We're Both Broken

C8: Looking Forward

Standard Disclaimer: I don't own any of the recognizable characters

Rosalie's POV

Our forced week in Volterra passed quickly, and to my surprise, Esme and Carmen had come back on their earlier statements, and had agreed with Renee that all three of them would continue to be a mother for Bella, simply because it was something Bella craved.

Due to the close proximity of the Volturi, we hadn't had sex since she woke up, and now that we were about to depart, we were both horny and frustrated, although we knew something similar to what happened on the way here couldn't happen now because Bella was still learning to control her strength, which was something much to the chagrin of Emmett, who had yet to beat her in wrestling.

Now that she was a vampire, Jasper and Bella had become incredibly close, discussing something about history every chance they go, and had spent hours in the Volturi's library, combing through tomes like they had never done anything else.

Bella's control had surprised everyone, but no one more than me. Even after a week she had yet to jump me like I had expected her to from the moment she woke up, and it left me a bit on edge at the moment.

Right now we were on our way back toward the airport and Bella had opted to drive, resting one hand high on my thigh. "I know what you are thinking my love, and you don't have to worry. The minute we touch down in Seattle, we're running to our home, where I will show you exactly how much I have missed your touch over the past week."

I smiled at her. "I understand why you didn't want to do it in Volterra, but I really hoped your instincts would have taken over at some point."

"I wanted our first time with me as a vampire to be special, and it can't be special if we both have the feeling that an entire Castle can listen in on us. Our home is far enough away from the house that we can see exactly how long it takes before we become exhausted." She said softly.

"I'm glad your newfound confidence has not affected your ego at all, my love." I said as I stole a quick kiss.

She smiled and squeezed my thigh. "It's not a question of ego at all, I just want all of you for as long as I can get away with. This week of self imposed celibacy has taken its toll on me too. I need you even more now than I ever needed you before."

"We could always have a repeat of what we did on the way here." I said teasingly.

She smirked and kissed me quickly. "Don't tempt me love, because if we do that, there is no way we will be at the airport in time."

I pouted a little at that, knowing she was right. "You're right of course, I'm just craving your touch after going for a week without it. It's almost as if you don't want it anymore."

Bella smiled and pulled over, straddling me in the blink of an eye before kissing me deeply. "I will never stop wanting you Rosalie. I just know how much you value your privacy when it comes to our love-life, and I didn't want the entire Castle to be privy to us making love, I'm dying to feel you again, my love."

I moaned into her mouth from her sweet words and let my hands roam beneath her top, and when I felt that she didn't wear a bra I growled softly. "You are playing a dangerous game Isabella. To not wear a bra while we are both horny."

She smirked at me and pulled up my top, revealing my own naked breasts. "You're the one to talk Rosie. But I think we have time for a quickie, to take the edge of a bit."

"Are you sure that will be enough Bella? We are not know for quickies before you were turned." I said softly.

"I know, but we only have two hours before we have to be at the airport and still have three quarters of the way to go. The moment we land, we will go to our cabin and don't leave until we are both sated." She said before kissing me again.

I moaned as she trailed her hands down and flipped up my skirt, sliding two fingers into me while I did the same to her. "Is there any particular reason you chose to forego underwear today, my love?" I asked huskily.

Bella smiled at me. "I could ask you the same. I just anticipated that this would happen at some point today, we are both not very patient women when it comes to our body's needs."

I smirked and slipped an extra finger inside of her making her moan. "You wanted this to be a quickie love, so we better make this quick."

She smirked right back at me and also added an extra finger, both of us rocking against each other as we sought completion.

Within minutes we both moaned loudly as we came, although Bella didn't make any effort to actually get off me. "I love you Rosie, and I never want to be parted from you again."

"I love you too, my Bella, and I promise to be by your side for as long as you will have me." I said softly.

She smiled and kissed me a last time before getting off me and took her spot back at the wheel, her hand again coming to rest on my thigh again. "I will always want you Rosalie Hale, forever seems like a good place to start."

I only smiled and kissed her before she sped off again, the remainder of our ride to the airport being filled with small talk, mostly about our future.

Bella's POV

The moment we were back on American soil and in the car, we were underway to our Cabin, where we would spend a week getting reacquainted with each other, and unsurprisingly the others had no problems with it, which wouldn't have made a difference in the end.

Both Rosalie and I were beyond excited, and therefore she pushed my car to its limits to reach our little safe haven.

