Hello beautiful svu lovers! sorry for the long wait but here's another chapter and it longer then most so enjoy! ALso there has been a small time jump
Lucy blew the wisps of blue hair out of her face as she laid on her stomach texting Mike. The week gone had pretty slow for Lucy but she imagined it was because she was excited to see him tonight. Also the fact that her father had been home as well made it not only slow but torture. Texting Mike was the only way she had survived the week.
Lucy had avoided her father most of the time, but he had sneaked up on her a couple of times. Last night her mother and Jude had gone shopping leaving her alone with him. Something she did not realize until dinner time. Bill was sitting at the table eating leftovers. Lucy's heart had stopped and she considered against eating but she refused let him scare her. She had almost successfully left the kitchen before he pinned her against the counter. She could feel him digging into her, he tangled his fingers into her hair with one hand and wrapped the other around her neck. He buried his nose in her hair then kissed her head.
"Soon, baby I'll be home all the time. " He chuckled before he released her.
Lucy ran to her room and locked herself in all night. He had tried to come in at one point but soon gave up, messing with the lock would have caused too much noise. The next morning Lucy sneaked out, found a salon then had her hair cut and dyed blue. Her father had loved her long brown hair and now she ruined it.
Lucy stared at herself in her mirror. She thought her pale skin looked sickly but Mike insisted it reminded him of the moon. When her father was with her he would to pitch her sides and stomach making comments on how she should lose weight. Now, though Lucy would lose and gain weight so often she didn't bother keeping track. sometimes she would go weeks with just a little bite here and there. Other times she would binge as if her life depended on it. Before she could critics herself anymore she turned away from the mirror and got dressed. She threw on jeans and a tank top then her hoodie. She grabbed her backpack, filled with things to get her by for a weekend and left the apartment without saying good-bye to anyone. Once she was outside she faltered for a moment and looked at a car across the street. Never paying too much attention to it before she now noticed that car had been there for a least a couple of days.
"Someone is in trouble." She thought before hurrying to the bus stop.
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"Does this count as stalking?" Munch looked over at Fin in the car.
They were doing a stake out at Lucy Sky's house. Fin just ignored his partner and focused on his report. Munch had made it quite clear he was not happy about doing a stake out and Fin had reached the end of his patience a while ago. He wasn't too happy about the stake out either but seeing as this wasn't a real case they couldn't just go and talk to people about Lucy. Also since this wasn't a real case they couldn't forget their paperwork so they would take turns watching the apartment and doing paperwork.
"Hey, I think she noticed us." Munch nudged his partner.
"Probably wondering what your ugly mug is doing sitting outside of her apartment." Fin said without looking up.
The girl they had learned was Lucy stared at them for a moment before running off to the bus stop.
"Wonder where she is going in such a hurry." Munch said.
"I don't know but we've been here all week and seen nothing. And I highly doubt we're gonna see anything now that she's gone." Fin replied. He put his paperwork away then pulled the car out.
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The bus ride seemed to last forever in Lucy's mind. Once it had finally arrived at her stop she jumped off. She looked around for a moment before seeing Mike across the street.
"Hey." She smiled.
"Hey, right back." He smirked at her. "Come on, let's go." He opened the car door for her. Lucy got in and slide to the passenger's side.
He got in after her. He leaned in close and Lucy felt her heart jump into her throat. They had talked about this, she needed to be the one to make the moves. It made her comfortable being the one in control. But he didn't kiss her, instead he tugged on the blue strip and smiled.
"Cute." he said before leaning back to his side and driving off.
Lucy had left her parents a note that she was staying with a friend for the weekend so she could spend it with Mike. It had been only a couple of weeks since their first kiss but Lucy felt a strong pull towards him. She felt safe and loved, something she hadn't felt for a while.
"Go away and throw your stuff in my room." Mike said pointing down the hallway. "I hope canned soup is ok. Its either that or microwave dinners." He said once she came back.
Lucy nodded her head, "Tomorrow I'll cook you breakfast. I make a mean omelet."
Mike turned to look at her, smiling " That sounds perfect."
Once the soup was ready to eat they sat in front of the TV. It was a quite dinner. Once they were done Lucy took their bowls and cleaned up. It wasn't that late but the winter sun made it dark early and Lucy was nervous when it can time to go to bed. She reached up to play with her hair before remembering she had cut it short so instead she just ran her fingers through it. She returned to the couch but sat on the far end instead of next to Mike. She was too nervous to pay attention to what was going on so when Mike turned it off she was drawn out of her trance. It was dark in the apartment other than a desk lamp.
