers. Even after his whole world was destroyed he still thought of me. He had come after me when no one else had even realized that I was gone. Some how he found me and saved me in more ways than one. I would forever be grateful for the fact he was my hero. Some how, some way I would make it up to him. It was with that thought that I knew that I had to help him too. With that I turned to look at him. When our eyes finally met. We just stared unable to look away. It was like we were connected. Even if it was only through our shared heartache and pain. At this point we were the only ones who understood each other.
Authors note Sorry this update took so long but I have had a lot of things going on. But my beta has five chapters. So I should have more updates soon. Once again thanks for the reviews and all the adds. I love that so many are fallowing this story. Thank you all so much.
