Two chapters in one day! How lucky you all are ;) Here is chapter eight (the rest of chapter 7:) if I keep having these long chapters, there's no telling how many chapters this story will end up with ;)) I hope you enjoy this chapter! I don't want to say too much and give it away so… I'll just jump right in ;)

Disclaimer: I do not own Chicago PD, Chicago Fire or any of its characters.

Chapter 8: To Fight or Make Up

3 days later….

Lauren hadn't heard from Jay since the night of their fight, and that was three days ago. She'd stayed at Kelly's since then, and quite honestly she was a mess. Kelly tried everything to get her to cheer up, to go out and have some fun, but she refused. She sat around the apartment for three straight days doing a whole lot of nothing.

She was completely heartbroken. She'd thought for sure they'd be able to work through it. She knew it wasn't going to be easy, but she thought they would make it work somehow. But now, she wasn't so sure. She didn't think he was going to speak to her again.

Yesterday, she'd gotten a picture from Wes of his little cousins, Katie and Elizabeth. The caption wanted to know when she would be home because they missed her. Lauren just replied August 1st. It made her miss home, and his family, especially since she was already upset. She hadn't thought much about them or home since she'd been back with Jay, but now, she was just looking for something to make her feel better.

Kelly was finally waking up about noon on the third day when he heard glass break somewhere in the apartment. He jumped out of bed and went sprinting towards where it sounded like it came from. Lauren was standing in the living room starring at the TV with broken glass all around her. She looked absolutely petrified.

Kelly slowed his approach so as not to frighten her anymore. "Lauren, what happened?" he softly asked. She finally turned her eyes toward him and then pointed towards the TV. Kelly turned to look; it was a news report out of Chattanooga. Someone had attacked the naval base; the reports were stating that four Marines had been killed, and one Navy Sailor was in critical condition.

That was her home; no wonder she was frightened. Things like that just didn't happen there. Kelly turned back to her. "Ok, it's ok, just don't move," he said. She wasn't wearing any shoes, and he didn't want her to get glass all in her feet because a trip to the ER was not in his plans for the day.

"Lauren, look at me." After a few seconds she turned towards him. He could tell she was in shock, but she was at least still listening to him. "Are you hurt?" he asked. When she didn't respond, he asked again. This time she shook her head no. "It just… I just…" she started but couldn't finish.

"It's ok, I promise, it's not that big of a deal. I'll get it cleaned up, but I have to know if you're hurt anywhere." Once again she shook her head no. Kelly had managed to walk towards the kitchen during all of this, and slipped his sandals on. He walked up right beside her; he picked her up and carried her to the couch. He noticed the top of her foot was bleeding, but it looked like just a scratch that they could clean up here.

"I'm going to get Shay up so she can look at that place on your foot, and I will clean up the glass, ok?" At Lauren's nod, he knew she still wasn't fully comprehending that she had a cut on her foot, but at least she was ok.

Shay was able to butterfly the cut; there wasn't any glass in it, and it wasn't deep enough for stitches. Once Lauren returned to her normal self, after sitting between the two of them watching news report after news report, Kelly made them some lunch. The 5th soldier ended up dying at the hospital, making the death toll five with two wounded. The shooter also died.

Lauren had called home to check on her family and was relieved to know that everyone, even her police officer cousins, were safe. Later in the day, she text Jay to see if he wanted to talk. She was needing his comfort, but he didn't respond. They ended up staying in and watching movies. Kelly and Shay decided Lauren needed them more than they needed to go out.

The next night, Friday night, Kelly asked if she wanted to go out with him and Shay, but Lauren said she was exhausted and just wanted to go to bed early. Kelly debated on whether to stay in with her again, but Shay convinced him to give her some space. She'd had an eventful last few days and it was starting to take its toll on her so she probably would turn in early.

Kelly didn't plan on staying long. He didn't think she needed to be alone for hours on end, but he'd go for a bit. If he saw Jay though, he was planning on giving him a piece of his mind. He was tired of seeing his little sister so upset over him, again! Once at Molly's, Kelly saw Jay at the bar downing shots of whiskey. He sat down on the empty bar stool beside him. "What do you want, Kelly?" Jay practically growled.

