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From last time:
Kagome Inuyasha: What Was Once Lost
Kagome… you have to pick… if you want you can stay, or you can go. Said a different voice when she looked up her breath caught it was…
"Please Kagome come back to me..." Whispered Inuyasha as a few tears slipped down his cheek and onto Kagome's hair.
The dream...
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha never have never will…
but he is under my control in this story…
Kagome couldn't breath as she looked up into the face of a man, this man had brown eyes, but they where lighter then Kagome's eyes. He had long black hair that was tied at the back of his head and he had white top and black pants on and, a nice warm smile.
Kagome you have to pick if you want to stay here or go. Said the man as, he went up to Kagome.
For some reason no matter how hard Kagome tried to make words they would not come, she would move her lips but no sound. It was like someone cut her vocal cords so she couldn't talk and it was really making Kagome mad.
'…daddy? Is that really you?' asked Kagome once she found her voice and even then her voice was small.
Yes
'can I stay here? I want to stay here with you!... missed you soo much!' Kagome said as she ignored his hand and looked up at him. Her body started to shiver like she was getting cold.
'I-I'm cold… why I'm I could daddy?' Asked Kagome, as she put her arms around her body to try to keep warm.
Inuyasha was gently rocking Kagome when she started to shiver like crazy, not knowing what to do he unwrapped Kagome. Then he put her up to his chest and wrapped the blanket around both of them. "Shhh it's ok… just please come back to me Kagome..."
So… when did she start to mean so much to you? Huh Inuyasha you said that you would never take up a mate.
'I don't know… Waite she's not my mate! Why would she want to be a mate of a worthless half breed when she can have any human or demon she wants I'm not good for her…'
Maybe you should let Kagome dissiede or mabey your right you don't deserver her. We both know what you would be no good for her and anyway your letting her die right knows. So it really doesn't matter know dose it?
'Shut up and leave me alone!' Inuyasha mentally snapped at himself.
But Inuyasha new that it was right but he didn't want to face it that his Kagome was dieing and there was nothing Inuyasha could do to help her. Pulling the blanket closer around then Inuyasha breathed in Kagome's sweet sent of rain and nuzzled her neck.
"Please Kagome come back to me… please don't leave me…please Kagome…"
'Can i stay here? No one would care if I stayed here and didn't return' Said Kagome not even thinking of Inuyasha and Sango as she talked to her father.
Yes you can stay here but you have to pick from your hart. This is all in your mind and if you stay here you will her get hurt or sad. But if you stay here you can never really be happy either because if you're never sad then you're never truly happy. But baby I will love you with what ever choice you make, you're my little girl and I will love you always and forever. Said Kagome's father, giving her a warm smile.
"I-I want to-" Kagome got cut off as she heard a voice, as staying something and she felt like she should know this voice. This voice sounded sad and worried. 'Who is this person worried about? It can't be me… no its not me I'm safe… art i?' Thought Kagome, as she tried to find the owner of the voice in her head.
When it came to her, her eyes went wide and she looked at her father, he was giving her a big warm smile that she always loved. And she heard clearly what the voice was saying.
"Please Kagome come back to me… please don't leave me…please Kagome…"
Sacking her head Kagome fell to her knees and started to weep, she wept because for once in her life she didn't know if she wanted to stay with her father. Since she was small and her mother started to be mean to her, she wanted to stay with her father, no matter what the cost. But-but know she didn't know that she wanted to do.
Kagome… do you want to stay here and, never see him again? Or do you want to go back to him and I will always be here for you. Either way its all up to you my little girl. No matter what you do I will all ways love you.
"I love you daddy but I want to…"
'Kagome I'm sorry, I'm sorry for ever I did to you I'm sorry for what ever happened to you and I'm sorry that I can't help you right now.' Thought Inuyasha as he looked at the girl in his arms and felt her cool skin. If she stayed like this much longer there was no chance of her coming back, her lips where already turning a shade of blue.
'tears?' He thought as he ran his had under her eye and felt her cheek was wet, not having any clue why she was crying Inuyasha wiped up the tears and kissed her on the op of the head.
"I'm sorry Kagome…" Said Inuyasha as he looked at the girl in his arms, she looked younger then her real age with her hood off and sleeping. She looked like she was only about 10 or 11 instead of 16. (A/N: ok Inuyasha is 17 Sango and Kagome are 16 and Miroku is 18. sorry for not telling you earlier. Sorry!)
