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Here is chapter 8:


When I opened my eyes it was, something felt different. Seemed different.

As I looked at the window, It reflected something light almost white. Nothing like the dull-grey skies in forks. It was clearer somehow. There was no fog veiling on my window.

As I jumped up to look, I groaned in horror.

A fine layer of snow covered the yard, dusted the top of the car, and whitened the road. But that wasn't the worst part. All the rain from yesterday had frozen solid —coating the needles on the trees in fantastic, gorgeous patterns, and making the driveway a deadly ice slick. I had enough trouble not falling down when the ground was dry; it might be safer for me to go back to bed now.

Charlie had left for work before I got downstairs. In a lot of ways, living with Charlie was like having my own place - except that,my brothers still live here and I fight with them every single second - but at least charlie doesn't interfere, unlike mom.

" Mornin' guys " I yawned as I grabbed my self a bowl of cereal and drank orange juice from the carton.

" Eew, don't do that, I don't want your cooties in the drink, who knows how many times you shared saliva - slut " Aaron hawked at me and I smacked his head.

" At least I don't start biting people - you vampire " I hissed at him and Joey and Gabe suddenly glared at me and I suddenly becoming self- conscious. Have I forgotten to wear pants again?. Joey just shook his head and went back to his cereal.

" What " I asked a little self-conscious.

" Nothing, just forget it " Joey replied and Gabe just nodded, gulping down his OJ.

" What is it those secrets again, stop leaving me " I pointed to myself and then to Aaron " And him out of the secret circle, We wanna know too " I stated smacking my palm against the wooden table.

" Actually I don't really care " Aaron said, walking out of the kitchen in just his unicorn boxers.

" See, Aaron doesn't care and you shouldn't either! " Joey glared at me then went back to his cereal, as I looked towards Gabe,he clearly looked uncomfortable by it all.

" You don't need to shout at her bro " Gabe said softly, giving me an apologetic glance.

" So what, you want the secret out " Joey whispered but loud enough for me to hear.

" you know she will...soon " Gabe said something but I couldn't pick it up properly. They all then began talking in hushed tones, sometimes it even sounded as if they were talking in another tongue.

" You know you really shouldn't talk about the Cullens behind they're backs " I blurted out, somehow I knew that's what they were talking about although I couldn't quite hear it. " they are actually nice...I don't know about all of them but Edward is a good guy and I think if you..." I blabbered on.

" Do you even know what you're saying? " Joey asked me standing out of his chair, the chair crashing against the wall.

" J, man chill " Gabe pleaded.

" She needs to learn her place, and she needs to know that her place is not with...them. You can't go out into this world treating them like normal humans bells because for us it is unnatural and it will be deeply punished, trust me. " Joey spoke again and my insides shook, my head was spinning and I felt like throwing up the cereal I ate minutes ago.

" Jo, come on loosen up " Gabe tried again.

Joey continued to ignore him. " You shouldn't trust them, they're soulless, You need to be careful always watch everything. " As

Joey said those words, I dropped to my felt so controlling I felt like I couldn't do anything else but just obey and listen. It was frustrating. " don't trust them,never trust them. They will brain-wash you " I wasn't listening anymore, I saw his lips move and his commands kept repeating in my head like a mantra, I couldn't stop it. I didn't know how. I cried out in pain as these words and his voice overwhelmed me.

" Please... plea- please " I stuttered and begged as I screamed at the amount of controls in his voice. I heard Gabe mutter something to Joey.

" She's not used to this " he whispered. I looked up at Aaron from the floor and he remained frozen by the door, his face revealed true horror.

" Bella, Bells calm down sis it's alright okay, you'll be fine " Joey whispered as he knelt down beside me and I slowly relaxed flexing my muscles and my breaths coming back to me in short gasps. A few minutes later, when I couldn't hear my heartbeat ringing in my ears, I was finally calm.

" WHAT? In the world!? - " I screamed at his face, just inches from mine. I couldn't say the words so I ran to my room, crying.

I ran up the stairs, nearly tripping. Ran to my room, shut the door and jumped on my bed whilst pulling the covers over my head. What did he do to me? I feel paralyzed. I feel like there is a huge weight in the back of my mind. This is not something I have ever experienced before. When we were little Joey used to be those laid back easy going, cheeky types but what changed now? Why was this all so serious? He never used to get angry at the things I said to him, and there were some hurtful things I said at times but all he would do was just wrestle me on the couch but I guess it's different now.

