The next day Jax is planning to go on a motorcycle ride and hit the gym. He has given Mikaila money to go buy new clothes and other necessities she needs because her birthday is coming up and he wants her to go buy things that will make her happy. She goes to the mall and buys new dresses, low cut tops, a lot of black clothes, lingerie, shoes, and leather pants and skirts. She stops into Starbucks after she finishes her shopping. She gets a cinnamon latte and goes to sit down. She's reading a book and enjoying her drink when a familiar voice speaks.
"Hey I haven't seen you in awhile. Mikaila, right? I'm Sarah," she says as she sits down across from Mikaila with her coffee.
Sarah is wearing a leather jacket, stiletto heels, and a red dress with red nails to match. She's tattooed and brunette just like Mikaila.
"Yeah I remember you we were in that writing class together last year," Mikaila says as she reaches out to shake Sarah's hand.
"I wish we would've gotten to see each other after graduation but it's great to see you now," Sarah proclaims as she drinks her coffee.
They smile at each other and Mikaila looks to the window to avoid the awkward silence that follows.
"What has been going on in your life lately?" Mikaila asks as she puts her book away into her purse.
Sarah is reapplying her red lipstick and she smiles at Mikaila.
"Got a job as a freelance editor for the local paper and started some photography work part-time, how about you?" Sarah asks with genuine curiosity.
Mikaila finishes her coffee and clears her throat. She's nervous about measuring up to Sarah's standards.
"Fine. Except I lost my job and my place. I met a great guy though. Nothing serious as of yet," she says shyly.
"Look its okay you'll get back on your feet again. And I bet you want it to be more than friendship," Sarah responds as she takes another gulp of her drink.
Mikaila throws her cup away and comes back to sit down at the table.
"I do and I hope it can be that over time. His name is Jax you may know him," Mikaila asks but secretly hoping Sarah doesn't have history with Jax.
"I don't but I've heard of him he's in Samcro. He is lucky to have you though. You know what the next round is on me I'll be right back," Sarah says rather rushed as she gets up to quickly retrieve more coffee.
She comes back soon and gives Mikaila another coffee while she has some tea this time around.
"I like him but I also don't know he has a dark past and his gang has done a lot of bad things apparently. He also lost his wife. I feel there's something missing even though his family, mom and kids included are great people and they are good to me. I just feel he's hiding something," Mikaila answers with hesitation and a wave of anguish.
"Your birthday is coming up isn't it? Let me take your mind off this come over and we'll have fun. You could have him over too if you want you know later in the day," Sarah says with hope in her tone.
Mikaila gets out paper and pen and writes her number down and passes it over to Sarah.
"Just call me. We'll set it up nice seeing you again," Mikaila says standing up and leaving.
"Sure I will hope to see you soon," Sarah says with a brief goodbye wave.
Mikaila makes it back to the clubhouse and goes into Jax's room. He's in there post-workout and post-shower laying down shirtless looking like an Adonis. He smiles when he sees Mikaila.
"We should talk. I want to know where you were when I was watching your kids. Look I know your gang does bad stuff or whatever but I want to know there's no lies between us. I'm sure you have your reasons but just tell me what's going on? Should I be worried?" she asks with trepidation and slight worry.
"Had to do something for the club. It's alright now though. I had to get vengeance on that guy who killed my wife. And all you need to know is that it's over now. The other time I was gone a long time from you was when my club went to see the Nazis and we followed up on a tip and we found the leader of another Aryan gang and took him out," Jax says with a deep sigh as he lights a cigarette.
Mikaila sits down in shock and she's worried but somehow and for some reasons, Jax makes her feel safe and he's honest. She feels less worried now and glad he told the truth.
"Thanks for telling me. I appreciate it. I'm just really vulnerable right now. Are you annoyed with me?" she asks with fear.
"No never. I like you a lot. There's no lies between us. But I have a question. Are you going to model what you bought for me? He asks with a wink as he takes a drag of his cigarette.
Mikaila responds by taking out her lingerie from one of the bags and trying it on. Jax is smitten and he beckons for her to come to him.
Mikaila does and she reaches into her purse first for a condom. Jax sees it and his eyes go wide.
"You want to make love right now? I'm surprised it's not like you," Jax says but with happiness.
"I do I'm ready. Please fuck me, I'm wet," she says as she bites her lip.
She lays down and hands the condom to Jax. He removes his pants and puts on the condom. He asks her if she's sure and she says 'yes'.
Jax enters her slowly and her eyes meet his gaze as he moves in and out slow at first, then faster. She's moaning and saying his name. He kisses her long, deep, and hard. They move in sync to each other fitting each other perfectly. They never once break eye contact with one another. Jax stops occasionally to make sure he isn't hurting her or causing her any pain. He gives her forehead kisses. She claws his back as he moves in and out of her. He's loving and gentle, yet rough and fierce. She enjoys feeling him this close to her. She enjoys his warmth and she brings him closer to her. They kiss and cuddle after they have finished love-making.
"I loved that it's been so long since I've been close to a woman like that," Jax tells her with sincerity.
"I loved it too. You're so good at treating ladies well. I hope we make time for this more often," Mikaila tells Jax with hope.
Jax responds with a wink and a nod as he kisses her again.
They listen to some music and makeout as well as cuddle. They both have developed even stronger feelings for one another now. They know they need each other and that it was meant to be. They were supposed to cross paths and be together for some reason. Little did they know their relationship was just beginning but also that they had some struggles that lay ahead.