"Please Kagome come back to me, I will never hurt you… I swear that nothing will never happen to you…"
Then Inuyasha took Kagome off of him and laid her on the couch and made sure that she was warm, and then something happened and Inuyasha almost thought it was a dream. Kagome opened her eyes and looks at Inuyasha. Right at him, in the eyes it was the first time she ever did that and, it made Inuyasha happy. Even throe Kagome's looked scared and hollow Inuyasha didn't care. All he cared about was that she was back. He picked her up and kissed her straight on the mouth, but then pulled away so fast that Kagome couldn't do anything but look at him. Then he pulled her to his chest and wrapped his arms around her.
Kagome couldn't do anything once she opened her eyes, she picked to stay with Inuyasha even throe he had no clue why. All she new that if she went he would be real sad… and that Sango, would most likely kill him.
But like I said she couldn't do anything because she was so tired all she could do was lay there and stair at him and when he kissed her, her mind was racing. Then just as fast his lips left hers and he pulled Kagome unto his arms. All in all the only thing Kagome wanted to do was sleep and as she tried to stay awake she was slowly losing the battle.
Inuyasha was so happy that he never wanted to let go of Kagome. He felt her body become heaver in his arms and new that she was tired. Pulling Kagome down on the couch he put her in his lap, her head was on his chest and her eye lids where half closed.
"I'm happy you came back Kagome… but you need to sleep, so go to sleep and I'll watch you."
When Inuyasha felt her struggle not to fall asleep he sighted and ran his hand over her soft cheek that was still a bit cold. A bit confused at that but didn't pay to much attention Inuyasha just wanted to get Kagome asleep before she fainted.
No matter how hard she tried she couldn't stay a wake and the way Inuyasha was holding her wasn't helping that much either, it mad her feel safe. But to Kagome she really didn't know what safe meant so she didn't want to go to sleep. But after about 5 minutes she lost the battle and fell into a dreamless sleep with Inuyasha holding her.
Inuyasha gave off a sigh of relief when Kagome fell asleep. Now knowing that Kagome was safe with him and that she was alive he would do anything to keep it that way. No matter what the cost. Inuyasha picked up Kagome and walked into the bedroom and put her on the bed. Making sure she was tucked into the bed, Inuyasha left the room leaving the door open so he could hear everything that goes on in the room.
As Kagome slept Inuyasha called Sango and told her that Kagome's fine but they can't get out of the house-well no one could go out side- and that she was sleeping at the moment. After he fished with the phone call Inuyasha went over to the window.
'so this is what started it huh, all the wind and rain, wonder why it took that affect on her…' Moving over to the couch he laid down and before he knew it he was asleep.
It took another 2 hours before it stopped raining and even then no one was awake yet, but at that time Kagome was having a nightmare…
nightmare
Kagome was running from something, something that was big and it wanted her for some reason. It was dark and raining, she usually loves the rain but today the rain was not nice, it was hard and it hurt her body when it hit her. There was trees everywhere and all Kagome did was run into them since it was so dark. Then someone grabbed her from behind, the thing put one hand around her head and covered her mouth with its hand. The other hand went around her waist, pulling her to its body. No matter what Kagome did she couldn't get out of its hold. Kagome tried to bite the hand that was covering her mouth but when she bit it nothing happened then all at once stuff was flowing into her mouth. Then the thing started to laugh at her, an evil harsh laugh and it hurt Kagome's ears. Tears streaming down Kagome's face and the stuff in her mouth, she tried to get away from the thing but when all her struggling did was make it hold her tighter and nails dig into her skin, drawing blood. Then the thing moved her head so that it could see her neck and loved its head. It started to lick her neck and scrap its teeth on her soft skin. Then just when it started to move its hands down her body over her chest and down to her pants then it… (A/N: my friend, had a dream like that once and it was scary, but not the same one that Kagome had it was a bit different, but along the same lines) Kagome woke up screaming and stuff pored out of her mouth it was dark but it wasn't raining any more. Kagome moved her hand to her mouth and wiped it and the stuff came onto her hand. Staring wide eyed at her hand she didn't even see when Inuyasha came into the room.
