Edward had walked home that night feeling low. Just low...he knew Jacob was right..this wasn't right. He needed to tell her.
He entered the house and blinked to see all the other family members sitting there.
"Uh..is something wrong?" he asked. Esme looked at him for a moment.
"Edward...is there something bothering you..you've been acting..not yourself," she said gently. Emmett looked at her.
"Okay now that's an understatement what she means is you've been acting weird," he said. Obviously Emmett was just going to tell it to him straight. Edward looked at them..he really wasn't in the mood for this.
He glared slightly at Jasper who had a look that said 'I told you this would happen.'
"There's nothing wrong..don't worry about it," he said.
"Edward please we just want to help you, why won't you tell us what's bothering you?" Alice asked.
"Look, I have it under control you don't have to do anything...I'm going to fix everything," he said. "Now..I've had a long night..I'm going to go upstairs."
...
Edward laid there waiting for the night to end. He needed Jacob back..he needed to let Bella know. He needed all of this to end.
It had to end, this had gone on for long enough. And it was going to end.
He was worried though...he had loved Bella. But that was just it, he had loved her. But now it was different. He loved Jacob now and he knew that wasn't going to change. But he had no idea how Bella would react to the news in general.
God knows how she will react to knowing that he had done it all behind her back. And the fact that he was breaking up with her. Edward didn't really want to lose her as a friend..but he guessed if it was the only way he could have Jacob, it was a risk he was willing to take.
...
Jacob felt the hand on his shoulder guiding him back to his house. He had finally stopped crying...he wished suddenly he had just thought 'screw Bella!', and just stayed with him. He sighed, but it was too late for that now.
Sam walked him back to his house, Jacob nodded to him in a wordless thanks and walked into his house. He wordlessly and silently went to his room and went to sleep.
...
The next morning came finally and Edward was planning and contemplating what to do about Bella. He looked at the clock in his room, 1:00 Pm. He had awhile to think and he thought long and hard.
He had to tell her..there was no other way. He just prayed that since Bella knew and he had left her that that would be enough for Jacob to except him.
If not..then Edward would be at another dead end. He closed his eyes again thinking about the previous night. He heard the boys thought...hearing the pain..the relief the guilt everything. It brought Edward some comfort that he at least knew everything that Jacob was thinking. And knew how he felt.
He opened his eyes again and blinked a few times and sat up looking at the clock.
6:00 Pm. Edward widened his eyes seeing how late it was. Geez talk about being deep in thought. He stood up and walked to the door and then his hand paused at the knob.
/Wait...I bet the others are still intent on interrogating me...I better go out the window/
Edward decided mentally and then walked to the window and jumped down landing on the ground. And then started off toward Bella's house.
...
Edward walked up to the Swan's house and crept to the side of the house. Knowing full well that Charlie didn't want him coming into the house. He reached Bella's window and jumped through it.
Bella looked up from her book when she heard the vampire.
"Oh Edward, what are you doing here?" she asked smiling standing up. Edward was really trying to not scowl at her, he knew she was probably thinking he came because he missed her.
"Bella I have to tell you something," he said sighing. Bella smiled at him walking over.
"Oh, what is it?" she asked leaning up to kiss him. Edward did scowl this time and stepped back.
"No Bella...this is important okay."
Bella blinked but stepped back and looked at him, "Okay..what is it Edward?"
Edward sighed again and looked down for a second before meeting her eyes.
"Bella..you know a few months ago..when you told Jacob that you picked me instead?" he asked. Not even bothering to pretend and use some insult to replace the wolf's name. Which obviously was noticed by Bella.
"Yeah...what about it?" she asked sounding suspicious. Edward sighed again.
"Well...ever since then..I've been meeting with him at night.." he said. Bella looked at him strangely.
"What are you talking about Edward...what do you mean meeting him?" she asked. Knowing what it sounded like but knowing that couldn't be it. Edward's face held firm though. "Y-You mean you've been fighting or something?" she asked preparing to open her mouth again.
"No...," he interrupted her. "I've been meeting him in a romantic sense of the term," he said. No fear or regret held in his voice. Bella looked at him disgust and shock showing on her face.
"W-what do you mean r-romantic! With..with Jacob!" she asked the obvious disgust filling her voice. "But Edward he's a boy and-and you love me!" she said.
Edward suddenly felt like hitting her...god how she sounded like some spoiled brat.
"No..I don't Bella. Not anymore." he said. Bella stepped back in shock. "I haven't been meeting him..because he wanted to stop, he feels guilty doing it behind your back. But I need him Bella." he said.
She scowled at him.
"I need him back..so I'm going to tell you," he said. Bella's scowl held firm.
"Edward what the fuck, so you've been cheating on me with HIM! He's a boy and you hate him! Your my boyfriend your suppose to hate him you love me!" she almost yelled.
Edward stepped forward glaring at her slightly putting his hands on her shoulders. Staring straight into her eyes, he had heard enough of this.
