What's done is done.
What would of happened if Kurt never stopped talking to Chandler? What would of happened if Kurt cheated on Blaine not Blaine cheating on Kurt?
And how does Sebastian fit into all of this?
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Previously on What's Done Is Done:
Kurt went to congratulate Blaine on the performance only to hear something that shocked not only him but the recipient as well.
"Blaine, I think I'm in love with you." Sebastian started.
"Sebas-'' Blaine begins but gets cut off by Sebastian pressing his finger to his lips.
"Wait scratch that, I am in love with you and a part of me wants to stop feeling this way because you're not over Kurt and I would only be hurting myself but I can't. I won't. So please listen to every word in my song because I mean it. Every word." Sebastian whispered letting go of Blaine and walking outside leaving a shocked Kurt and a speechless Blaine.
-.-
"You love him back, don't you?" Kurt questioned, looking at Blaine staring at Sebastian's retreating form.
"I think I might" Blaine whispered still looking at the doors, which Sebastian had long ago gone through.
"How could you?" Kurt screamed at Blaine hurt clearly on his face.
"No Kurt! How could you?! I'm not yours anymore. I moved on the day you cheated on me with Chandler." Blaine yelled back.
"That's not the point Blaine, I still love y-'' Kurt began.
"Don't even finish that sen-'' Blaine started before Chandler spoke
"No, why don't you finish that sentence Kurt?"
"Chandler, I-I…" Kurt stuttered.
"Come on Kurt, finish the sentence. What were you going to say?" Chandler kept pressing.
"Chandler… Please?" Kurt begged looking at Blaine before glancing at Chandler.
"No Kurt say it. Say you still love him say it Kurt!"
"Still love who Hummel?" Sebastian asked from behind Chandler.
"Shut up Sebastian. You don't belong here in Lima near Blaine. He will never love you like he loved me! Like I love him!" Kurt finally said. "I'm sorry Chandler. I'm so sorry."
"Save it Kurt. I obviously meant nothing to you."
"That's not true Chandler. I'm sorry."
"You can keep saying sorry all you want Kurt, it doesn't matter any more. I'm not him Kurt and I won't pretend to be." Chandler began to leave.
"Chandler wait."
"No. You cheated on him for crying out loud. You cheated on him with me and now, now I can't even look at you anymore. Goodbye Kurt. Blaine. Sebastian." Chandler said as he left the store.
Sebastian looked at Blaine. Blaine refused to meet his eyes. "Blaine?" Sebastian heard Kurt whisper.
Blaine looked up avoiding Sebastian's eyes, looking straight at Kurt. Blaine tried to look between Sebastian and Kurt but couldn't quite meet Sebastian's eyes yet again. Sebastian shook his head. "I'll make it easy for you Blaine. Goodbye." Sebastian whispered before walking away.
"Bas. Wait." Blaine yelled attempting follow Sebastian.
"Ladies and Gentlemen please welcome Sebastian Smythe to the stage." Adrian addressed the audience.
Some things we don't talk about
Rather do without
And just hold the smile
Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of
Together all the while
You can never say never
While we don't know when
But time and time again
Younger now than we were before
Kurt looked at Blaine who refused to talk to him. "I'm sorry, Blaine." Kurt whispered.
"Don't Kurt. You don't get to say sorry anymore. You had that chance, you had that chance to say sorry and you missed it. I left New York because I couldn't be around you and Chandler." Blaine said not taking his eyes off the tears falling from Sebastian's eyes.
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
[x2]
Picture, you're the queen of everything
As far as the eye can see
Under your command
I will be your guardian
When all is crumbling
To steady your hand
"Blaine, I never meant to hurt you. What I did with Chandler, it shouldn't have happened and I regret that but I still want you Blaine. It's always been you." Kurt said trying to take Blaine's hand.
You can never say never
While we don't know when
Time, time, time again
Younger now than we were before
"No!" Blaine said pulling his hand away from Kurt, "I don't love you anymore Kurt. What's done is done Kurt. What part of my song did you not understand? I don't need you anymore."
"You do love him." Kurt finally got it.
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
[x2]
We're pulling apart and coming together again and again
We're growing apart but we pull it together, pull it together, together again
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
[x4]
Sebastian looked at Blaine, his eyes full of tears that had fallen and were still waiting to fall. Blaine got up from his seat and began to walk towards Sebastian, who was trying to keep himself composed. "Yes, Kurt. I do love him. I'm pretty sure I always have."