"I want to know why my sister is back staying with me?! Why you're not answering her calls and texts again?! Why I hear her crying herself to sleep at night and sometimes during the day when she thinks no one can hear her?! I thought you were serious about her this time, Jay! I thought you wanted to make it work no matter what?!" Kelly's temper was coming out, and he didn't think he could stop this little speech. "

Well, here's my opinion, I think you're a coward who can't handle it when it doesn't work out like you want. So to keep from maybe having to work at it, to stay together, you want the easy way. You want it to just happen on its own, and since it's not you've tossed her aside again! And quite frankly I'm real sick and tired of it. So if you don't get your shit together, and soon, she'll be gone, again, and I won't help you get her back! I doubt she'd give you a third chance!"

"I do want to make this work, damn it! She's the one running again! She ran to you, and now she's going to be running back to Tennessee."

"Yeah, that may be how you see it, but to her, she doesn't have a choice. Besides, all she did was tell you what she saw that night, kind of like you told her what you saw in Tennessee all those times. I guess running from each other is all you two know to do. But let me just make myself clear, I am tired of it! I'm tired of seeing her so upset and depressed over you, while you're out here drinking it up every night. You need to figure out what the hell you want and get your shit together or she's going back to Tennessee without you!"

With that Kelly got up and found Shay. He told her he didn't feel like being out anymore and he was going back to the apartment.

It'd been five days since Lauren had seen or talked to Jay. She thought for sure they were done. She'd recovered from the shock of the attack on Tennessee, and now she was back to just being upset over Jay. Kelly and Shay had to work at midnight, so they were sleeping. Lauren was trying to be quiet and decided a movie on the couch would do for today. Sweet Home Alabama seemed like a good choice. She definitely had the movie memorized, but it reminded her of her and Jay.

About three-quarters of the way into the movie, right as Jake and Melanie were fixing to get back together, there was a knock on the apartment door. That's weird, she thought. She knew Kelly and Shay would sleep all day, and she wasn't expecting anyone, so she grabbed her Glock just to be safe. When she looked through the peephole, she saw Jay and her silly heart soared. No matter how much he hurt her, she would always love him and want to be with him.

She laid the Glock to the side and opened the door. "Hey," she whispered.

"Hey, why are you whispering?"

"Oh, Kelly and Shay are sleeping because they work tonight, and I didn't want to disturb them today. I feel like I've been enough of a bother while I've been here so I didn't want to bother them any more before shift."

"Oh," Jay said and then was silent.

"Did you need something?" she asked. He still hadn't said why he was there so she decided to just ask.

"Uh… yeah… your stuff is still at my place…" Before he could say anything else she interrupted him.

"Oh, yeah, right. I can… umm… borrow Kelly's car while their sleeping and…." Before she could say anything else he grabbed her by the waist and pulled her out into the hall to him and kissed her. It was the only way he knew to successfully shut her up.

"That's not what I meant. You didn't let me finish," he said with a smile as he kissed the tip of her nose.

"Oh," she giggled. "Then by all means, please continue."

"Your stuff is still at my place, and I think you should be too. I was an idiot, again. I knew you had to finish college, I just…"

"Jay, stop, please. I shoulda told you from the beginning. I was a coward because I didn't know what would happen, and I was enjoying being with you too much to ruin it. I shoulda trusted you about Erin too, and I let my jealousy get in the way."

"It's not all your fault," he whispered. "I let my temper get away from me. I said things I didn't mean. Would you…. Umm… I would like it if you would move back in with me. Could you forgive me, again, Lauren?"

"Of course, Jay. I love you,"

"Always have, always will," he said with her.

"Well, come on then. I'm going to take you somewhere on the bike since its nice out."

"The cabin?" she asked hopeful. She loved that place and Jay knew it.

"No," he said with a laugh, "But, you'll still like it," he said with a wink.

Lauren went back in and grabbed her stuff. She sent Kelly a text letting him know where she would be and that she would call him later. He'd get it when he woke up.

Jay and Lauren had stopped by his apartment to let her change out of her sweats. Jay had convinced her to wear a dress. It was a strapless blue lacy dress that came to just above her knees. She hated wearing dresses on the bike because what if they wrecked or something. But Jay was always careful and he loved her dresses so she usually gave in to him. He loved this particular dress because it was his favorite color, and what he had planned for later would work perfectly with the dress.

