Here's the new chapter. Hope you enjoy. If not, oh well. Had a few questions to answer from you all, hope you like the answers. If not, oh well, can't please everyone.

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Did everyone wish Mr. Pattinson a happy birthday this week? Wonder what he wished for? OMG! Have you seen the latest clip for Eclipse? The one with Dakota, it's too cool. Only 44 more days, people.

Hope you Mom's had a nice day last week. I was hung-over, but my hubby took me and the kids to see Ironman 2. Yeah R.D., Jr. Fucking hot. What can I say?

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Sink or Swim

Chapter 8

BPOV

BANG BANG BANG

What the hell is that noise? I rolled over in bed, instantly regretting it.

"Ugh!" My fucking head was pounding.

BANG BANG BANG

There's that noise again. I wish it would stop. I grabbed my pillow and put it over my head.

Oh no, so not helping. Why the hell was my head hurting so badly?

BANG BANG BANG

What the fuck? I sat up in bed, but that was not such a good idea.

BANG BANG BANG

Was that coming from my door? I slowly got up and tried to walk to the door. When I finally made it, I opened the door and saw a man that had on a ship uniform.

"What the hell do you want?" I snapped at him.

"Um, I'm sorry to disturb you, but I have a breakfast that was ordered for this room," he said while taking a few steps back.

"I didn't order any breakfast. I think you have the wrong room," I said as I tried to close the door.

"Wait. This is for a Bella Swan, in room 4199. Is that not you?"

I blew a gust of air out of my lungs. "Yes, that's me but like I said I did not order anything."

"Well if you're Ms Swan and I have the right room then this is yours. Please, just take it. I have a lot more deliveries this morning. Look, there's a note attached, it might explain."

"Fine, hurry up." I moved aside to let him push the cart into my room.

"You have a good day mam," He said as he left.

"Not fucking likely," I muttered under my breath. My head was really starting to pound now. I just wanted to crawl back in bed.

As I walked past the cart to get to my bed, I smelt the food.

Oh shit, there goes my stomach! I ran into the bathroom and hugged the toilet.

After I was done, I brushed my teeth, I happened to look in the mirror. I was still in the same cloths I had on last night.

Oh no, what the fuck happened?

I didn't have the energy to think about that right now, so I walked back in my room. I wondered if I could push the cart back out into the hallway so I wouldn't have to smell it. I walked up to it holding my breath, and noticed the envelope that was on in. I picked it up, opened it, and pulled out a card.

Bella,

Just a little something to get your day started.

Sorry, I cannot be there to enjoy it with you this morning.

Edward

Now wasn't that a nice thing to do. Aw hell, now I can't put it in the hallway, someone else might take it. But I really don't want to have to smell it right now either. So I pushed the cart into the bathroom and closed the door.

That's better. Maybe I'll feel better after I go back to sleep and then I can eat. It was such a sweet thing for him to do; I would hate to waste it. But if I tried to eat that now, it would definitely be wasted.

As I crawled back into bed, I glanced at the clock.

7:30 am. That was just way too early.

As I snuggled back under the covers, I grabbed the pillow that was on the other side of the bed and wrapped my arms around it. Why does it smell different then the other pillow? I took a big whiff. I recognized that sent. It was Edwards. He smelled like chocolate and mints. I remembered when I first met him, even though I was sick I could smell chocolate and mints and wondered where it was coming from. When he had his arm around me bringing me back to my room, that's when I found out it was him.

Can I just say yum?

But why does it smell like him? I don't think he laid on my bed. Just then I noticed a bottle and a glass sitting on my night table. I reached over to grab it and saw it was Tylenol. Oh thank god. I took a few out and the grabbed the glass. It had water in it. There was a piece of paper stuck to the bottom. When I took it off, I could see some writing on it so I read it.

Bella,

I'm thinking you might need these when you wake up. Take it easy today and I will see you later.

Edward.

If my head didn't hurt so badly, I'm sure I would have been jumping up and down. He was turning out to be full of surprises today. But since it's still early, I take the pills and water, and then throw the covers back over my head.

As I try to drift off back to sleep, I had one thought. What happened last night and why was I still in the same clothes?

"Bella, honey. It's time to get up." I heard Alice say.

I groaned out under my pillow, "No, it's too early."

"Aw, Bella, it's almost eleven."

"What? No, it was just 7:30 a few minutes ago," I said.

