sorry this took so long for me to post. . The internet was down due to snow (so cool but absolutely freezing) Well enjoy. .

CHAPTER EIGHT EDWARD

Alice was going to kill me. I was supposed to be dating her best friend as soon as the door opened I told Jessica to get under the bed. I just hoped she moved fast enough and that Alice would leave quickly.

I looked up to see Bella enter the room in a tight ass hugging nurse's outfit and instantly I forgot about Jessica under the bed. She was fucking gorgeous.

"Hey Edward" she purred as she walked through the door.

"See the benefits of my shopping trip today?"

I gulped down a lump in my throat. "Yes" it was barely audible but she knew what I had said.

She slowly made her way to the bed fiddling with the zip of the dress as she did so. Her boobs becoming exposed as she walked. She had the perfect figure of eight figure and I was gasping already. She was definitely going to be a great ride.

She put her foot up and stroked her leg causing a moan to escape my lips. She unzipped the boot on the bed and then when to her other leg. She stood back of the bed and began swaying her hips to the music that I had playing in my room. God I had never seen anything more erotic in my life. She did this sexy dip and then her eyes opened wide and a look of shock covered her face. She got up of the ground and came over and leaned onto my chest.

"Who's under the bed Edward?" She asked. Oh fuck I was screwed.

"Jessica" her eyes opened wide in horror.

"As in Jessica Stanley Lauren said you were sleeping with some whore from La Push not Jessica" she was crying now and putting back on her boots. Jessica had silently left the room. Lauren was so dead.

"See Edward I knew you'd never change, never want me enough to stay true to me, well I hope your happy Edward, Jessica and you will make a perfect couple, both of you were made for each other" she got of the bed and began to walk away.

"Bella wait" she turned and blew me a kiss and wiped her tears and continue out the door.

"Alice" I heard her call as she left my room.

"He cheated on me" it escape her lips between sobs. "I know Jasper caught Jessica trying to leave the house. Oh Bella I'm sorry, I knew you were actually falling for him" I couldn't move as I heard the conversation taking place outside my door.

God what had I done, She trusted me and went out of her way to make me happy only to find me in bed with Jessica. I really was heartless.

I didn't leave my room for two days. I knew Alice had no sympathy for me and I was aware Bella dropped by once. Other than that I moped. I didn't realized I was in love with her if I had I never would have hurt her the way I did.

I think I cried but I was hoping that was simply a figment of my imagination. I stayed locked away in my room void of everybody and everything. Even my phone was switched off. There was a quiet rap on my door.

"Go away" This must have been the tenth time today. I swear didn't people get that I just wanted to be alone where Id be left with my thoughts. The door opened slightly and Bella walked in.

"Edward get out of the bed" I did as I was told. I felt I owed it to her I suppose.

"Get dressed your coming with me, I'll wait outside" She left then and I got dressed in a dazed. I was pretty sure I clashed to be honest and I hadn't allowed that happen in years. She must have had some amount of courage to come here after what I did to her.

I came out ten minutes later looking like a wreck, I hadn't even shave in two days. It was like Halloween.

"Why are you here?" I asked as soon as I was in the right state of my mind.

"Alice asked me too" she smiled sweetly as if she didn't hate me which wasn't possible.

"Why didn't you say no?" I asked slightly confused.

"As much as I hate you Edward you're my best friend brother and probably going to be my other best friends brother in law." we were outside at this stage. God she was so different to other girls. She hated me but was putting herself through this as to help my sister.

"Your logic is weird" I smiled for the first time in two days.

"Well your head is fucked up and you have no morals and most of the female population at Forks High School hates you but still wants to be fucked by you just to brag about it the next day. Popularity is great isn't it?" She looked at the ground but what she said really hit home cause she was right but I just couldn't give that up.

"Where are we going?" I asked as I didn't know want to say to her previous comment. It hurt and I wasn't going to let her see that..

"Haven't decided yet but I'm thinking the beach or the park" She got in the drivers side of the car and we drove to the beach in silence. I noticed she wasn't wearing a jumper. Great she was helping me and would probably end up getting sick for it.

I followed her down onto the beach and noticed she had a basket in her hand. She pulled out a blanket and wrapped it around herself.

"This was initially for sitting on but I'm freezing and well your clashing anyway so a little sand wont do you any harm" she patted the ground beside her.

"Bella" she turned to look at me " Why are you so nice?" she frowned.

"If only you knew, I'm not nice Edward I'm probably more of a bitch that anybody in Forks well besides Rosalie I'm just nice when I'm around you" she seemed to be honest but I couldn't see Bella being bitchy. It just didn't suit her character.

"Bella I doubt you're a bitch"

"You clearly don't know me very well then" there was a hint of mischief in her eyes.

"Bella I'm sorry"

"Edward don't give me that shit, What you do is your own business I was only something to pass the time with"

"no you weren't" I interjected but she didn't seem to believe me.

"Edward don't lie, I honestly don't care, I hate you and then there's some things that I like but right now I'm more than happy to be your friend or whatever you call this" she smiled. How could she not get it? I had fallen for her but then again she had a reason not to believe me.

"I'd say me and you are the most dysfunctional people ever" I smiled.

"I am not dysfunctional you on the other hand is a different story" I laughed at her cause what she said was true. She had figured me out in the short time she had known me she had changed me and she didn't even realise it. She wanted nothing more than friendship and I didn't. I wanted more I wanted it all but more importantly I wanted her.

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or was it suckish!!!

Jen xxx