Sorry for the delay, here is chapter 8! Also, this chapter and mostly the next, answers some of your questions that you've been asking about him kissing Victoria. You won't always get your answers all at once, you have to wait and see because it's only chapter 8. Tris is really going through some tough times with trust and commitment and even though she should handle things responsibly. . . like not have sex with him. . . she is still human and will regret some things and make mistakes. Hope you enjoy!
Chapter 8
Honestly, I don't remember when we ended up on the bed but somehow I ended up on my back with him hovering over me and the canopy drapes hanging around us. His lips feel even better sober, I think to myself as I run my tiny hands up and down his broad back and his warm lips give me something to dream about. Slowly, he peels off my jacket and moans when he see's my nipples straining against the fabric. He peppers steady and timed kisses on my neck while he figures a way to get me out of this top.
"This is hysterical." I mock him as I push on his chest to sit up and I simply pull the top off of me, revealing my bare chest to him. Finally, I found top that doesn't require a bra, and it had one built in. . . not like I need a lot though. Tobias pushes me back down and kisses my lips and down my body to the valley of my breast as I fumble with the buttons on his shirts. Gradually, the pace picks up as the kisses get more frantic and rushed with lust and want. I flip us over and press my bare chest on his as I shimmy out of my jeans.
Our tongues dance the tango as I am left in nothing but a skimpy pair of black, Victoria's Secret, underwear. I thank myself a million times as I decided to wear these instead of a nothing pair. Because the look that Tobias gives me but just once glance at my body nearly sends me over edge but I hold it together and pull his belt through the loops and help him take off his pants, "We won't have much time, they'll be home soon." I mutter with a moan when Tobias' fingers starts rubbing circles on my clit through my soaked panties.
"Let them walk in on us." Tobias scoffs without a care in the world and thoughts of them walking in on us sends thoughts to my head that I would have never guessed of. Tris, who lives in Chicago who has a routine and planned life, wouldn't want someone to walk in on us. Yet, this daring Tris doesn't care just like the man who is working his boxers off over top of me. He brings something out of me no one could ever bring out and for once I want to live my young life to the fullest and if it means having sex with him then I'm more than willing. I lean back and watch him slip his boxers off through slit eyes and almost choke at the sight at how large he is, I wonder how I kept it together and didn't choke on him when I had given him a drunken blowjob. I reach my hand out and touch him like he's some type of foreign, fragile, object and he tenses when my cold and small hands wrap around his warm length. I can't even make my middle finger and thumb meet together.
I hate to compare but Tobias and Eric are in the same boat, they are both blessed and like Eric once informed me―I'm severely tight. So, I already know that I'm going to be in pain. . . especially since I haven't got any for years and suddenly stuffing something so large inside me will make my body react in ways it haven't in a long time, "I'm on birth control. . . but if you want to use a condom, that's fine I under-" I start blabbering away at the mouth and Tobias leans down and presses his lips on mine in a tender, comforting way.
"It's fine, just relax." I do what he says and I close my eyes and lean back with my hair sprawling on the satin pillow case, I take a deep breath when I feel his presence above me and his tip starts to toy with my opening and slowly but surely he enters me. I suck in a deep breath and place my hand on his broad and muscular shoulders. His body is a gift from the gods; tan, fit, lean, with dabbles of inklings on his arms and chest that goes well with the large tattoo on his back. When I think he's all the way in he slides up more until it feels like he's knocking at the door of my cervix, "F-ck, so tight." I furrow my eyebrows as I feel his hand hoist my right leg up on his waist and he shows no mercy by sliding in and out of my tight hole.
This position feels amazing and he feels so deep. I lull my head to the side as I fight off my orgasm threatening to hit me with tons of force, I can't be finished this early in the game. I throw my other leg over his waist and let him pound in and out of me as I focus on the dots dancing behind my eyes. I whimper when his hips tilt up slightly and starts to continuously hit me in my g-spot. I give him and throw my head back, biting my lip to stifle my scream of pleasure when I tighten around him like a python would with his lunch. Tobias grunts and stills his movements as I come down from my high, bringing his lips down to mine and tasting him like a lollipop in the candy store. Tobias pulls out and I think he's finished instead, he roughly grabs my arms and turns me on my stomach and slides right back home.
I've been waiting for this forever. From behind, one of his hands fist it's way into my hair while one other rests on my ass. I suck in a deep breath as he rocks in and out of me, my eyes roll in the back of my head as a moan falls out of his mouth. I find strength to push back on his length as soon he thrusts forward. He squeezes my hip and it's almost like the only thing that keeps him grounded, I can tell that we're both fighting hard to make this night last and actually count for something because who know's when the next time we will see each other again. It hits me and my heart clenches at the thought of not arguing with him anymore, I will have to say that I will miss him. His thrust gets harder and harder and my moans get more frequent and Tobias' breathing gets sharper, Tobias hand from my hip, slides down and toys with clit making me almost fall forward.
