Ah Monday again...
I might take some time off writing...something...kind of happened in my personal life that I just need to give myself time to come to grips.
Enjoy.
Elsa stretched then froze. There was someone in bed with her. She opened her eyes slowly and relaxed at seeing it was her redhead. She pulled the girl closer to her then froze again. She wasn't wearing cloths. With as much finesse as she could she slipped out of the bed and pulled on some boxers and a shirt. No need for her mother to walk in and have questions. Elsa smiled at seeing the snacks on her desk. She grabbed some cookies and started eating as she looked at the sleeping girl. She was so beautiful, how did a person like her get a girl like that? Elsa sat the cookies next to her alarm as it read 2AM.
She lay back down as she traced every freckle with her eyes. The moon shining in just perfectly. A smile graces her lips. She reached out a shaking hand and stroked hair out of Anna's face. The girl hummed in her sleep, nuzzling into the touch before her eyes blinked open.
"Mm hey beautiful," Anna smiled as teal stared into ice blue. Their eyes slightly illuminated by the open curtains, from where the moon light filtered in.
"You're the beautiful one," Elsa whispered and they nuzzled their noses together slowly. They closed their eyes and kissed gently. It was softer and sweeter than what they usually shared. They pulled the other closer as the kiss grew. Elsa's hand slipped in under Anna's shirt and the girl shivered.
Elsa's hands were always cold, but left a scolding hot trail where it touched. Anna's shirt eventually found its way to the floor along with Elsa's. That didn't last long Elsa reminisced. They were tangled around one another, no place for even air to travel as hands stroked over exposed skin as they kept kissing.
The clocked started flashing 2:30 when Elsa started grinding against the younger girl. Anna pulled back panting slightly. Both their lips swollen and tender from their make out session.
"Elsa, please, I need you," she whispered and the blonde lay her on her back. She trailed kisses down her freckled body before pulling her pants and underwear down. She kissed every inch of exposed flesh before standing.
"You are so beautiful Anna, I don't tell you that enough," Elsa whispered as she smiled. The redhead blushed as she watched the blonde remove her boxers and retrieve a condom from her desk drawer.
Anna made herself comfortable with Elsa's overabundance of pillows as she watched Elsa slip the rubber on. They shared a smile before Elsa crawled over to Anna and settled in between her thighs. Both moaned softly as Elsa slipped into her.
"Mm, let's see what it's like to make love huh baby?" Elsa smiled and Anna looked to her. Elsa's heart skipped a beat. She looked so innocent, like this was to be their first time. They should have had a better first time. Not that rushed and pure lust thing they did, but now they could do it correctly. This was to show they didn't need to always be seconds from being found to have a great time.
"I love you," Anna whispered as she wrapped her arms around Elsa's shoulders and smiled. Elsa blushed heavily as she gasped softly.
"No fair…I wanted to say it first," she teased before giving the girl a sweet kiss.
"I love you too," she whispered and both smiled as she slowly moved her hips. They moaned softly as they made sweet slow love. Anna eventually wrapping her legs around Elsa's hips as Elsa buried her face in Anna's neck. Their breathing slightly fast and shallow. Anna stroked her nails over the older girls back feeling every muscle and the rise and fall of her spine.
She needed to feed her better food.
Elsa started moving faster as she neared her end. Anna was close herself as she felt her abdomen tighten. Elsa moaned into her neck as she felt the girl clench around her every now and then.
"Elsa…" Anna moaned softly not able to get anything else out. Elsa wrapped her arms around Anna's waist as she held her closer, her movements getting jerky. She didn't care for the dull throbbing of the wounds on her wrists. She just wanted the only thing that made her feel alive other than Anna's warm hugs.
"Anna, oh Anna," Elsa moaned as she felt herself twitch. Anna's nails started to dig into her back. She's scratched her before, but this was different, more intense. Something snapped in her abdomen and she bit down on Elsa's shoulder to keep herself from moaning too loudly. The action sent Elsa over the edge as well and she pressed their hips together tightly, trying to mold them together, as she came herself. Elsa jerked slightly every few seconds till she was spent and Anna had relaxed under her.
Both were panting and covered in a thin layer of sweat. Anna stroked Elsa's back softly running her finger tips over her skin. Elsa shivered.
"Mm, I love when you do that," Elsa gave a sloppy smile that made Anna giggle softly.
"That was amazing," she said and Elsa nodded. They stayed like that for a few extra minutes, the clock now flashing 3:30AM.
Elsa got up and removed the used rubber, throwing it away then lay down next to Anna. The two lovers cuddled together, holding the other as close as they could. Elsa stroked the redheads arm softly.
"How do your wrists feel?" Anna asked after a few seconds and Elsa hummed.
"Stings a little, but nothing new and I can handle it," Elsa said sleepily. She felt Anna shift in her arms.
"Elsa, you know cutting isn't going to solve anything," Anna tried.
"I know, but it just makes everything a little less painful," Elsa sighed. She knew most people didn't understand. They didn't understand that it was a way to cope. That physical pain, no matter how fleeting, was enough to subdue mental pain for a bit. Anna looked up to her and Elsa nudged their noses together.
