Speak Swiftly to be Fearless
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters. All the credit goes to CP Coulter and Taylor Swift.
Summary: Jogan/Light Drabble Based on Taylor Swift songs : Characters are from the famous Fan-fiction Dalton by CP Coulter
Author's Note: If there is any songs that I have left out your more than welcome to tell me. Also if you want a song please tell me and I will move it up. Just for you : ) Please enjoy.
Chapter 7: Invisible
Julian sat under a tree reading Emma by Jane Austin. He looked up to see Kurt and Logan sitting on a bench. Julian looked back at his book before looking up again.
He can't see the way your eyes
Light up when you smile
He'll never notice how you stop and stare whenever he walks by
And you can't see me wantin' you the way you want him
But you are everything to me
His heart was breaking while he sat there. His heart fastened as he glanced up again. Logan was laughing at something Kurt was saying. His heart was still breaking at the sight of them. But Julian had never seen Logan's eyes sparkle like that or seen a bigger smile on his face. A small bitter smile appeared on Julian's face as he stood up and walked off towards Stuart house. Logan was happy and it had nothing to do with him and that's what hurt Julian the most. He stopped outside of Derek's room. He knocked before entering.
Outside in the court yard Logan was laughing at Kurt's story about falling in love with his step brother.
"So as you've heard, your story can't be as bad as mine,"
"Okay, I think I might be in l... I mean I might like Julian in that way," Logan said as he played with his hands.
"You're in love with your best friend?" Kurt said with a soft smile.
"Okay, yeah," Logan said with a small fake laugh. "I just don't know how to tell him, I mean his straight, he will never look my way,"
There's a fire inside of you
That can't help but shine through
He's never gonna see the light no matter what you do
And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be
"Tell him please," Derek said to Julian
"Why, his got Kurt, and all is right in the world," Julian snapped.
"Don't do it for him, do it for yourself," Derek was raising his voice.
"No Derek, Never! He will never know and I've come to terms with that," Julian said with a sad smile. "I'm leaving for California in an hour, I came to say goodbye, and I'll text you when I get to California." Julian said before hugging Derek. He got up and walked out of the room, back to his. His bags were packed. He just had to grab a couple of things . He picked up the photo of Derek, him and Logan laughing under the tree in the court yard. Julian had loved that picture because Logan's smirk was the brightest he had ever seen. He turned and dumped it into the bin.
"Ouch," Logan said from where he stood leant up against the door frame. "Didn't know you hated us that much,"
"Like you would notice," Julian said with half a laugh.
"I would, anything to do with you, I would always notice when it came to you," Logan said under his breath.
"Look, my car will be here in 30 minutes, I need to finish packing,"
"You're leaving?" Logan asked as he pushed off from the door.
"Yeah movie deal of my career,"
"When are you coming back?" Logan asked.
"I'm not Logan," Julian said as he grabbed random things, Logan's heart stopped as Julian continued to have his back to Logan.
"So your career is picking up again?" Logan asked
"Yeah," was all Julian said as he grabbed the photo from the bin. He walked over to Logan, grabbing his hand and putting the photo in his hand. A small bitter sweet feeling came over Logan.
"So this is goodbye?" Logan asked in a whispered tone. Julian just nodded, he really didn't trust his voice at the moment.
"Well I wish you all the best ... for your career," Logan said as his voice broike at the end of the statement.
"Thanks," Julian smiled a sad smile. Julian's phone buzzed and deep down inside Logan knew this was the last time he would see the brunette up close. He tried to take in everything he took for granted about Julian.
"Goodbye Lo," Julian said as he grabbed his suitcases. Logan just watched as his best friend walked past him and out to the car. Logan walked to the window, and watched the car disappear out of the driveway. Logan leaned his head up against the window, and closed his eyes.
"I wish you all the happiness in the world Jules," Logan whispered.
In the coming years Logan watched anything to do with Julian, cut out all the articles about him but never saw him in person again. The photo sat beside his bed and was touched every night before bed. One thing blonde didn't know was at the back of his graduation was a certain celebrity hiding under a fake wig, crying as he watched him graduate from high school and college. Every Christmas and birthday a anonymous card was delivered to Logan always saying the same thing.
'I Love you, yours always, xoxox'
I just wanna show you
She don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me
If you only knew me
We could be a beautiful
Miracle,
Unbelievable
Instead of just invisible
Author's Note: Please Review... Tell me if you like it... Please cause i don't know if you guys are liking this :)
I'm worried these are getting worse as time goes on... I know most of these are said... i'm trying to write happy but it's hard with Jogan :)