His large hand clasps over my mouth as grab his hand and moan, "Sound travels through these vents." I can't really see out of the canopy because right now the only thing I feel is pleasure. His voice sounds tight and hoarse, almost painful and I know he has to be because he's fighting off his orgasm. I can see where he's coming from, even though I'm sure he doesn't care if people hear us he doesn't want to scare the hell out of Edward and anyone else who is here. Plus, we want to kind of keep this on the DL because I can't deal with any drama right now. I tighten my walls around him and he loses it, I feel his warm cum filling me up and I fall forward with my face pressed into the pillows.
I whimper into the satin fabric and let my orgasm wash me away like soap on a body, Tobias continues to thrust until he's completely finished. He pulls out and I feel him get off of the bed while I try to get my quivering body under control. I jump when I feel the cool water on the rag wipe away his cum that slips out of me. The bed dips and he pulls my limp body on top of him, I can't feel anything below my waist and I think that's a good thing.
"You alright?" I nod my head, loving the feeling of his lips on my forehead and his hand trailing up and down my back. I hear him whisper something but I'm so far gone that I don't even hear him.
My body shivers and my teeth chatter as my eyes peel open. My hand reaches out to find Tobias but I don't find anything but lukewarm sheets which means he was just here about an hour ago. I push open the canopy and I look down at my body to see that I have on a silk night gown and my underwear on. I smile with gratefulness and stand up, instantly falling to the ground because my legs feel like jelly. I hear someone laugh and I look up to see Tobias shutting the window with a towel around his waist. What confuses me is how he looks so vibrant and happy yet I feel like I am ready to go back to sleep and wait for my legs to warm up, I haven't been so sore in a long time. Not even after I leave the gym.
"Good morning." He bends down and lifts me off of the floor, placing me on the edge of the bed and starts to put up the canopy.
"Morning." I mutter, still thinking that all of this is surreal. I can't believe that I, Tris, had sex with the almighty Tobias. Girls just cream their panties just by looking at him, and here I am unable to walk because he gave me such mind blowing orgasms, "Thanks for uh, getting me dressed." Yes, it may be skimpy but he still was considerate.
We sit there, just staring at each other, there are no regrets or hard feelings and I couldn't feel more comfortable. Yet, there is still 1/4 of me feeling down because I will leave all of this soon and that will let Victoria prod her way into his life and next time I come here it's because of their wedding and Tobias will just remember me as that one girl I f-cked while she was here on vacation, "You alright?" Tobias asks putting on some boxers and I advert my eyes down to my hands, twiddling my thumbs. I shake my head, honestly I want time to just think this all through, "Well, I brought you some clothes from your room early this morning."
"Thanks." I smile, I wiggle my toe and try my best to stand up and I give Tobias a hug. Lord knows when it will be the last time I will hug him. The morning moves by slowly, I take my shower in Tobias' place and get dressed in what he gave me. It's a pair of leggings and a damn crop top with a cardigan and some socks. I wash my hair with the soap he brought me and yet somehow I still smell like him and I already know it's going to be questioning. Its already bad that I have to sneak back downstairs and if Christina stopped by my room and she saw I wasn't there. I pull my curly hair into a messy bun and when I walk out of his closet, I nearly run into Tobias smacking dead into his chest.
He wraps his arms around me and I just relax into his chest like I did last night before I fell asleep so rapidly. I want Tobias, and there is no doubt about it but there is just no way that this can work out. It's something about his soft accent that makes me feel comfortable, him picking with me, and just him always helping me and having sexual innuendos. I only have 2 days left here and it's going to be the hardest 2 days to not commit myself to him, I have to be distance. I try to pull away from Tobias but he holds me closer as tears threaten to spill out of my eyes, "Do you regret last night?" he asks. I furrow my eyebrows as Tobias pulls away from me, still holding my arms with his eyebrows furrowed in confusion.
"No, not at all." Kind of.
"Then why are you crying?"
"Nothing."
"Something."
"Nothing, I'm fine."
I look up at him and he wipes under my eyes and leans down and kisses my lips. Normally, I would push him away from me but like I've been saying, he's been changing me. The dates that Christina will set me up with back in Chicago would go horribly because I was never ever willing to change and they weren't what I was looking for. Tobias is here willing and I don't know if I'm ready for that type of commitment now that it's right in my face.
I'm scared.
