Hey Angel Love Reader's,
Love to say that I have the full plan of the story and the squeal in my head, i just have to put it on paper.
But also for those people who think Nudge is a blond. NUDGE IS NOT BLONDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She is just a very imaginative person who has no friends.
Heart Of Diamond
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Angel Love
Chapter 8: Worried
Fang POV
1 week.
It has been one Week today that I have first seen Max. That one Friday night, when I first saw her. I will never forget that night. It was probably the best time of my life.
I was quick to give into Juliet, after she ran off crying. We agreed that no matter what, Max and Angel won't be leaving any time soon. Of course, they can go if they want to, which I highly doubt, but we agreed that we were not going to through them on the streets.
Juliet and I have been able to keep Max and Angel a secret from Aunty Vicki. Vicki has noticed that the food has been disappearing rapidly, due to Angel and Max's enormous appetites, and has placed mouse and rat traps in the pantry. Juliet and I have both found it hilarious.
Max and Angel love to sleep in the tree house. Nudge and I have given them some of the spare blankets and pillows as well as some toys for Angel. She quickly became attached to a bear with wings and a blue dress, one of Nudges favorite toys.
Every night, Juliet and I have snuck out of our windows to sleep with Max and Angel. Last night Nudge decided to play a game of chess with Max. Much to Nudges disappointment Max one four out of four games, but then Max felt sorry fro Nudge and deliberately lost the 5th game to make Nudge happy.
Max has changed so much within the week. She learned English quicker than humanly possible, mostly names of things or actions and sometimes feelings. Max loves to learn the names of things. On Wednesday afternoon, Max Jumped through my window and caught me by surprise. She graved my and pulled me out the window just as I was about to finish my homework. Max would pull me towards something and demand the name of it. Every time I said the objects name she would smile and double blink, like she was saving it into her memory.
Max wing healed the morning after we went to the park. Both Nudge and I were in complete shock. Max would shake her wings and loose feathers would fall everywhere. We had a water fight in the back garden on night when Vicki wasn't coming home til very late. Max always cheated, being able to fly. Angel was so close to flying, and walking I guess. Max says that flying and walking happen at the same time.
Nudge looks so much happier having Max and Angel to talk to. She was a little sad to find that Max and Angel aren't really angels, but max seemed to make her happy again. I know for a fact that Nudge and Angel have become extremely attached, like they were sisters.
Nudge is not the only one that is different, I felt different. I don't know why. Seeing Max… It makes me feel as if… I belonged to the world. I don't really know what I am thinking, but… I have never felt this before. It is so strange. I am happy when I see her, I am sad when I am not with her. At the moment I miss her more than ever.
I fiddled with my pencil and eyed the clock. I was actually working hard. I wanted to get as much homework done as possible. So I don't have to do it on the weekend when I should be spending my precious time with Max.
I couldn't stop thinking about her, I tried everything, but it all washes away. Thinking about Max wills me to work hard at school.
BBBRRIINGGG!!!!!!!!
I was off my seat in a instant, before anyone was able to even move to pack up. I walked to the front desk and handed in my fully answered maths sheet to Mrs. Hobbs.
I noticed that she was eyeing me carefully as she gently took the paper out of my hand. She scanned the sheet quickly then looked up at me with a confused look. "Ryan, are you feeling ok?"
I frown. Did I look alright? "Um… Yeh, why?"
She shook her head. "Nothing, off you go".
I walked out of the room, confused. Um… ok…weird. But I shrugged it off and walked down the hall.
I hummed softly to myself an unknown tune as I walked down the hall. I noticed people were looking at me strangely. What… I can hum if I want to.
I found my locker quickly and began to turn the dials, when a pair of hands snaked around my shoulders. I turned around to face Chloe… My girlfriend.
She brought her lips up to kiss me, but I shrugged her hands off. Wait, did I just do that? When does Fang ignore his girlfriend? What is happening to me? But all I could do was think of Max and how wrong Chloe felt in my arms.
Chloe looked up at me with a sexy smile, but to me it didn't look sexy anymore. Why was this so?
"Hey Babe," She slurred, running her manicured finger down my left arm. I cringed inwardly. "I was wondering if you wanted to come to my house tonight. You know, I haven't seen you for like a week".
I wanted to puke, but I didn't know why. Had my feelings for Chloe suddenly disappeared? Did I ever have feelings for Chloe? What was wrong with me? Why did Chloe suddenly not appeal to me any more? I knew I had to tell her to break up with me. I just didn't feel anything for her any more.
I shifted my feet trying to find the best words to use for this type of convocation.
"Chloe… I'm sorry, but… I don't think this relationship is working".
Chloe's smile dropped instantly and her face turned shocked. "What?"
I was nervous. How do I say this? "Well… I think… um I might like someone else".
What? Did I just say that? I don't like anyone else, I just don't feel the same way about Chloe anymore. Right? I mean I wouldn't like Max or any thing. God dammit brain, stop disagreeing with me. I don't like Max. No of course not. Can you imagine Max and I being together? I can. NO, no I can't. No, Max and I can't be together.
Chloe's face turned angry. "I can't believe you Fang. You and I are meant to be and now you're telling me you're in love with someone else."
I was about to correct her about the fact that I wasn't in love with anyone and I just made that part up. But something stopped me. Something told me that what she was saying was right. I was in love with someone else.
But who?
I wasn't in love with Chloe anymore. In fact I don't think I ever was. Even though I hate to admit it, it was only Lust. She was really hot when I first met her. Blonde hair, ruby lips, but now nothing like tat means to me any more. Chloe was only there to hide my feelings of my dead parents. Like a wall. Only a distraction. It worked well for the two years we had been together, but now the wall was only dust. But there was a new wall there. And I highly doubt that this wall will ever perish.
I love Nudge. But she was only a picket fence compared to this wall. Nudge can only do so much to make me forget about my parents. But this wall… Who…?
Maybe… No why should I even consider Max. I can't love max. It isn't right. She's is superhuman… I'm… not. I am just an average normal human, who happened to found a billion dollar experiment in my back garden. I can't fall for her. It's just… wrong.
Yet, I feel as if it is right. It that my heart or my head… or both. Something is telling me that the wall is Max.
I first met her and I became fascinated by this angel. I couldn't take my eyes off her. Her captivating face. Her striking electric blue eyes. The sense of curiosity that surrounded her like a blanket. Her breathtaking wings. Her musical voice. And… and the way she just smiles. That beautiful smile. Every thing about Max took my breath away… made my heart pound a million times an hour.
Could Max be that wall? Could I possibly… Just possibly… be in love with Max?
Well?
Maybe.
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