Holy shit! Almost 2 years since I updated this story! but guess what fans, I have improved. I have improved on my writings and I am capable of making the story better! I am going to go back and edit the beginning chapters over the weekend, but I am so much better at writing now and now I can give you guys the story that is in my head. i wasn't able to explain it so well in the past, but now I can finally give you the story and I hope that you continue to enjoy it :)


It was like..Living in a nightmare..He stepped from one nightmare where he had been rotting from the inside out into a whole new one, he walked through the ruins of Kilika watching Yuna out of the corner of his eye. He could see her trying to keep her emotions in check, how old was she? She was too young to be on this path and then again the same could be said for him, he was no older than twenty himself. So many nightmares in front of him and there was no more light to chase away the darkness, his blue eyes began to go distant as he thought of his past. Angeal….How could he have led his friend to such a fate..

Genesis's breath started to come out in small gasps as he looked around the area seeing Midgar, the destruction he had caused there. The dead that was laying around, he didn't just see the dead he saw himself standing over them..No, not him, the clones that he had made of himself. They were standing over the dead making sure that they had done their job..done his orders, so many had lost their lives due to him. He was a monster, not because he was an ex-soldier member, but because of the crimes he had committed. How could the goddess let him have another chance? Shouldn't Angeal have been given the opportunity to live again? He had more honor than he had and would have done whatever it took to get the job done, he felt that he could easily slip into past ways.

He tried to walk, but the memories they hit him harder and his breathing grew even more labored as he began to frantically look around him, it was everywhere..The death..his clones..They were surrounding the dead..They were looking at him now, they wanted more orders. More people to kill..He couldn't take this anymore, the destruction around him..Wait, was that the Shinra building? No..Now that he managed to glance at it he saw that it was just a broken down hut.

Genesis held his head in his hands as it began to hurt from the memories that were clashing with his reality as he fell to his knees on the deck causing everyone to turn to him, he had his eyes closed tightly as he tried to get the image of his clones standing over the dead out of his mind. The people he had Hollander mutilate in order to serve his purpose, he had the man change their appearances and killed them as well. He was a murderer worse than any foe that he had to battle..Just like Sin..Just like Sin he was a murderer. That creature killed these people and it left, it had left as if what it done was just something to pass its time.

He was on the verge of melting down from the sudden rush of memories until he felt a gentle hand on his head, his mind suddenly went blank and the memories started to go back into the dark abyss that he had thrown them in and kept locked away for so long before he heard Yuna's concerned voice, "Are you alright?"

After a moment he took his hands from his head and looked up at the young woman and to see everyone else giving him a concerned look, he had forgotten that they were still around and had thought that they would have walked off leaving him behind. He couldn't find the words to answer and so he just nodded his head a bit before Tidus reached out saying to him," You had us concerned, you were acting as if.."

"You were having a nightmare while you were awake." Lulu finished the sentence watching as Genesis took the blond haired male's hand and stood up, she felt something was odd about that man and would be keeping an eye on him in the future. She was about to bring up why he would have such a reaction before Wakka mentioned that a sight like this wasn't for the faint of heart and that perhaps Genesis was not used to seeing such disaster. It was a plausible explanation, but it felt as if it didn't fit still. She heard the villagers asking Yuna to do the sending and walked alongside the one she was supposed to be protecting as they got prepared to ferry the dead off.

Genesis walked with everyone looking down at the ground the thoughts of the past going through his head, he thought it was behind him and that he was making a new start. He thought that he could escape his past mistakes and possibly repent by doing this mission, but he had not been in Kilika when he saw the death and destruction. He had been in Midgar witnessing the murder of innocent people and Shinra employees alike, he had been the executioner and he had not cared at the time which made the memories even worse. He had not cared if the people in his way lived or died, he had just wanted them to move so he could continue with his plan. What would they say or even do if he told him that he had even went so far as to kill his own parents and drive his two friends into insanity which ultimately had led to their deaths? He could only imagine them thinking he was Sin in human form for such atrocities.

He stood beside a torch as the young woman began to walk on the water, it amazed even him that she was able to walk on top the water though he could see the sadness in her eyes. If this made her feel such sorrow then what would she say if she was to know that he at one point had been worse than Sin? What would any of them say if they were to figure out he was nothing but a cold blooded murderer on the inside? He watched as she began to dance the water lifting her higher in the air, he has never seen anything as beautiful nor graceful as the dance she was doing. Not even Loveless held the same beauty as this woman did and all he hoped was that he had the right person, if she was not the one he had to protect then all of this would be for naught at this point. He felt that Minerva would not send him somewhere random if it did not tie into where he needed to go, but then again the woman did nothing to stop the horrible experiments conducted on others and so there was no guarantees.

Genesis glanced over to Tidus who looked to be in awe as well and was growing curious over this man's backstory, he had been in a world that revolved around him and had not taken the time to really question this young man. Who was he? He knew his name, but who was he really? He seemed to be foreign to this land as well and that had managed to get his attention and now his curiosity, was it just a coincidence that this man was here as well? Or was there something more to the appearance of this young man? He seemed fun loving, but even he could sense the troubled mind that the man seemed to have. He wasn't as troubled as Sephiroth had been, but more like Zack Fair or maybe even Angeal type of troubled, he would not pursue it at this time not knowing how much he could personally take in one day.

This world was something he had not signed up for, everything was primitive and being a soldier first class and even when he went rogue he had been on the pampered side and now they didn't even have toilets. Well, ones that flushed and he realized just how different everything was. It didn't hit home until he saw Sin and the destruction it caused, this was not a mission that he should take lightly in the slightest not that he was intending on taking it lightly, but more than his life was at risk. Genesis watched as she finished her dance and the lights disappeared, it reminded him of the lifestream. Maybe this world was similar to his in that regard? He had to figure out who he was supposed to save before he could do anything in this world and it would be the most difficult part of his mission or at least he hoped. My my the fates were indeed cruel on this day and for some of these people the fates have forsaken them altogether.


Here you go everyone! A new chapter :) I will be working on this story as well now! 3 I hope that everyone enjoyed this chapter and that it was worth the wait :) I have given Genesis some internal conflicts that he must face throughout his journey as well and he won't be finding out about Tidus so easily either xD

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