Have you ever heard the song King of Wishful thinking by Go West? Well I'm pretty sure that I am the King of Creative thinking; I keep coming up with creative ways to procrastinate writting the chapter. Sorry about that.

By the way there will be no updates during July because I will be on a month long survival camp with school. It shall be interesting.

Anyway; to the story. Before you read this is a Jesse and Suze thing. What is about to happen is just for the plot.

Has anybody read the mediator short story on Meg Cabots website? It's cute. Check it out.

Disclaimer: I don't own the Mediator Series.

That was one hell of a night. I thought as I walked into the Mission. First I tell my drop dead sexy boyfriend from the 18th century that I'm pregnant then my dad walks into the convosation. Somebody say awkward. I mean; my dad excepted it so well. I thought he would hate me and yell, but he didn't. All he did was hug me.

All I have to do now is tell Father Dominic and Mum and Andy. Yes I said Father Dom. Jesse told me I must go see him. He was all "This baby may hurt you or become posessed by the ghost part og itself." I, unfortunatly, saw the point in telling Father Dom, so I told him I would tell the good Father, but that the chances of the child being posessed are practically nonexistant.

So here I was, walking to the mission for assembly. I saw Ceecee and she gave me wide eyes; asking me if I had told Jesse.I nodded my head in comformation.

"Details" she whispered.

"He's okay, said I should tell Father D. Dad knows"

"Wait! You can see your dad?"

"Uh, yeah... that made an awkward convosation"

"I can imagine"

Sister Enestrine (A/Nhow do you spell her name?) called everyone to attention. "Children! Children! Be silent" and with that we all recited out morning vowes wit our hand on our chest. Assembly was normal and nothing happened... until Father Dominic asked me to meet him in his office as soon as assembly was finished. So as soon as assembly was over I went to Father Dom's office to find him already there. For an old guy, he was a fast walker.

"Hey Father Dom" I smiled at him nervously.

"Oh, hello Susannah, how are you?"

"I'm... I"m just peachy" I replied with a smile. And here I was thinking I was a good liar.

"Oh, that's good. Jesse came and visited me this morning. He told me there was something you wanted to talk to me about"

"That son of a bitch" I muttered under my breath. I couldn't believe he bailed out on me like that.

"What was that?" Father Dom asked. He probably heard me, just chose to ignore it. He did that a lot. I've always wondered how he was so patient and sincere, but could be so ignorant and naive, as well.

"Umm, well you see" How do you tell a priest that you slept with your dead boyfriend? I was about to find out. "When.. well when a man loves a woman, and a woman loves a man..." I sounded like I was giving Doc the talk. "Well... they do... stuff" Smooth Suze, real smooth. "And well, sometimes if these two people did not protect themselves good enough they, well they end up with, umm, extra bagage."

"Susannah, whatever are you talking about?" Father Dom asked. I really wasn't doing this ver well. Why couldn't Mr Sexy Suave do this. He was goos at this kind of thing.

"I'm getting there"

"Uh huh. Well hurry up, I've got things to do"

"Yes, well Jesse, in this circumstance, is a man who loves me, a woman"

"Well yes, I should hope you were a woman Susannah, otherwise you have had me fooled"

I ignored that comment and concerntrated on saying what needed to be said without giving him a heart attack. "And we did things.. but didn't think we needed... protection, so we didn't use it. And now we have some extra... bagage. Do you get where I am going with this Father?"

"No, I don't believe I do"

I sighed. This was much more complected then I had expected it was going to be. "Well, you see, this baggage is in you for about nine months and then it comes out and plagues you with it's needs and want until you die"

Father D raised an eyebrow. "Are you talking about a baby, Susannah?"

I slammed my fist on his desk. "Exactally, Father Dominic"

"Are you trying to tell me you want kids someday? I don't paticularily care Susannah, no offence"

"None taken, but that isn't what I was talking about. Jesse is a man who loves a woman, who is me. When a man and woman love each other they want children."

"Susannah, are you talking about adoption? Do you and Jesse want to adopt? As much as I can imgine that would be a lovely idea in your mind, well, Susannah, you are a little young and chances are your child will not be able to see its father"

"I'm not talking about adoption"

"Then what are you talking ab... oh. You want ot err... have errm, sexual inter-"

"Father D! It doesn't have to be said allowed! Besides, we don't want to. We kind of already have..." I bit my lip and looked away. I could feel the disapointment lecture coming on.