I laid there for what seemed like hours. There was a faint knock on the door.

" Bella, can you open the door " Gabe asked. I always fell for this, well not this time. " Come on, bells " he pleaded again.

" Gabe shut up " I screamed " What the hell was that Gabby? Huh? Did you just let Joey put all this black magic jinx all over me and you just stood there, did that really happen? How come you didn't tell me Joey was an Illuminati? " I screamed again, coming up with the weirdest and craziest conclusions against my brother.

" That's funny Sissy " Gabe chuckled but then stopped...Joey.

" Bella I am so sorry, I didn't mean to use that on you, It's just I'm having a hard time...coping with things " Joey said as he barged into the room and plopped down on my bed.

" Coping with what things? " I asked, leaning against the headboard.

" Just..." He paused for a minute ruffling his curly locks. " Let me explain, I owe that to you sis, I just got carried away it was all by instinct I am sorry but you do deserve to know since It will be time. " He said, looking at me and trying to think of a way to explain.

Aaron hovered by the door looking...well lost. I smiled at him reassuringly that everything is okay. Joey followed my eyes and groaned slightly.

" Scram Aaron " Joey commanded and Aaron scurried away.

" Tell me, I won't tell anyone " It was the uttermost truth. Every bone in body ached for it, I wanted to know, there was no sense in hiding it.

" Alright..." He said after a few moments of silence, He sniffed the air cautiously before beginning. " Where do I start? " He mused to him self lifting his eyebrow at me.

" I don't know " I shrugged. " Why don't you start in the beginning "

" The beginning works, I guess " He said indifferently. " Well okay, remember the stories mom used to tell us when we were kids " He asked smiling slightly at the memory.

" I don't particularly remember the full story but I know it has something to do with wolves " I said, searching my brain for any more information. " I remember we used to make those tents with our blankets and mom used to come in and we'd all sit in this circle and then by the end of the story we'd all be asleep or at least pretend to be then we just stay up and talk about all types of random stuff...I miss that " I sighed, Joey nodded and smiled too.

" Do you know why she used to tell us about the wolves? " He asked me.

I shook my head.

" Well, Do you remember what tribe mom said we were from, remember the ancient stories, can you guess? " He asked again.

" Tribe of...Judah? " I asked.

He shook his head smirking.

" Tribe of was it... Beg...no..no... Benjamin. " I struggled. " Tribe of Benjamin? " I questioned.

" Yeah " He breathed out. " The tribe of Benjamin, or wolves of fate " He struggled with those words but remained unphased.

" What about it? " I asked, I remember my gran talking about how special they were but Joey told me that she was just a nut-job back then.

" There were only twelve tribes in the land of Canaan but only two tribes were considered special, the animal tribes. " He spoke. " These two tribes the tribe of Benjamin and the tribe of Judah, were given a prophecy by their father Jacob "

" So? " I asked, I was now becoming very confused.

" Do you know what Jacob said to the tribe of Benjamin? " He asked me, urging me to guess again. What is with these questions?

" He told them they will turn into wolves? " I guessed.

" Close " Joey laughed, patting my foot but I kicked his hand away. " He said, the tribe of Benjamin as ravenous as wolves, in the morning they shall devour their prey and divide the spoilt " He spoke as if he was reading a passage, he said the words so lightly and delicately, it made me shiver.

" What are you saying, they fight like wolves? "

" Close again sis " He chuckled. " The Benjamites are known for they're war like structure, they supposedly took on eleven other tribes single handedly now that is impressive "

" What happened to all the other tribes? "

" They're all scattered around the earth but most in the promised land "

" Don't they change into Animals too...the other tribes? " I pry.

" No, it's just us and the tribe of - " He spoke but I cut him off.

" Yeah, yeah I know the tribe of Judah. " I was getting irritated, can't he just cut to the chase. " What do they turn into? "

" Jacob said, Judah is a lion's whelp ..whatever that means and that his father's sons will bow down to them meaning...us " He said a small pucker on his forehead as he spoke those words.

