UGH I AM SO SO SORRY EVERYONE! So lately it's been hectic and I've had no chance to update, let alone type! But things are getting back on track and I've updated my other story as well for those Hetalia fans out there. It's a FranceXCanada for anyone that likes that pairing? But yeah~ okay back to the story and again I apologize for not updating earlier.

Warning: teacherxstudent, boyxboy, yaoi, etc...

Disclaimer: I do not own the characters or Vocaloid. I only own about half of the words and plot idea as my friend Neko is my writing partner in this fanfic.

ENJOY!


Kaito-san's arms are wrapped so tightly around my body that I swear he can feel every single inch of my body! I feel Kaito-san breathing very heavily, but slow. Looking up upon the blue haired teacher of mine, I notice him passed out. His face is scratched so badly. It's all my fault… God, why do I have to be so useless?!

The train slows to a halt before the conductor jumps out, running towards us.

"Oh my god, what happened?!"

My cousin speaks up. "I pushed him onto the tracks. I didn't think a train was coming," he speaks, gesturing to me.

I then get up from Kaito-san's embrace and walk up to Rei. The conductor whips out a cell phone from his pocket and dials emergency contact.

"Yes, I would like an ambulance down here right away!" he frantically says into the phone. He stops for a moment to listen. "A man the looks of about twenty saved a boy's life by running in front of my train and grabbing him." A pause. "When he jumped, he went crashing against the ground and slid a few meters. An address?" He looks around. "At the train tracks in front of Shiranui." Another pause. "Yes… Yes, thank you." He ends the call.

After a few moments of silence, sirens can be heard from a distance and eventually pulls up behind us. Two medics jump out and rush to the back of the vehicle. They open the doors, pulling out a gurney to lay Kaito-san on. Rolling the gurney to the said bluenette, Kaito-san is rolled onto his back, showing that his left arm is cut up from the rocks as well.

I-it's all my fault…

Picking Kaito-san up and placing him onto the gurney, they wheel him to the ambulance and lift him inside. I run up to the medics.

"C-can I get inside with him?" I ask, my voice shaken with fear. They eye me a few seconds before one pipes up.

"Yeah, sure. Go ahead." The others obviously think otherwise for the looks on their faces say different than the answer, but nonetheless, they leave to the front of the vehicle, two climbing into the back. I pull myself up into the back of the ambulance, sitting at the side of the bed next to Kaito-san.

"I-I'm so, so sorry, Kaito-san…" For the entire ride to the hospital, I'm quiet and don't say another word.

When we arrive at the nearest hospital, the medics pull Kaito-san out of the ambulance and I jump out beside them. We walk inside and they tell me to wait in the waiting room.

I don't really want to leave Kaito-san's side… I want to stay beside him… I hope he's ok…

Walking to the waiting room, I sit down in the nearest open seat, seeing as it was almost filled, which just happens to be next to an elder lady and her obvious grandchild.

Moments later, I'm not sitting down but pacing back and forth, mumbling to myself and fiddling with my hand. All because I'm worried that my blue haired teacher isn't okay.

Around forty five minutes later, a nurse with obviously bleached blonde hair comes out of hiding.

"Kagamine-kun? Would you like for me to take you to see Shion-san?" Music to my ears! I look at her, walk beside her and read her name tag.

"Y-yes, Misaki-sensei," I answer in a worried but hopeful tone.

"Ok, follow me."

I follow her down a long hallway and take a turn to the right. She then takes me down a little ways until we stop in front of a door. Misaki-sensei opens the door and lets me enter, closing the door behind me to leave me alone with him. When I walk up to the bed, he's wearing a hospital gown and his left arm is wrapped up neatly. I lower the bar on the side of the bed while my eyes fill with tears.

"K-K… Kaito-s-san..?" I stutter. Laying my head on the edge of the bed, I bury my face in the bed sheets.

"L…Len," I hear a quiet, soft, almost unheard voice call me. Looking up, I see Kaito-san opening his eyes.

"Kaito-san!" I squeak out.

"Hey…" Kaito-san's voice is hoarse. "Wha-what happened?"

"You saved me but got hurt in the process. Then you passed out," I sadly answer.

"Are you hurt?" Kaito-san asks with a croaky voice.

"No." I force myself to smile.

"I'm glad you're safe. If you weren't, I would hate myself for the rest of my life," he coughs. Kaito-san places a hand on my cheek and whips my tears that had fallen with his thumb.

"He-hey. It's o-ok, Len."

"But it's my fault you were hurt. If I didn't… If I didn't just…" By then, my tears weren't allowing me to talk.

"Shh… It's ok… It's ok…" Kaito-san pulls me into a hug and plays with my ponytail.

"I'm sorry, Kaito-san…" I muster an apology. "I've only hurt you since we've met…" Right then, the nurse opens the door.

"All right," she looks at her clipboard. "Shion Kaito?" she asks, looking at Kaito-san. "You are free to go. If you feel any pain, take the medication on the table." I look at the table she's speaking about, then at Kaito-san.

"Do you want to leave, Kaito-san?" I ask softly.

"Yeah. I hate the smell of hospitals. Smells like rubbing alcohol," Kaito-san grimly says.

"You can get dressed," I say and stand up straight. Kaito-san heads to the bathroom and comes out a few moments later with his regular clothing on.

"Wait, how are we going to get home?" I ponder.

"We walk," answers Kaito-san and he walks to exit the room. We check out with the head nurse.

"O-ok," I falter because just then, Kaito-san grasps my hand. I suppose it's just a safety precaution because when I look up, Kaito-san looks down at me and smiles weakly. That doesn't do anything for the blush that creeps on my face as he pulls me along by the hand.

"Hey, Len? Remember how I said that you mean too much to me?" he suddenly asks as we head out the door into the parking lot. My face grows warmer but I continue to allow Kaito-san to hold my hand.

"Y-yeah?" I hesitantly answer.

"Well, I really did mean it. You're just so precious to me, Len. I couldn't just stand there and see you get killed by a train. I would hate myself for the rest of my life if I let that happen. To any child for that fact!" I was looking at his face until that last line.

Gyah! He's just a teacher! I don't feel anything for him! Of course, he's just a teacher… Of course he'd save any child in the train tracks with a train about to kill them… why did I even begin to think diff—

"I-" I look up again but Kaito-san's mouth is shut. Did I just imagine that? A drop of water lands on my nose and I look up to the sky in response.

Guess what… It starts to rain…


welp i left you guys on a cliffhanger! Haha~ A shout out goes to the one that can guess what happens nexT!

By the way guys, if anyone doesn't like super duper long fanfictions, this is not the right story to read. I expect this story to end up around, oh, 80 chapters. So if anyone doesn't like lengthy fanfics, heres your warning~

~PaNdA and NEKO OuT~