Alice pulled the pillow off my head. "Honey, it is almost eleven. Rose and I came to wake you up a few hours ago but you wouldn't move. So, we let you sleep some more, but now it's time to get up."

"No, I don't want to. I feel like crap. Leave me alone."

I heard Rosalie's voice in the distance. "If you can't handle your alcohol, you shouldn't be drinking. Now get your lazy ass up."

Just then the covers were ripped off of me. "What the hell? Ugh," not such a good idea to yell. I reached my hands up to the sides of my head and rubbed my temples. I hurt.

"Um, Bella?"

"What, Alice?"

"How come you're still in your outfit from last night?" She asked me.

What the hell was she talking about? I looked down at myself and sure enough I still had the same clothes on. Huh? Why didn't I have my pjs on?

"I'm not sure."

Rosalie walked into my room and started laughing. That shit hurt! "Please Rose, stop. Too loud."

"Aw, Bella, Bella. Looks like someone's got a hangover."

"Fuck you!" Why was this happening to me? I normally don't get hangovers, but that's because you don't drink a lot, dumb ass. "What happened last night?"

"You mean aside from the margaritas and body shots?" Rose solicited.

"Say what? I didn't do any body shots."

"Oh yes, my dear. You did and that shit was fuck hot. I didn't know you had it in you."

"Alice, what is she talking about?"

"Sweetie, how much do you remember about last night?" Alice inquired.

I tried to think back, but my brain hurt so badly. I remember dancing with Edward, which was nice. I think I had a few drinks but not too many, oh wait, I think I also had a couple of shots. Why was Jessica there? Sucking on Edwards thumb and him licking my stomach? Oh Fuck! What the hell did I do?

"Um, why was I sucking Edwards thumb?" I really didn't want to know the answer but….

"So you remember that? Well, Emmett thought it would be a good idea for body shots and you just happened to give Edwards thumb a blow job." Rosalie laughed out.

I groaned and tried to hide back under the covers.

"Oh no, you don't. You need to get up and get something to eat. Wait! So you don't remember anything after you left the bar?" Alice asked.

"Alice, I think if I did I would have said so."

Rosalie suddenly looked pissed. "I swear to God I am going to rip his dick off if he tried anything with you. Clearly you were too drunk. Just wait till I get my hands on him."

"Rose, please. Let me talk to him first before you go all ape shit," I told her. Rose, my protector.

"Fine. Now get up. I'm going to head down to the pool," she leaned over and kissed my forehead. "Please, take a shower, because you reek."

"Gee, thanks."

"Hey, Bella. What's this in the bathroom?" Alice inquired as she walked into my bathroom. "Oh, when did you order food? And why is it in the bathroom?"

Huh? When did I order food? Oh wait. "It showed up this morning. From Edward."

"But why is it the bathroom?"

"Um, well, it kind of made me sick and I didn't want to put in the hall in case someone took it."

"Well, I don't think you should eat any of it, except maybe the bread," she said as she pushed the cart out.

I crawled out of bed to see what there was to eat. I was a bit hungry, now that my stomach was feeling better. There was a platter of eggs and bacon, also some fruit. Then I noticed the bagels. Oh how sweet. He remembered.

"Okay, I'm outta here. Meet us at the pool when you're ready. I don't think you'll be up to doing much of anything today. Don't forget we have an appointment at the spa at 3:30. Need to get all beautified before dinner."

I cringed at the thought of that. "Oh wait. Alice, I don't have anything good enough to wear tonight. I might, and I hate to say this, need to go shopping."

"Oh, baby girl wants to go shopping! This would normally make my day, but no worries. After I found out about the dinner plans, I picked up a little something for you yesterday when I went to get the shirts for the guys. And don't give me that look, it's perfect for you."

"Alice."

"Zip it girl. Give us a kiss and hurry up," she told me and gave me a kiss on the cheek. "FYI, honey. You do stink."

After she left, I polished off one of the bagels and hopped into the shower. It felt good to wash the funk off. I ended up putting my wet hair in a pony tail, no since fixing it up now, I would probably go in the pool later. I put on a blue bikini, threw on some shorts and a top. I grabbed the sunscreen, put on my sunglasses, definitely will need these today, and headed on down to the pool. At least by this point my head wasn't hurting as bad.

