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"So you told Jacob you were leaving forks" Darren asked. We were both sitting on his couch eating ice cream because obviously I can't have alcohol. "Yup" I said putting a big spoonful in my mouth. "and he stormed off." I took a deep breath trying to stay calm. "yesterday all you people have been telling me to tell Jacob that I'm leaving and now that I have its bad timing." Darren also took a deep breath and turned to me. "the way you said it was kinda mean and you didn't even tell him about the baby." Now I was mad. "Look I told him I was leaving the end as far as I'm concerned the pregnancy news can wait." "This isn't going to end well." Darren said carrying our empty bowls to the kitchen. I know everyone meant well but I'm still hurting from Jacob leaving why should I just accept the fact that he made a huge "mistake" and give hi a clean slate. "I'm going home to enjoy my bed." I gave Darren a hug and made my journey home or Jacobs home.
When I pulled up of course all the lights were out but I was not fooled I knew he was still awake. I went into my room to see Jacob sitting on my bed staring off into space. "Is there something you wanted?" I asked Jacob as I took my shoes off. Jacob didn't answer me but I could see how tense his body was. "Jacob?" he looked at me and I could see the tears running down his face. "If you really wan to leave I wont stop you." if though his voice was rough and low I heard him loud and clear. It shocked me I thought he would at least put up a fight to keep me here. "When you imprint you will be whatever she wants you to be, if you don't want to be with me anymore then I will accept that." why was this breaking my heart? Why am I about to cry? Jacob stood in front of me and touched my cheek. "I just need you to please call or write and tell me that your happy wherever you go." Why the fuck was this hurting me so bad. I didn't have anything to say I just looked him in the eyes with deep sadness. "I know there's something else your not telling me and its okay." my mind was screaming no it wasn't and my heartbeat was frantic. He kissed my forehead and left the room. I heard the sad howl and then silence. I didn't know how long I had cried for but I noticed my phone started to buzz. I looked to see Alice was calling me. "Hey Alice look I'm fine." "No Kendra its Bella" I got up to put my shoes back on. "What happened is my dad okay?" "um I think you should come over.
"She's pregnant." I have been saying this for hours now. I come over to see everyone looking gloom and confused. Alice told me she saw something strange happening to Bella and decided to call when Bella told her what was going on. We were now waiting for Bella and my dad to come back so the situation can be handled. Rosalie pulled me aside and wrote out that Bella called her and told her that she wanted to go along and have the baby. Of course Rosalie was all for it I mean why would she not be. I cant wrap my head around the fact that she was pregnant hence me asking over and over again. "Yes Kendra its seems that way." I put a hand on my stomach silently thanking the heavens my pregnancy is normal cause from what I read in Carlisle books Bella's is not.
"I'm sorry I'm just shocked and still not over what happened earlier today." that got everyone's attention. "What happened is the baby okay?" Esme asked now sitting next to me. "Yeah its just I got mad at Jacob and told him I was leaving, he got so mad and..he told me he was okay but I know he's not."here I was crying again over him. When I made the decision to leave I wasn't sad more angry then anything. I thought Jacob really wasn't going to come back and he did not the way I had hoped but now I was sad and second guessing myself. "Kendra look at me I know he imprinted on you an I know that he loves you but you need to go." jasper said kneeling in front of me. I could feel him using his calming power on me and I actually appreciated it this time. "Jasper he was so sad and I couldn't take it." oh god Bella being pregnant is going to kill him I just know it. "Kendra stop thinking about the worst and look at the positive, hes not going to fight you he's letting you go and not be hurt by him anymore." jasper wiped away my tears and smiled. I nodded my head in agreement. Jasper was right I am tired of being hurt by him I know once he finds out about Bella he's just going to put all his attention on her and take her side in this. "As soon as my dad comes home I'm leaving."