" Wait these Judah lion tribe, their still alive " I asked shocked.

" Yeah but don't worry, they won't hurt us trust me " He said, patting my knee.

" So this is the big secret " I spat back, " This little fairy tale, a myth seriously? " I wanted to laugh.

" Yeah " He laughed although it sounded forced. " but just keep your options open, always think positive sis no matter what happens. " He advocated, urging me to vow to him that I will.

" You're creeping me out J but don't worry I'll always think positive " I nodded but rolled my eyes when he wasn't looking.

" Good " He said as he got up. " Well I better get going "

" alright see ya, and I forgive you for that little mishap at breakfast "

" Thanks " He said as he got to the door but then turned around and glared at me all of a sudden. " Don't repeat any of the words I told you, not a single word to anyone " he wielded me to abide in a deep husky voice.

" I'll take it to the grave " I promised him and then shivered again. It sounded like he muttered " good luck with that "

He left the room and I laid back on my bed, staring at the ceiling. Are they keeping stuff from me or was it the actual truth?. This was too much pain, I didn't want to think about it. Seriously wolves of fate, you've got to be joking Joey. I pushed my head back under the covers and shut my eyes, trying very hard not to think.

I told the boy's I wasn't very hungry and that I had a lot of homework for tomorrow, although Gabe didn't buy it - since he was in nearly every single class as mine - but he left it alone. Once in my room, I locked the door. I dug through my desk until I found my earphones and I plugged them into my iPod and listen to some tracks that are Phil's Favorites - he likes hard rock metal - It was one of his favorite bands, but they used a little too much bass and shrieking for my tastes. I popped it into place and lay down on my bed. I put on the earphones, hit Play, and turned up the volume until it hurt my ears. I closed
my eyes, but the light still intruded, so I added a pillow over the top half of my face. I was surprised to find that I really did like the band
after all, once I got past the blaring noise. I'd have to thank Phil again.

And it worked. The shattering beats made it impossible for me to think — which was the whole purpose of the exercise. I listened to the track again and again, until I was singing along with all the songs, until, finally, I fell asleep.

I opened my eyes to a familiar place. Aware in some corner of my consciousness that I was dreaming, The land was barren the sandy dry mountains stood high; towering me. I was alone, the sun shining heavily and I could see for miles that there were more barren land, but I kept wandering not wanting to give up. I was in no man's land. I heard a faint, pained howl in the distance. I was trying to follow the sound, but then Joey was there, tugging on my hand, pulling me back toward the Haggard rocks. They looked dangerous.

" What's with you " I said as I tried tugging my way out of his grasp.

" Trying to get you out of here, before you phase " he screamed at me, His face was frightened as he yanked with all his
strength against my resistance; I didn't want to go into the dark.

It was too late,my body shifted as I watched his terrified face. Joey fell on the floor then scrambled up and ran away.

. I wanted to call out to him but it was too late. I lifted my hand out to see it was replaced by a black heavy paw. A howl came out of my mouth and I yelped backwards. I was a wolf, and I was alone.

"No!" I screamed, wrenching upright out of my bed. Too quiet for my brothers and dad to hear downstairs.

My sudden movement caused the earphones to pull the iPod off the bedside table, and it clattered to the wooden floor.

My light was still on, and I was sitting on the bed, with my shoes on. I glanced, disoriented, at the clock on my dresser. It was three- thirty in the afternoon.
I groaned, fell back, and rolled over onto my face, kicking off my boots. I was too uncomfortable to get anywhere near sleep, though. I pulled
the pillow back over my eyes. Worst day ever.


So yeah, you know sorry it took awhile.

So you finally found out what Bella will be, she is not a shifter, there are too many stories on Bella being a shapeshifter and joining jacob's pack...Yeah I am so not doing that, sorry. I wanted to do something different and so Tribe of Benjamin.

Now tribe of Benjamin is actually a real thing as well as all the other things mentioned in the chapter, except where they turn into wolves or lion, they really didn't they actually were a real tribe known for they're war like behavior and were quite dangerous and ravenous - ravenous as wolves - they were so dangerous that they were wiped out by the other tribes. There are not any decedents of the tribe of Benjamin, there might be but only a few in the world today although these people won't be able to trace their root's back to the original tribe.

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