EPOV

I can't believe my shift was finally over, this morning dragged so slowly. I wasn't sure if it was because I was hung-over or the fact that I wanted to see Bella badly. As I was walking back to my cabin, I thought back to the events of last night. I chuckled under my breath remembering what happened after we got back to her cabin. I wondered how Bella was feeling today. I was brought out of my revelry with a booming sound that could only be Emmett.

"Hey, Eddie! How's it hanging? You off already?"

I really hated it when he called me that. "Hey yourself, Emmie. Yeah, I was just headed to go change. What's up with you?"

"Nothing much. Forgot my shades. It's fucking bright outside today," Emmett said. "We're hanging out by the pool, so hurry up. I'm sure Bella will be happy to see you."

When he said her name I couldn't help the smile the crept up on my face. I couldn't wait to see her.

Emmett said something but I didn't quite hear, my thoughts were elsewhere.

"Huh?"

"I said you like her. Don't you?"

"What are you talking about?"

"I see the way you look at her. You like her, like her," he said with a stupid ass smirk on his face.

"What? Are you still in preschool?" Where hell did he come up with this shit?

Then he tilted his head a bit and raised his brow. "You can't honestly stand there and tell me you are not developing feelings for this woman?"

My eyes bugged. Wow, when did he get so observant?

"Hey man, I know what you're thinking. I'm not just some stupid jock, I have eyes, I see things and what I see now is that you my brother, are falling for her."

I was taken aback by what he just said. Yeah, if I was being honest with myself I'd have to admit that I was. There was something about Bella that was pulling my strings. "Yes, Emmett, I do like her. But…." He wouldn't let me finish.

"No buts man. I know what you're going to say; sometimes you just got to jump in with both feet. I know you and I have never seen you like this. Yeah, two days doesn't seem like it's enough time to actually know someone, but damn it Edward, don't close yourself off this time. Bella is a great girl, smart and sexy as hell. Please don't tell Rose I said that, she'll kick my ass."

I had never heard him quite like this before. I wasn't sure what to make of it.

"Emmett,"

"Hey, don't think too much about it, just go for it. If it's meant to be, it will happen. But you have to at least try. See ya," and with that he took off before I could say anything else.

He left me with a lot to think about. Sometimes he blew me away. I know my brother isn't the smartest cookie in the bag, but sometimes he'd come up with things that seemed to hit the mark.

I did like Bella, a lot actually. And yes, it seems a bit strange after only knowing her for a few short days, but damn if Emmett didn't have a point. I wanted her and I decided that I was going to let her know that I wanted to continue to see her after we got back home. I knew she lived a ways from Seattle but I was determined.

When I finally made my way down to the pool area, I saw Bella laying down on one of the lounge chairs. She had on a blue bikini. I got a little excited to see so much of her skin. Okay, calm down boy. After a few moments, I walked over to her.

"Hi there, beautiful," I said as I sat down on the chair next to her.

Bella looked over at me and lifted her sunglasses a bit. "Hi there, handsome. How was your morning?"

"Long. And yours?" As I said this, I happened to eye her up and down. I had my sunglasses on also so I hoped she didn't notice.

"Well, I'm doing much better now. Thanks for the Tylenol; I did have quite the headache when I got woken up at 7:30 this morning."

"You got up that early? I figured you at least sleep until later."

"I would have, except someone decided to have breakfast delivered to my room at the crack of dawn."

Oh no, she was mad and it was my fault. "Oh shit! I'm sorry. I should have told Mrs. Cope to deliver it later. I honestly didn't think it would be so early."

"Edward," she said with a smile. "Even though it was delivered way too early, I have to tell you that that was the nicest thing anyone has ever done for me. So, thank you. But do me favor, please?"

Oh thank you, she's not mad. "Anything."

"Next time, not so fucking early."

"I promise," I let out the breath I didn't realize I was holding. "So does that mean I'm forgiven?"

"There's nothing to forgive. It was a sweet thing to do and I appreciate you going to the trouble for me."

"Well my beautiful Bella, it was no trouble at all. So what are the plans for today? Have you had lunch yet?" I asked her. I was hoping that the others had other stuff to do today, I wanted some alone time will Bella to let her know how I was feeling.

She sat up and swung her legs to the side so she was facing me. "Actually, I have no idea what our friends are up to today. I kind of just wanted to lay here, maybe go in the pool. I may be feeling better but I just want to be low key today. But you can go join them if you want. Don't feel like you have to stay here with me."

Wait, what? Was she trying to get rid of me? "What if I want to stay here with you? Would that be all right?" I reached out and grabbed her hand and laced my fingers through hers. Please say yes.