Inuyasha woke with a start, someone was screaming and it took a minute to until he found out it was Kagome who was screaming. Then running to the room with he out her in he saw her, eyes wide and looking at he hand with was dripping with stuff. Then Inuyasha got the sent, it was blood. Her, blood. Running over to her Inuyasha saw that the bed sheet had blood all over it and that there was some on her lip.
Not knowing what happened; Inuyasha reached over to touch Kagome and when his fingers brushed her soft sink she moved her arm and looked at him. In her eyes he saw fear and pain. Nothing had ever scared Inuyasha as the look in Kagome's eyes did.
Inuyasha had no clue what was going on but it looked like she wasn't going to let him touch her any way. He felt hurt but he had ro find out what was wrong befor something else happened.
"Kagome…?"
She looked at him but said nothing.
"What's wrong, what happened?" Asked Inuyasha with concern, in his voice.
Kagome tried to talk but no matter how much she tried all she got was nothing, zip, nada, sure her lips moved but it didn't help Inuyasha at all. In even more she wouldn't let anyone touch her that was from the opposite sex. The dream was just to real for Kagome, she felt everything and if she didn't wake up with she did… oh she didn't even want to think about that.
Kagome moved closer to the edge of the bed with out knowing and she fell over onto the floor, and just wanted she need know her head pounded like crazy.
Inuyasha moved off the bed and sat on the floor by Kagome making sure to move slowly not to frighten her or anything like that.
"Kagome… look at me."
Kagome looked up at him even throe her head pounded and there was still blood on her mouth, even throe she was still scared silly, she looked at him, but had to clue why she did. For all she new he was going to do something to her but for some reason she really belive that he wouldn't hurt her no matter what.
"Ok Kagome I'm going to touch your hand…ok?" When Inuyasha touched her hand she tensed and went stiff but didn't pull away, "ok now I'm going to move close to you then stroke your cheek."
Inuyasha moved to sit right be side her and took one finger to her cheek, she didn't move or anything but Inuyasha could tell her discomfort to he moved his hand down.
Once he put his arm down Kagome relaxed a bit but she didn't move, didn't move close to him but also didn't move away from him. So Inuyasha took this as a sine that she could get over this with time.
Kagome felt well she didn't know what she felt but she new that nothing could happen to her with Inuyasha here. She didn't trust him but she could tell that he would never let any harm come to her if he could stop it. She also knew that even if she didn't trust him she did love him, for some unknown reason. She felt save but she didn't want anything to touch her, not even him, no mater how much she cared for him she couldn't handle anyone or anything for that matter touching her.
Inuyasha stood up and all Kagome did was watch him, when he held out his hand to her she looked at it and then ran her and over it. But never took it she just ran her little hand over his big one then once she felt safe with his hand she took it. Inuyasha held it tenderly so he would not hurt her and he led her to the other bed room. His bed room. Then he put her into the bed, but didn't leave her.
He moved a chair over and sat in it and watched her.
"Kagome… go to sleep I'll watch you, just tell me if you need me I wont leave this room for anything." Then he reached out and moved some of her hair off of her face and she flinch. So he took her hand away and held it out to her.
Kagome looked at the hand then slowly took his hand, he wrapped his hand over hers and she felt fine with that. He was taking it slow with she didn't mind at all and then Kagome felt her eyes flutter close and she fell asleep holding Inuyasha's hand.
A/N: Well there ya go and let me tell ya I had to do this 2 time. The first time (with was 2 pages long) wouldn't save so I had to do it all over again. And this one was harder for me to do. But its don't and that's good.
Kagome and Sango: "That's so sad!" both start crying and they are holding each other.
Shippo: "ya… poor Kagome… I would hate for that to happen to me…"
Inuyasha: "What ever she'll be fine… it was just a stupid dream nothing at all to get scared about…"
Kagome: "what! 'Nothing to get scared about' he said! She has ever reason to be sacred!"
Miroku: "Ya Inuyasha so some stuff…" Hand makes its way to Sango…
Sango: "PERVERT!" she screamed and she slaps Miroku on the face leaving a big hand print.
Kagome: "Think he'll ever learn?"
Inuyasha: "Nope… not in this life at lest…"
Shippo: "Ya… poor Sango… well anyway bye-bey"
Sango and Kagome: "yup bye see ya latter"
Inuyasha: "Fhe"
