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After I spent some time with Abel I headed back to TM. I figured I should help out a little more since there was a lot going on and I was still angry and knew that I could take my anger out there, somehow.
When I got there I saw half-sack in the ring. The girl who showed up with Juice the other day was watching him and smiling. He must be the reason she decided to come back. Gemma busted her face up pretty good.
I didn't watch the fight much longer. I walked inside the office and saw Gemma sitting there writing out some paperwork. I nodded at her and started to clean up some more of the files. "What's going on?" She asked in her worried mother voice.
I just shook my head. I didn't feel like talking about Jax and Tara hanging out right now. I was just about finished when I saw Jax pull in. I put the few remaining files I had to put away in a basket on top of the filing cabinet and walked out.
Clay had walked up to Jax and started talking. By the time I got within earshot I heard Clay ask "Do you think the old squeeze can hook a brother up?" I knew he was talking about Tara and it made me even angrier that Jax was going to be spending even more time with her.
I knew it was probably silly but I couldn't help it. They had history and it was being slapped in my face. I walked past them and to my truck. I wasn't going to sit around like some heart broken teenager.
I decided to go to Jax's house and set some more stuff up in Abel's room. Jax had given me a key in case I needed to get in. I walked into the house and made my way to Abel's room. The closer I got the more it smelled like urine. At first I thought it was coming from the bathroom until I saw Abel's nursery. It was trashed.
Who would do such a demented thing? I heard someone walking in the house and instantly I thought whoever this sicko was stayed here. I pulled out my gun and hid behind Abel's door. The door pushed open a little more and Gemma walked in. "You gonna shoot me?" She said when she saw me.
I shook my head and turned back to the nursery. "What the hell happened here?" She said clearly in shock. That's when I noticed the pictures taped up on the wall. Gemma and I walked over to it.
They were all pictures of Jax. His face had been scratched out of every single one. There were other people in some of the photos and their faces were left alone. There was a few with Jax and I too. In those pictures Jax was still crossed out but my face had a heart around it.
My heart pounded harder as I ran through who it could be. That is, until I saw something that made my heart stop. It was the picture of Jax and the blonde from when he did the run to Nevada. The same picture Tara's ex had mailed to her. I knew then who had done this, and I was pissed.
Gemma looked just as pissed as me and walked out to grab some cleaning stuff. I called Jax and let him know what was going on. He showed up a little while later with Gemma beside him. "Who would do this?" Gemma asked Jax.
"ATF" she looked at him and asked him why. "Tara." Jax was looking at the pictures on the wall and took one of the ones with me and him in it down. He was looking more and more pissed by the second.
"That stupid bitch..." Gemma said, clearly pissed. I had to agree Tara dragged this mess to us all. SHe couldn't handle her own demons and wanted them to be solved for her. That's the exact reason she left in the first place though, was because she didn't like how SAMCRO solved people's problems.
"How is this her fault?!" Jax screamed at his mom. At that point I felt anger at Jax for yelling at Gemma and taking Tara's side. I also felt sad because he still cared enough to defend Tara against his mom. "This guy is dead." Jax walked out and I just stared at Gemma.
She wrapped me in her arms and I cried. I couldn't believe that it was happening again. Jax doing whatever he needed for Tara. "It's ok baby. You know he cares about you." Gemma soothed me.
I nodded against her and pulled back wiping away my tears. This room needed cleaned. Jax clearly wasn't going to do it. This wasn't for him it was for Abel. That baby deserved something good in his life.
After Gemma and I had pretty much everything cleaned up Clay walked in. "She's getting under his skin." Gemma said still pissed. "I can feel it. It's bad for us."
"I'm keeping an eye on him." Clay said and crossed his arms. "Not gonna let anything turn Jax away from SAMCRO, especially pussy." He said and walked over to me wrapping his arm around my shoulders. "Besides he has a new girl to think about." Clay said smiling at me.
Tig came in and looked around before telling us that Lowell disappeared. I had grown up with Lowell to so I was instantly interested. Tig said that Lowell had left his kid in his apartment. "Shit." Clay said. Clay explained that he had told Lowell some pretty serious stuff about his dad before walking out and I followed him.
"I want to help you." I told Clay as wel walked out of Jax's house. I hopped on the back of Clay's bike after he got on and rode off to TM. We moved ourselves over to the van and drove off. Clay knew where Lowell was going to be. We pulled up to some shitty motel.
We walked straight to the room that Lowell was in and Clay knocked. Lowell told Clay that nothing made sense. Clay tried reasoning with him, but Lowell wouldn't listen, so Clay kicked in the door. He walked in and I followed.
Clay pushed Lowell to the floor and I shut the door behind us. Lowell shoved himself into a corner and cried. Clay started to explain more to Lowell about his dad. He yelled at him for doing the same things as his father. Clay admitted he killed him and called him and his father a rat. Lowell told him he wasn't a rat.
Clay started talking about his kid next and how Lowell didn't care what happened to him. Lowell had a moment of realization and looked more depressed, realizing he was like his father at the moment.
Clay grabbed a pillow and I moved closer. I didn't like where this was going. Clay put the pillow against Lowell's head and then his gun against the pillow. Lowell kept shouting for him to do it.
I set my hand on Clay's shoulder and shook my head. Clay looked really upset. He pulled the gun and pillow away and we both helped Lowell up and walked him to the van. We put him in the back and drove off.
We pulled up to where half-sack was boxing that night. I stayed in the van to watch Lowell while Clay went in to watch the fight. Lowell was shaking and sweating. I put a blanket from the van over him and sat in the back with him.
A little while later all the guys came out and Clay and Tig got in the van. Tig saw Lowell and I in the back and looked at Clay. "Good mechanic, and her heart is too big." I sat on the floor between Clay and Tig and Tig patted my shoulder. We drove off and I asked Clay if he could take me to Jax's house.
When I walked in I heard Jax and Gemma in Abel's room. "Where you going with that Jax?" She asked. My heart raced again and I felt like I was going to be sick.
"Nowhere." Jax said. I felt relieved again, but still felt sick. "I'm with Serena now. I'm not going to do that to her ma." He said. I started crying in relief.
"I don't believe that. I saw the two of you together. See how you act around her... How you defend her..." She said trailing off. There was silence for awhile before she continued. "She's still got ties in you..."
Jax had started to argue with Gemma again. When I heard Jax walking towards the door I walked closer. Jax saw me and I walked closer wrapping my arms around him. "Your mom is just worried. You shouldn't yell at her like that." I said and looked up at him.
He just nodded. He kissed me and held me close and tight. "Kohn is gone. I have something to ask you though. I want you to know I am serious about us. Move in with me." He said as he put my hair behind my ear.
"Yes. I will. You have to promise to be honest with me from now on though." I said as I kissed him again and we walked hand in hand.
"Alright. I'm heading over to Tara's to finish this shit up. You coming?" I nodded and grabbed my leather jacket and we walked to his bike. I got on behind him and we rode to Tara's. Jax waited for her on her step and I waited on Jax's bike.
Tara pulled up and sat on the step with Jax. I could still hear them talking. She asked if he was ok. He told her he was fine and that Kohn was gone. She thanked him and hugged him. Jax started to ask why she came back.
He asked if she came back just so he would do what the cops couldn't. She denied it and said that it didn't sound like him. She said it sounded like Gemma or me. Jax got pissed then and stood up. "Well you're safe now." Jax walked over to me.
Tara had pissed me off again so I grabbed Jax by his kittens and kissed him hard so she could see who he belonged to. He smirked at me and we got on his motorcycle and went home. To OUR home.