Sebastian left the stage. He had to run. Run far away and hope Blaine never followed. Sebastian ran through the door of the Lima Bean Coffee House and kept running not stopping until he was at the nearest park, which just happened to be right in front Blaine's house.
"I can't believe I told him that. What was I thinking? How could he possible be over Kurt? Argh!" Sebastian yelled whilst kicking his feet and throwing stones at nothing.
"Why would I sing that song? I just push him straight back to Kurt! Idiot! So Stupid." Sebastian started pulling at his hair.
Blaine looked at Sebastian; he felt the inner turmoil Sebastian was feeling. He saw Sebastian pulling at his hair. Blaine tried to leave him be, but the lyrics from Sebastian's song stuck in his head "Don't let me go." Blaine walked to where Sebastian had worn himself out.
Sebastian sat on the swing, kicking his feet back and forth, he smelt Blaine before he saw him. "Sebastian" Blaine whispered standing in front of Sebastian.
Sebastian looked up at Blaine. "What are you doing here Blaine?"
"I'm not letting you go Sebastian." Blaine said before placing his hands over Sebastian's cheeks.
"Kurt still loves you Blaine. You still love him."
"I don't" Blaine whispered slowly wiping tears away from Sebastian's cheeks. "Not anymore Sebastian."
"Blaine please, don't do this."
"Do what Sebastian?"
"This!" Sebastian yelled, pushing Blaine away from him. "This, don't stand there and tell me you don't love Kurt. You two couldn't shut up for more than 3 minutes. You didn't even listen to the song Blaine!"
"I heard every word Sebastian. Do you want to know what I was talking to Kurt about Sebastian?"
"No. I don't want to know." Sebastian replied aggravated.
"Well I'm going to tell you anyway. We were talking about you!"
"What about me? How you were going to leave me here and run back to New York with Kurt? Or how you were just pretending to be my friend so that you could make Kurt jea-"
"You think I was trying to make Kurt jealous!" Blaine exclaimed. "Why would I want to Sebastian? I don't love him!"
"Really? Well you have a funny way of showing it."
"What's that supposed to mean?"
"I saw him hold your hand, Blaine."
"Well you mustn't have been looking long enough because I pushed him away and told him I love you!" Blaine yelled upset at the way Sebastian was acting.
Sebastian stared at Blaine not believing what he was hearing. "Say it again." Sebastian whispered, grabbing a hold of Blaine's hands that were pulling at his not so gelled curls. "Say it again Blaine"
"I love you, Sebastian." Blaine whispered back before leaning in slightly towards Sebastian's lips. "I love you."
"Once I do this Blaine, you're mine. I'm not going to take it back and I'm not going to stop. I want us to be together B. So if you don't you need to walk away now." Sebastian mumbled against Blaine's lips.
"I won't let you go, Bas." Blaine whispered before closing the gap between himself and Sebastian.
Blaine pressed his lips against Sebastian, letting out a slight moan as Sebastian pulled Blaine closer to him, letting his hands run down Blaine's back. Blaine swiped his tongue over Sebastian's lips asking for entry. Sebastian allowed his tongue entrance and began to kneed his own with Blaine's. Blaine pushed his body deeper into Sebastian's, trying to hold himself up. His knees falling week at the ministrations Sebastian's tongue is doing to the inside of his mouth.
Sebastian felt Blaine fall just a little bit, before pulling back slightly, "That was…" Blaine began but couldn't finish.
"Yeah…" Sebastian finished breathless as he leant down to kiss Blaine again. "Is anyone home?"
"No, but I-"
"Nothing will happen B, I just want to lay down and hold you. It's been a long night." Sebastian whispered in between kisses.
"Let's go." Blaine led the way across the road to his house.
"B?" Sebastian asked, before Blaine had managed to open the door.
"Hmm." Blaine mused whilst trying to stick the key in the lock but finding it difficult with Sebastian's lips travelling down his neck.
"I – Did you mean what you said?" Sebastian asked looking down to the ground, avoiding Blaine's eyes.
Blaine lifted Sebastian's head up to meet his eyes, "Every word Bas. I love you and I will never let you go."
"I love you Blaine." Sebastian whispered.
-.-
Naww they are finally confessing their feelings! About time… But more drama ensures! Until next time!