"You make things better, but sometimes shit happens and it bottles up without me realizing. I'm not going to stop self-harming just over night, it's a process and it's like an addiction, I need to learn it off," Elsa tried and Anna gave a small sigh.
"I understand, but I am here for you to talk to, just remember that," Anna said and Elsa smiled. She gave her a loving kiss before nuzzling back into her.
"I love you, Elsa, so much," Anna whispered and the blonde smiled.
"I love you so much too Anna, you're the only light in my dark world," Elsa whispered back and soon both girls drifted off to sleep.
~Circumstances~
By the time both girls woke up it was nearly 10am. They showered and got dressed before walking downstairs were they saw Elsa mother making breakfast.
"Whoa mom, didn't know you were going to take up cooking," Elsa smiled and found her mother hugging her tightly.
"Elsa don't you ever dare give me a heart attack like that again you hear me?" She scolded angrily as tears started at the corners of her eyes.
"Mom, mom, calm down, ok? I'm sorry, I really am, but look I'm fine," Elsa said as she showed her mom the nicely healed cuts.
"I swear mom, it wasn't this that made me faint, it was not eating or sleeping, my body gave in," Elsa explained and her mother just hugged her closer.
"I can't lose you," she whispered before pulling away and rubbing her eyes.
"Go sit Miss Arendelle, I'll finish cooking," Anna said and the woman nodded as she sat down with her daughter at the table. Anna smiled and turned to take over on making breakfast. They all frowned as they heard the doorbell ring.
"Who could that be?" Miss Arendelle asked and Elsa went to go check. She was gone for a minute before the other two women heard her call out.
"Anna you better make more, our delightful friends somehow tracked us down!"
Anna chuckled and started making more as Elsa returned with their bunch of rag tag friends.
"Mom, this is Rapunzel and her boyfriend Eugene, the redhead is Merida and the blonde is Kristoff," Elsa introduced them and Miss Arendelle greeted them warmly.
"It's so nice to meet Elsa's other friends," she said as they all sat around the dining table, except for Rapunzel that went to go help Anna with the food. They didn't stress about their friends spilling that Anna and Elsa were dating. They had talked at lengths about it one day after they were almost caught.
-Flash back-
It had been a long week at school and Elsa was frustrated. Kristoff had been extra touchy with Anna the last few days and the redhead was constantly laughing at his reindeer jokes. They weren't even all that funny. Her mother had gone with Anna's father and Olaf to the pet shop so he could go pick out a fish. He was reaching that age where he wanted a pet.
Anna was over at her house as they waited for their parents to return. Elsa waited a few minutes after seeing their car leave before she pinned the redhead to her bed. She growled and pulled the girls pants off. Anna was blushing as she tried to help the blonde, knowing what was to come. She had seen the anger in the girl's eyes every time she glared to her and the blonde boy.
Anna threw her head back as she gripped Elsa's head as the blonde buried her face between her legs. She moaned loud as she grinded against her face. She came quickly before being spread open. She moaned louder as Elsa thrust into her. Her legs wrapped around the older girls hips as she run her fingers through her hair. She let out a scream as Elsa bit into her shoulder. Anna raked her nails over the blondes back.
They were each so close to their release when they heard someone knock on the bedroom door. They scrambled off one another and pulled on their pants just as the door opened. It was Miss Arendelle, but she was looking down the hall and it gave the girls enough time to look busy. Elsa was looking through her CD collection while Anna was sitting on the bed braiding her hair.
-End Flashback-
"So do you know what's eating at Elsa?" Rapunzel asked as they started dishing up.
"It's not my place to say Punzy, but…she found out who her father is and he wants back in her life," Anna whispered and the brunette's eyes widened.
"Maybe I should talk to her? I mean, I did end up finding out the woman I've been calling mother wasn't my mother," she shrugged and Anna blinked.
Punzy you're a genius! You can totally talk to her!" Anna cheered and hugged her before happily taking some plates out to the others.
"You look happy," Elsa said as she saw her redhead place down plates.
"Rapunzel would like to talk to you," she said and Elsa frowned. She excused herself and joined the two ladies in the kitchen.
"Anna told me what's been eating at you," Rapunzel simply said, "and I think I can help you understand a few things," she added and the blonde just blinked.
"Remember when I told you about my parents?" She tried and Elsa's eyes widened.
"Of course, shit I didn't think of that, maybe I should have talked to you about this. Can you really help? I mean the school therapist can only do so much, but maybe talking to someone that understands what I'm going through with their own experience would really help," Elsa said as she gripped the brunette's hands desperately.
They agreed on talking on Monday while both had free period and to meet the other in the library. It was the only time both would be alone and not with their friends. Rapunzel really hoped she could shed some light on a few things for Elsa.
I hope ya'll liked it, I don't want this to be all that angsty, but shit happens.
I will see ya'll when the next chapter is ready.
Shout outs!
Salnar: I already talked to you...
Millifer97: Thank you here you go.
Reithel: True haha.
PenguinVuelve: I agree, but let's see what happens yea? Hope you had a lovely birthday.
Guest: Haha I try.
So yea, um...I'll see ya'll when I see ya'll
X3
