OMG!! So much has happened. Can't u believe it?? The Host is out!! I got it, like, the day after it came out.
It was sooooo sad!! I cried so much!! It's soooooo good, though. It's slower and harder to understand that Twilight, but in the end, it's just as good.
Well, I don't want to say anymore cuz y'all need to read it!! SOOO GOOD!!
I'm growing a little worried about the Twilight movie, though. If you have seen the trailer, I don't think it's going to turn out all that well. Sorry, for being pessimistic, but Edward does not look like what I picture him to be. Then again, no one could qualify as Edward…
I don't own Twilight
"Well, Mother, please tell Emmett I send forth my greetings. I'm very sorry," I said to her.
"Well, you can meet him at the engagement ball, I guess. Rest well," Mother said as she closed the door.
As soon as she left, I buried my head in my pillow and cried more than I ever had in my 17 short years of life.
The next morning, I was in bed, sick with a cold. Or rather heartbreak.
"Isabella, dear! Oh, my! We were going to go on a small tour of London today! Doctor, will she possibly be all right?" Mother asked the man.
The palace doctor fussed over me, finally declaring that it was very minor, unlikely to develop into something worse, will be able to return to full health the next day, but it'd be best to remain in bed all of today, bla, bla, bla…
"Oh, no! That's terrible! Well, I guess I could go tomorrow and keep you company today!" Mother continued.
"Oh no Mother, by all means go and enjoy yourself. Our stay here won't be that long. And you wouldn't be able to help me much here anyway," I chided her, wanting to be alone.
"Well, Isabella, but--"
"No. You go. I'll be fine." I said, adamant.
"Fine then, I'll take Rosalie with me. I hope you get better soon," Mother said as she walked out of the room.
Well, I guess I would be better. At least I wouldn't have to try avoiding the Prince anymore. There was only one official welcoming dinner, and I had wormed my way out of that one. I just had to somehow hide myself during the engagement ball and I would be fine.
Should I go see him tomorrow as I had promised? I didn't know. There would only be heartbreak if I went. But I knew from that moment I met him that there would be nobody else. Just the first look at him told me that there would never be anybody else for me. The way I had fallen in love….Hard.
I was falling into a deep, dark, never-ending abyss, and there was no was no way to ever go back.
I would recover from this cold, but I doubted I would ever heal completely.
I was extremely bored in my big, cold, lonely room. I decided to read a book. But the words eventually started blurring across the page and gave me a headache.
I suddenly heard voices coming from the other room. Mother's room.
But Mother was touring London, and the maids didn't come at this hour. The servants knew to give us privacy, and nobody else was allowed in our wing.
There was no one supposed to be here at this wing in the castle.
The voices were hushed. Quietly, I slipped out of bed and tip-toed over to the wall. I pressed my ear against the wall, but that didn't help. I quickly spotted a glass and pressed it against the wall.
I could hear the voices clearer, but I still couldn't make out what they were saying.
I gently opened my door and walked to my mother's door. Pressing myself there, I could finally hear what they were saying. There were two males in the room.
"Joe," a deep voice said.
"Yes?" replied someone with a slight accent, maybe French.
"Are you sure this is the room?"
"Of course! I seen it with my very eyes, dat day. Dat day that I watched 'im die… My very brother. I saw them from the bushes. That girl keeled him with her hands, I swear. By garn, n he didn't do a ding. All he wanted was some food. Some food that the queen took from him!"(Of course! I saw it with my very eyes, that day. That day that I watched him die….My very brother. I saw them from the bushes. That girl killed him with her hands, I swear. By garn, and he didn't do a thing. All he wanted was some food. Some food that the queen took from him! ok that's what u mean right?? I wasn't sure how u wanted stuff sad so if I did anything wrong u can go back and fix that part)
I heard a few snuffles.
"But are you sure this is the room?" the deep voice asked again.
"Yes, I'm sure! Dat room weth that girl…Just look around now. She's luckee she isn't here. Ween I get her, she weel pay for what she did to him… I followed her heer. All the way from the forest. I made no mistake."
"All right, you know the place, so let's get out of here. What if someone comes?"
"Don't worry! Dere all out on their leetle royal trips, ween we barely have enough food!"
"Well, we'll come back in a couple of weeks, okay? On that night, that night we planned."
"Fine. Let's go." And with that I heard the window creak open. A few seconds later, there were two heavy thuds. Exactly what I had done.
I let out the long breathe I had been holding. Oh, no! That girl, they had to have meant me. That day, that had to have been me in the forest.
Yet they had gotten Mother's room.
I couldn't tell anyone. Then I'd have to tell them I had killed someone.
And now that I looked back on it, it was a mistake. I doubt that man ever wanted to kill me. It was just a mistake. A mistake made by a starving person.
And the starving started from the queen.
Edward's mother.
Still in shock, I made my way slowly back to my room, trying to make sense of what I had just heard.
Breathing slowly in and out, I shakily opened the door.
"Isabella Marie Swan! How have you been doing?"
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