"Susannah! You... you.. you... oh dear" Father D got his ciggies out of his draw and started fiddling with them.

"Umm, it gets worse..." I look at the celing. Big man, whether that Allah, God, Budah or Aphrodite, give us some hep here, pleeeaaaassseee! "Well, as it turns out, ghosts have sperm... and it can make babies when put inside a mediator and..."

"Susannah, are you trying to tell me your pregnant with a ghost's child?"

"Uh-huh" I gulped

"Well, Susannah, don't lie to me. I know you are a red blooded American teenager and have... needs, but Jesse loves you and doesn't deserve to be cheated on. I didn't think you were that sort of girl"

I felt my jaw drop to the ground. Father Dom thought I was cheating on Jesse? Was he high?

"What?" I yelled. "Are you accusing me of cheating on Jesse? How dare you! I love him and I will only ever love him!"

'But Susannah! We aren't talking about love, we're talking about sex!"

"I have not had sex with anyone other that Hector Jesse De Silva and I don't plan to!" And with that I stood up, stormed out of the room and slammed the door shut.

I couldn't believe Father Dominic had said that. It was so cruel not to mention judgemental. He accused me of doing something that he didn't even have proof on. He didn't trust me. I was furious. I didn't want to go to class, but I knew I had nowhere else to go, so I went.

I got to homeroom and sat down.

"Susannah" My homeroom teached said to me. "Where ahve you been?"

"Father Dominic" I spat. I was so mad I was fumming. You could probably see steam coming out of my ears.

"Okay" He said and gave me a sheet of paper. "Write down five things you want and what you think greed is and then we are going to discuss greed" (A/N WHat do you do in homeroom? There is no homeroom at my school but there is PC. We do devotions and stuff for 20 minutes).

"Okay" I snatched the sheet from him and did as I was told.

I was still furious from my morning visit with Father Dominic even though it was lunch time. On the bright side, though, my hands wern't shking with fury anymore. I just couldn't get over the fact that Father Dominic didn't trust me. Me? Of all people! Who was the person so saved his ass when Maria and Paul tried to exorsize Jesse? It was me! This just proves my point that people don't appreciate me!

"Heya Suze, what up?" Adam said, being his usual silly self.

"What?" I snapped.

"Ohh, somebodies got there panties in a twist" He said with a raised eyebrow. "What's up"

"Father Dom is being a Jerk" I said. My jaw was tight and tensed.

"Uh-huh" Adam said, not buying it. Ceecee came up to us, but before she could say anything Adam turned to her. "Suze is on crack"

"I always knew it!" Ceecee rolled her eyes and turned to me. "What happened?"

"Father Dominic is a judgemental, ungrateful pig!"

"That's not very nice" Ceecee said smirking. "But what caused this tantrum?"

"It's not a tantrum, and I'll tell you later." I looked straight at Adam, hoping he would get the hint. Ceecee did the same, except way more obviously.

Adam rolled his eyes "Excuse me, lovely Ladies,but I need to go to the bathroom."

As soon as he was out of hearing distance I shot up out of my seat and told Ceecee what had happened. "Father Dom accused me of cheating on Jesse!"

"What?" Ceecee's mouth dropped.

"I know right! Why would I want to cheat on him? I mean he is sweet and gorgeous, but kinda stubborn, and.. and.. just amazing. Why would I want to cheat on him?"

"I don't know. Father Dom did think it was impossible to get knocked up with aghost. I think he'll come around"

"Come around? You make it sound like he's on a merry go round! What if he says that to Jesse? Jesse takes in every word he says like he freaking Ghandi!"

"Suze! Get a hold of yourself woman! Jesse is a hundered and 50 year old Ghost. I am sure he would know better than to not trust the one person he has fallen in love with and the one person who is so devoted to him that she would die for him. Calm down"

"Jesse is a 150 year old ghost?" a familiar voice said behind us. We swung around and saw Adam standing there with his arms crossed and a confused look on his face.

Oh Shit.

OKay Y'all, I can't remember if Ceecee knows about Father Dom, so just roll with me on that one, 'Kay.

review and tell me what you think. btw is that a good ebough cliffhanger? :D

~GoodGirlsGoBad