I must have fell asleep on the couch because I woke up with a blanket covering me and light shining through the windows. When my vision got clear I saw my dad sitting near me half smiling. "Daddy" I got up and hugged him. It felt so good being in his arms and feeling like everything was going to be okay when we both knew it wasn't. "Jasper told me about your problems, we called Darren earlier he packed his stuff last night." I nodded my head and looked at his face to see how he was actually doing. "everything is going to be okay with Bella." my dad just nodded stiffly. "She wants to talk to you before you leave." of course she does. He lead me to a room that was set up like a doctors office and there sat Bella being examined by Carlisle. "Well I think you just topped all the problems you burden this family with." I said with a smirk on my face. "Kendra" my dad muttered. "Can you guys give us some privacy please." Bella said. It took a while but they both nodded and closed the door behind us. "Look I know you hate me but I need your help." I snorted in amusement. "Bella I can't help you as soon as I'm done talking to you I'm leaving Forks." Bella looked shocked. "What? Why? is it because of Jacob?" I looked out the window to see Rosalie looking back at me. Of course she would be near. "its not just Jacob its this life I cant stay here and go through anymore drama." I really looked at Bella this time and could see her stomach already forming a bump it actually looked like mine. "Bella if I tell you something promise you wont tell Jacob." I knew Bella wouldn't betray me she wants me to accept her so bad but I felt like I had to tell her to show her that she actually wasn't alone. "I won't tell him I promise." I grabbed the bottom of my giant shirt ( cgi/set?id=150047117) and lifted it up to show my belly. Bella's eyes widened as she looked at my stomach. "oh my god your pregnant too?" I nodded putting down my shirt. "Have been for 6 months now." "and Jacob doesn't know he doesn't hear the baby's heartbeat." I shook my head no. "Seth has told me a couple of times it just sounds like my heart is beating a little abnormal so." Bella walked forward with her hand out asking me with her eyes. "if you must." she grinned and touch my stomach with both her hands. "Wow your stomach looks kinda big for 6 months." "Yeah it's been like that." "I'm glad your fighting for your child's life even if it does end up killing you and my dad, I know he cant live without you." Bella shook her head as she backed up. "Lets just hope it doesn't come to that I know I can do this." "Good luck Bella." I said as I touched her shoulder on my way out the door. I went in the living room to see everyone waiting for me. "Well I guess this is it I just need to say goodbye to the pack and I'll be on my way to the airport." my dad walked up to my and pulled me into his arms. "please be careful out there call me everyday tel me about the doctor visits and the birth okay." "Yeah dad." I gave everyone else a hug and a promise to call when I made it to new york safely.
Pulling up to the Sam's I took a deep breath and turned the car off. I had packed all my stuff days ago and kept them at Darren's he was waiting for me at the airport I just needed to say goodbye. I didn't bother knocking because who does. Everyone was in the living talking but stopped when I came into view. Fuck I was hoping Jacob was at his house I didn't want to say goodbye to him because I didn't know if I had the strength to. "Kendra I'm guessing you came to say good-bye?" Sam said standing up. I took my eyes off of Jacob and looked at Sam with a smile. "Yeah Darren told me he told you guys bye already so I thought I'd get mine in." "Well I'm going to miss you." Paul said jumping up and pulling me in a hug. "Me too." Seth said coming to join. The rest followed and I was getting sweaty from all the heat. "guys your burning me up." they all released me saying sorry. "You call me whenever you want to talk." Emily said. She was standing next to Sam trying not to cry. There was a face I didn't see. "wheres Leah?" Seth answered, "shes at the airport waiting for you Darren gave her his car as a gift." i nodded my head. It was awkward as Jacob and I just stared at each other. "Well bye guys." I said and ran out he door to my car. I was about to get in when I heard him say my name. "Kendra wait please just wait." "Jacob please don't do this." tears coming out of my eyes. "No no I meant what I said I'm letting you go I just... here." in his hand was a tiny box with a yellow bow on it. I took the box out his hand and opened it. Inside held a ring on a chain. "Jacob" "No take it.. its a promise ring, its my promise that no matter what know that I'll be thinking about you and will do everything in my power to make you come back to me and let me love you again." I looked him in the eye to see that fierce love he always had for me and determination. "You promise?" Jacob nodded with a grin. "i promise I love you so much Kendra it pains me to do this." Jacob I...
HATE ME FOR THAT CLIFFHANGER. I'M STILL TAKING SUGGESTIONS FOR HOW YOU WANT JACOB TO FIND OUT ABOUT THE PREGNANCY. TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK IS GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT. I'LL UPLOAD LATER TODAY SEEING AS IT 1:23 AM WHERE I'M AT. THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR LOVING THIS STORY AND KENDRA CULLEN. COMMENT PLEASE