"No Bella..I don't. I love him," he said Bella grimaced at his words. "I love Jacob...I don't love you..I thought I did, but I've realized that..he's way to special to just throw away." he said.
"A-Are you saying..y-your leaving me for..for a mutt!" she asked the word slipping from her mouth. Edward glared at her.
"No..I'm leaving you for Jacob, a person who I've realized is a much better person then you are." he said and stepped back.
"Bella i-" he started wanting to tell her he wanted to be friends with her. She glared at him disgust written all over her face.
"Shut up! ..Your disgusting Edward that's sick! J-Just..just get out," she said. Edward frowned walking to the window.
"Goodbye Bella," he said and jumped out the window.
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And now his real mission started...now he had to find Jacob.
And meanwhile Jacob was walking around the forest for his patrol. He didn't even bother shifting into his wolf form..he was just too down.
He sighed again walking around, he heard the sound of waves crashing in the distance. Even though he was far away from the cliff. He kept his eyes to the ground and kicked the ground slightly as he walked.
He finally stopped and looked up. To notice his feet had unconsciously led him..to the exact same spot that Edward and him used to meet in.
Jacob frowned rubbing one of his arms his eyes casting down again. He felt bad..strange that he came here. This is where he used to always go when he felt bad...because Edward made it go away.
He found it ironic that he came here unconsciously...he guessed he was just so used to it. He frowned knowing that Edward wouldn't come though...not this time.
"Jacob," Jacob widened his eyes slightly...that was weird. He looked up and felt his heart quicken to see Edward.
"Edward..god can't you just stay away!" Jacob asked..it hurt to say it. Edward frowned walking over to him. "I keep telling you we can't! God how many times do I have to tell you!" he yelled at him. Edward then grabbed his wrists firmly.
"Huh" he asked stopping. He looked up at Edward then. His mind suddenly flashing back to before when he came the first time.
"Jacob...don't lie to me. I'm not going to let you," he said staring down at the wolf. Jacob stared at him.
"I told her Jacob," he said. Jacob widened his eyes.
"Y-You..you what?" he asked not believing what he was hearing. Edward's gaze softened slightly.
"I told Bella..everything..I left her. Because I love you Jacob, and...I want you to love me too again." he said. Jacob could feel tears already rolling down his face. But..he wasn't necessarily sad...he was..happy confused..just so mixed up.
Edward looked down at him feeling glad that he wasn't' crying out of pain for the first time. Jacob suddenly tried to pull his arms from Edward's hold.
"Edward let go of me," he said. Edward looked at him and then wrapped his arms around him instead.
"No," he said and smiled at him. "I'm not going to let you go again..your not going to run away from me this time Jacob."
Jacob stared at him and was so relieved to feel that horribly guilty feeling go away. Edward smiled lifting his hand up and putting it on the side of his face. Rubbing his cheek with his thumb.
"I love you Jacob...I don't want you to cry anymore," he said leaning down and kissing him. Jacob nearly melted as he felt the vampires lips on his own.
God he missed this feeling...he let his eyes sink closed, letting his fingers grip onto the others shirt. He wasn't sure he'd ever let go of him.
Edward finally leaned back from the others lips remembering that Jacob had to breath.
"E-Edward," he stuttered he didn't know why..there was so much information coming at him and it made him dizzy.
"Shh what is it," Edward asked running his fingers through the boys hair. Jacob swallowed.
"I'm sorry," he said. Edward blinked.
"Jacob why are you sorry," he asked. Jacob chocked slightly again.
"Because I did this..I made both of us go through all of this, and I shouldn't have-" he said.
"No no shh, you were right Jacob," he said. Jacob looked at him confusedly. "I'm glad that we went through this...because you were right..we shouldn't have done it behind her back." he said.
And smiled at him,"But now we don't have to worry about that, not about Bella or anyone." he said. "All I'll ever have to worry about again..is you Jacob."
Jacob looked at up at him and said the words he'd wished he'd said before.
"Edward..I love you," he said. Edward smiled at him and kissed him again.
"I love you too," he whispered to him. And then felt the others arms wrap fully around him. He smiled again and wrapped his arms around the younger boy in a tight and reassuring embrace.
"Edward?" Jacob asked silently. Edward glanced down at him.
"Yeah?"
"Please..don't ever leave me again," he asked. Edward blinked registering his request and let a small smile grace his face once more.
"I promise."
THE END
AHHHH YAY ITS DONE ITS DONE!...BUT DON'T BE SAD CAUSE GUESS WHAT!
wait for it...I'M GOING TO MADE A TRILOGY FOR IT! YAAAAAAYYYY! well i really hope you like it because everything came together..especially with that whole bella thing and now jacob and eward are happy yay
and by the way the trilogy..om not sure when i'll put it up or what the title will be yet but i know it will be focused on how they go abotu thier reltionship. Including telling their families and how thye get through that...and how bella's reltionship changes with them because she know wants to try and break them up AHHH!
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