When we arrived, we were surprised to see Charlie's cruiser parked there, and I could hear he was inside.

"The balls of that asshole. Kicking me out first and then coming to our home." I said with a growl

"I'm more curious how he even found this place, and that he knows that it is ours." Rosalie said with a similar tone.

I growled and got out of the car before it had even come to a full stop. "I'm going to end this once and for all. He deserves it for everything he has put me and Renee through."

Rosalie only nodded at me, a sad look on her face as she knew what was about to happen. "If you are absolutely sure about this, I will of course support you, but know that this will not go unnoticed in town."

I nodded at her. "I know, but you can rest assured that this will be in self defense if he goes too far. I don't want to kill him, but he might leave us no choice. I will not have him disrespect you, our relationship or me."

She nodded and we shared another kiss before we silently made our way into the house, where we could see Charlie rummaging through the drawers.

"Some people would call this breaking and entering. What the actual hell are you doing in our home Charlie?" I asked with a smirk, knowing I already had him by his balls.

He glared at the both of us. "I heard some rumors that you and your girlfriend had shacked up together, so I came to find some evidence of that, and now that you and your dyke are here, and I got what I needed, I will take my leave."

"I'm going to give you one last chance to apologize for what you said, because you won't like the consequences if you don't." I said with a soft growl.

He laughed at that. "Are you threatening me right now? You may have chosen this abnormal lifestyle, but you and your stupid girlfriend will respect me."

Rosalie and I growled loudly and pounced on him before he had the chance to pull out his gun. "Here is what is going to happen, you stupid man. You will leave this place and never return, even forget about its existence, or Forks might find itself in need of a new Chief of Police."

"You silly girl, did you really think there would not be repercussions if I turned up missing. You and your girlfriend would never be safe in this state if you even manage to kill me." Charlie said with a smirk, thinking he had the upper hand.

Rosalie and I shared a look. "What do you think love, do we want to risk it." I asked too soft for Charlie to hear.

"We shouldn't, but we need to make sure not a trace of him remains. It will never leave us alone if we don't, and we will probably have to relocate to Alaska for a bit." She said in a similar tone.

"That's fine. I will take that over having to again live our lives looking over our shoulder."

She nodded and held Charlie down while I snapped his neck, wanting to be done with it quickly. "He deserved more than that, but I wanted to end this quickly. Any ideas on how we are going to get rid of him and the car?"

Rosalie smiled and kissed me softly. "There is a valley nearby, it is not on the wolves' land and it has plenty of spots to hide him, and I'll drive the car to the Cullens. Emmett has been wanting to strip something for a while now, and when we explain everything, they will understand why we have done this."

I nodded at her and gave her a kiss before I took Charlie's body and Rose made her way to his car. "Would you mind terribly if I went to hunt afterwards. I'll be back as soon as possible."

"Of course I don't mind love. You don't have to ask permission when you want to do something. I'm not Edward or Charlie." She said with a soft smile.

"I know, but I just wanted to be sure you are okay with it since we had so many plans made for when we get home." I said with a similar smile.

Rosalie smiled at that. "I know, I just wanted you to know that you never have to ask permission for things like that."

I only smiled and kissed her a last time before I took off with Charlie thrown over my shoulder as I sped off into the wilderness.

Thankfully Rose had made me aware of the treaty line, so I wouldn't accidentally cross it. I really didn't need Jacob around when my father was dead and on my shoulders.

I quickly made my way to the valley Rose had told me about and with a last smirk at Charlie, I threw him down into the canyon before jumping down after him.

At the bottom I found a cave that seemed to be the home of bears, judging by the smell of them, and figuring this was a good enough place to get rid of him, I threw his body into the cave with a loud echoing thump, and I couldn't help but giggle when the two enormous masses rose to sniff out the prone intruder.

I took my time jumping back up the canyon, making sure to stay on the right side of the treaty line once again, and once I was topside, I let my nose guide me to my next meal.

Rosalie's POV

I hadn't taken long for me to get the cruiser to our home, and explain everything to Carlisle, Esme, Carmen and Eleazar, since the others were… indisposed for a lack of a better word.

They were of course shocked that Bella had done it, but understood why she had done it, and it was agreed to stay in Forks for no longer than a week, before we would make our way to Denali.

I then quickly made my way back to our cabin, but not before I was almost forced to promise to come by at some point tomorrow.