She looked down at our hands and then back up at me. "Yes, I think I would like that."

"Good," I stated with a smile and stood up still holding her hand. "Then can I persuade you into having lunch with me?"

"And how do you suppose you will do that, Mr. Cullen?"

I liked how she called me Mr. Cullen, but I liked it even better when she was moaning my name.

I thought for a second and then I leaned over towards her face. I put my open hand on the side of her cheek. When she leaned into it, I slowly moved it down to reach the back of her neck and with a little force pulled her head back so the other side of her neck was exposed. I moved my mouth to her ear and whispered, "Like this, Miss. Swan."

I heard her gasp. And when I ever so gently placed kisses down her neck to her shoulder and back up again, her breath hitched and sped up. I pulled my head up to look at her. "How was that, or do you need more persuading?" I said with a smirk on my lips.

It took a moment for her to answer me. "No, I, uh, I'm good." She stuttered.

As we walked over to the lunch buffet and got some food, I started to think about how I was going to tell her how I felt. I didn't just want to come right out and say I think you're the one for me; I want you, blah blah blah. I had to be smoother than that. Then I thought of the perfect plan, which would also let me know some things about her. I just hopped she was game.

Once we sat down at a table, I started. "So, want to play a little game?"

I could she her raise her brows over her sunglasses. "Hum, what did you have in mind?"

"Oh, just something called 20 questions, if you're game," I said with a little grin.

Bella lifted her glasses and pushed them back onto her head. It pulled her hair back and I could see more of her gorgeous face. "Sure. Why not. You go first, since this was your idea."

Alright. Let's see, start with something simple. "What's your favorite color?" That's simple enough.

Bella thought for a few seconds before she answered. "Well, if you asked me a few days ago, I would have said blue. But I think I am liking the color green."

"Oh, why is that?"

"Honestly, I like the color of your eyes," she told me looking into my eyes. Well that statement sure brought a big smile to my face. "So what about you, what's your favorite color?"

I didn't have to think about that one. It was definitely brown now. "Brown. Your turn."

After a minute she asked me what my favorite movie was. I had to think about that for a bit. I had a few that I really liked. "Well, I'd I have to say that I like the original Star Wars movies and the Highlander movies, as well."

"Star Wars is cool. I don't think I have ever heard of Highlander."

"You've never heard of Highlander? It's an awesome movie, with Christopher Lambert. Even Sean Connery was in it."

"Nope, can't say that I have."

Well, that was something that I would like to change, at a later date. "So, what's yours?"

"I haven't watched too many movies as of late, but I did really like the Notebook. Have you seen that one?"

"No. Not really into chick flicks."

"Oh, I think it was more than a chick flick, it was great. You'll have to see someday."

Maybe you would like to see it with me? I thought to myself.

The weather was pretty nice again today. So, after we finished eating our lunch, I suggested we take a swim.

We played around for a bit and swam back and forth in the pool. We were having a good time, laughing and splashing each other.

I decided it was time to finish our game and to let her know how I felt. I wrapped my arms around her waist and pulled her over to one of the cut outs in the pool and sat her down. The pool wasn't too deep where we were so I was able to stand in front of her, our faces on the same level.

"So, where were we? I think it was my turn to ask the next question."

"Okay. Ask away."

Bella had wrapped her arms around my neck and was playing with my hair. It felt good; I almost forgot we were out in public because I started to get a little excited. It seemed to me that lately whenever I was with Bella, I had a hard time controlling myself.

"Do you like me?"

She threw her head back at bit and laughed. "What kind of question is that?"

"Hey, don't laugh. My game, my questions. Now, please answer," I stated.

"Yes, Edward. I like you. What's not to like. Your nice and sweet, not to mention hot as hell."

"Well, thank you. I like you, too," I did a mental fist pump. So far it's going the way I want. But I don't want to get my hopes up just yet. She has her question then it will be my turn again and that will be the make or break moment.

"Okay, my turn. Let's see," she said with a thinking look on her face. "Oh, what kind of books do you like?"

"Books?" I wasn't expecting that one, but after all she was a teacher so I was sure books were important to her. I thought for a moment. "Well, I mostly read medical journals and stuff. However, I did just finish a James Patterson novel. I don't really have a favorite, but I do like mysteries. How about you?"

