G = Gay
Summary: Kendall and James admit something to one another, finally! ; Rated M for smut, cursing and Kames slash. Based off of BTR's song Show Me (just a little bit).
Disclaimer: I don't own anything except the plot DX. _
*Third Person POV*
Kendall, James, Carlos and Logan had just left the studio and were walking back to apartment 2J after a very long and hard day. Mr. X had made them go through what felt like 100 routines. Gustavo was no help either, yelling at them like they're some kind of dogs.
Oh wait, they are. His dogs to be exact.
Once they entered, Carlos and Logan ran up to their shared room to do God knows what while James and Kendall stayed downstairs to make some lunch together. They both treasured spending time with each other whenever they can, but sadly these times have been getting less and less frequent as the tour has been progressing.
James had made a ham and cheese sandwich with pickles while Kendall made a peanut butter and Nutella sandwich. As they sat down to eat, Carlos and Logan came back down in there swim trunks, Logan looked a little breathless at seeing James. It made Kendall's blood boil. "We're going to the pool. Wanna come?" Logan asked looking at James eating with a twinkle in his eye. James smiled affectionately at Logan and Kendall pouted.
It made the blonde's stomach turn to know that Logan was sitting there, getting all excited over James; his best friend James. Kendall didn't know why it bothered him so much, it's not like he's gay. And he has a girlfriend; Jo. His life was fine the way it was, but he had to admit a little brunette action wouldn't kill him.
"No thanks Logan, I think I want to spend some time with my dear friend Kendall today. Have fun with Carlos though" James finished with another smile before putting his hand on Kendall's shoulder, rubbing it softly. Logan looked sad for a moment but retreated after Carlos began pulling on his arm. Poor Carlos, it was painfully obvious he liked Logan, but the nerd Romeo has tunnel vision for James only.
Kendall looked back at James with a smile. He was chosen over Logan and he felt proud of himself for being enough for James Diamond. James smiled back as they finished their sandwiches in a comfortable silence, every now and then yawning from exhaustion.
All of a sudden, Kendall's ring tone Kids in Love by Mayday Parade went off. When that song comes on, Kendall's knows its Jo calling. She put it there, and he really didn't want to talk to her right now. All he wanted to do was continue spending time with James. He answered it though, because he knew she would get mad. He didn't want her to blow up on him later.
"Hey Jo" Kendall said while he looked at James and rolled his eyes. James smiled before continuing to eat his sandwich. James noticed how Kendall's eyes flickered down at his sandwich before closing tightly as he gripped the side of the table. "But why Jo? Is there someone else?" Kendall said, his eyes shut tight in pain. James immediately got what was going on and jumped from his seat to hug Kendall. "Are you kidding? That's ridiculous!" Kendall said as he fell into James' touch. It made him feel a lot better knowing James was there for him.
"Alright then, goodbye I guess" Kendall said before snapping his phone shut. He opened his eyes, turned around and hugged James back. He didn't want to cry in front of James, so he held all his emotions in. "She broke up with me" Kendall said, holding James tighter. James put his chin on Kendall's head, kissing it first. "Why Kenny? It's her lose anyway; you're amazing." James whispered into Kendall's soft blonde hair that smelled like heaven.
"She- she thinks that I was cheating on her. With- w-with you Jamie" Kendall said, covering his face in James' shoulder. He didn't want James to laugh because Kendall didn't think it was that farfetched. They were always hanging out with each other whenever they both had free time; Kendall kind of understood why she thought that.
"Yeah, I can see why she thinks that" James murmured as he started rubbing Kendall's back to make him feel better. Millions of thoughts were floating around in Kendall's head at the moment. First off, Kendall loved the way that James was comforting him while he was broken, it showed that James cared. Then, he desperately wanted what Jo said to be true. He wanted to be a couple with James and be able to hold him and kiss him forever. He was finally admitting it to himself.
Kendall Knight was finally admitting that he was gay for James Diamond. What will he do about it though? They stood there for a while, just enjoying each other's embrace until Kendall pulled away and looked at the floor.
"When I'm lonely, full of stormy weather, can you make it better James?" Kendall asked, a single tear falling. The blonde looked into James' eyes at the mention of his name. James felt his heart crack at the fear and lust in Kendall's eyes. James put his hand on Kendall's cheek and realized the blonde was trembling terribly as he wiped the tear away. "Of course Kendall. I will always try to make you feel better. You'll never be lonely with me around." James whispered, kissing his cheek and hugging Kendall to his body once again.
Kendall's arms went to James' waist and he brought his lips up to James' ear, gaining a bit of courage while securely wrapped in James' arms and from the peck on the cheek. He softly kissed the outer shell of it "Show me" he whispered lovingly into James' ear. He started nipping on James earlobe which made the brunette shut his eyes, sending him into over drive.
James shoved Kendall into the nearest wall and smashed their lips together, hard. He'd wanted to do this for a long time. Kendall was in a bit of shock from how fast that went, but registered what was happening soon enough. He kissed James back with as much force as he could fathom and God, did James' lips feel amazing on his. It was like a new feeling neither of them had felt before. Their lips both parted as a breathless sigh escaped, the feeling of electricity ran up both boys spines.
Kendall put his hands on James' neck, playing with the ends of the brunette's gorgeous hair as there kiss became more hungry and passionate.
More.
They both needed more; more friction, more skin, and more touching.
The only thing they needed less of was clothing, and they were both working on that problem, fast.