By the time I was back at our cabin, Bella had thankfully not yet returned, so I could make some preparations for the next few days. I lit some candles in our bedroom to give it an even more romantic feel, and I chose my most skimpy set of lingerie to wear. It was vital that Bella was sated before I asked her the most important question I ever could, and I really hoped that our bedroom would survive what would follow. I also made sure we had our toys at the ready, since I was sure she would want to fuck me with them at least once, hopefully more.

Half an hour later I heard Bella call out for me. "Rosalie love, I'm home, where are you?"

"In the bedroom, love." I called back as seductively as I could manage.

She stalked into the bedroom and grinned predatory. "What a surprise to come home to. My mate almost naked and ready for me, which raises the question why aren't you completely naked."

I returned her feral grin. "I am not naked because I wanted you to have something to peel off my body. I am beyond ready for you love, come and claim me."

She pounced without a second thought and ripped off her clothes, kissing me deeply once she had me pinned to the bed. "I don't want to claim you, since you are already mine and I am yours. I want to make passionate love to you, until we are both sated and spent."

I smiled and kissed her softly. "And here I was hoping you would just claim me like I know you want to. You can't hurt me Bella, so claim me as yours."

She growled playfully at me, although she managed to keep her composure enough not to rip my bra and panties off, but instead she buried her face between my legs and peeled my thong aside carefully before she started eating me out.

I moaned loudly and because it had been so long ago since we had done it, all of my senses were heightened, and by the vigor my mate showed in eating me out, showed that she was just as desperate as I was. "Bella, I have several toys waiting for us. I need you to fuck me."

She grinned and kissed her way up my body. "And here I wanted to take my time with you, but if you want me to fuck you, I will, but don't complain when we have to buy new toys tomorrow."

I smirked and pulled her into a rough kiss. "I won't, now fuck me like you mean it." I said with a growl.

She growled playfully and smirked as she quickly strapped herself in with the biggest strap-on we owned, sliding it into me with a moan from both of us. "How I would love to have a real cock so I could feel how tight you are."

"I'm glad you don't my love have one my love, your body is perfect just the way it is, you just wouldn't be my Bella if anything was different." I said before pulling her down for a kiss.

Bella moaned into the kiss and pulled back with a smile. "But I am different, my love. You can now let yourself go when you cum, no more fear of hurting me when you pull me close, and above all, no more clumsy Bella who will hurt herself by falling from the bed by tangling her legs in the sheets or by falling down the last step of the stairs."

I smiled and kissed her softly. "I know, but those changes I knew would happen when you were turned. I love the confidence you show each and every day and how much more composed you have become, but you are still my Bella underneath that."

"I love you so much Rosie, and I don't think I will ever find the right words to say exactly how I feel about you." She said softly.

"I don't need to hear the words to know their meaning my love. I know you love me, and I hope you know that I love you too." I said honestly.

She smiled and pulled me up, which was a bit of a surprise, since we had never done it like this before, and I wondered why we hadn't, because it felt amazing.

"I can feel you are close, my love. Let it come, I'm dying to feel you inside of me as well." She whispered in my ear huskily.

I moaned at the tone of her voice and clutched at her as I pulled her into a kiss and moaned out her name as I came, and we stayed in that position for a long time as I rode out my high.

When I pulled back and she pulled out, I smiled at her. "Before we continue, there is something very important I want to ask you." I said as I reached for the box on my nightstand. "Isabella, would you do me the honor and privilege of having your hand in marriage?"

Bella's POV

Out of all the things she could have asked me, this was not even on my list of possibilities, but I would be lying if I said I didn't love it, although I will admit I was not prepared for the thick wetness that made its way down my cheek, and a quick swipe of my hand revealed that it was blood that was seeping from my eyes. "Of course I will marry you baby, I would love nothing more than to call you my wife."

She smiled and kissed me. "You never cease to surprise me, love. I have never heard of a vampire that could still cry."

I was sure if I could still blush, I would. "You know I have always been special, so why would it be any different now that I am vampire."

She smiled and kissed me softly. "Shall we continue our marathon, or did you have something else in mind?"

I smirked at her. "I would love to have passionate day long sex with my gorgeous fiancé, but you will have to work to get this strap-on off of me."

She growled and tackled me back to the bed. "I don't need the strap-on, we have plenty of other things to have fun with."

I only smiled at her teasing and took off the strap-on while she got the double ended dildo, the same one we had used on our way to Volterra, which already seemed like a lifetime ago.

Instead of teasing me further, she slipped one half of the dildo into herself, and the other half into me within a second, making us both moan loudly.