"I love to read. I'm pretty partial to the classics. My favorite is Pride and Prejudice. But lately I have been reading, what are the called? I think romance/mysteries. There interesting, more mystery with a little romance thrown in."

"Interesting. So you're an Elizabeth and Mr. Darcy fan?"

"Yes, I am. I'm guessing you have read it since you know the names."

"I read it back in school. You know the required reading."

"Ah, so it wasn't for pleasure, then?" She teased and laughed at me. I liked watching her laugh. The glow and smile on her face was breath taking, not to mention her boobs shook. But right now, that wasn't helping my situation. Little Eddie was having a hard time staying down.

"No, it wasn't, silly girl," I laughed with her.

After a few moments, I decided it was time. I wrapped my arms tighter around her waist. Sometime during our conversation she had moved her legs open so I was standing between them. I pulled her closer to me and I'm sure she could feel the friend in my shorts, but she didn't say anything.

"My turn. Will you go out on a date with me next weekend?" Even though I was in the pool my hands were sweating. I was so nervous, I hoped she said yes.

Bella shook her head a bit. That didn't look like a good sign. Please don't say no.

"What?" She asked.

I leaned my head down to her ear. "I asked you, if you would go out with me next weekend," I whispered.

"Why?" She had a confused look on her face.

"Because I want to see you again. I have had a great time with you these last few days. I would like to see you again once we get back home."

After a few moments, I started to feel awkward. I guess she didn't feel the same way as I did. I slowly loosened the grip I hadn't realized I tightened. I started to pull away from her when she pulled me back.

"Edward. I like you, I do. But can we please just enjoy the time we have left."

"I like you, too, Bella . That's why I want to see you again. I can't really explain it but when I'm with you I feel like the whole world is gone and it's just you and me. This isn't just a weekend thing for me." I took a deep breath. I couldn't believe I said all that. But that was how I was feeling and for whatever reason I needed her to believe me. "So, would you please agree to a date next weekend?"

"How about I agree to think about it and give you an answer later?"

Needless to say I was disappointed, but what the hell did I expect? I didn't want to push her, but I only had one day left on the cruise. I couldn't let her get away. What the hell am I saying? Why was I feeling so hurt? It can't be possible to fall for someone you just met two days ago? Is it?

So I sucked it up, because regardless of how I was feeling I didn't want her to run from me. I had one more day with her and wanted to make the most of it. "Okay." I said, but I think it came out more as a whine.

"Hey, please don't do that. I said I would think about it" Bella told me.

"I'm sorry. I just…"

"Look how about we talk about something else. I have a few more questions I'd like to ask you," she said with a smile on her face. "Plus, you haven't kissed me yet today and I would really like one."

I smiled at that. Okay, I thought to myself, she didn't say no, so at least I still had a chance. I would focus on that and show her that I was someone she would want to see again.

"I like the sound of that," I said and then leaned in to kiss her. I started out slowly, kissing both of her lips separately. Then I gently sucked her bottom lip into my mouth. It was so soft and tasty; I could suck on it all day.

When I released her lip, she brushed her tongue across mine. I parted my lips and our tongues met in the middle. Slowly caressing and tasting each other. I didn't want to stop kissing her but we needed to breathe.

"So, I guess it's my turn," She said, looking a little shy. I wonder what she wanted to ask me?

"Yes, it is your turn. Ask away."

"Well, um, what happened last night?" At this point she had lowered her head and was looking at me through her eye lashes.

So she didn't remember. "What do you remember?"

"Well, I remember the shots, and being out on the deck. But after that it gets fuzzy. I hope I didn't do anything stupid. Please tell me I didn't."

I thought about playing with her, but I had a feeling that wouldn't be the right thing. So, I decided to tell her the truth.

"Bella, don't worry, nothing happened last night that you should feel bad about. Well, except for passing out on me. But hey, we all have our moments."

"So that's why I was still in the same clothes when I woke up."

"Yes. After you sat down on the bed, I went to take your shoes off because you had problems with them. When I looked back up at you, you were asleep. I went to tuck you in and you woke up just enough to tell me to stay. So I did, but I stayed outside the covers. I didn't want you to feel uncomfortable. That was it. I hope you don't mind me staying the night with you."

"No, but thank you for taking care of me. I normally don't drink that much."

"It's okay. I'm just glad I was there to take care of you."

