Hi everyone. This is another chapter that popped into my head. I hope you all like it. It has Lan/Jasmine and one sided Lan/Maylu. It's the continuation of Why? It isn't Roll/Megaman but the next chapter will be. At least I hope. This story is based on things that have actually happened.

Okay here's the response to my reviewers.

0jadecat0: I liked your review best for this chapter, so I'm gonna respond to you first. I'm really sorry this isn't the chapter you expected. I'm just trying to work on not making Roll too OC before give her another chapter. It will come out really soon though. I promise. ANd I don't know why I'm typing this Jasmine/Lan stuff. It just comes out. If it makes you feel better, the next chapter will have them break up if it isn't a Roll one. Thanks and Happy Halloween to you too.

Jetfrost: I hope you like this chapter.

Ri2: You've got to be my craziest review. You're still one of my favorites though. And don't we all want to murder someone?

Ohohen: Charlow threatened to gang up with you if I made another Lan/Jasmine chapter so I was a little afraid. You grab the granades and anything else.Charlow damn well better help us even if we have to drag her. JK. And you didn't think about that? I was waiting for your review before I put this up. I'm sorry this is short but it's late and I have to try to go to sleep. I'm an insomniac. And even though I have a new favorite review, you are still me favorite author. And I already read the new chap. for Surprises. You are still not getting that apology note from a while ago.

Charlow: Start emailing me whenever you want. And I always mention you. Read what I wrote for Ohohen. You WILL help us. Ugggggg. I sounded like my friend Jessica there. Creepy. And me ego is gonna go through the roof soon if you keep calling my chapters perfect. Don't stop though.

Well, here's the fic. I think it's longer than my other chapters since half the words it them were my responses to you guys. The next chapter will be Lan and Jasmine breaking up. After that it will be RollxMegaman.

Disclaimer:I don't own Megaman. Capcom does.


Life was simple when we were younger.

You didn't know her.

I didn't know heartache.

It's funny how you don't realize what you have until you lose it.

And the simplicity of life is something I took for granted.


It's been two years.

Two Years.

Two Years.

I finally realized how long it had been after I saw you both through my kitchen window. It was early in the morning. She was wearing a white sundress. You were wearing a blue shirt and jet black shorts. She was smiling. You looked a little grim. You looked up and saw me. I wasn't even looking at you. I felt someone's eyes on me. And I looked up. I saw you. You smiled a small smile. I just moved farther away from the window. I saw you even though I turned around.

I see you everywhere I go.

When I see the snow, I remember all the winters we played in. The snowfights we had, the angels we made, all the trips we took to the park.

When I went to eat breakfast on that Saturday morning and nobody was awake, I looked in the fridge and remember one of your favorite breakfast foods is cold curry.

I remember what your favorite color is.

Blue.

Blue.

Blue.

You loved blue when I knew you. You liked curry. Maybe you still do.

I don't know. We haven't talked much since you started dating. I still talk to Megaman, your parents, and all our friends in school.

But I don't talk to you. I don't even talk about you. Megaman says you talk about me, wondering whyI changed. Megaman then sighs and apologizes for what a dense net-op he has. Roll just laughs while I forceably smile, holding back the comment that just wants to come out.

Once in a while, you see me in the hall and wave. You try to make your way over to me. I'm gone when you finally get there.

I've learned how to make a fast gettaway if I need too.

Heartache does that to a person.

I still can't talk to you. I can barely look at you. When I do, I'm taken back two years when I was still young and wondering why I wasn't good enough. At the time, I was angry and upset. Right now, my anger has evaporated, but a lingering saddness still looms overhead.

You may think I'm overdramtic.

Maybe I am.

You may think that I should move on.

I want to move on. I'm not sure how to though. You were always there to catch me and help me.

Now, you are the problem. And I hurt.

I hurt so much. I've tried to go out on dates, but they didn't work out. I'm not over you yet.

But one day I will be. Maybe then we can be friends.

Maybe we can't.

It depends. Will I want to try to salvage our friendship? Will you?

Will you still remember me Lan?

Or have you already forgotten about me.

When that day comes, maybe you won't be together anymore. Maybe we might go out. I might refuse though. I could be smart and not fall into another hole, almost identical to the one I'm in now.

You two need to break up though. That isn't going to happen. The girl loves you. After two years of being together, I think you love her too.

Jasmine.

What is she like? Is she nice? Kind? Does she still like animals? What's she do outside of school?

School.

In school, I don't have ANY classes with the two of you. You don't know how relieved I was. Yai is with me. Dex is with you. Tory shares classes with us both.

I feel like we're a divorced couple in a custody battle. Dex is nervous around me. My friends Mary, Amanda, Julia, Ciarra, Kylie, Jessica and Stephanie glare at you.Tory and Yai are trying to get us to hang out together with them. I say yes, just to make them feel okay.

You say no.

Why do you say no?

Is it because of her? Maybe you hate me. We don't talk, so I don't know.

When we were younger, I knew everything about you.

Amazing what two years do to you.

I look out the window again. Jasmine is talking to you. You're paying attention to her, not noticing that I'm watching. Before you realize my stare, I turn my head away and leave the kitchen, heading up to my room, even though it has more windows in it.

I can still see you.

You can still see me. Whle Jasmine is talking, you just look at me.

The funny thing is, I can't turn my gaze.

Then you smile. It's a small smile, like you're just testing the waters. It obvious you remembered what happened a few minutes ago.

Then I do something.

I smile back. Just like yours, it is small.

But then, Jasmine calls you back and your eyes flicker to her.

Then whatever just happened is over, and I close the curtains.

I'm about to close the last one, you see me and wave while Jasmine is walking down your driveway.

I wave back. You see me and smile and then you jog down your driveway, calling out to Jasmine to wait up.

Is this what getting over heartache is like? It doesn't seem like a bad emotion.

Who knows?

Maybe it will stay around for a while.

But, why did it just appear now?


Okay. This isn't the chapter I promised you. Some of you are gonna be disapointed and I know I'm gonna get a wierd, yet very funny, review from Ri2 and Ohohen and Charlow aren't gonna be that happy. I didn't type this in one sitting so I'm sorry if my thoughts are jumbled up.