I have a date with Naomi Campbell in just less than two hours, and I don't know what to do. She's not like every other girl where it's a restaurant, but no she had to say we was past that sort of talking date and that we should go to the cinema. I guess it was okay because if we liked each other there was a distracting film, if we hated each other we could just watch the film.

Out of every single film out at the moment she decides to choose the most depressing one, 2012, not exactly something to make you leave with a warm feeling in your heart. But, Naomi had complained at the mere thought of going to see something like New Moon; which according to her is 'soppy straight crap' then she started on some feminist rant, I gave in and agreed to the apocalypse type of film because the theme of, 'the world as we know it is going to end' is a depressing.

Since this whole date has come together, I haven't been able to stop my mind from travelling from what it would be like to be with her, I have to be honest I don't really have a clue. She not exactly my type, she doesn't seem open to anything and a bit closed off, but at other times I see glimpses or this warm hearted person.

I've been hearing from Effy that Naomi is taking the date seriously, and hasn't been out on pull since she had asked me. This in turn has caused Effy to laugh about how Naomi was getting all pissy because she hasn't been getting any. Which is another thing, I've never slept with a girl on the first date, I'm not sure what she's heard or thinks about Katie and then think the same with me, but I'm not that easy, even when gagging for it.

I don't even know what to wear; it's casual since it's the cinema but then I at least need to make some sort of effort.

After showering, straightening my hair, getting changed and putting the final touches to my make up. I turn off the lights and get out of my flat; I look at the clock on my phone I've got 20 minutes to get there which should be plenty of time. Deciding to walk rather than getting a cab, once I arrived I saw her there. She stood leaning against the wall smoking, walking over to her, "Hello."

She puts out the cigarette quickly, waves her hand over her mouth and mutters something quickly, "Hey," she says flashing me a smile, she extends her hand and walks into the cinema.

After ordering the tickets we see we're in Screen 2, "Why 2012?" I ask as she pulls me towards the sweets.

"It sounds like a good film," she turns to face me, "sweets or popcorn?"

"Sweets," I say as she starts shovelling random pick n mix into the bag seeming nervous.

"Let me buy them," I ask, she just shakes her head and walks towards the counter and buys them and a drink.

Once we go into the screen she chooses some seats, there is music playing, "Sorry about the film, I didn't seem too pushy did I when I choose it?"

"No, it was fine, I'm sure it'll be a good film, even if it is a bit depressing."

She gives me a grin and offers me the sweets, "So even though you know a lot about me, I don't actually know what much about you. Do you have any family?"

"I'm an only child, got a Mum see her about once a month for a cup of tea. She's the hippie type, drives me up the wall although she become so much more bearable ever since I didn't live with her 24/7."

I laugh, "I'm sure she's lovely, but I know the feeling when it comes to parents that they are better when you are not living with them, it's the same with Katie."

"I thought you can Katie got on, or wasn't that always the case? I've never even heard Katie mention your parents."

"They have some businesses they run, so they live over in Bristol. They come see us, sometimes we go to them but we're not exactly close. Our brother is in collage there too," that reminds me I've not spoken to James in a while.

She leans her arm on the arm rest as the trailers begin, "Sorry," she says.

"What for? You've not done anything wrong."

"I'm just bad at all of this, it's awkward," she laughs and settles back in her seat.

As we watch the film, our arms touch, she holds my hand on the arm rest. I put my head on her shoulder for a bit, then at one point she leans in to kiss me, only to pull away when a loud bang goes off in the film.

When we've finished watching the film, I giggle as Naomi mutters everything scientifically wrong about it.

"I take it you didn't enjoy it then?" She looks at me as if I'm mad when I tell her I liked it.

"It was okay, minus the facts. So what shall we do now?" She asks looking at the clock, its 10 and I guess this would have been the bit where she ran off.

"We could go to a bar or something? Maybe back to mine for coffee?"

"Emily Fitch, I heard you don't do it on a first date," she say in a mocking voice, my cheeks deceive me and turn crimson.

"I don't, you don't have to though," she takes my hand and leads me out of the cinema.

"I think it's a great idea, although we could go to my place instead? It's just through the park?"

I blink, she told me that was just the place for her to have, I just grin at her like an idiot, "Sure."

We enter a park, "I've heard you haven't been out all week."

"I bet Effy's been telling you then, all she's been doing this week is laughing at me," she looks down and then seems to look around then pulls me in for a quick kiss.

"What was that for?" She shrugs, "And yeah she has, said you've been getting pissy too. That's not very nice is it?" I say with a false frown.

"No," she says, she then stops and puts her arms around my waist and sighs, "just so you know I don't expect anything from you," I give her a peck on the cheek.

"Good because you're not getting anything except my company, I think I could manage a kiss or two, depends how nice you are."

She groans and steps away, "You're a tease, and I still don't get it."

"Get what?" I ask as we leave the park.

"Why I like you so much, and why you would come on a date with me after everything with Fran."

I shake my head, "Look that wasn't your fault, okay well it was, but you just did what I asked and well I don't think anything harmful come out of it. Although isn't this whole thing between us kind of down to the whole thing?"

She mumbles an agreement under her breath then continues walking in silence, clearly getting lost in thought.

"I don't think you should come to mine," she says breaking the silence.

I turn and look at her a frown etched on my face, "What because I won't fuck you?" I say feeling increasingly angry.

"It's just," she looks down like she's ashamed, "I don't think I will be able to keep my hands off you and well I respect you and everything I guess."

I give her a hug, I knew she was sweet somewhere, "Fair enough, you sound just like a teenage boy. Although, I think I need it more; your talking nearly a week, I'm speaking months."

She pulls me in for a kiss, slipping her arms around my waist trying to pull me in further, "I want you so bad," she mumbles into the kiss and I feel like blushing.

"I want you a lot, but I need to not do this," I reply as our foreheads rest together.

She kisses me again, pulling me into her, when my hands are roaming over her back and my lips are about to move to her neck I realise where I am and what I am about to give into.

I pull away and Naomi just looks at me, she blinks a few times and shakes her head, "Not bad for a date was it?" She says with a cocky tone.

"No it was good," I kissed her cheek.

"Come to my place next time, I can't promise it will be good but we can watch a film or some shit?" I laugh and pull away from her.

"How romantic, anyway night and text me later?"

She nods, "Do you want me to walk you home?"

I gesture for her to come forward, our hands entwine again as we walk down the street.

"I hope you can keep it in your pants," she chuckles and swings our hands slightly.

"I've never really done all of this before," she smirks, "in a weird way you're kind of like my first real girlfriend."

"Girlfriend?"

She backtracks, "I mean well that's where we are heading by the looks of it," she turns to look at me, "unless you don't want that then its fine."

"I'd love to be your girlfriend, but let's at least go on another date before making anything official, might hate each other by next week."

She agrees with me and we walk in the comfortable silence yet again.

"Sure you don't want to go to a club and get a girl? Won't you get a bit bored with one person?" I ask, feeling guilty as soon as it comes out.

Naomi looks as if she wants to shout at me, or ignore me, "I want to take a chance on this, I like you."

I have a grin which I think is permanent because all of this feels so right, so real.

A/N: I'm sorry it took ages!! :)