We continued talking in-between kisses. I learned she liked all kinds of music and her favorite childhood memories. She said she had enjoyed fishing with her dad when she was younger. I told her about camping with my family, which was my favorite time as a child. She said she had never really been camping but maybe someday she would like to.

Bella told me about the first fish she caught and how she almost tipped the small boat her and her father were in. I loved how her face lit up when she talked about that.

We started kissing again and I was really enjoying it. Again, I forgot where we were.

"Edward," Bella whispered into my ear as she was kissing my neck.

"Yes, babe?" I managed to get out in between gasps. This girl had me worked up.

"How do you feel about moving this somewhere else?" She asked but I could hear the hesitancy in her voice.

I pulled back to look at her. At some point we had removed our sunglasses, so now I could see her eyes. Oh, and such beautiful eyes they were.

"What?" I wasn't exactly sure what she was asking but I hoped she was thinking the same thing I was. By this point, I had a raging boner but I tried to be a gentleman and not push.

She looked at me shyly again, like she was unsure to ask what she wanted.

"I, uh, um…." She couldn't finish what she was saying so I took over.

"Do you want to go back to my room?"

She looked at me with wide eyes and bit her lip again. I could tell that she was feeling embarrassed. I sure wasn't but I wanted to make sure she was okay with it.

"Bella, you know it's okay to ask me that. There's nothing wrong with wanting to be alone with me. In fact, I want to be alone with you, now. So if you want to, you need to let me know." I hoped that would help take some pressure off of her.

She thought for a moment. "If I said I did, would you think.., um.., would you think badly of me?"

What the hell? I didn't think that would come out of her mouth. I had to let her know I would never think badly of her. I wanted her more than anything. Yes, I'm a guy so I of course if wanted to fuck her, but I wanted more than that.

"Bella, I have already told you that I want to keep seeing you after this weekend is over. So, no I wouldn't think badly of you if you wanted to pursue this further. In fact, to be honest with you, I want to be with you in any way I can. I don't want you to feel like you have to. I will do whatever you feel comfortable with. I can wait until you're ready." Fuck, I couldn't believe I said that but it was the truth. I would wait for her.

After a few more minutes, she said, "Yes, I want to go to your room."

Oh hell yeah! I thought. Oh shit! I forgot out my not so little problem.

"Okay, just give me a few minutes and then we can go."

I guess she knew what I was talking about because she let go of me and said she was going to get out and wash off at the showers.

By the time she was done, I could get out of the pool. I was so glad I couldn't see her showering; I might have had to stay in the pool longer. I got out, grabbed my towel and dried off a bit.

I took her hand and said lets go. I couldn't wait to get her alone.

BPOV

As Edward and I walked back to his room, I thought about our afternoon. I had fun playing his question game. I learned more about him and him about me. I have to admit, I was shocked when he said he wanted to see me after we got home. I knew he was disappointed when I wouldn't answer his question about a date next weekend, but I was scared. I really needed to talk to Alice and Rosalie about this. I had my heart broken so badly that I wasn't sure how to handle this.

After all the kissing we had done in the pool, I was so worked up. I wanted to be with him badly. I know I'm a grown woman and I'm sure he knows that we all have needs, but I didn't want him to think I was some kind of slut. I had only been with two other guys and it had been a year since the last time I had sex and I'd have to say my hand was getting tired. I had not felt this way in a really long time and Edward was doing something to me. I really wanted to feel his hands and body on mine. And I couldn't wait.

Edward was so sweet when he was talking to me. It was like he could tell that I wanted him but was apprehensive. His words calmed me down and made me feel like it was okay. So here we are, on our way to his room. He had held my hand the whole way, giving me gentle squeezes like he knew I was nervous. And yes, I was. Here I am about to have sex with this man. Oh, hell I was so nervous but I wanted this, more than anything I have wanted in a long time. I just hoped I was enough for him.

I stood in the middle of his cabin. Wow, it was a lot bigger than mine. There even was a balcony with a table and chairs. As I was looking around, I could feel him behind me. Then I felt him wrap his arms around my waist. I shivered.

"Are you okay?" He whispered into my ear.

"Yes, I'm just nervous," I admitted.

"Hey, babe. We don't have to do this. I told you I would wait."

"No, I want to. I'm just nervous because I don't want to disappoint you." I told him truthfully. I didn't want to disappoint him.

"Oh, Bella. I could never be." He turned me around so I was looking directly at him. "You are the most beautiful, smart, caring and sweetest woman I have ever met. I want to be with you but only if you're sure."