"What are you doing all the way over there?" He slide next to her casually throwing his arm over the couch.
"Just watching the show." She pushed her bangs out of her face.
Mike chuckled at her, " I can tell your nervous."
"Oh?" She questioned.
"Yeah. You've been messing with your hair like you worried you'll go bald if you stop touching it." He said as he grabbed her hands from doing it again. He leaned and kissed her.
Lucy didn't reject the kiss but she didn't return it either. She was too focusing on trying to remember how to breath.
"Don't be nervous. We won't have sex tonight. If it makes you feel better I'll sleep out here on the couch." He said leaning away.
"No. I won't make you sleep out here." She chewed on her lip. "I'm just not sure what all I want to happen tonight."
"You set the pace and I'll follow your lead." He kissed her again. "How about we smoke and just watch TV for awhile?"
Lucy nodded her head thankful he was able to read her. She went and changed into her pajamas. When she returned he had everything and had already started smoking. The weed had calmed her down so when they finally went to bed she wanted him to join her.
"Hmm my bed is so warm today." Lucy thought as she snuggled deeper into her blankets. It was then she relaized she had arm draped over waist and someone pushed up behind her. Panic filled as she bolted up.
"What's going on?" Mike mumbled.
Lucy looked down at him then her memories from last nite returned. "Oh yeah. I'm staying with Mike this weekend."
Lucy giggled then got out of bed and went out to the Kitchen to start on breakfast. But when she started looking for things to make she discovered he didn't have anything.
"Sorry. I don't really keep things stocked. Next time you can make me breakfast." Mike was leaning against the door frame in only boxers. "Let's go out for breakfast."
Lucy nodded then walked back to the bedroom and got dressed.
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Lucy sighed into the kiss. She only had an hour before it was time for her to go and she was determined to get as much as she could. Her weekend with Mike had been simple but fun and now it was time for her to go home. She had gotten much more comfortable with Mike touching her. At first she couldn't handle his constant touching but she forced herself to calming down and she told herself she was enjoying it.
They were sitting on the couch. Her shirt was off but Mike's hands stayed on her hips, his thumbs rubbing her sides. Mike broke off the kiss then traced his mouth down to her neck where he gently sucked and nipped her skin. Lucy couldn't stop the moan from bubbling out of her lips. She felt him smile against his neck.
"I love you." Mike mumbled against her neck.
Lucy pulled away and stared at him shocked. She didn't know what to say. She enjoyed being around Mike. She felt whole when with him. But love him? She wasn't sure she was cable of doing that.
"Listen I don't want you to feel pressured to say anything back. I don't expect that. I just needed you to know." Mike gave her a chaste kiss. "Lucy let me show you my love." Mike kissed her again slowly leaning her back coming on top of her.
"Calm down.' She thought as fear slowly crawled in. "This is Mike. I can trust."
Lucy started getting calm again until Mike unbuttoned her jeans.
"Mike, no." She broke off this kiss. "I'm not ready for this. I can't. Its too soon."
"It's ok." He whispered in he ear.
"No, stop." She was now panicking. She tired to push him off but he wasn't budging.
"Lucy it's ok. I know you're scared but I'll be gentle." He grabbed her legs pushing his waist in between them. He started grinding against her.
"NO! Stop!" The tears were falling and now she was really scared. It wasn't suppose to be like this with him. She kept trying to push him off. Mike leaned up for a moment to take off his shirt. Lucy took advantage of that moment to roll from under him. She grabbed her shirt and ran to his bedroom to grab her stuff. Mike followed her and blocked her path from getting out.
"Hey, hey. I'm sorry." He grabbed her face between his hands. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Are you ok."
Her breathing slowed down and she nodded her head. "Yeah. Just please don't push me. I, I can't- I'm not ready."
Mike stared at her for a moment before nodding his head. "OK. I get it."
Lucy's phone went off telling it was time to go catch the bus. Mike stared down at it then left to go get his shirt on. He drove Lucy to the bus stop. The ride was quite the entire time. Lucy leaned over to give him a kiss but he turned his face.
"Probably shouldn't. People could be watching." He said without looking at her.
Lucy nodded her head. She bit her lip to keep the tears from falling as she ran to catch the bus. Once on she couldn't stop them anymore so she pulled her hood up.
"This is all his fault. Mike loves me and I can't be with him because of that stupid bastard." Lucy thought. " I have to make it up to him somehow. I can't lose him."
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