They'd driven about an hour south when they stopped in Gary, IN. Jay pulled over at this secluded section of the beach. "A day at the beach?" she questioned.

"Yes, and no. I just wanted to take you somewhere private, and I know how much you love the beach so this seemed perfect." He turned around so he was facing her. She pulled her helmet off and shook her hair out. Oh the things it did to him watching her do that. If she only knew how sexy she really was.

He pulled her close, so close she was practically in his lap. "Jay?" she said his name as a question. He slid the jacket from her arms and draped it over the handle bars behind him. He kissed her lips and he slid one hand up the inside of her thigh. "Maldición que he echado de menos. Perdóname por favor?"

"Oh, Jay… I've missed you too! And of course, I already told you I forgave you. We both said things we shouldn't've. It's going to take some work, but I'm willing if you are."

"Of course I am," he said as he slipped a finger between her legs. It was then he realized she didn't have any panties on. She'd been riding behind him completely naked under dress. "Ugh… Baby….." he groaned out.

"I knew what you had in mind, Jay Matthew. So I just saved you a step."

"Damn," he sighed out. "If only I'd known sooner." He pulled her legs up until her ankles rested on the handlebars. He laid her back where her head would rest on her seat. He thrust two fingers deep into her wet heat. She was so wet and ready for him. "Already so wet for me," he growled.

Knowing she was so turned on for him, always brought the caveman out in him. Usually he could control it, but not today. He wanted to give it to her hard and fast, and he knew that's what she wanted too. He thrust in and out until he felt she was on the edge.

He used his thumb to rub along her clit in time to his thrusts. "Oh, Jay! Oh, fuck! Jay… I'm gonna…. I'm gonna… Jaaaaaayyyyyy!" she screamed out as her orgasm crashed over her. Jay slowed his fingers inside of her to let her sort of recover.

He knew she would want more; she always did.

Once he felt her settle, he pulled her up to him. "Damn, baby! So sexy, so beautiful," he said as he ran his fingers along the top of her dress. "Jay," she whispered.

"What, baby?"

She looked up at him; "Fuck me, Jay. Please." She added the please at the end because she knew it would get to him.

He stood up and pulled her with him. "Just like last time," she whispered in his ear right before he kissed her. He turned her so her hands were supporting her weight on the bike. She was bent at the waist, and he was behind her.

He reached around and rubbed along her clit; she moaned and arched back towards him. "Already, ready for me again. Damn, baby, I love you so much."

"Jay," she panted. She looked back over her shoulder at him as she said, "Now."

He knew what that meant. He spread her legs a little further and stepped up between them. He ran his hard dick along her slit. "This what you want, hermoso?" Lauren could only nod as Jay slipped all the way into him.

"Oh, baby, so wet, so hot, so tight." Jay thrust in and out over and over as he slowly rubbed her clit. He could feel her orgasm building. It usually doesn't take her long this way. She loved the angel. He could feel her muscles squeezing him. He felt like he did their first time; trying to hold it together for her, but struggling because she felt so good.

He picked up speed with his hips and thumb. He was getting close and wanted her with him. "Oh, fuck, Lauren," he said as she tightened her muscles around him. "Jaaayy, I'm so close."

"Me too, baby, me too." It took only a few more thrusts before they came together. It was so much better than before. He didn't know how he thought he could possibly live without this girl. She was his whole world.

Later, after they recovered, they walked up and down the beach hand in hand. After spending about two hours at the beach, they started the ride home. They grabbed takeout on the way home, and ate it back at the apartment. It felt good to be back, Lauren thought. It felt right, like she was right where she belonged. That night, after a few more rounds of slow love making, they fell asleep. It was the best sleep in five days that either one of them had gotten.

So I couldn't leave them mad at each other. & of course there's nothing like some good makeup sex ;) I don't know that sex on a motorcycle is even possible, but it's what my mind dreamed up and I ran with it because I thought it would be hot. & in my opinion it was ;) You should listen to the song Ride by Chase Rice. It was part of my inspiration because as I was typing this chapter that song was playing and it is hot! So it provided a little inspiration for the motorcycle scene ;) I included what happened in Chattanooga in this story as well as Jay Loves E because it plays a part of my plot. Hope yall don't mind :) I hope you enjoyed this chapter & will let me know what you think :)

Up Next: Lauren's flight leaves for TN.