~Side Notes~
~Ok wow, I've been negleting my boys for too long...
~Well anywhos enjoy plot twist Bonanza!~
I couldn't do it. As I sat there with the blade nestled firmly between my thigh and package. The knife never made contact with my skin. It was if my body had decided to keep the funny looking appendage. What was the point of it? It just helped to aim piss into a urinal and it shot out white stuff when groped or by touching it, so really I could live without it. What did the sacs do anyway? They're just there, and it hurts if you don't sit on a stool the right way and not to mention our armor is not comfortable to sit in. What would life be like after cutting them off for sitting on the stools or in armor? I should ask a medic about it.
While dressing myself, I found that the only clean pair of underwear I had was a red thong. The colour was fine and all, it was just the style that bothered me. It was so small; while comfortable, Gash seemed to know when I was wearing it.
Reluctantly, I wore it under my armor and snuck out of the bunker to the med bay. Once ther i saw a medic goingin over procedures with some cadets, he was younger than most I'd seen. His eyes were grey and somehow pained. The cadets never noticed it. He was accompanied by another medic that was alittle scatterbrained. He left when a trooper came in and started to bug the caramel eyed medic. I think the scatterbrained one was named Lee. I still didn't know the other medic's name until a tall, rather intimidating commander staggered into the medbay and called him by name. It was Pulse, and as soon as he saw the commander, he rushed him to an open bed; I hadn't noticed the blaster wound. The cadets watched as Pulse patched up the commander he called Smoulder.
Once the commander was wrapped up, Pulse dismissed the cadets and noticed me. "You didn't come in when they did. What you you need?" He asked walking over to me.
"Um I was wondering if I could ask you a couple questions. "I said alittle nervous. "In private perferably."
The medic nodded and led me to a room in the back. It was small and smell of disinfectant. I prefered it to my isolated bunker.
"So what's your question?" Pulse asked after closing the door.
I looked down nervously "Erm.. why do we have it?"
Pulse raised an eyebrow "It?"
I nodded "That funny looking thing down there."
To my surprise he chuckled "That has a number of uses."
"Would life be harder without them?" I asked
"In some ways yes, other no. But it will cause more discomfort at first and the patient may experiance more bladder infections." Pulse explained.
"So I could still piss?"
Pulse nodded chuckling "Yes but it would be alittle more awkward, the surgery to remove it leaves scarring and the results are even less attactive. Other effects are loss of motivation, chances of a sucture reopening and; as I've already mentioned, higher risk of infections."
Lu shudders "And if I just cut it off without medical help?"
"You'd bleed out while screaming your head off because it does hurt that much." he said lowly, and I almost fell over. I had almost killed myself by trying to cut it off.
"Why did you want to know? Thinking about going through the prcedure?" he asked me.
I shook my head "I heard someone talk about it and thought I'd find out more from an expert on our bodies." I fibbed.
"Makes sense. Castration isn't the best thing to do unless it is infected with soething that must be removed."
I nodded "Um another question came to me. What's the white stuff I sometimes find when I wake up?"
"Oh, nocternal ensemination. A normal occurance in adolesent males. The white stuff is called semen and a natural part of male to female reproduction. It's not an infection or anything serious. It's made by the sacs called testicles. I asure you, it's quite normal."
"Oh Ok." I replied before smiling "Thanks alot, Pulse right?"
The medic nods "You're welcome trooper. If you have anymore questions, feel free to ask."
"Sure!" I said as I left the med bay. I had gotten half way to the first junction when I was pulled into a storage closet. Before I was knocked uncontious, I saw Gash's face.
When I woke up again, I was tied up and naked. Gash's handywork. I actually didn't mind being tied up like this because Gash was gentled when he tied me up. I might ask to more often.
Gash was so different to day though. He actually was being gentle with me. Even though I was tied up , he was lying behind me and nibbling my ear. It tickled and I started to shiver. He knew my neck was sensitive and sucked the hollow of it. By now I was feeling aroused and he started to caress my torso and I leaked stuff.
My sadist commander smiled "Came already? But you're sitll hard." He said lifting my leg and teasing me with his length, it actually felt good and I let out a moan. He continued to tease me and I spilt over but it was mostly clear.
"Looks like you were playing with yourself today. Naughty boy." he mocked groping me "Look at you. You came twice and still hard as a rock."
I shook under his hand and whimpered. I wanted this to be over. I wanted to run back to my room and hide in it. I didn't know what was worse, nice Gash or mean Gash.
"What's wrong Cesario? You never whimper like that when we play. Are you feeling sick again?" Gash asked in a slurred manner.
"Are you mad! I'm Lucifer not Cesario!" I yelled struggling against him. "Cesario's dead!"
Gahs then made a face I'd never seen him make. It was pained and he make a choking sound, caramel eyes blurred by unshed tears before he moved away from me and pulling his knees to his chest. He shook and I realized that he was crying. Even in my bound state I moved closer to him.
"Gash?" I asked.
"How could I forget? I don't even deserve someone as perfect as he was..." He mumbles sobbing.
"Untie me." I said turning my back to him. A bad idea really.
Gash fumbled with the knot, but the ropes soon fell away and I was free. Instead of running away, I stayed there and decided to be the attacker.
Gash didn't resist when I spread his legs, he smelt odd so maybe he was durnk. Gingerly I felt up his mucsclular torso, taking in each scare and plane of his body. I heard his breath hitch and found that his stomache was sensitive so I nipped at his kin making him moan.
I was in control now and I was going to make sure he knew. As I nipped at his inner thighs I teased him without mercy. This time he'd hurt but I did not want to hurt him too badly, just enough as a deterant. I stuck my fingers mear his face and he imeadiatly started to suck on them greedily. He was obviously not himself, so when my fingers were really soaked I took them away and poked one up his whole.
He whimpered, an obvious blush on his face. As I crinked him with my finger, slowly I added a second and a third. By then I knew I would fit and removed my fingers and inserting my leangth in there stread.
Gash threwhis head back and screamed, falling backwards. But I was smaller than him, he wasn't bleeding, so why did he scream?
He was screaming for Cesario. That made me angry and I lost it. I started to pound myself into him but wouldn't stop screaming for Cesario. I was so mad that I spilled over shaking uncontrollably.
I was too tired to be angry, and the sudden appearance of Fang did not help matters. I was in big trouble.
~Author's note~
And psychotic Lu has made an appearance. Sure it's not bad... Yet. Lu will have wilder things like that. But that's for later. Thanks for following!~ Rogue