James put his hands on the hem of Kendall's shirt, urgently tugging on it, silently begging the blonde to rip it off. Kendall smiled and ripped the shirt off and threw it over to who-the-fuck-cares. Yeah, there. James broke their kiss and stepped back so he can look at Kendall's toned chest. It wasn't as toned as James' but wow, was he gorgeous.
James had a devilish smile on his lips as he grazed his eyes over Kendall's form hungrily. Kendall chuckled before taking James' shirt off and throwing it with Kendall's in who-the-fuck-cares. It was Kendall's turn to stare; and God did he. James had more muscle then Kendall the blonde noticed as he followed James' happy trail down his body, until it disappeared into James' incredibly tight jeans.
The jeans Kendall needed so desperately to be thrown with the rest of their shit.
Kendall stepped forward and brought James into another long, passionate, slowly growing hungry kiss. He snaked his hands down over James' chest, feeling everything his needy hands could until he reached the button of the brunette's jeans.
Kendall broke the kiss, still holding onto the button as he looked James in the eye. "Can I Jamie?" Kendall whispered hot against James' kiss stained lips. James smirked before nodding his head "Only for you Kendork" he replied, kissing Kendall softly until it grew into something a lot more exciting.
Kendall then unbuttoned and unzipped James jeans until James grabbed his wrists to stop him. Kendall looked up, alarmed that maybe he went against James' wishes in some way. But James didn't show any signs that he was mad. "Not here" he whispered, dropping one of Kendall's wrists. He gave him a smirk and ran up to their room, Kendall's wrist still in his hand.
Once they got up there, Kendall slammed James against the door and started kissing him fiercely as he locked the door. They didn't need Kendall's mom or Katie walking in and being scarred for life. Kendall resumed trying to pull James' skin tight jeans down his slender legs until they were finally off!
James now stood before Kendall in just his boxers, and it was doing things to the blonde's mind. Kendall stared at the enormous bulge in James' boxers and smirked. He was happy that he did that to James, his James.
"Kendall, please ~" James' moaned as he began to shake a bit. He wanted desperately to be touched by the gorgeous blonde everywhere. Kendall responded by palming James slowly, trying to be the biggest tease he could be at this time. It took all his might to not just fuck James senseless right there. I mean, he was moaning Kendall's name. Who wouldn't get all hot and bothered if James Diamond was moaning there name? Crazy people, that's who.
"Ahhhh, Kendall. Please, mooorreee" James gasped, grinding his hips into Kendall's hand, trying to get more friction. Kendall smiled, kissing the boy of his dreams softly while James panted. He took James' hand and led him to the bed, slowly laying him down. Kendall watched as James was lying on the bed, basically twitching; waiting for Kendall to touch him.
Kendall took a deep breath before lying between James' spread legs. Kendall took the elastic of the black boxers the brunette was wearing and slowly tugged them down. He went, inch by inch and James felt like he was about to explode if Kendall didn't start touching him right this second.
As if Kendall read his mind, he ripped the boxers down and threw them. Then he stopped breathing for just a moment. He stared at James' penis that was standing as erect as possible, pre cum starting to leak out. James gasped as the air touched his throbbing member, making him gently start to buck his hips, a bit of sweat breaking out on his forehead.
Kendall watched James buck the air until the sweet voiced brunette begged "Kendall, please. Touch me, lick me, do something. Ahhhh YESS!~" James screamed as Kendall started sucking the pre cum off of James' tip. He swirled his tongue at the tip, sticking it in the slit every now and then. James was a quivering mess as Kendall began to bob his head up and down between James legs.
The brunette couldn't take anymore of this and released himself into Kendall's mouth without any warning; long and hard. "Ahhh, Kendall." James panted as he bucked his hips into Kendall's mouth, getting through his orgasm. Kendall continued to suck James off until the brunette was recovered and panting loudly.
"Come here Kendall" James said as his chest was starting to rise and fall at a normal enough pace for him. Kendall smiled and crawled over to James, happy to make him happy. Kendall plopped next to James and the brunette wrapped his arms lovingly around him. The blonde snuggled his head onto James' chest, listening to his steadying heartbeat. Kendall almost forgot who Jo was at that point. All he cared about was the gorgeous brunette in his arms.
"I love you Kendall" James whispered into Kendall's hair, kissing the top of it while rubbing his hand up and down Kendall's arm. "Just took me a while to do anything about it" he continued, embracing Kendall closer to him. Kendall felt his heart to back flips as he heard those beautiful words come from James' mouth.
"I love you too James, I'm so happy I finally realized it" Kendall said, reaching up to kiss the tip of James' nose. James smirked, kissing Kendall's lips softly and affectionately. James fell asleep and Kendall was about to, but he couldn't get the thought out of his head. He almost had sex with James Diamond.
The thought was crazy in itself but it made Kendall hungry for the stunning brunette lying next to him. He wanted James to sleep more than anything right now, so he made this feeling go away till next time as he fell asleep.
Yes, there will be a next time.
So, tell me what you think of this. The whole time I was writing the smut, I was listening to the song First Dance by Never Shout Never. Lol it has smut writing powers because this one came to be so much easier then the last!
And I was going to add another sex scene, but idk, I just didn't. I might rewrite this chapter and add it twice with an actually sex scene, tell me if you want to see that or not. Okay, I think I'm done rambling now. (:
Ugh, I really like this story, I don't know why. :]
Tell me what you think in a review pretty please! I'll love you forever! I'm trying to update as fast as I can, please be patient. :D
Sarah.