I wrap my arms around his neck and stand on the tip of my toes tilting my head to the side to deepen the kiss, I moan when he flicks his tonuge in my mouth. His skillful hands travel down my back to my butt and he lifts me into his arms and down on the bed. I flip us over and roam my hands down his body as that small ember in my body starts to flourish into a fire in the pit of my stomach, it's insane by the small touches of his hand sends me into overdrive. I don't care anymore if anyone wonders where we are or if we're late for something, I got a taste of him last night and I want it all over again. Just as I gain dominance, Tobias flips me over and pins my arms down on the bed while he takes control of my mouth and I give in. He pulls away from my mouth only to take off my cardigan and kisses on my pulse point that sits in between my collard bone and neck, he sucks on it making a breathy moan fall out of my mouth and I arch into his touch.
I open my eyes and glance at the bedside clock, 10 minutes to 10, "Give me 5." I drone back to Tobias, his deep voice rumbling against my neck. I feel his cold hand fanning out against my warm, exposed stomach. I raise my eyebrow at him and he gives me a reassuring smile. 5 minutes later we're both getting dressed and heading downstairs. I take the back way while Tobias takes the main out of his bedroom.
Just as I reach my bedroom, Christina swings around the corner and gives me a smile so I act like I'm just leaving my room, "Good morning, sleepy head. You were sleep all night, I went to check in but I guess you were too sleepy to open the door." She reaches out and gives me a hug and I pray that Tobias' scent isn't embedded into my skin or else she would get suspicious and right now I'm not for any questions. I'm still amazed at his stamina and how he was able to get me off in such a small amount of time, "You feeling alright? You're a little flushed." She places the back of her cool hand on my warm face.
I smile at her and nod my head, "I feel fine, uh, how was the club?"
"Oh, it was so great!" We both start making our way to the dining room and I let out a sigh of relief, she's always been easy to distract. She tells me all about the songs, drinks, and dancing, "How was Maya? What did you do when you got back?" She questions.
My heart hammers in my chest as my mind tries to put together stuff, "Uh, she was doing fine and Edward got her into bed. I just. . . took a shower, ate some food, and did some work before I went to bed."
"Oh, so nothing steamy happened between you and Tobias?" She mutters, elbowing me in the side. There is a 7/10 chance that Christina knows what went down, she just wants me to admit it. She's always been one to detect lies and not to mention she's my bestfriend and knows me best. I shake my head and she nods her head, smiling to herself a little bit, "I have retrieved my late friend." She bows to everyone once we make it to the dining room and the usual lay out of breakfast sits in front of us. I'm so hungry and sore that I don't even feel the same.
"Tris!" Everyone smiles and waves at me. Victoria narrows her eyes at me and I pray that I did a good job covering up that hickey on my neck, "Pop a squat and join us, we have to fill you in for all that we're going to do today." Marlene squeals with happiness. I avoid eye contact with Tobias because that smug look on his face makes me want to slap him dead in the face, and now that I'm actually sitting back and thinking about all that's been going down between us two it makes me feel like an idiot and I almost fully regret that I had sex with him, and now that I see Victoria's face it makes me even more upset with myself.
"What are we going to do?" I question, grabbing a piece of bread from the middle of the table, seeing that most of the food is gone and there are nibblets of bacon, eggs, fruit and a few deflected muffins.
"Well, Tobias says that we're going on a tour before we leave tomorrow afternoon. We're leaving after breakfast to go to the town and see a few spots like the Hermitage Museum and then Gorky Park!" Shauna informs me, a bittersweet look in her eyes. I know that she's fairly close to Tobias and she will miss him. I on the other hand couldn't be happier to get the hell out of here, I can't stand to look at him anymore and get mixed emotions because I just know that when I leave, everything will go back to the same and I will be traveling back over the Atlantic for their large, extravagant, and exorbitant.
I nod my head, listening to each word.
I don't say much during breakfast, and I give my input here and there. If I had to give this 'reunion' a rating it would probably be a 5/10 or a D+ because I've done nothing but be in my feelings and act like everything is peachy when it's not. I don't like being fake and soon it's going to get the best of me. I quickly get dressed so I can have time to look at my emails from Peter, and I already know that it's going to be tons of work when I get back. Yet, for some odd reason, I welcome it. It's something to drown my sorrows in other than alcohol that's calling my name, but due to previous activities that I had did while I was drunk, I'll stay away from it. . . around Tobias.
A pair of fitted, high waist, jeans fit snugly on my body to keep me warm with an Adidas sweatshirt over top accompanied by my Adidas shoes. I pull my curly, damp, hair into a high ponytail and don't go heavy on the makeup but put enough eyeliner under my eyes to get rid of my tiredness and I put on my usual nude, matte, lipstick. I stick my phone in my pocket and follow everyone to the cars, we're taking 2 instead of one and I ride in the one that doesn't have Tobias in there. Basically, everyone that I rode on the plane with is in the car. We pull off and head towards Moscow.