Well hell, what could I say to that? "Edward, please kiss me."

And he did. At first it was soft and sweet. He slowly caressed my back and moved one hand up to the nape of my neck and was making small circles there. I moved my hand up and down his chest just feeling him. His chest was soft but I could feel his muscle tighten when I touched him. I moved my way up and felt his nipples. I rubbed the tips of my fingers across them and felt them harden. I moved one hand up to the back of his neck and gently tugged his hair. I felt and heard a moan escape from his throat and he pulled me closer to his body. I could feel just how aroused he was getting. It felt good to know I had that effect on him.

Edward started to walk me backwards. I felt something hit the back of my legs. I figured it was the bed. I backed off his kiss so I could see where I was. Yes, it was the bed.

I climbed up onto it and leaned forward to grab his hand to pull him up. As we knelt on the bed in front of each other, I could hear Edwards breathing. It was fast and hard. The look on his face was indescribable. He wanted me and I wanted him. I took his face in my hands and pulled it to mine. I kissed him with all that I had. I wanted to show him how much I wanted him. We only broke apart to breath, but his lips never left my body.

I laid myself down on to his bed and he followed. As he was hovering above me, his lips and tongue were kissing and tasting my neck. I caressed his back and sides with my fingers, just feeling him.

I could feel his hands on me, so strong but yet so gentle. One hand reached around the back of my head and was gripping my hair and neck, pulling up on it to tilt my head back. The other was caressing my stomach.

Slowly he moved his hand up to my left breast where he gently squeezed and caressed it. My nipples hardened from his touch. He moved his hand over a bit and then back under my top. The feel of his hand on my bare skin was making me come undone. I pushed my chest into his hand. He was rubbing his finger tips across my nipple and I felt another moan slip from my mouth.

"Do you like me touching you, Bella?" He whispered into my ear.

"Oh god yes. Touch me more Edward. I want you to touch me all over." Where did that come from? I pulled his mouth back to mine. I couldn't get enough of his kisses.

I could fell his erection on my thigh and I couldn't wait to fill it inside of me. This man had me so fucking horny it wasn't funny. I wanted him to ravage me in the worst way. I moved my leg over a bit and he shifted so he was lying directly on top of where I wanted him. I lifted my hips and pushed up into him. I heard him growl, so I did it again. I could feel how big he was and wondered if he could feel how wet I had become.

I felt his hand slip out from under my top, only to push it up and expose both my breast.

"Beautiful," Edward said breathlessly and then placed his mouth on one. I think I threw my head back. The sensation was turning me on even more. He licked and flicked and sucked my nipples, alternating between them both.

I couldn't say anything. All I could hear was our heavy breathing and the sucking sound he was making as he sucked on my breast.

I felt his hand move down my body. Slowly it moved down to the top of my bottoms and pause.

"Are you sure?" He asked me, looking into my eyes.

"Yes, Edward. I want you." Then he crushed his lips onto mine and kissed me, shoving his tongue into my mouth which I greedily devoured.

Just as his hand crept in between my legs there was a knock on the door.

What the fuck?

"Edward, Bella?" Was that Alice? "Open the door. I know you're there, I saw you."

Edward had stopped what he was doing and lifted his head. "Are you kidding me?"

I laid there with my mouth hung open. I couldn't believe what was happening.

"Open the door, Edward. Bella needs to come with me now." Alice practically yelled through the door.

He looked back at me with a dazed expression, still breathing heavily. "I thought you were coming with me." He said but not loud enough for Alice to hear.

"Me too." I believed.

Edward slowly got off me and went to the door. I had sat up and pushed my top down by the time he opened the door. When Alice walked in with Jasper behind her, I couldn't help the pissed off look that was set firm on my face.

I guess Alice decided to ignore that. "Let's go Bella. We have an appointment at the spa in 5 minutes. You can finish this later." She grabbed my hand and pulled me up. I saw Jasper out of the corner of my eyes just standing there shaking his head. Fucker, I thought.

I looked over at Edward and mouthed sorry on the way out the door.

A/N Okay, so there's a little smut for you. I really tried to make it more, but fuck if Bella and Edward wouldn't stop talking.

I know lots of people say Edward smells like soap, lemons, or sandalwood. My hubby uses the Axe Dark Temptation stuff. To me it smells like chocolate and mints. I love it, so my Edward smells like chocolate also. So there. Makes me want to lick them all over.