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Chapter 8
David had booked into a hotel just outside the square, he had held off as long as possible hoping carol would calm down and ask him to come home, but as the clock struck midnight she still hadn't been in touch.
He lay in bed trying to make a plan, he had never felt so lonely, although he was use to sleeping alone, during the rare nights he had spent in the same bed as carol in the past few months he would often lye awake, disconcerted by her presence and unsettled by his fitful dreams.
He lay there thinking, analysing everything, when he throught about it, he and carol had never really discussed thier situation properly, they were together but so far apart, deep down he sometimes throught it was just routine for him and carol.
But it always seemed to work, they rarely spoke like the typical lovers of the world did, no argument was ever settled, it was brushed under the carpet and the make up sex made it all worth it, and of course things worked out.
He lay there thinking about how sometimes in life things get lost or messed up, time flies by and you don't realise how much time passes, you spend your life chasing rainbows, he wondered if real love and happiness even existed, if it was ever really possible.
He learnt alot about his random thoughts, he learned that memories are a way of holding onto the things you love and things you are, the things you pray to never lose - that was carol to him.
He knew she was the making of him, from moment he saw her he knew he loved her, but he was just to scared to accept it.
He realised that in a world that changes to fast the best he could do was make everyday worth living, make everyday a day to remember, make a proper life for himself and carol.
He smiled to himself and flicked through pictures on his phone, him and carol looked great together, he started to feel some movement in his boxers, he always got semi hard when carol was on his mind.
He moans to himself and slips his hand into his boxers, he really wanted carol to be here, right by his side, holding him, kissing him, just her tender touch would be enough.
He began massaging his balls. Squeezing them, his cock getting harder, he wanted her here lay beside him, maybe he could drive the seven miles back to the square or even walk, just seeing her smile would be worth it.
But he knew she wouldn't be smiling, she had made it clear yet again she wasn't interested, when he throught about it, it was always her that seemed to end things, of course he himself wasn't completely innocent.
He moved his hand over his fully erect cock letting out a moan as he squeezed it, his mind was spinning with images of carol racing through it "ohh carol" he groaned as he gripped his manhood tightly moving his hand slowly up and down.
Pre cum covered his hand as he pleasured himself, he wanted carol sat in front of him watching, wanting him, needing his hard cock inside her, he wanked himself faster, he was approaching orgasm so he slowed down licking the pre spunk of his fingers and rubbing it into his nipples.
Looking at his phone again he flicked to pictures of carol, he smiled "ohh I want you" he muttered as he continued to pick up pace "ahh carol" he cried covering his his hand in hot sticky spunk.
His heart was racing, he lay there for a few minutes as his breathing returned to normal, he grabbed a quick shower and headed out, there was no way he could possibly sleep with so much on his mind, he kept thinking about the baby.
It was so unexpected, a miracle, perhaps some kind of sign.
He drove around all night, pulling up in a quiet street close to the square, it was late afternoon before he woke, he felt dreadful, his neck was killing him after sleeping in an awkward position.
Without thinking to much he got out the car and walked the few miles round to Carol's place, letting himself in no plan of what to expect or what to say.
Carol appeard in the kitchen doorway "what the fuck are you doing here?" She yelled.
David found himself lost for words.
"Well?" Spat carol placing her hands on her hips.
"The baby, we could make things work, maybe it's just what we need" stuttered David.
"I'm worked off my feet and I'm too old! The last thing on god's earth I need right now is a baby, I've enough trouble dealing with you!"
"Um well yes maybe your right" answered David sounding unconvinced, he would argue black was white at this moment, he just wanted her back.
They lapsed into silence again, carol struggling to deal with all the possible implications of what had been said, she wanted to keep the baby and she now knew David did too, but she could see he wanted her to keep it for the wrong reasons, letting him know she had no plan of aborting it would be a bad move.
"I should have been here for you when you were pregnant with Bianca" muttered David.
So was that his plan, does he see this as a chance to right his wrongs?
Carol folded her arms and looked at him.
"Can't change the past" she said expecting a long winded speech.
They always seemed to be acting out their pasts, they couldn't help it.
"You fucking left me!" Screamed carol "we were supposed to be getting married and you decided to have a heart attack!" Of course she knew her statement was true but totally unfair.
David was speechless, he stood looking at her in disbelief "I didn't plan it! You've no idea what I sent through that day!" He snapped back "it was you that told me to leave. I didn't want to" he continued trying to fight his corner.
"No I told you to go back to the hospital, I needed time, I'd have calmed down!"
Now this could have been true, but somehow David doubted it, it was clear that day that like so many other days carol had made up her mind, he walked towards her as she began backing away, she moved behind the table.
"Carol please, can't we at least talk about this?" David had that pleading look about him.
Carol shoved the table hard towards him, upending glasses and sending plates clattering onto the floor.
"Get out David, and don't even think about trying to call me, I don't want to know!"
She matched past him up to the bathroom, slammed the door hard and locked it, suddenly not caring if she ever saw him again...
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