The rest of the day we spent making love, only interrupted by a shower halfway through it, and I had to begrudgingly admit she was right, we could get tired from too much physical activity.

"Do you want to continue love, or do you admit I was right?" Rosalie asked with a soft smile.

I smiled and rested my head against her naked shoulder, again admiring the beautiful diamond ring that now graced my finger. "You were right love, and I am way to comfortable to even move now." I said with a smile before we both perked up from the sound of light footfalls coming towards our cabin at high speed.

We shared an amused look, both of us knowing that it could only be one person.

We quickly got out of the tub and dressed in our matching bath robes. "I think someone saw the proposal, are you ready for the Hurricane Alice?" I asked with a smile.

Rose nodded and gave me a kiss before our was nearly trampled by Alice, who enveloped us in a big hug. "I saw that sweet proposal. Congratulations." She said excitedly.

We smiled at her. "Is that the only reason you came here, tearing down our door? Or was there another reason for your visit, not that we mind having you of course." Rose said with a knowing smile.

She grinned at us. "I was hoping you two would let me plan the wedding, and come home to tell everyone the good news, Carmen and Esme are even more excited than I am."

"Planning the wedding is something we can talk about, and we were planning on coming home after our bath, since you interrupted us." I said with a smile.

She looked appropriately contrite at that. "Sorry, I was just so excited when I saw, and I really tried to keep it all in, but I just wanted to be the first to congratulate you."

We both smiled at her. "And you are, but if you get us a few minutes to get properly dressed, we'll come home with you to tell everyone this and some more news, news which is a bit more grim than the news of our engagement."

She nodded and waited as patiently as she could while we got dressed, the three of us running home afterwards.

When we entered the house half an hour later, we were engulfed in a wave of hugs, kisses and congratulations from the entire family, and I was surprised that Emmett and Kate didn't make any sexual comments.

"We're so happy for you. You both deserve the wedding of your dreams." Esme gushed with a bright smile, one I hadn't seen on her face since before that night.

"As long as our family is there, and hopefully Renee, it will be exactly that." Rosalie said with a smile.

Carmen and Esme smiled at that. "Perhaps it could also be the time Charlie and you made amends, I know he hurt you deeply, and I still blame him for a lot of the hurt you went through."

I smiled and motioned everyone to take a seat. "About that, there is something you should know. Charlie had invaded our cabin and threatened us, to the point we had no other option then to end him. Knowing him he would never have given up his crusade against us. Rose took his car here for disassembly, and I took care of his body, which by now is already eaten or very close to it by two bears I found in a cave at the bottom of the cliffs near our cabin."

Everyone looked a bit shocked at that. "I never thought he could have that much hatred against his own daughter. He really was not fit to be a father. While I never condone violence, he got what he deserved and your actions have made sure we will be protected in the future, although I think it would be wise to relocate for a few decades."

Rosalie and I shared a knowing look with each other. "We were thinking the same thing, and I think Denali would be a wonderful spot to have a wedding, which, yes Alice, you can plan, but we will reserve the right to veto things. The fact that Bella will have no problems with walking in heels, does not mean it has to be extremely extravagant, because we don't want that. Something intimate will suit us better."

Alice smiled at that. "I can do that. I know you both better than you think I do. I promise you will be proud of me." She said honestly.

We smiled and hugged her. "We already are. None of this would have been possible if you hadn't sent Rosalie to me that night. So thank you for everything Ali. You really are the best sister I could have asked for." I said soft enough so that only Rosalie and Alice could hear me.

She smiled at that. "How could I not help my sister in her time of need. I only regret that I didn't do anything sooner."

"It is the end result that matters, my dear sister. The journey only made our relationship stronger." Rosalie said with a soft smile.

Alice nodded and retook her spot next to Jasper, while Rose and I took a seat on the couch, and I was perfectly content in parking myself in Rosalie's lap.

Rose wrapped her arms around me and kissed my cheek. "How long do we have before we have to move?" She asked seriously.

Carlisle smiled at that. "We still have about a week before we have to go, so we have plenty of time to dismantle the cruiser and get rid of it. Any longer could compromise us and could implicate us of involvement, which in turn could expose us."

We all nodded at that. "That's plenty of time to wrap things up here. Are you okay with having the wedding in Denali, love?" Rosalie asked softly.

I smiled and kissed her as an answer, the conversation turning to a lighter subject afterwards.